Very drunk necrophiliac AMA

very drunk necrophiliac AMA
dumping my favorite porn/dead bodies in the meantime

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Pretty advanced stages of decay you got going here. You'd fuck these piles of meat?

>absolutely 0 interest
maybe it's because of the holidays, but really, what the fuck Sup Forums

jesus christ how does the meat slide off the bone

Guess I spoke too soon
my dude
these are the only piles of meat I'd fuck
like legitimately
I've tried living women, men, nothing does it for me
this unholy attraction
it makes me feel so good I can't even begin to explain it
I wish I could share it with others but they have to be visibly dead and that means not fresh

cook a chicken or a ham
leave a slab of steak out in the sun

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Hmm, interesting. So is there like a certain amount of decay you'd prefer in a body? Like pic related being the perfect condition? Or would a fresh corpse turn you just as much? Also, have you actually fucked a dead person?

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So fucking knalry kind of beautiful in a way? Not in a perverted way but yea...

The visual isn't too bad, but I can feel the smell... Poor santitation cleaners. Good Lord.

and what a get

Checked

pic related is perfect decomposition
bloated, skin slipping, blistering, hair and nails separating, eyes clouded, maggot riddled, clothes sticking, fucking gorgeous

a fresh corpse can't turn me on anymore. when i was young it did the job but as I've aged it's worked less and less. I wish things were still so simple

US law is law on Sup Forums so let's just say that even if I did anything to a corpse it would be blatantly against the rules and if anyone asks about anything that relates to anything against US law ITT I can't discuss it.

Your a strange one dude, how did you get into that?

absolutely beautiful
I don't see dead bodies as anything but a fucking work of art
skin marbling is more beautiful to me than a statue carved out of literal marble
I'm probably not being very eloquent because i'm very, very inebriated but goddamn
thank you, thank you
nice get to you too

If you get turned on by this... You need some serious fucking help. This is absolutely hellish. Go see a priest and a hospital and a psyche ward.

I've been obsessed with death since I was a very very young child
like 4 years old
my parents brushed off the nightmares I frequently had about killing people and mutilating their bodies
I'm not trying to be edgy I'm being 110% fucking honest here

as I got older and went to a lot of funerals I just became fucking obsessed with death
couldn't get the corpses out of my mind, I was infatuated, practically in love with them

it's just gotten worse as I've gotten older, it's all I can think about if I'm not preoccupied

I've been through a lot of therapy, tried getting myself chemically castrated, done exposure therapy and a lot of other extreme shit but nothing can change your sexuality man

being completely legit here, talking to you all helps more than almost anything

And has it been always been a desire of yours? Was it triggered by something? Or always there? You mentioned you've tried living people, men and women, but they don't cut it. In an attempt to live a "normal" life, with "normal" realtions, or just to see what it's about?

How and what age did you notice your fetish?

see btw
one time I did go to a priest
he told me he couldn't help me
just straight up

I've been to several institutions, they misdiagnosed me and threw me out
the most help I've ever had was from my current psychiatrist from a solid year of exposure therapy to help treat my OCD (I have intrusive thoughts about this shit on a daily basis) which has helped enormously, but hasn't helped my sexuality. it runs too deep

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it's always been there. I was never attracted to living boys or girls. I faked interest in them and was secretly disgusted when they held my hand or kissed me. I always wanted the dead
I've had boyfriends, girlfriends. tried friends with benefits, flings, one-night stands, casual relationships, serious relationships. tried indulging in other fetishes too. tried everything in the book. tried every fucking thing I could think of. nothing worked.

after years and years of therapy and medication I'm in a stable, sexless lesbian relationship with a woman that loves me, but she can't help me sexually at all. it's so fucking sad man, she deserves better than me

I don't think there is any help for you. Or as much as there is for pedophiles, homosexuals, sexual sadists ect ect. It's ingrained in brain what we find desirable. Not that it makes you less of person in any way.

Don't you get an infection of some sort?
How do you avoid that? You use condom every time or what/how?

Wowowowowowowowow your a chick????

>lesbian
>OP is a girl
Well that's a fucking plot twist.

I noticed it, really, for the first time, when I was 6 or 7. I fell in love with a corpse in an open casket. I tried staying near the body much much longer than was appropriate and my mother had to pull me away.

While all of the other kids were off playing during the reception I went back to the area that the body was at. I spent as much time as I could there, terrified, before running off. I was fucking obsessed afterwards.

then the first time i masturbated was during an argument my parents were having about not wanting to go to any more funerals (I have a very large extended family). my father was describing a body in very vivid detail while I was in the guest room. they didn't know I was in there while I was touching myself

I don't want to talk about it any further than that

yeah I completely agree with you, I don't think there's anything that can really be done about it. thanks for the kindness though.

biological woman (female)
it's uncommon but not unheard of
unfortunately the only female necrophiles that are really documented are fucking abhorrent excuses of people

Looks like she has a cheese fetish. Perfect girl for you OP!

did you drop your image or was this a very unclever observation about how coagulated human fat looks like cheese

Well OP I want you to know that when I die of alcohol poisoning I give you permission to fuck my dead corpse.

Show you boobs please? For your fellow user I don't care if your fat I just want to see them I like you.

I know about this accualy. I went have a friend who is a proffessor about brains, nerves n' shit. It is the same about rapevictims and torture victims. It is so shocking for the brain to see it, so a couple of things can happen, It can run out of adrenaline or fear producing chemicals, so it starts to send out pleasure signals instead. (Sorry for very poor english). Or the signals can be misread and mistaken, starting a fetish. Or the brain can do it in very traumatic instances, to make you start liking it instead.

Prayer can help though... To tell you the truth, I think only prayer can.

I was healed from Panic attacks, OCD, BDD in one week. Haven't had any of it since then, my brain became completely new. Before that, I ate so much fucking medication that I wasn't allowed to eat more, my liver wouldn't be able to take it.

thank you
do you consent to further mutilation or is strictly loving cuddling, kissing and spooning on the table?

I'm extremely thin (105lbs 5'5'') but I absolutely cannot show my tits. I'll talk about my abhorrent sexuality all night but doing something sexual with countless living anons is out of the question.
I like you too user I hope you don't take this the wrong way

Oh and this one looks like an excellent blue cheese! If you ask nicely they might do a three way

fuck off you christ nut. you're worse than the corpse fucker

Fact that you're a female, raise another question in my head. A male, we could all imagine could put his dick in whatever hole he could find in a corpse, but a female. How would you actually get off with a corpse? I guess theoretically you could rub up, or use whatever parts of a body for sexual pleasure as well. Is that pretty much the gist of it?

>do you consent to further mutilation or is strictly loving cuddling, kissing and spooning on the table?
Lmao I don't give a shit I'm dead.
You should post a pic though, doesnt have to be tits.
I'm genuinely curious. I have a feeling you might be drop dead gorgeous, seems like the really attractive ones are into that weird shit.

I'm going to be frank user
you sound like an idiot
like an illiterate idiot that's been spoon-fed faith because whatever you're suffering could be helped with something as simple as believing in yourself

I have been diagnosed with bipolar type 1, OCD and necrophilia

I take a mood stabilizer and an antipsychotic for my mental illness and have gone through years of therapy to live with my paraphilia without ruining my life

I spent years in my youth at monasteries, temples, churches, praying and studying and trying to seek some sort of refuge and you know what?

anyone that I talked to about how I felt told me that I was a goddamn monster or that I couldn't be helped

I know you mean well but your complete lack of understanding is insulting

tough shit. you're on Sup Forums so we demand you talk further about it you fucking freak

No need to go further. I am just curious how one can develop such a thing.
are you into violence, or just into cadavers?

How does a girl even have sex with a corpse?

lets play find the white guy

If this was before I became christian. I would have answered with a likewise angry comment. but that was taken away too. I used to be filled to the brim with hatred. ( I accualy started having problem sleeping because of it). but God took that away too.

Today Im very happy to be alive, and Im gratefull for being healed.

I still have alot of questions though....
Why me? Why not my friends? Why so much evil in the world (etc etc)

shut the fuck up. there is a need to talk further dumb cunt. OP tell us more about your childhood experiences and more weird creepy dead shit

Nope that's cool you've brought enough to the table. I just hope you stay sane ,you might have sexual issues but try your best to live a normal life who knows what's gonna happen at the end of it, I'm in it for the mystery of the whole thing ya know. Take care user don't let the chemicals get the best of you.

checked n keked

also interested in this, OP

as a female you can theoretically put anything inside of you or rub up against anything
hypothetically I could grind on a corpse, kiss it, cuddle it, cut off pieces and put them inside of me, etc. etc.

I dare say you have more liberty than a man. I don't have to open holes, I can just use what's already there.

I've been posting about this for over a decade on various sites- even though I know you all mean well, all it would take it one malicious person to doxx me. having said that I do consider myself relatively attractive. huge bags under my eyes and pasty skin but I get complimented daily on the way I dress and my appearance and shit. maybe one day I'll have the confidence to just completely come clean in public and you guys can see as much of me as you want.

shut the fuck up you christian pedo scum.
how does it feel knowing you're wasting your life devoting it to a dead kike for absolutely nothing?
you christians are worse than muslims.

if you must know my parents argued loudly for over half an hour about why they did or didn't want to go to another open casket funeral and I had my first orgasm listening to them describing the dead. I came so hard I literally blacked out and when I came to I was so terrified I laid there crying for most of the night and had no idea what was going on or why I felt that way for years afterwards.

I'm a sexual sadist and have (unfortunately) done a lot of harm to other people in the name of trying to find an alternative to necrophilia
I'm ashamed of it but that's how it is

see in the name of posting faster I'm just going to dump gore now

do it today you fucking pussy cunt

oh my god the edginess in this thread is unbelievable. its like I'm in high school all over again.

not gonna happen since that was from some 2004 tsunami in the indian ocean

doubt anyone white is in that

what have you done to others you wackjob?
come on spill the beans goofball we're waiting...

TRIGGERED

Never knew Necro's where into decomp and gross shit. *The more you know*

I can't even handle smelly pussy, you're a champ, Sup Forumsud!

>I dare say you have more liberty than a man. I don't have to open holes, I can just use what's already there.
Touché!

Thanks for answering all my questions. Interesting to say the least! Hope to catch another one of your threads, if you make one. Have a good weekend.

the only thing i can think about is the people who have to clean up this shit

Newfag

OP, have you ever watched the Rob Zombie films House of 1000 Corpses or The Devil's Rejects? I feel like you would appreciate them.
OP I would also like to say I think you are a beautiful soul in the most weird and deranged way possible.

acid or boiling it

holy shit youve been here before!!! hope things have improved since last time

You are right about somethings, and wrong about some.

Im not an idiot, even if I sound like one. (sorry english isn't my first language). I have a very high IQ, above 135 certified for MENSA.

Bipolar, OCD and necro seems terrifing. but did you read my entire text? I was sick more than half my life. I stopped believing in God, because nothing happened when I prayed or went to Church. And the last summer (about 7 years ago)... Jesus, everytime I just think about that for more than 2 seconds I get goosebumps and shivers. It was a living nightmare. and I prayed to God, asking for forgiveness. Took a bullet, wrote my name on it and said to God. If you want to heal me like it says in the bible, please do. I give it 7 days.

During this week everything happened at once. And I got healed. No more Panic attacks, no more OCD, no more BDD.

I also believe that in some cases, medication and therapy works just fine. but if it is realy severe, I believe that God only can help us.
but I don't know why he doesn't with all of us?
It is strange and confusing.

I wish that you can get well, if that is what you want. And I wish that these curses (supernatural or not), will be lifted of you. and that you will get a wonderfull happy life. I truly wish this, and I can pray for you tonight if you want.

thank you so much
seriously, it means a lot to me. best of luck to you in everything you want to do too user

do you consider something edgy if it's something that a person is completely preoccupied with and has been their entire life?

my paranoia of being banned from Sup Forums is absolutely unsurpassed. just think general knifeplay, getting people to pretend that they're corpses, extreme BDSM, etc. all consensual of course

thank you m8 you're a real friend

c'mon you heathen bitch tell some more tales you maggot lovin' scum sucking putrid oozing vile sick sick piece of slime

post more gore, pls

happy holidays m8
I would pay to have their job
I revel in horror movies and have seen hundreds if not thousands. watching both of the ones you've referenced but I'm open to suggestions.

and thank you user. I'm legitimately flattered.
thank you my dude. exposure therapy is a goddamn nightmare but I'm hanging in there thanks to booze and a lot of social isolation. probably not the healthiest of coping mechanisms but we're all gonna make it

sheesh man, what happened to you? Im surrounded by atheists, almost everyone of my friends, and my best friends are atheists. Most of the spew comments about religion should be exterminated from the face of the earth, but you come of even more angry.

shut the fuck up and stop trying to brainwash people you self important cunt. fuck off to hell already you kike worshiping cunt. you are a genuine idiot for believing that shit.

Have you seen the Nekromantik movies?

desu desu, /b was never good. millhouse can be meme now? man the harpoons

>referring to legitimate mental illness as curses
>believing that only a character with absolutely no solid ground can cure extremely severe, tangible illness that has documented treatment

again
I appreciate your positive sentiment but you are toxic
your beliefs are completely opposed to logic, reason, and actual treatment
you are a poison
your belief is a poison
what may have worked for you is actually detrimental to others
recognize that you are hurting other people by trying to enforce your BELIEFS and fuck off of my thread

alright alright let me take a piss and I'll regale you all with some tales from the sex offenders clinic I had to go to for a year

here you go user

Thanks for the interesting thread, OP. Rare these days.

what if you catch the dead?
fucking a corpse can't be healthy

what exactly are they exposing you to? light, like with SAD?

the church is fucking monstrous. manipulates the poorest, most vulnerable people. rapes children. defrauds people. utter, utter vile fucking organisation. if hell were real, you'd go there for supporting that kind of shit. luckily when you die, you're worm food. like every other cunt

What makes one corpse more attractive than another? The state of decomposition?

SAD FROGS

>again
I appreciate your positive sentiment but you are toxic
your beliefs are completely opposed to logic, reason, and actual treatment
you are a poison
your belief is a poison
what may have worked for you is actually detrimental to others
recognize that you are hurting other people by trying to enforce your BELIEFS and fuck off of my thread

>alright alright let me take a piss and I'll regale you all with some tales from the sex offenders clinic I had to go to for a year

i think i love you

Pretty curious about all this. Without going into any detail how's your life outside your fantasies? Are you gainfully employed. Do you think people suspect anything off about you. Basically, if I saw/worked with you, would I think that you had these desires?

This must have felt like opening the front door and seeing the entire world gone. Unreal.

Mother was an alcoholic and father was always away at work?
Grew up in rural area, farms around, shit like that?