Feels/vent thread

feels/vent thread

what's wrong tonight user? What are you drinking?

I don't even have money to buy %

Busch ice

I WANT MY EX BACK SO FUCKING BAD
KILL ME KILL ME KILL ME

Shit, I forgot again that I still have a bottle of cider to drink.
I'm not good with alcohol.

Why did she dump you?

grape-a-rita

i wish i was dead

Gay

She told me she was moving but that wasn't the reason because she's still here
Maybe she just changed her mind about me
But holy shit i can't get her out of my head
Would kill someone just for a second chance with her, she was perfect in every way possible

And how long ago was this? How long did y'all date?

you'll get over it in 2 months, everyone does. First 2 weeks are the hardest. Don't try getting her back, it'll just make things worse.

I was bullied at school
Then i was bullied everywhere
Now it's better but my mind is destroyed after those years of agony
I don't know what to do in life
I don't know who likes me and who doesn't

Im not poor
I can't imagine better parents and home
I'm so mad that this happened to me, and this is happening to other people
This world sucks

And I don't have a person to talk about it

It was a month ago
I've messaged her few times telling her how much i miss her but she leaves all of the messages on seen only
I'll never know why she changed her mind
One day telling me how much she loves me and next day acting like a complete stranger
And no she wasn't one of those sluts that fuck around

Drinking Whiskey
Thinking about a girl who said that she has a crush on me...
And im just unsure whether I should take her or not.
Her personality is so much alike but idk man.
I'm still into my ex somehow...

I'm someone who runs away. Out of nowhere I'll break up with a girl and never talk to friends again. She and I are prolly alike in this way so if it is the case that she randomly decided I'm done, trust me, it had nothing to do with you. I don't know if that makes you feel any better but she has burnt the bridge and will make sure you don't cross what's left.

Drinking water to stay healthy

But the thing is she prefers long relationships
The guy before me was with her sit 7m and the only broke up because he was cheating

With her for*
Fucking autocorrect

i dont understand smoking tobacco it does nothing mentally other than get you addicted that and its a huge waste of money

alcohol i can understand a little more non the less i dont drink cause it got boring after 21

I'm literally in love with a teenage girl. I'm a fucking pedophile. Should I just end it?

She they broke up with each other because he was cheating on her?

I just got a bj from my girlfriend a few minutes ago. Feeling pretty good right now.

Yes he was the one cheating

how old are you?

Kill yourself if you can't resist your pedophilic instinct. You have no right to a child. Or just wait till she is 18 and have a normal relationship

I spent a year nearly bed ridden with pain in my nuts that 3 docs and 2 specialist couldn't figure out the cause of. Thanks to that my muscles grew really weak and after finally getting better I started playing guitar again and almost immediately got tendonitis in my right arm. After 7 months of physical therapy I got laid off from my job and now music is the only Thing paying my bills, except the connector tendon in my left wrist popped and I'm back to dealing with tendonitis. My hard drive failed on my pc and I can't play console games cause off my wrist. My friends are all with there family and significant others while I sit in a room watching YouTube on my PlayStation as my savings dry up and I can't do the one thing I enjoy In life. Thankfully it shouldn't be long before I'm back to normal but I'm not looking forward to finding a job before Christmas. This sucks and I hate it, but what ya gonna do

Congrats my dude

Thanks bro. Shit was so cash.

late 20s.
I'm resisting, never fapped to CP or anything. But I don't want to struggle with this the rest of my life.

Damn, that fucking sucks :/

I have no fucking friends and I've been dealing with a lot of anxeity latetely

The girl I'm with is so unpredictable.. One day she seems like she really likes me but on another day she ignores me and she's cold. Today is one of the cold days.. She also has cancer so I don't know how much time I have with her and she won't tell me any details.

Well my friend, she's not who she was before that event. I imagine she is still growing accustomed to the distance but it's too late for her. People can't be fixed and distant folk don't like anyone's trying to. She will go in and out of people's lives. An attempt to be like she was. But no, any attempt you make to help her or get her back will only make her run farther. Sorry, but it's worse for her.

and how old is she?

I just feel I didn't accomplish much today and I'm beating myself up over it. I sit around all day doing not much with University coming just around the corner. I feel like such a piece of shit and it's stressing me out. It's hard for me to even get out of bed on some days let alone motivate myself to do anything.

Not drinking anything today though, because I have college tomorrow.

You are young. She is young. She is probably too much of a pussy to be "confrontational." So , she made excuses. Just move on. If she cultivates any character in the intervening years, then she'll regret how sheepishly she handled the breakup. Take some time to process the loss - its necessary and, likely the only closure you'l glean- then get on with your life.

She suck the straw after? Make it where you didn't have to piss?

14.

I'm panicking so bad
My university work is piling up and I have no idea what's going on in my life
I feel like some edge lord song

...Oh, and I'm drinking Ketel One.

Corona it’s left over from a party.
My career is going nowhere fast and I can’t figure out what it is I need to do to inject purpose into my life.

I party but it’s all an act, most people who call on the weekends just want free drinks and to flex on instagram. I work just to live a fake life with no pride in myself.

I'm doing nothing with my life. No hobbies, no skills, just some faggot who browses Sup Forums and YouTube all day. I want to stop wasting my life but I don't know how. Anxiety's a bitch.

250ml onlf wodka intus. Wchool. this is mmmmh right now w bye lada

Nah, jizz on her tits and then go wash up.

Thanks bros
I'll try my best but it's so hard to let go of her

Ain't a bad way to finish.

How did you get to know her? Can't see a reason why a 14 year old would ever meet a 20+ y/o

Good luck, just don't become distant, then you'll be the one leaving some poor girl out of nowhere. Take it from someone who knows.

Wait until she's 18, user. If you're genuinely in love with her, then age shouldn't matter.

my life is comfortable and normal. wife, kid, house, job, extended family, all pretty standard, no real issues. it would be very easy to just keep doing what i'm doing until i die. i can see the next 40 years in front of me, barring any major surprises.
and that future makes me want to kill myself right now to avoid it. i fucking hate everything about the life i've built. my wife is kind and good and thoughtful, but the idea of waking up next to her one more time makes me want to empty the medicine cabinet into my mouth. this place is terrible, work sucks, i look at my son and feel nothing. being completely honest, they deserve better than me, and part of me feels like i'd be doing them a favor by being gone.
what a fucking pathetic 1st world problem to have, right?

pic unrelated. I forgot to remove that from my post

Don't worrie bro I'm not that type of guy

my girlfriend and room mates boyfriend are having a tiff because she's leaving notes around the apartment when they forget to lock the door, turn the lights off, or don't empty their pockets before washing their laundry.

they're acting like children and they're early twenties. still kids i guess?

I plan on it, but I worry about what this spells for me in the future.

Damn dude

It’s the curse of our kind, i’d Swap with you in a heart beat if I believed they loved me.

If you were able to get one girl, then you qualities are likely redeeming enough to get another, bro. Don't rush into another situation, because you'll probably end up going on about your ex. Take some time. Reflect on what might have gone wrong. Could've been you...or her... or both. Take the knowledge you gain and try again... Welcome to dating.

Same
Or no
I had hobby, drawing, i was/m really good at it
And I just don't improve it
Really im so fucking sad about my life and how people are treating me, i don't have motivation to live
user i hope your life will get better

well if you think you can wait 4 years then it will be legal and fine but still probably get you weird looks unless you look young for you age

as far as im concerened 14 year old girls drive me up the fucking wall and i want them as far away as possible

hell 18 year old girls drive me batty most of the time

I used to get fucked with in the military but, I just started telling people things like I'll rip there fucking eyes out and mail the to there grandma. You just have to start suing people or stand up for yourself.

Thanks bro i really appreciate the help you've given me

Just at the point where I am gonna pull a Hannah Baker. Won't go see a therapist or anything because I need to be that tough guy for my friends here at university. Reality hits and I realize I wanna die after I come to terms with how my life has been for the last couple years.

Do you personally know her closely? I'm currently 19, and my crush is only 14. High school and whatnot. We're close friends though, and her parents know I have no intentions of doing anything nsfw with her.

I used to be exactly like you user. But I guess one day I just had enough. Theres no use of sitting around and being sad all day. I started working out and doing shit and now I have more confidence in more confidence in myself. My life still sucks but im not gonna sit around and wish some miracle gong to happen. "You can make excuses or you can make changes" is how the saying goes i guess.

Gf forcing me to hang out with her tonight so i had to clean my house for the first time in a month took 8 trashbags to get rid of all the rotting food smh

I always try to be nice for others, i don't like to hurt anyone, other people know it, idk if this will work

My pleasure. Best of luck.

Just have no idea what to do with the rest of my life or what the point of it is. Have not been the same since some bitch broke my heart over a year ago. Was supposed to marry her but she ran off with someone else who she had told me not to worry about. Everything I've tried to make a career out of didn't pan out in one way or another and here I am in total limbo and getting older. Maybe it's best to just not care or try anymore. It only brings more disappointment and I don't really know how much more jaded I can get at this point anyway. Fuck it all. Don't try.

I am. It's easy and the shame will eat you and push you further away.

dubs and guys get my friends nudes

Trying to enlist in the Marines (Reserves)
-got chewed the fuck out, and I got talk to like I was scum due to paperwork.
Need a new Roof,
Outside deck needs replaced
-Bank Account Has Zero Dollars, and i live paycheck to pay check. One pay check goes to mortgage, and the other my credit card.
Tomorrow I need to get my vehicle inspected. I have no choice but to strand myself at the gas station, and wait. Hoping the car can pass, and then I need to pay it with my credit card, because I have no money until the 1st. Oh yeah thats when the mortgage is due. now there's christmas. I guess the best case scenario is i can get more overtime, but at 300$ a day it's still going to take a ton of days before i can get into the clear. Even if i can get overtime. You got to love having a burn out coke head for a dad, and brainless hippy for a mother. Meantime all my co-workers had their lives guided by their parents, and given all the cushion you could think of. I fucking hate being poor. I've never been on vacation. I'm going to use my tax return to try to pay off my mortgage, and hopefully pay my debts off. Afterward hopefully focus on eliminating my mortgage fully. My fucking god dam wife is a money spending moron though so I have no idea how she'll work with that.

let her go dude she's not perfect if you accept that behavior you'll fuck yourself into being hostage of your own

2 girls at work i really like. one of them is so far out of my league and probably has a boyfriend but damn shes got a nice ass. other girl is closer to my league, is nice too but i dont know how to start up a conversation or anything with her and i dont see her too often

Milk.

300 dollars a day and you're in loads of debt?... How?

Man I don’t even fucking know anymore, my gpa is all fucked up and I don’t have any direction. It’s like either i’m living neutrally or some kind of stupid bad shit hits me and I’m all fucking depressed. Bills are a bitch, but fuck man I just want to go to a nice school and live that overly romancticed young life that I keep hearing about. Just fuck man.

How do you talk to a girl, you've lost touch with? It's been quite some time since we talked but we used to get along pretty well. How do you open up the conversation again?

I know this is a pretty retarded thing to be depressed about but, I fell in love with someone, before she found out she came out as gay. she now knows I like her but she avoids it, I can't get over her and it fucking sucks

Tell her you were fapping to bestiality porn and you thought of her.

It's not even night yet you dumb fuck.

try with a hello and then bring up something that you guys thought was a great memory and just say we should talk more and should get back in touch.

Kill yourself with your boring horribly written story that's in no way even remotely believable.

If both of you were close as friends back then, she's probably thinking the same. Or there's a good chance. Just say "Ay, it's been a while." You have nothing to lose from saying that, since you knew each other well before.

Do you realized how stupid you are while writing it?

The girl I love is in the next room being fucked by my roommate. He knows how I feel about her and he still did it.

How do ask girl I work with out?

I’ve spent the last 3 years with a solid 9/10, perfect, a bit bitchy but I’m cool with her family, parents, brothers and such. We’re starting to build a pretty comfortable life together, talking of moving in, buying a house, areas to live. If I stayed with her money would never be an issue between the two of us, life could be perfect but for whatever reason I can’t get an ex of mine out of my mind. Like I made the wrong choice. I’ve spent every night for the past few months lying in bed thinking to myself, stay and continue to live this mundane life and live quite comfortably, or throw it all away on the slight chance of recapturing a lost love

Doesn't sound like something we could answer. If you wanna take the risk, go for it. I would probably go after lose love. Can kinda relate atm

keep her, dont be a jackass and drop everything most guys could only dream of for something that could turn out much worse.

lost*

do not listen to

beer and wine

This is actually the first night since my husband died that I've felt human.

Pregabalin, oxycodine, cannibis, a shot of vodka.

i think i might be love with my bros ex :/ they broke it off 3 month ago and i went on a couple dates with her, spent a couple nights with her, we click so well. but my friend wont even look at me anymore. Im mad that he cant let her move on even though hes hooking up with other girls he yells at her for doing anything with anyone else

Every now and then I get struck with inspiration
I'll sing a chorus or two
Songs of hopelessness and desperation
But they'll never be heard by you

Yeah, I think of a chorus to a song, but then I realize it'll never be an actual song because I don't have a band, or know any bands, or have literally anything else for the "song." These songs, loved by the few I share them with (Though I'm sure they're just patronizing me), will never ever see the light of publication.

I am sleep deprived because insane workloads, I suposse I could get more sleep by excising my social life but I´d be fucking miserable if I didn´t maintain what little sociallife I have.

Which brings me to my second point. My two best friends, my brothers-in-a-but-blood, who I´ve known since first year of highschool, dumped me a couple months ago. I am building a new circle and I am active in other social instances but everything reminds me of them. I don´t think I will truly get over it because they refuse to tell anything and whenever we meet on the street or any of the bars we use to frequent, they act as if nothing happened despite the silence at every other time. You don´t go from someone you see weekly to not even answering texts for over 6 months and say want me to believe "we´re cool". This hurts more than any break up with a woman I ever had. At least with a gf, if the breakup isn´t for reasons involving hating each others guts, you kinda can go back to being friends. But what if you break up with a best friend? Do I downgrade them to coffe acquaintances? Fuck no. They can go to hell. And yet it still hurts.

Also, my work is getting kinda dead end, and I want to move out of my parents´s house, but I can go nowhere if I keep making below 800€ per month all my life.

Also, no gf. After all what the fuck can I offer to a woman?

Just fucking end me, man.

Well the thing is I'm talking about a gap of some 2-3 years. We both went our own ways in uni and only sporadically talked since then. We used to be close before but the few conversations the past 2-3 years were rather bland, question-answer, 15 minutes between each new message.

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