Hey Sup Forums. i've been feeling down lately and here's why:

hey Sup Forums. i've been feeling down lately and here's why:

when i was a little girl my step father raped me. i don't remember a whole lot of it because i was little and i think i blocked most of it out. my biological dad has never been around but he was abusive.

so i have daddy issues. i'm 19 now and the reason i'm so down lately is because i've discovered i have a serious fetish for incest porn, like father-daughter stuff. definitely not any pedophile stuff but i'm definitely grossing myself out, imagining myself having sex with my dad or with my step dad (who i haven't seen in like 5 years for obvious reasons) and watching porn videos with titles that say it's a dad and a daughter in the video

i thought maybe i should see a therapist but i don't want to have to explain this to another human being face to face so i'm putting it here. thanks for listening. do you think i'm gross?

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its natural. you want your fathers approval/love. but you dont know any other way to recognise love than through sex.
thats because that was your fathers job - to show you real non-sexual love. but he didnt.
you will come to terms with this over time. there is no solution to a father being a cunt.
i know my father was a cuntfag too.
the pain is there, but life goes on. we all have our own road to travel through life, as allah intends.

maybe find a friend to talk to, someone you trust enough to listen?
I think someone important to you can be better than any therapist, just be careful who you trust with sensitive things like this
I’d listen

thank you. you are a beautiful person.

>you will cum to terms with this over time

most people are gross, user
most people would benefit from therapy, user
just go already

yeah, it's the fact that it's so sensitive that i don't want to tell anyone i know irl about it. i don't want them to think i'm gross. but thank you, it's good to know that there's someone who would listen without judgement

there's also a part of me that gets off on people wanting details about what happened to me, the parts that i can remember at least. i think it's just because i want validation or it's my weird fucked up way of coping. a part of me buys into the whole idea of me having deserved it, even though i was just a little girl. i thought it was my fault bc i was a bad child but in reality i was a very good child from all accounts. it's weird how you hear someone say something over and over again and you eventually just start to believe it

but yeah. the whole thing about people asking about it/recounting what happened, i think that's also because i fixate on it so much. i seriously think about it a lot, an unhealthy amount. it's not good

also it’s okay to have a kink even if you aren’t entirely morally okay with how it feels, just make sure that it doesn’t affect your choices poorly.
Wish you much love in feeling more comfortable about yourself

> without judgement
kek
now snow tits

ever think of "fetish therapy" basically incest roleplay i mean it would help you work out some issues in a sort of healthy way

just find someone who understands and has the same fetish

you think about it so much because you havent talked it out. people need to talk to even know what they really think or feel.
forget about what society thinks, what do YOU think. does it hurt you? do you hate that it happened? of course you do,

you are too young to understand this stuff anyway just show tits for allah sake

with judgement is fine too, that'd probably just fuel my kink to be honest

Well, then do tell. I'm sure we're all curious.

i've done this before, not necessarily as a therapy but i roleplayed the incest thing and it was a really good orgasm but definitely didn't help me feel less nasty lol

thats why you need someone who understands

i mean aftercare is not just for bdsm

That's really terrible and like other anons suggested I think therapy would be beneficial. Any good therapist listens to their clients with complete openness

But also, you should recount the story of what happened to you in as much detail as you can remember. If it turns you on then it's a win-win

>My biological dad was never around but he was abusive
lol wut?

sorry i wasn't too clear on that. he was around enough for me to be born and to beat my mom so bad she had to get facial reconstruction surgery, but he wasn't around for me growing up. i grew up in the home of my step dad

ok here you go friends

Okay, that makes a little more sense.
My advice? Get a therapist.

Live your dream, but stay away from actually abusive people. Try role playing maybe? Idk therapy seems like a good idea

well i say this nice tits
hell if you where local i would be your daddy

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You sir, are hot as fuck.

hmm well

i lived with him for 10 years so there were lots of little things. he'd constantly drop his towel around me and the first time i saw his penis i think i was like 8 or 9.

he'd tuck me in every night and call me his little girl and his sweet pea and sometimes he'd "accidentally" hump me once or twice (like he'd be leaning over to tuck me in and he'd hump my leg real quick, stuff like that)

i remember i spent a lot of time in his lap. he loved it when i sat in his lap. he'd wiggle his legs around and get some friction going and i'd laugh because i thought it was just a funny thing he did. he liked it when i played with his beard, which was fun for me because he was the only person i knew who had one

we had a hot tub. i loved it cause it was like swimming even if it was a little too hot. he was a hippie type so he'd get in naked all the time and if i wanted in i had to be naked too.

well one night he wanted me to sit on his lap in the hot tub. so i did. and he wiggled and wiggled and when i said he was starting to hurt me cause he had his arms around my chest holding me to him he said it was okay and he called me his baby girl and said i was so so so so pretty and then he raped me. i remember the feeling of him starting to go inside and not much else of that first time

but i have another memory of me being out in the woods around our house with my pants around my ankles leaning against a tree and he was spanking me and then his hands started wandering and he was touching all over, grabbing my nipples and rubbing my vagina and then he stuck his fingers in and fucked me with his fingers for a couple of minutes before he said he was sorry and left me there.

the only other explicit memories i have of him doing stuff is of me on my back outside in the grass and him on top of me and i don't remember the feeling of him fucking me but i know he was doing it

it's all really disjointed but there you have it

picture and story, both very sexy

Sup Forums is the wrong place to go with this sort of story I think

happens all the time
i had sex with my year older cousin when i was a kid and now im only into loli.
there are a lot of people like us
on the phone forgive me

there you go, sorry the one on my thigh is upside down lol

ik there are lots of people like us, yeah. but i wouldn't say i'm into loli or anything like that, though for a while i thought i'd be a pedophile cause i was raised by one. i'm not though

yeah it is but it feels nice to be able to talk about it openly regardless of what it'll be used for. kinda therapeutic

can I get a different view, face down ass up and spanking your naughty ass?

yeah but you were on the receiving part of the deal werent you

i sure was

are you sure this is better than just watching porn?

much better, since I can play with her here

yeah
im gonna tag along

and i’m invested in her story already, which was enticing

how much did it hurt?

a lot. he was an older gentleman but he was pretty big and since i was little it definitely ripped my hymen, which isn't something that will usually happen unless you have sex without proper preparation (i was definitely not prepared) so it burned really bad. i don't remember much else about that initial encounter but i imagine i was dry so it hurt from that too, although the water from the hot tub probably helped a little bit :/

I'd love to talk with you, give you the validation you need. 30 yo with a daddy/daughter fetish. Kik is tallseas

What did it feel like when he was going inside you in the hot tub?

we're curious cause its really hard to imagine as a dude something ripping you from the front on the inside

i had no idea what was going on but it wasn't really panicking per se since he was someone i trusted at that point. looking back though the only way i can really describe it was it was something *entering* my body. completely foreign. i'm not sure how to describe the feeling of it to someone who doesn't have a vagina but it was like a really hot (like temperature wise), full sensation that had a lot of pressure. but it hurt really fucking bad also lmao

you know when you're trying to push your finger through the plastic covering on a carton of water bottles-- that plastic that's a little thicker than saran warp and when you push it it stretches down a lot and then pops? that's kinda what it was like

i feel bad for you but at the same time my lolicon sense is tingling. god i hate myself

sounds weird. awesome

Dude, chill. I would go out with my dad to fuck the shit out of his big ass dick if I wanted. Don't feel bad, I had bad sexual decisions before, but feel free to think about it man. Let it out.

dont mind if i do then. wanna give out some more details?

Like for real though, let that pussy cream because it's your god damn pussy, you will treat it however god damn you want. Don't feel afraid, think about that big daddy 8 incher reaching in and taking your virginity with ease. Advice from a gay.

Was he gentle when he pushed inside you? Did he move you up and down when he was inside you or slowly push in and out?

I am 45 and in Seattle. I can help with your daddy fantasies. :)

Sounds like you were perfectly raised and now you get to be your stepdad's girlfriend. Go forth.

he was gentle, yeah. he kept saying "god, you're my girl, oh god" and since i was sitting in his lap he just picked me up and put me back down, like impaling me on his dick

any tips on what you think would have made it pleasurable for you to have your tiny hymen opened by an adult dick?

Like I have this friend named...Sicky, Sarth, Seth, Sarko? He loves daddies, he can't get enough of thinking about his boy pussy creaming to that thick ass head. Like he has noooo limits on how far a daddy fetish can go. Like for example, he was on a lingust or like mathetmatical expo nerd shit and he fucked the shit out the judges and cried out daddy while he was working on his...Con-culture I think. It's his life and his ass is the worlds.

i don't think there's anything to be done. it's just not supposed to happen so my body couldn't handle it, like it wasn't developed enough to have sex with an adult so it would have been painful any way. he was just 2big

i love your friend, i hope he has fun

How old are you now?

Like he will debate someone about trains while he's riding dick and learning IPA. I mean, he is a great femboy. But yeah, his dad fucked him and he loved it, why not you?

i'm 19

Did you reach down and touch his dick at all? Like to feel it going inside you? Do you think he came inside you?

Find your daddy now, biological or not, boyfriend or not, and get impregnated.

Ahh, so hot, I wish I could see it!
But I wish there was a way to penetrate such a tiny pussy and still have it feel good for her

he had his arms around my chest so my arms were pinned to my sides, so no i didn't touch it. i dunno if he came inside, i hope he didn't, but i probably wouldn't have been able to tell since it was in water

yeah there is it's called having sex with an adult lol

op has delivered, praise be

you’re making the problem too simple!
tiny pussies need to be pounded too!

i found my bio dad on fb a few years ago, he's remarried and has step kids now but god the thought of him fucking me senseless turns me on so fucking bad. i wonder a lot if he did anything to me before my step dad did

What memory turns you on most when you think back and imagine him touching or fucking you?

What are your biggest fantasies today about being sexual as a young girl (real or imagined)?

Embrace it, I made the mistake of trying my sisters clothes on when I was really young and now I have a massive crossdressing fetish and love being a trap. There was a point where I was trying to deny it and re-condition it away but I just can't because it's so sexually fulfilling and I fucking love it. I don't think there's any way to undo what's gone on in your brain without some serious reconditioning which may or may not be worth it and even then you'll still have that part of your psyche there, lurking and waiting to jump out again.

There are a lot of guys into the daddy roleplay and think it's hot, just find one and embrace it.

Who knows, maybe he could have some extra kids if he meets you the right way. Bet he'd love to give a few siblings to his kids now.

you are really a beauty

I love this thread.

the one that turns me on the most is the one i remember the least of, him fucking me outside in the grass at night. the way we were positioned, he must have been going at me so hard you could probably hear his balls slapping my ass. i like fantasizing about what he was doing to me then since it can be anything i want, really

if i'm being real, outside of when i'm horny i try not to fantasize about myself. and i would never have really wanted this to happen to me, but i fantasize about him double teaming me with my bio dad a lot. just totally spitroasting me. whew

^^^

this
and if that doesn't make it appear less fucked-up, do try a therapy I guess

Post more of your tits user pls your such a beauty

She's a broken little slut that needs to be held down and fucked deep and hard by a thick daddy cock, make it hurt so good

why not both?

Do you want him to make you have your kids?

>bioLOGical

fuck off

Log off the internet

Therapists have heard everything. Go to a female therapist and dump it all. You won’t be judged and you will instantly feel better.

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forgive the hairbrush, i'm just havin a real good time rn

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woah you dont have to be so mean man some people have feelings

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OMG moar please thank you!

>tumblr
Either you're baiting or you have a tumblr. idc Either way pls link me to your tumblr.

ass? maybe

How old are you user ?

oh nooo i forgot to edit that one lmao. i do have a tumblr but i'm just using it to transfer the pictures from my phone to my desktop bc it's ez to save them as drafts on mobile then save em to my computer.

i don't use my tumblr for nudes so it wouldn't be of any interest to you :p

Please dont stop

i'm 19, user

>your tumblr
dont be that dumb user
pic is taken from tumblr and s̶he is fucking with you.i dont see a >Sup Forums
on that timestamp

muh dick..where do you live ?