Without faces, we are free

Without faces, we are free.

Thread is now guess sex m or f?

It hurts to open my eyes.

Why would you do this?

tfw no depressed gf to get through hard times with and bond in the process, please stop OP

are dubs enough op ? stahp

It's an attention whore femanon

Stop and tell us your story

Because nobody got trips early enough. :( Really hope OP seek help or call the suicide hotline or another line that can help with self harm. OP is not in a good place atm.

stop and tell the story

Why?
OpOpq

Im not suicidal..believe me.
Op

stop and tell the story pls

bump

attention whore you know the rules tits now

Free is relative shit, quite modern. Ancient cultures didn't care about muh "freedom" bullshit. This is a psychotic breakdown. Call the suicide line. You're still on time.

stop

why i want it, or why i dont have one ? also op stop pls and tell the story

Nothing of value, fake ones at that

keep going, im getting hard

Trust me
I tried

stop op pls

Then why do this?

fuck

checked and wtf

She'll enjoy that

Ne regrette pas le temps que tu passe une fois le point de retour franchi.

Wasted quads

eat me

Im done. Finnished.
I didnt want to do it alone..and im not being suicidal. This my coping.
If I was going to an hero or something rather, we would have rolled for that.


I know..thats what I was telling people yesterday but fucks dont listen.
Op

FUCK OFF CRINGELORD!

Ok Regret, so you cut your face w/ timestamp (great length great effort) but you decided to post an under 20 kb low quality pictures, please explain your thought process

Without our eyes, we are boundless.

Seriously stop the AW, it's getting too much now.
Go play in the snow or some shit

It looks like if I wanted to, I could peel my face off, haha. (Sage Cage..FACE! OFF!)
Haha
Op

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Haha yes.. I FUCKING love that movie.
Hahaha. Thats great. You guys made my night.
Op

Kind if shitty since now you have scars on your face for life. And since there's no afterlife you just have to live with it. Just use alcohol to cope

OP please tell me this was fake

2 year old tracphone buddy.
Witch believe me no fucking joke..always gets signal..Almost always.
My fucking ass expensive one does not, almost always. I have way better oics on that one.
These cheap fuckers alwayad get asignal and you can drop them, throw them, they survive.
You drop 200$ phone and its history.
Op

Yet, keeps posting face, tits etc on Sup Forums
Seriously?
This is an anonymous board not your fucking blog

Aiiiight, before I go to bed I'm going to leave this message first.

I have no clue what you've gone through OP but you've probably seen some shit. The pain takes away your thoughts for a moment and these threads probably keep you going since you get attention and/or confirmation from trolls about shit and seeing that people want you to hurt yourself. These are not good people, OP. But it shows that even on Sup Forums some people were spending an hour trying to give you trips in order to stop.

We didn't do that shit to feel better about ourselves, we did it with the hopes that you'll stop and maybe seek professional help. I'm not sure if you've tried it or not, are seeing a therapist/psychologist/whatever or not but there's so many other ways you could go about it that not only will make randoms feel better but in the long run (this is important because it probably doesn't seem like that now) the future you will thank your past self a lot for taking that decision.

What you've done tonight is now in the past and how you move forward is completely up to you. I doubt spending time on Sup Forums cutting yourself is what you'd like to spend your Saturday doing when it comes down to it. What's stopping you from taking a call to a suicide hotline or going to a hospital? The seemingly unknown future? If that's it it sure as hell can't get worse than it already is and worth a shot (or another shot if you've tried it before but didn't work out for some reason).

Anyways, I hope you find some peace inside yourself eventually and that you'll end up in a good place mentally. It's your life and you only get one shot at it, I think you can try and make the best out of it because I refuse to believe that this is your best.

Sorry about the ran and if it got long and stupid but I'm tired af so this is the best I could muster up from the last bit of energy I have for tonight. Take care, OP, and I sincerely wish you the best for the future.

I live basically in nowheresville..practically in an igloo.
Op

And now OP cries
>waitforit.jpg

It was not your fault what they did to you.

I know how much you want to be someone else.
How much that body is a curse.
I am so sorry for what happened to you.

I know who you really are, and how much you suffer.
I could never prove to you that i am sincere.

You will not live what you had to live again.
What brougth us all here will not happen again.

Youre not suffering alone.
Dont cut yourself, i still regret it.

I second this

Well thanks guy.
I know what the sickos want. I dont do it dor them. I did it for me. I wouldnt have cared if trips was dont do it.
I would have took pill and went to sleep..it's hard dor people to understand my thpught process. But believe me.. I feel way better now.
Op

I believe you on this but I don't think cutting yourself is the only/best option you got. If you're feeling down call someone/something, get it off your chest, anything but doing this on Sup Forums.

I don't know what you're dealing but that ain't my place and I don't need to know, all I need to know is that you'll be safe or find an outlet or something to cope in a different and healthier way.

Please tell me you'll do that. Look upon as a favor to those of us who won't forget about this post in 2 days that rerolled a shitload of times. It would be appreciated.

Plus this op delivers.
I have done way worse to myself..Not proud. But im good. Probably so much blood cause im drunk.
Op

OP,

I'm glad you've found a way to cope. Living is priority, and sometimes that comes at a cost. When this haze clears, and you find yourself awake with all the senses at 100%, remember that you're worth caring for.

Your treatment is shit then, you should get some new pills

Back in my day, faggot OPs posted freshly killed dead bodies and pictures of bread

Well ive been offsv heroin for 4 days (going cold turkey again) now.
And my freind went home. Im just alone and felt like doing this again but then I remembered chan and was like ok then..let anons decide.
People do ot all the time.
Op

These days are gone friendo

No, that's an illusion. That's literally the chemicals your brain gives out when you're in pain. I've done self harm before and I got out of it, even though it wasn't as serious it was enough to know what kind of powerful effect it has but in the long run it's not a good thing. It's not a solution, it's extremely in the now with no plans on how to move forward from here. Cutting is not the best option you got, at least believe me on this.

Yeah but now were old.
We feel bad about how much we killed.

Heeeeeeeeere we go with the same old boo hoo stories

Sure you might not be suicidal, but copeing by fucking up your face if probably on my list for the tardest thing to do. Just use use something else like alcohol

Sleeping pill. I cant sleep with out them. Trazadone..powewrdul shit.
I can go 2-3 days without sleep if I dont take them, sometimes longer.
I hate sleep.
Op

Glasgow smile or gtfo

Stop that Gen.

Im talking about head pills

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nigga, you need some mothafuckin thorazine

Well shit...that's badass!

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Op is a teenage bow.

I know people are doing it all the time. I've been on this site since 2006 and have spent several nights in posts like this and even entered a live cam that I decided to stop viewing after people were figuring out where they lived and called the cops. Last I saw from screens the day after was that he eventually hung himself and the cops busted down his door 20 or so minutes later. I might be off the timing for cops to arrive here but it's not the last time I'll spend a couple hours or an entire night talking to someone or trying to get trips for someone to stop whatever they're doing. Even if it didn't help in the long run the extremely few times I got trips first I know I at least stopped them from harming that night and might get some time to reflect on what to do next.

And BIG FUCKING UPS for 4 days off, that's a huge accomplishment. Pat yourself on the back for that because that's something to be seriously proud of. Keep it going a second, a minute, an hour and eventually a day at a time. I believe you can get through this, you've come this far.

It's not about how hard you can hit, but how much you can get hit and still get back up. Cheesy movie quote but at least that shit's true. Happy thoughts and best wishes thrown in your direction.

Tits with timestamp or gtfo

I know its not normal.
I dont do it for attention.
I knew I would get some but thsts cause I didn't want to be alone when I did. I blab about myself alot sometimes but im a good listener too. I like venting with anons. People judge, but openminded strangers sre the best folks to talk to.
Op

what did this stupid faggot bitch do with eyes ? i mean op

Do it

I hate sleep too but going without sleep fucks with your mental health a lot. Hallucinations, voices and not knowing whether it's part of your mental health or just your brain doing tricks as 50+ hours awake is a weird place to be in. Sleeping sucks, nightmares that haunt you and whatnot but not sleeping is a different kind of hell as well. Stay safe, OP.

Literally just cut them in a thread 20 minutes ago. Only trips would stop OP from self harm, no one that asked for more or for OP to stop got it.

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You should see me when I stop taking them. I go crazy. Then the withdraws would ultimatly kill me. Ever have a seizure before. I woke up in hospital and lost months worth memory. ( its july? What the fuck?)
What about medically induced seizures?
To have so-called specialists strap you down, and basically torcher you just so they can analyze the brain.
Is fuckinh hell.
Op

Regret,
I migth have one of the worst question i can ask...

Why do you come back if we abuse you?
Are you so much afraid of being alone that you are willing to hang out with the lowest on the internet?

I'm happy to talk to you.
I need to not feel alone.

But i feel like i need to warn you.
You will only find pain here.

>Hasn't denied being female yet
Definetly female

Ffs woman, i "know" your stories, you keep drooling on about the same shit in all your threads or the ones you hijack.
Stop it already, do us and yourself a favour.
I don't mean to be rude but shit's getting old now.

Wanna be Baudelaire cringelord, fuuuuuuck you!

I know.
It's complicated. Hard to explain.
Its just dreams. I hate them. I have them every night. I thrash and punch. Ive woken up from dead sleeps punching boyfriends for no reason, like they bumped me in the night just rolling over, then im instantly awake in defence mode. It's scary.
Even when im alone.
Meds dont help dreams though. Nothing wil.
Op

Then wherw should I go?
Honest question. I told spammers yesturday I was going to soon anyway. Find other site.
Chat with normies. Idk.

Man i wish.

But i dont think poetry can exist in english.

Then find better thread dumbass.

Fond a local larp.
Dont tell them too much.
Just play a character and say you dont use facebook.

Be someone else a little bit.


Everything will make sense once you make peace with your terrible childhood.

For sure. I don't judge you for what you've done as I've sort of been there myself in the sense that I know how comforting self harm can be. It's understandable but it's important to know that you got options, places to call when the panic attacks/Anxiety/depression or whatever kicks in with full force. You seem like a good person too that cares enough about others to listen to them, that's great character and something the world we're living in today needs more of.

It's a harsh world but also somewhat of a sandbox game so you can still venture out and find meaning/comfort/help/whatever in a lot of different places. I hope you seek them out some day or a night that are especially bad, maybe you'll think about some of the things certain anons with great intention have said here, maybe some of the things I've said even and know that strangers want you to find peace with yourself and what happened in the past. It's possible, and there are also places to vent with previous heroin addicts online as well as in irl that can give advice on how to cope without it.

All I want you to know is that there are people out there willing to help if you dare to take that step, because that step is more frightening than self harm sometimes. At least it was for me but I'm really happy that I did. I'm still going to therapy and quality of life is not perfect but I can definitely tell you it's manageable now and I have days that are awesome and not just a blur of dark matter and depression. You have a pretty decent shot at that too if you're willing to take the steps necessary to accomplish that.

I know it sounds weird coming from a stranger that barely know you but I honestly believe you can do this.

Tits or gtfo you junkie.

Ouch!
Right in the feelz!

this is mushroom man. I'm here for you when you least expect it..

PEEL THE SKIN OFF YOUR FACE YOU FUCKING WHORE

I don't know, it all depends on how you tackle them. I eventually gave up and gave in to my nightmares, stopped fighting them and the relation I got to most of these dreams now are that I look upon them as extremely vivid real life experience horror movies and almost get a rush from them. Only thing that phases me are the specific dreams now but they're more of a blur now than being crystal clear like they used to and they're not as frequent anymore. Maybe once a month.

Dreams are just your brain processing information, thoughts and whatever is there in your subconscious so continuing to hurt yourself definitely will not help making them better but they're also a part of the healing process which is tough but worth it.

Yes, you'll blend well with those tumors because you're a cancer yourself

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Not so much childhoodn I mean my home life was actually ok, I guess. Put up with bullies alot but everyone does a t some point. Things didnt hit the fan until my father went to prison..yes, im bitch with daddy issues but me and him were close.
I subjectified myself after words and basically put myself through hell.
Became a man-hater for a while, went all lesbo..found out quick girls are psycho..went back to men (and occasional bitch) and decided no more relationsgips period. I be a slut when I want to get what I need from guys and thats it.

Ooohhh..I told my boss to fuck himself today, haha.
Gooda ridence.
Truth is. People here inspired to want to quit drugs and get better, and thats wehat I mean to do.
Op

That’s so sad. Is it technically a micro?

This is why we wear masks

Show us your boipussy faggot

You could fly a 747 through those nostrils.

Mushroom man, I'm just an user on the internets but I wanted you to know that I like people that care about others, and you're a good guy. So if you're sincere this compliment is for you and anyone that cared about OP tonight. :)

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