Feels thread? Will I be single until I die?

Feels thread? Will I be single until I die?

It's been over five months since I broke up with my ex. We lived together for over five years.
I've gotten in good shape and been on a few dates, but I haven't liked any of them. The only girl I've liked I was talking to randomly started ghosting me after she gave me her number and started texting me. When we talked she was really flirty and we had so many things in common it was bizarre. I was almost having feelings again...It sucks because before her I was doing well at not caring about anything and making progress as a villain.
I've got a date this weekend and I think we're going to fuck and maybe do some wild stuff. She's not as smart or cool as the girl I was liking talking to, but a better fuck most likely.
I have good credit and money in my future, but I'm feeling depressed for the first time since my break up.

So am I going to be alone forever? Should I just take meds to not have feelings and embrace the brute I was becoming?

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Op here

I'm probably unlovable now. Fuck I hate myself.

End yourself. Jump of a bridge.

Faggot

>I'm probably unlovable now. Fuck I hate myself.
Sorry to hear that OP.
>I feel the same sometimes
>I'm 29
>I've lost any excitement I have toward life and things
>I don't understand communicating with people in the [current year]
>No body goes to rock shows and everyone listens to nothing but nigger music.

That sounds scary. I don't think I want to kill myself. I'd rather go out in a gunfight. Got the equipment and grit.
or we could fistfight. My sternum is finally healed since my last fight. Wanna fight me? I'll pay you.

Op here
Sorry you feel that way. I can't really relate because I communicate well with everyone and I have lots of friends.
Also you saying n* makes me think you're just an ignorant piece of shit. Run the jewels are fucking awesome. I'm Aryan and I hate racist cunts. I'd love to get in a fight or pistol whip a racists teeth out. Blacks are like my brothers.
The forgiving loving side of me says you need to take an evaluation of yourself with shrooms and float therapy.
Wish you the best.

Was she your first love OP? I don't think you'll be alone but it's going to be difficult starting over, especially since it's still pretty recent and for how long it lasted. If another human being saw something redeeming in you, I'm sure another will, too.

Yes she was the only woman I've ever loved. Thanks for your kind words, I appreciate it.

From now on you'll look for her in every other woman
Welcome to the club buddy

Op again
Also it's not some mystery to me how I lost her. I became a total psycho monster who said horrible mean things to her. I had traumatic experiences which I didn't seek counseling for and it contributed to me losing sight of what being a good person was. She also knew about people I hurt before and after I was with her. I'm so sorry for the way I behaved and the people I hurt. I hurt her the worst emotionally because I was emotionally vacant when she needed me. Loaning her money and not stressing her about money was my way of making up for not being consistently nice and empathetic.

Fuck I hate how right that sounds... The woman I'm seeing this weekend reminds me of her when she met. She's younger than me too.
When I look for women online I'm avoiding women that are religious and like country music. Those are characteristics of my ex which I hated.

>I communicate well with everyone
>you ignorant piece of shit

>will I be forever single
>I have lots of friends

>I'm aryan
>I hate racists
>take more shrooms guys

What a mess of an individual you are.
Nobody besides you cares if you consider yourself single, which you are not.
You're a whiney bitch seeking attention on an imageboard full of people that you pretend to hate irl.

We are all alone, we are destine to die alone.
No one is calling for us, no one will ever care.
The only way to stop this agony is to take away what was forced upon you, this lonely life.

Telling you right now bro no other girl can replace her
I'm in the same position
No other chick is pretty, smart or funny as my ex

Op here
Why do so many people value me then?
My ex wasn't smart or funny..

>story time Sup Forums stay tuned it's a long one I can only type so fast

>do XC
>girl ask for snap
>we'll call her V
>V isn't the main part so this will be short
>shit goes good
>fuck her a few times
>first kiss and all that shit
>first girl I've fucked
>her friend
>we'll call her L apparently thinks I'm hot
>me and L start talking
>nice body and shit only downside is green hair
>sorta pulls it off but eh I can get over it
>some dude ask her to her fall formal
>we'll call him A
>I started liking L
>she didn't think I liked her back
>I was hesitant cause I wasn't fully over V yet
>me and L hung out once before A asked her
>her and A get into relationship
>me pissy af decided to be the cucker
>hang out with L
>kiss a few times
>feeling her up and shit
>doesn't really feel me up maybe she's scared to?
>I know I didn't feel up V at first cause I didn't wanna mess shit up
>A finds out we're hanging out
>idgaf looks like a little bitchass
>glasses, big ass black people lips, and face sorta sunk in
>ask L if she wants to hang out
>she says yes
>tells me A wanted to know if he could hang out
>tells him she's grounded
>so she blows her bf off for me
>laughing my ass off cause A getting cucked
>A adds me on snap chat
>oh boy this gonna be fun
>fast forward to the last time we hung out
>L didn't tell him I was over
>she did later after I was gone
>A snaps me all pissy
>I play stupid and say 'what two friends can't hang out?'
>I was with my friend bowling so it fit well
>we go back and forth
>says he'll fuck me up

>Why do so many people value me then?
What do you even mean?
What do I know why so many people value you?

Thousands upon thousands of people valued Hitler as a great man with a grand idea. Even to this day.

People value all kinds of shit and it's real hard to find one who doesn't value anything at all.

You might aswell say "Hey man I got alot of money and I believe that makes me a better man."

It's a retarded thing to say.

There are people who value me too, which I wish they wouldn't, and which I don't understand.

Doesn't change the fact that you're just here to cry around for nothing while insulting people with vague hypocritical statements.

>we'll see about that
>me being a cocky little fuck decided to taunt
>let him see my location on snap chat
>tell him 'locations on buddy'
>'don't call me me buddy'
>says for me to leave her alone
>'nah man she wouldn't like that'
>feels so great being alpha and him being a beta cuck
>he breaks up with her
>decide to give a her a few days to process things
>she's crying
>do my best but I'm not an emotional support guy
>ff a few days
>K comes

>K is one of her best friends
>when to HC together months before we started talking
>he buys her a big teddy bear
>knowing her nature I knew this was bad news
>L seems to rush into the love shit and relationship
>my fears have come true
>K & L are in relationship
>K also looks like a weak ass bitch
>lives like 40 minutes away from me
>in the moment between A breaking up and K & L being together
>started liking her cause I sensed hope
>but no fucking K had to come in
>this cucking shit takes a lot of energy
>kinda felt bad for ruining her last relationship
>decided I'm not gonna cuck on this one
>started talking to her less and less in order to move on
>start leaving her on and read here and there
>letting it die out

>Right now I'm 3 for 3 on losing with girls
>something always has to fuck it up
>plan on enlisting into AF anyway and will probably leave in june or july
>that's about 7-8mo out
>gonna be a long lonely time until then
>I always fucking lose and honestly sick of this feeling shit too
>what I put in comes to bite me in the ass with equal strength
>there may be hope
>this girl followed me while me and V were talking but never per sued anything
>not sure I want to or not
>what I do know is L cannot be trusted because of what she did with me while in a relationship
>wat do Sup Forums?

Op here
LOL you're lucky it was him and not me. This would be the last portion of your obit.
I am known as a man of my word. When I say something is going to happen it happens, no matter what. Even the definition of my name means to be direct,which I am with everyone. I make everyone around me more successful than they would have been without me.
This doesn't mean I don't have a sense of humor. I still get laughs out of everyone when I make jokes. For a time I saw fear in the eyes of those that loved me, but I've demonstrated what I am good natured since.

>I'd love to get in a fight or pistol whip a racists teeth out
>I am good natured

>Doesn't change the fact that you're just here to cry around for nothing while insulting people with vague hypocritical statements.

A piss poor example of a Man.
A liar through and through, so deep he even believes himself.

(me)

didn't help I'm 18 so if I hit the fucker I go to jail but I knew from his appearance and how he responded I could get away with a lot of shit and I did but I pissed him off really fucking good

Just because I have a mean streak doesn't mean I'm not good natured. I don't lie to anyone unless it's to protect them. I have lied about nothing here.
Brother, assault charges aren't shit. In my state you can get that shit expunged easily. I wouldn't hesitate to assault someone because of fear of being arrested. If you can keep cool headed, you should choose to not assault someone because it's not worth the time of day. You could instead be building something for the future,instead of just making another ugly face.
I feel your sentiment though, my rage has gotten the better of me more times than I can count.

(me)

I have a really cool head and I'd only hit back if someone hit me and was actually trying to hurt me I'm hesitant to fight back but if you put me in that mood of no fucks given and full on rage you can bet your ass I'm gonna go full tard mode on you but usually I just walk away and take a few deep breaths if anything I pissed at L for playing with me feelings because if you do that to me I will the coldest son of a bitch you'll ever see and that's why I left V, fucking led me on, liked her a lot more than I should have, and blew me off so I fucking left her just said goodbye and that was it

Op again
Be careful out there young one. When I was your age I was a young hopper running my campus. You should fear those that are older than you because as angsty as you may feel, many of them have had experiences that make it more likely something terminal will happen to you. Don't feed others rage, it's a vicious cycle. That being said, I understand where your attitude comes from because I thought i was the shit too. Then I was in violent incidents, found a corpse, and more. Now here I am creating a thread about wanting a relationship I don't really need.
I took a huge shit and I feel better now. Ate too many gains yesterday.

I have a bad tendency to not like 'submit' to someone bigger or position, or anything really and I know one day it's gonna get my ass kicked but I will never submit thus that's why I'm a cocky little smartass but I've learned to control it and know when to stop and what not to say

Op here
Firstly, you don't get an assault charge for self defense. Secondly, "going full tard" makes me think you don't actually know how to fight. You're probably going to get yourself hurt someday. It's good you left V and you should continue forward with the idea that if they don't give you full dedication you shouldn't waste your time. I understand how easy it is to get caught up in hormones. They were my main driver for some time and probably still would be if I didn't do certain things.. "I don't get hormones, I make whores moan!"-squidbillies

Humor is crucial for me to get over things. Love your friends and family. Respect everyone as much as you can.

Op again
I feel it brother, trust me. I put a few in the ER. I took revenge on people too. Shit doesn't make you feel better in the end. Do your best to change your attitude before you are full of regrets like I am.

I've never actually got into a fight but I'm a lightweight (116lb) but strong for my size (bench is 160) but my humor will get me into trouble one day cause I'll laugh at anything and joke about anything and what I meant by full tard mode is when tards fight they don't stop, they use anything they can, and the only way to stop them in restrain them

I always get revenge one way or another karma will get that person and I think it's just us two going back and forth but whether I hurt them or karma does I'll win in the end I always do (I hurt people emotionally and with words, physical pain is gone in minutes or hours but emotional pain last for days maybe weeks and I can chew someone to shreds given enough info on them but I've never been pushed that far)

Op here
Also don't think of it as submitting.. Being the bigger man actually can be having better things to do. If you get in a fight tell him to strike first or sign a contract. Then you aren't submitting and you are at no risk.

Set your goals higher than being a tough guy. You will be happier, I promise. My ex did not value that I was a psychopath towards anyone. She also didn't like that I was friendly to black people. Anyways be your best self, you have everything ahead of you. Don't get drunk or high too often, keep close to family and family.

what I meant was I don't stop how I act or in this case being a smartass because of someones influence on me I just don't stop and I've been getting better at it I'm gonna go now and hopefully shoot a deer

I stopped reading at its been over 5 months

Stop being a pussy

ive been single sexless and dateless for almost 4 years.
Shut up faggot

Op here
Bro... Don't get in a fight... Weight matters significantly for fights.. Being a tough guy isn't what will keep a woman around, I promise. Eat more protein btw, from now on your daily protein will be your weight=grams of protein. Gains! At your weight you could get seriously hurt and would be easily restrained.
Karma doesn't exist. Physical pain can last years or a lifetime actually, go to school.
Don't waste your energy on revenge, it's just a mutual loss.
you guys can do better.

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You just struggle to read, you're here for porn.
You must be unlikable. It shows.

>Karma doesn't exist
>Karma means Doing
>doing doesn't exist
There goes your credibility.

No read the definition of karma you dipshit.
people get away with doing all sorts of things and there is no magical force that punishes them, suck my pudding pop.

So much this, once you loved a girl and I mean really loved you going to look for her in every woman you talk to and of course everyone is going to fail miserably because there's no one like her.
>I know this because I'm living like this for a while now, I still love her

>She didn't like that I was friendly towards black people
WTF I thought that the supposed racism was just a meme of tards that liked to feel edgy but man I don't know how people can be like that, I mean I hate everything and everyone equally kek

...

Funny how someone can mean everything to you yet you mean nothing to them

Op here
She's just from a small town without black people. She thought I was delusional and hated that I said they were my brothers more than most white people. Many times she called me to escort her into our apartment because there was a black person outside.

the person i know who doesnt like me is myself.

I've always loved this pic, it represents so accurately what it's like to give a fuck for the first time about a person and in the beginning the do give a fuck about you but then something changes and you can't blame them (I can't blame her) but they just stop loving you for some reason as simple and depressing as that, you can get better and get more money or start exercising but in the end you are fucked if she doesn't love you, that is not that bad, the shit hits the fan when you really loved this person and then she leaves, fuckin hell man

Well I'm sorry you feel that way bro. Get in touch with your feelings. Exercise and achieve things that make you like yourself. Also don't just angrily call me a faggot because I'm developing myself,its not helping you.

I hear you bro
My ex left me all of sudden
I've tried my best to keep get happy and she used to told me so the time how much she loved me then bam over night all over
She doesn't even read my messages anymore
Dear God I would give up anything just so I could spend one more day with her
She'll never know how much I love her
When she left part of me died

Oh I guess is not her fault but her family and specially in small towns conditionate her to be that way, I do believe it's stupid to be afraid or hate some people for their skin color, there's fuckers and shitheads in every color of the rainbow so it don't really matters

Your (sic) an idiot. Well, actually you are just young. Life will eventually show you the reality.
I am brown. Come at me kid.

Well, thanks for the tip user.
Feeling unwanted is the worst feeling, specially after so many years alone.

Op here
I was the same way. You're lucky she didn't change her number. You need to realize what you did wrong. It took me a long time to discover what I had become. I recommend you take a large dose of shrooms and examine yourself. Also try float therapy.
Ya I suppose it was about her redneck parents. She should fear white people because I was the scariest person she has ever seen. I agree though every race is capable of doing terrible things.

Your case is not good user, I've been through some shit with my girl too.
For example, there are some shit that really fucked me up and you gonna know why, something like this:
>user I don't know I guess I don't love you anymore more I guess I'm with you because you are so nice with me and I do want to love you I really do but I don't
>user I feel you don't love me because you don't text me in all day (I was busy that day)
Or the classic
>user pls stop saying to me that you love me so much I don't like it and I feel like I have to say the same thing to you and I don't want to be pressured
Days later....
>user why you don't tell me that you love anymore? You have another girl aren't you, I knew you would be like this
And you'll know the rest, shit was heavy man, this chick was a little bit crazy but I really loved her, she was the first person that I went to church with (I hate it) but I gladly agreed bc I loved her

Pic related is how i feel when it comes to my ex
Shit fucking sucks brehs

Op here
You're not as black as me and I'm Aryan. I forgive you for being uneducated. I'm not that young, I've got experience.
It will get better man. Just invest in yourself and work on having a good attitude. Also keep your promises and be punctual. Life will reward you.

The good thing is I got pretty good memories with this kinda crazy chick. I can't really blame her for anything really she had her shit too some dads and family issues so you know

Op here
I feel for you man. Somewhere you lost her, probably when you didn't respect her or respect yourself. Life will get better when you start evaluating and building yourself.

I'm the other guy with the crazy chick, I guess this happened to me I've loved her so much that I lost myself in the way an then she leaves and here I am empty as fuck

I don't think it will
I will an hero by the end of the year
I've been fighting this urge to tell my ex just how much i love her and how much i miss her but i know she won't respond
Fucking life is just a serie of depression and sadness

Op here
I initially blamed my ex because she sought counseling and took antidepressants. More recently I've come to discover that I was a monster and it took me treating her terribly for some time before she finally got rid of me.

Jaja I was the exact opposite my man, I treat her so good that I guess she got bored of me, well fuck me

Op here
It will get better man.. I took Xanax for awhile to stop how bad I felt. I know it feels like you've lost half of yourself.
You can't just tell her. You have to show her by letting her go on and maybe sending her a gift that actually improves her life. That's what I'm doing. I don't really want my ex back anymore, I just want her to forgive me. Don't an hero you can achieve so much. Life will get better just be true to yourself and others. I know how tempting it can be to want to seize to exist when you feel that pain... Take benzos, start working out, and developing your future. Taper off benzos with shrooms that will show you who you are.

Life gets better bros. Love everyone. Forgive everyone.
the hardest person to forgive is myself.

That's what I thought too. It was a lie I told myself. I loaned my ex money, cooked, and cleaned everything for us. In reality I did these things to be okay with how mean I was to her at times,specifically the disgusting and cruel things I said to her.

I just got a bj from my girlfriend a few minutes ago. Feeling pretty good right now.

Op here
Good for you. I used to get bjs from my ex all the time. I hope you appreciate her and treat her right. With your attitude I'm sure you will lose her too. If she met me she would dump you because she would realize there are wealthier, stronger, and better looking men out there that will treat her better.
don't ever think you own that,it's when you lost the plot.

I understand your point but even she had tell me that I not was the problem or at least not really, you see I treat her like the most beautiful thing in my life and basically I do anything for her but in the end she told me that she doesn't love me anymore as simple as that, I guess you can't expect anything or anyone to love you

You seem a bit upset. Go get a bj. Maybe you'll get in a better mood. Probably not with your attitude.

Well im sorry to hear that. at least she was honest... My ex told me she loved me and she promised she would see me in a day. Then ghosted, after we lived together for over five years.
Nah I'm not upset. You can't read my feelings. I could get more of anything than you. You will lose everything you love,guaranteed.
right now I need to focus on my career. I've had enough fun for awhile. Now it's time to stock up and stack up.
wait for 2018. This world will rattle you, especially if you think it is going to be like 2017. :)

Will be 25 in a few months. Still have yet to have a girlfriend or even my first kiss or any of the other things.

Thinking it over, I did this to myself. Life gave me the opportunities but I said no because of my morals or strong beliefs at the time. My last opportunity to get rid of my virginity was with this drunk barely 18 year old girl that wanted me to use her, this was last year. Of course, I refuse to get drunk to even it out or even go for it. I still think about it and wonder if I should have just done it. Doesn't matter now. I know I made the right decision for my life.

Thinking over my life, I have never had a girl truly interested in me for who I am. Only what I can provide to their life. The last girl I honestly tried to get to know saw me as this horrible person and it has stuck. I haven't been able to shake it off. I still see myself as a horrible person even though when the choice comes down to either take everything for my own benefit or bleed out for others, I choose the latter.

Even outside of my love life, I know people see me as shit. Even my friends see me as shit. Every single friend I have now I had to prove to them that I was worth my salt. Explains why I don't try to hang out with them or get to know them better than I have over passing through the years. They don't even know me. Again, I did this to myself.

Well, none of this really matters to me at the end if I'm slowly killing myself by working a dead end job and desperately trying to claw my way out of debt and earn some respect. Fuck, I have an engineering degree and I can't even use it because of how limited my connections and apparently my design experience of three years has zero value to employers.

It is actually very sad that the only thing that I found myself feeling truly alive is when I play poker. I am literally risking my livelihood and fighting other people to get ahead. It is the only thing I have found that has put me on an even field with others.

I'm pathetic.

my life is pretty shit or so i consider it to be

any other americunts spending the holidays alone? ive spent every holiday and birthday alone for the last three years. used to it, just wondering if anyone is in the same boat

outside of your love life, what do you have going for you?
did you go to school, do you have hobbies, what are your interests, etc?

Probably the best thing possible is my startup. I'm doing this impossible task because I actually believe in my invention and I know damn well most companies in the city I want to live in want to hire me.

As I stated, I have an engineering degree. The hobby that I'm deeply entrenched in is poker.

won't*

sorry, im pretty drunk so i probably glazed over some of your first post
but hey man thats great. ive wanted to start my own business for years but i meet a dead end before i can ever start. dont even get me started on the fact i cant afford to finish uni
but this brings me to my point, user. im not a player by any means but ive been far more successful with women than the majority of Sup Forums (excluding all the underage b&), and I can tell you the likelihood of that bringing you permanent happiness is slim to none. First experiences are great, sure, and I don't regret them. But I regret each long term relationship I've ever been in, I regret falling in love with women and believing they fell in love with me. I won't go into details but after ~8 years of that, I want nothing more than to live my own life, create my own venture that funds my personal past times.
i know dealing with a lack of love or sex is difficult. I still miss sex, but not enough to do anything about it unless it's literally handed to me (and this is pretty easy if you're not a potato and like even some social scenes)
Putting women and relationships in the spotlight is the reason i cant finish uni easily now, why im broke, and a contributor to my overall depression.
I'm happy to talk more about how you could fill this void if you really want to, but first I just hope you know you're in a good spot in other aspects of life.

Op here
Reach out to your friends and family. Start working out. Get a prostitute if you have to...
Go out with your friends and start talking to random girls. I had the nerve to talk to three random girls in a group at a bar after I got done with a date recently. They were all dental apprentices,i didn't know what to say because that's boring as shit. I still learned something.

I'm broke. I'm in $60-70k in debt. I can't even fund my own startup but I sure can crank out the research needed to shut up cynics, thankfully I'm also a cynic.

Women have caused me a lot of pain. Made me who I am today. Someone that really questions others motives. Hell, one caused me to hate drinking in general and refuse to get drunk. All because she didn't want me to be friends with our mutual friend so she lied about me groping her. Still feel the guilt up to now after two years from meeting her.

Yet, I know I'm in a good position. Young. Have time. Can take risks. Still, I've been alone for so long that it hurts. I can't even trust my friends because they see as less than them. Almost every single person I know has seen me as their inferior. God, I hate people.

Here's the thing, I come from a family that is not close to each other. My parents dislike their siblings and vice-versa and my cousins have been terrible to me growing up as well. Other than that, different mindsets.

I hate clubs and all that jazz. Have tried multiple times and yet I hate them to the very core. I already know I can never meet a girl from those scenes.

I already workout so that's taken cared of.

Honestly, the dental apprentices would be nice to talk to. I'm interested in most medical related stuff and I've already sat through talking to 100 or so physical therapists. They're all weird.

yeah people are garbage. id say you need new friends

find people that are interested in your work, people that see that as a greater indicator of your self than whether or not youre married with kids and have a middle class house

they exist and while i can only show that by saying that's how I'd be, others certainly exist.

plus you really do need to be happy alone in order to have a healthy relationship if it ever comes to that

Op here
Well not drinking isn't bad.. Alcohol makes people stupid. Many of my good friends have become stupid from alcohol. Other drugs actually seem to do less damage.
I'm sorry you're in debt and you feel your friends look down on you... They probably love you more than you know. I'm sure my friends have felt that way before. Fortunately I've had the opportunity to tell them how much I love them since I broke up with my ex.

Reach out to people and try to have a good attitude. Don't be cynical. I was cynical. Its not going to help you. There are good people out there. Evaluate yourself.

Op here
Ya clubs are stupid. I've never done rolls so they have no appeal to me either. The dental apprentices wanted me to jazz them up and I was was exhausted from a day of work plus a date that ended with me making fun of her for wanting creationism to be taught in schools. Fun night,worth every penny.

OP I'm literally in the same boat as you, mindlessly fucking random girls after breaking up with a long-term galpal. What honestly has gotten me through it the most is having good friends. There's nothing wrong with being single, as long as you are working towards something. OP you can start working on yourself and enjoy your alone time and maybe by chance you'll run into someone perfect.

Naw, you're getting dates faggot.
>8 years single, no dates here I'M going to be single till I die and I'm probably a lot hotter than you OP

Hi user. I see you called someone a "faggot" I'm assuming you meant this jokingly, but I've been mulling this over in my head for several minutes and it does not sit right.

Let me please (re)iterate you on this word. Not only does it aim hatred at a large group of people that I myself and many of my friends are a part of, the word has the power to tear down and undermine a fight that we have been fighting for decades. I don't know where you stand on the issue, but I'm assuming you value your rights to equality as a citizen of this country.

You may think that this is only a word, a mere configuration of letters, but this word is the foundation that keeps LGBT people held in the depths of inequality, while men like yourself toss around hateful slurs in a joking way thinking immaturely that you are immune to hurting anyone. This is not true. Next time you throw this word out (however jokingly and privately you may thing you are using this- in this era NOTHING is ever private), think about those who have struggled for the right to feel safe in their own country.

The word "faggot" creates a hostile environment and makes many LGBT people feel unsafe around those who have enough power in society to use such words. Don't make me feel unsafe. I have a right to my safety. And although I have tremendous pride in being a mature, strong, bisexual woman, it really sucks when your words get in the way of my pride. Thanks for your attention.

I'm sorry, but I've just gotta be honest; you guys are destined to a lifetime of celibacy and misery. You were dumped for a reason; women move on to bigger and *better* things as soon as they get the chance. You're been made obsolete by an alpha who has caught the attention of your girl and should just kill yourselves, seriously. She was too good for you.

Op here
Ya hopefully I will. Have you ever cried after sex? That hasn't happened to me, but I'm afraid it will happen this weekend.
Haven't had a date and you assume you look better? No wonder you'll be alone forever.

Spent half of the last ten years trying to kill myself, and the other half trying to love myself.
I think I'm close, but I'm not sure to which.

ITT : normies feeling down cuz girls are mean booh booh :'(:'(:'(

Hope you all hug an electric transformer and become as ugly outside that you are inside

i had a single apple for thanksgiving dinner today, its all i ate all day

i have lots of days like this

You'll die eventually.
If we can get the best out of the time we've got, no reason to an hero amirite ?

I've never cried after sex, but now I'm to a point where I don't even like sex. Like I'm so brain dead emotionally. If you are going to cry after sex though, make sure it's around someone you feel comfortable around. I did cry once and it was so fucking embarrassing.

Sharing sad music to cry to if you need it..
youtube.com/watch?v=6ec6Q67fd2U
youtube.com/watch?v=nxg4C365LbQ
youtube.com/watch?v=8PIPyPMNnp8
youtube.com/watch?v=ou-rVp6EbhM

those last three arent that sad lmao

Op here
People can change user. I realized how I behaved wrong and why I lost my ex. I'm more "alpha" than the guy she is with now, but he probably is less scary than I was. I also have more money and a better credit score than him. You don't know what people are capable of. Your arrogance will catch up to you. You are so pathetic your sense of joy comes from telling people too kys. Take your own advice you miserable worm.
I don't think I will. If I cried I'd be comfortable. I'm pretty confident in myself and enjoy my personality. I hone up to my feelings on the rare occasions when I have them.

but my taste is pretty gay and 14yo girlish atm so i wont argue

youtube.com/watch?v=S_3eEPpmKwE
youtube.com/watch?v=5soixb2U6xM
youtube.com/watch?v=lJJT00wqlOo
youtube.com/watch?v=M3IWsWzSo14
youtube.com/watch?v=0uts-_rsxPM

Op here

I'm getting off. I'm going to go call this girl I'm talking to. Then I'm going to work out. Maybe both at the same time depending on my headphones quality.

You guys can do it. Your heart will break, but you can use that pain to make strength. Stay out of trouble.
Best regards. Love you guys.

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My point was that you should get off my fucking board
You're alpha ? You're wealthy ? You're scary ??
That's great, now you go post your shit on facebook, you'll get more attention and will look less like a faggot.

If your only issue now is that you're single and can't get to love anyone else, just do something productive or instructive if you're able to do it.

Good luck.

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