Ask a depressed/suicidal dude anything
Ask a depressed/suicidal dude anything
Aiden James
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Jaxon Barnes
What is your purpose in life?
Justin Hughes
I'm not really sure, probably don't have one
Logan Richardson
Wanna smoke some weed and fuck around in the internet?
Xavier Perez
I feel you dude. What happened to make you feel this way?
Brayden Smith
Why is your hair so short bitch
Kayden Adams
MGTOW, Sup Forums, and the rise of white supremecy are the only things keeping me going in this world. Oh and waifu.
Austin Baker
No
Ayden Long
Wanna try a little bit harder in your classes brainlet?
Leo Miller
And no I'm not some weird ugly fuck either. I'm a pretty regular white dude. So I feel u. Our time will come soon.
Blake Ortiz
I'd love to
Andrew Jones
Do you have family?
Henry Edwards
Why??? so he can turn into an emasculated cucklet and start watching SJW cuckold porn on Sup Forums?
Sebastian Sullivan
Nothing in particular happened, just feel like I'm going nowhere, and losing hope. Top it all off with bipolar depression and it all falls apart.
Luke Morgan
why have you not just ended it yet ?
Zachary Perry
Yeah, because I don't have enough suicidal thoughts without "emofag" thrown on to everything. I like my hair short.
Hudson Scott
Suggested reading :Stalingrad: The Fateful Siege: 1942-1943
Lifting and that book saved me from depression.
Parker Morales
Unfortunately
Nolan Thompson
lmao kill yourself faggot
shoot up your shitty little school already
end it all you worthless piece of shit
Andrew Evans
Already failed twice, fucking hurts man
Sebastian Reyes
I've graduated, so that options out the window
Jack Nguyen
Who the fuck are you (This is OP)
Eli King
If you can count the number of decisions you think you have left, how many would it be?
When I was in my furthest depression I was under 10 as everything seemed predetermined. I am a firm believer that people who choose suicide are down to 1 - the only one that can't be taken from you.
Zachary Hill
OP here: What?
Ian Nelson
good dont my mans
Easton Edwards
I think if I were to carefully consider everything, I have 2 options left, one of which is suicide, the other is my trust of a single person. If they betrayed me or lost my trust, every other option would have already been expended.
Zachary Cooper
No worries, user always finds a way to lift my spirits enough to get me by
Jace Evans
Well if you want to escape you should find what creates these limits. A change of atmosphere (running away from parents if youre young, not kidding) might be what you need.
Your new goal in life should be to make that number 3. When that happens, go for 4. Go until you lose count.
Isaac Russell
Unfortunately, despite the babyface picture (do I really look that young???) I'm turning 19 this December. I find it hard to confide in anyone nowadays, much less talk to them. From the outside I look pretty normal, happy, to a point; but inside it's just a rollercoaster of emotions day in and day out. Believe me, I want to want to live, but I find the reasons to elude me the more I look. So I go about my day in ignorance of these feelings, not really looking, but hoping the reasons come to me.
Alexander Allen
Next best bet is to fake it till you make it.
Life is a chore, but make it your chore.
Billions of dead people would kill their decedents to have even the life you do now.
Jayden Bennett
You should start lifting op
Xavier Hall
I've heard that too, never quite got into it because I couldn't afford any equipment but I suppose I could improvise
Blake Brooks
I'm not concerned with the dead, but I understand what you mean. I haven't given up completely, yet, like I've said.
Eli Butler
Is that deer okay?
Nolan Jenkins
This.
Honestly OP, the user might be on to something. Think about it, you will get a good routine going, and a good body too. You will be healthier and feel better and the more toned and athletic you get, the more confident you will feel and keep it up and meet a girl (or guy if you fag) and then just do everything right. Improve yourself.
Bit it will only work if you commit. Commit to yourself but most of all the life you were given.
Good luck my dude.
Jayden Bailey
You can buy a fucking benchpress for like 40$ you dumb retarded cuckold. Neck yourself.
Jaxon Phillips
>those quints
>that reply
my sides, fucking based user.
Ryan Gutierrez
Checked
Tyler Brooks
Any gym in your area will have equipment needed for starting strength. If your too sperg to go to the gym you can but a power rack and a bench for under $1000. If you go to uni then they probably have a gym
Landon Howard
checked OP got btfo
Justin Reed
I'd suck your dick
Carter King
Most nights I can't even afford to feed myself
Austin Clark
Does your name start with a B
Adam Powell
No
Daniel Nguyen
Thanks bud
Tyler Harris
Thank you for the link and advice
Noah Campbell
how is that possible? where the fuck do you live cuckboi? fucking romania or some shit?
Jeremiah Murphy
Out in the sticks, to the in the northern states. Food is expensive and most other bills are more pressing, not to mention supporting my family (not like children but a parent and other elders).
Ayden Miller
Wow, OP sure is a faggot!
>mfw muh depruhssiun is hard! Wahhh I wanna live but I have no purpose wahhh! I've somehow failed at suicide twice wahhhh!
OP, you're either an ugly ass girl, or you're a retard, since only girls and retards fail at suicide...
I'm actually curious, how did you fail... not only once, but twice?
Xavier Smith
In the northern states*
Eli Myers
My father found me trying to drown myself in the summer of a couple years ago (cinder block shoes) and stopped me. The other time was with pills, failed on the combination and ended up getting my stomach pumped.
Jeremiah James
OP I know this is b and shit and nothing here is really serious but just don't do it. I was depressed and suicidal too. You don't really think someone else has it as bad on the inside as you do but someone else usually does. The first thing I realized was that I wasn't alone. The second thing I did was I spoke out and said I was depressed. I burned a few bridges along the way because I latched onto people who weren't willing to give me the time of day to care but I found people who ultimately cared about me and wouldn't have known I was depressed if I hadn't spoken out. The third thing I did was I just did things that typically made me happy even if I was feeling pain on the inside. I would do the things that used to illicit my happiness. The fourth was I actively worked to stop being awkward and anti social and to try improve my self image and worth. The more risks you take in trying to improve your self image and confidence, the more steps you take, the quicker you get out of it.
I know it sucks, but trust me, you have shit to live for. Don't throw it away.
I had a fucking noose around my neck at one point man. And now I'm in college, list my virginity, actively talking and flirting with multiple women, have lots of friends, and simply don't care if people have a negative opinion of me, it's not my job to make them change, it's just my job to make myself better.
Wyatt Bennett
Do you have any fetishes? Why don't you just spend your life trying to fulfill them instead of being a dumb faggot?
Wyatt Martinez
If it involves working out, do it. Take risks with yourself and actively seek to change things. If you just keep living like you do it just gets worse and worse.
Aaron Russell
What was going through your head when you chose to try to kys by drowning? Were you looking for a method, where someone would have ample time to save you? Seems like the only plausible explanation tbh. And for the second attempt, what pills and how many to be exact? And who found you?
Jaxson Bennett
Honestly, you're right. I wanted someone to have ample time to save me, if possible at all. I didn't think it was fair to have someone who cares about me not have a chance, and blame it on themselves. As for the second time, I took 2 bottles of unlabeled pills in the cabinets, they were old prescriptions that my parents didn't use completely up. My father found me convulsing on my bed that time, too.
Also, I know what you're saying/thinking right now. "Why would you kill yourself when people care about you?" Well, the simple answer is, I don't know. Maybe it's a lack of empathy? I really couldn't say, and does it make me a bad person? Probably, but I never asked to be this way.
Nathaniel Baker
You didn't ask, but you chose to be that way
Henry Taylor
I really don't believe that all of it was a choice. Did I make bad decisions in my life? A few, but I don't think they led me to being this way.
Evan Diaz
Nah man I wasn't thinking that, but hey, at least you'll admit that you didn't truly wanna die when you attempted it.
Honestly, you are you, and you can't blame yourself for being what you are. I honestly don't "hate" anyone, because they are what they are, and they do what they do because of what they are. Ik that sounded retarded af, but like, I wouldn't hate a rock for being on the ground if I tripped on it, right? Anyways, you do you, user. Either seek mental help or don't. I personally find the thought of getting any sort of therapy to be redundant, hence the reason I won't ever consider it. If you think you can possibly find joy in life, you should take a chance on it, and see what happens. What do you have to lose, right? I'm not gonna tell you to live, and that suicide is selfish, or any other bs, because all that generic shit that people say is cringe, imo. Just do what you think is the right choice, and realize that therapy and some good ol' drugs might help you enjoy life.
Michael Cruz
Could be, and thanks, you're the most down to earth one here atm, user.
Joshua Bailey
>Suicidal
I know them feels bud. Though mine isn't depression much as...desperate hopelessness and lack of ability to change anything? Knowing what I've learned about what the US government does to us and how they continue to rob us and lie to our faces saying they're trying to protect us from harm when they're the ones commuting the tragedies in order to justify war and to disarm us saying "We'll protect you so why do you need guns anyways?". It's gotten to the point that I refuse to have kids out of fear of what the government will do them them. And to add injury to insult people STILL believe that the government serves THEM when it reality the government is ran by, and serves the elite like Rothschild. Fucking sucks, I pass the time sometimes by fantasizing shooting myself and how I would do it without giving myself a chance to puss out. So far the best scenario I came up with is to get a pistol, a helmet, and super gluing my finger and hand to the handle and trigger, load the gun, cock it, superglue the gun barrel to the helmet aimed towards my head, zip tie the helmet to my head and inhale a bunch of pepper. One sneeze and involuntary finer jerk later and I'm out of here.
Owen Reyes
>Commuting = committing.
Saw my mistake.
Dominic Rodriguez
>Do to them
Fucking hell.
Angel Sullivan
>finer
Jace Butler
finer = finger
Ethan Taylor
>Knowing what I've learned about what the US government does to us and how they continue to rob us and lie to our faces saying they're trying to protect us from harm when they're the ones commuting the tragedies in order to justify war and to disarm us saying "We'll protect you so why do you need guns anyways?
OP here, bro you really shouldn't worry about this shit. We have Trump in office he rekt Killary. Trump isn't sold out and he's not gonna take our guns or anything. He is literally /ourguy/.
Our government should be the last thing in your mind now that we got Trump.
Lucas Allen
>Rekt Killary
>Killary is still free
>He suggested that she run again
Trump isn't even the issue. It's the elites who ACTUALLY run the government. If Trump did ANYTHING that made a difference in favor for the American people then he'd be JFK'd.
Dominic Campbell
R u gay
Carson Gonzalez
Why you fucking tards complain all the time instead of just killing yourself and go around announcing your suicidal intent what's the point? As the old adage says there's more than 1000 ways to die why?
Hunter Peterson
Trump will lock her up don't worry. Have you just not read the news or some shit? Why do you think the entire mainstream media from Fraud News CNN to the failing New York Times are trying to bring him down since day one? It is because Trump is no sold out- the elites who control Killary and the Bushes can't buy out one of the most successful and smartest president's we have ever had. You just gotta have trust in him bro.
Trump and his election are one of the few things that have kept me from an hero
Julian Lopez
I don't see a criminal taking down a criminal. :/ Trump recently stopped his charity fund for doing shady shit with it...
Juan Edwards
Is that what Fraud News CNN told you?
Evan Nguyen
why r u still alive?
Angel Rogers
Are you a boy or a girl?
Benjamin Young
I'm neither. My pronouns are xir and xer.
Zachary Green
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Luis Powell
What's delaying your suicide?
Adrian Davis
Your god is a lie.
John Howard
Well first coming on to 4Chin won't help and second find something to be motivated about.
Im saying this cause i've been depressed since a wee lad and have felt that way before. Talk to a therapist not about wanting to die because they have to report that stuff ask them how to get through the shit that clouds your mind. If you don't have money or any outlets for help talk to friends or family people that won't argue about it that will just understand and those people keep them close.
Fuck man im crying like a bitch now hope this helps.
Tyler Foster
>huffingtonpost
this is bait.
>businessinsider
>newsweek
Fake news owned by Soros
>washingtonpost
Owned by Bezos (from amazon) who hates Trump.
>nbc/abc
mainstream media fake news. no better then Fraud News CNN
William Myers
Which do you think about more.......suicide or cock?
Jayden Garcia
They are screaming for help.
Yes some want attention but this Sup Forums what does he have to gain.
Dominic Wright
>Every news source that's not kissing Trump's dick is fake news.
Good evening Mr. President. What's your preferred news source? Most likely they'd have it too.
Leo Young
What about Vice and Cnn they are "reliable"
Gabriel Anderson
I can offer you a steaming hot meal at no charge...
Isaiah Ortiz
Oliver Cruz
Stop being such a lazy faggot and look shit up yourself. Trump isn't an angel, he lied about his donations. Move on.
Ethan Sanders
Brandon?
Austin Foster
what drew you to it?
Josiah Barnes
Attention. If you are screaming for help you could in fact scream Help! Instead of, I'm going to kill myself would you please stop me?
Samuel Wood
when are you gonna do it
Asher Parker
If you're planning on killing yourself with a revolver, don't cock it.
After making my peace and deciding to end it, i pulled back the hammer, and it that moment i heard the most intimidating sound i've ever heard.
My drill instructors in boot camp weren't shit compared to chambering the round i planned on using to end my life. I couldn't do it after hearing that. So if you really want to die, don't pull back the hammer, you'll regret trying to end your life.
Connor Ortiz
So what pills did they give you. I'm on efexor myself, did try some others too but they didn't work so good.