I fucked up Sup Forums

I fucked up Sup Forums

>be me 18
>have been depressed since 5 years
>two weekends ago: nobody wanted to hang out with me and I was bored. so I got drunk
>my younger sister saw me drunk alone in the afternoon.
>she tells my parents. I lie when they ask me.
>the week after, I try to take xanax. Only two times because why not?
>dad is medic, prescribed it by myself.
>days later, my sister took my phone and read all my chats
>tells my mother about xanax and that I want to die
>yesterday I saw the whole chat between mom and sister.
>fuck this
>tell my sister that I have taken xanax form a friend
>my mom wants to call cops to my firend

what the fuck should I do?
At least I don't want my dad know this

Tell your cunt sister to fuck off out of your business.
Just say you got the xanax from a dealer and refuse to specify who it was, you're 18 and can pretty much outright refuse to explain yourself by now.

I already made my friend name
also I sold him all the remaining xan pills. shit

You quite literally don't need to say anything since you're 18. Tell them you got it from some dealer that you've only met once.

Btw, your mum is a bitch for trying to get your friend in that much shit. You asked for it and he provided.

If it's too late to say it's from a dealer, just refuse to say which friend. If you've already said who it was, tell your mum you were lying because you didn't want her to know you went to a dealer.

Basically just don't get anyone else in trouble for your mistakes OP. Best of luck.

>random meme to make your day a bit better

Jesus Christ this thread is cringeworthy. Delete yourself.

what if my friend is also a dealer? I'm in deep shit

really, tell them thats non of their buisness and than 1-2% of the things people say in internet is true, the rest is nonsense

(you)

yeah, maybe I'll go for this

How the fuck can I convince them I'm not suicidal?

She read a convo with my best friend and fuck, .. I doubt that they will belive that I was lying

Don't say shit. If your mom tells the cops who u got the shit from, the cops can't do anything. That's hearsay from a third party, they will never get a warrant for that. They might talk to your friend but just don't say anything. The cops can only go off what you tell them. They will try and make it seem like you have to confess or you will go to jail, but it's BS cop are aloud to lie. Also kill your self after this, so u don't fuck over anyone else

Say it was the xanax talking

Post pics of sister or gtfo

you're retarded

you dont, the suicidal card is your only way out of this

You could just tell them the truth and get the help you need =)

is the only way out of this... how? explain better please

but I don't want! also help for what?

Was in a similar situation OP, except for me the whole fight started from my sister and mother's drunken rampage and ended with wine bottles being chunked at my friends car and police called on me. From the Looks of it i think the best thing to do is have a conversation with your mother and father. With your dad being a medic im sure they'll come to an agreement that you do need help but the suicide fiasco was drugs talking, just stay calm and explain yourself. As for your friend, im sure its all a bluff, just explain yourself and get done with this part of your life and move on.

You should fuck your sister. And post pictures of her and the action. I will be waiting.

Be honest with them and tell them how you feel and that you need their support, parent always love their children, sometimes they just dont know how to show it.

You should try not masturbating to porn as often as you do. It rots your brain and takes away the happy person you were a few years back

Kill yourself on stream, have your life (or, rather ending of said life) bring joy to others.

I don't want to tell my parents I'm suicidal
I'm already a disappointment for them.... what would they think?????

>i'm so dissapointed in you for being depressed user

I have never been truly happy, so that doesn't matter. I just wanna see some interesting stuff, and incest and nudism is interesting.

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Just fuck your sister! For god sake do it!

this.
I'd fap to you killing yourself.

rape sister then kys, also rape mama 2

1)Your sister is a cunt
2)tell her so explicitly
3)this was a violation of privacy
4)an eye for an eye
5)get into her phone or if not bust her room up.
(Pic related)

Um bro you're a legal adult and if you want to be treated like one how about you start acting like one.
I'm 19 live 300+ miles from any family and 650 (1000km) from my immediate family. I left overnight with just a note behind and an emergency contact number. I live in a shared home w 3 other grown adults and have learned more in my first week there on my own than the meme of letting mom and dad tell me what's best. If you live a life where you're a man but not acting lije one, expect some depression resulting from cognative dissonance to settle in. You've lived 18 years and still fear your dad's repercussions? You probably ought not to be doing illegal stuff if you're not man enough to be upfront about it.

1. Password everything up you retard , passwords are one of the things to protect yourself from shit like this. 2. Tell your sister to fuck off or she is gonna feel worse. 3.Tell that you got in contact with a dealer only once and don't know who it is. Also post sisters nudes as revenge

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help you to find a way of enjoy life you nignog
its not like you cant go back on decisions
also leave all this btards telling you how to manage your businnes, dont tell your sister to fuck off, talk to your parents, your dad is a medic and also you seem to respect him i think he can give you assistence

help he needs is the cowards way out tho

Honestly brings conclusion.

Be honest, my friend. Talk to your mom about your feelings and your depression. If she doesn't understand, then she has issues.

I do hope the best for you and keep well, hang in there, things do get better, preferably with the right medication.

Honesty*

My bad

OP Get your shit together..

>OP in 1 year if nothing is done

That's one sexy beast

>I live in a shared home w 3 other grown adults
kek

Low rent, privacy, 4 blocks from downtown, split utilities etc can't get more basic than that. I only need a place to stay at night

Use the D-signal to tell your sister to fuck off. (and share her nudes)

I don't fear my dad, I respect him.
I just don't want to talk about my problems with anyone because I find it.. humiliating
especially with him, who thinks I'm a disappointment.

You better tell your friend now faggot, and you may as well just eat the charge if one comes up because this is your fuck up

little piece of shit snitch. now you deserve what's coming your way

tell them that meddling in your affairs and controlling you like that is actually doing you more harm than good. Also tell the truth about the xanax, no need to get your friend in trouble.

you ARE a disappointment. your decision-making capabilities (getting caught twice by your snitch sister, snitching on your friend yourself for no reason, being a depressed disabled loser and doing nothing about it, etc.) all prove that. grow the FUCK up you little shit

maybe don't laze around drunk/high all day and find something meaningful to do? this shit with your family clearly isn't the real issue. you're just 18, you have nothing real to be depressed about yet even with a disability

First thing to do when you get busted with any kind of drugs?

Don't fucking name sources.

this. fuck you and die OP. NO SYMPATHY FOR A SNITCH - and he didn't even sell you that shit, you're just a shitty scared kid. don't throw your friends over the bus for no reason and fuck THEIR lives up too, asshole

lol over

>what the fuck should I do?

Rape your sister. What a little cunt.

Say to them that you will kill yourself and your sister if they call.

It's so fucking awful the way people try to "help" depressed people.

Dont ever leave a phone with drug info on anywhere

>electric spasm really help! try some SSRI!
for me the only help is to make my life better, I need a:
>car to get to job
>job
>gf
>money to do fucking anything

I don't understand the fucking point of view of these rats. You tell the cops where you got it, you think that's gonna make them be nice to you? Fuck no. Maybe you get a reduced sentence but once your bid is up you gotta look over your shoulder all the time.

Do your time and keep your fuckin' mouth shut, even if it's not the cops and it's just nosy ass fuckin' people like OP's relatives.

Least OP could do is call his friend and tell him to lose the weight.

the number of times i've seen or heard of people self-snitch when the cops have had nothing on them is astounding. THEY HAD NOTHING ON YOU KEEP YOUR FUCKING MOUTH SHUT. even if they did have shit it ain't gonna make them nice to you, and it sure as hell won't make you any friends

This.

You are the worst friend one could have. Have the balls to walk up to your parents and tell them you fucked up fgt and get your friend out of this shit.

Something went clearly wrong in your life and don't blame depression for it you just obviously have a shit personality if the first thing which comes to your mind is fucking your friends over because YOU ARE a fucking disappointment for your family. Even tho they are cunts it is all your own fault. Now get it straight.

TL;DR
op is scum

That's what they mean when they complain me about
>do this, do that
when lot of things I do try makes me end up crying in the shower alone and failed once again, also im from a country where winter is shit so it's like half of the year im running on empty

you're an 18-year-old kid who clearly isn't independent. your parents have every right to boss you around until you get out of their hair. you think raising little shits like you for two decades is easy?

don't like it? save up, find a job, and MOVE

>Maybe you get a reduced sentence
you don't, unless you know a real dealer maybe and even that I think

Im not op, im just another depressed person. I live on welfare and try to go to trading school to learn a trade and maybe get a job in 3 years. Life is shit.

OP here
I have made my friend name because no one in my family knows him but me.
Also I don't intend to fuck my friend, if the thing goes further, I'll take all the responsibility on my own and accept the risks.

>it you just obviously have a shit personality
how can I change?

You're sister is a good person who's worried about you.

*your
fuck I'm retarded

yeah I know but it's also an asshole for telling my parents

>depressed
>have friends
Wtf is this bullshit. Nice meme.

Assuming they’re proper/caring parents they’ll get you help. Just try it out and see what good it does.

yes they are but im too ashamed

Thats a good life lesson for you. You put yourself in this mess because youre bad at lying and you dont think things through. Also, youre 13, youll be fine.

>if the thing goes further, I'll take all the responsibility on my own and accept the risks.
Oh, how noble of you. How about you take responsibility now and you don't let it escalate any further, you fucking dick.
>caring family
>has friends
>can prescribe himself Xanax cause daddy is a doctor
You're not depressed, little bitch. You're a spoiled, suburban white kid who wants attention.

>How about you take responsibility now
I'm thinking also of this

>You're a spoiled, suburban white kid who wants attention.
I fucking don't want attentions, how can you judge me if you don't even know who I am?

>I fucking don't want attentions, how can you judge me if you don't even know who I am?

Not far off though, I bet

>have been depressed since 5 years
It’s been 5 years just fucking end it faggot.

Naw that guy looks like a hetro pussy slamming hero compared to the OP!

Dude you should just admit what you did, cause if you lie (like everyone is telling you to do) it'll only get worse. Yes, your parents might act more cautious about you and not let you anywhere near your dad's shit, but that could be for the better in the long term. Also get a fucking password on your phone or tell your sister to get the fuck out of your shit cause privacy is nice and she shouldn't be invading it.

Kys snitch

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Nigger I use to do drugs and shit all the time and the best way out is to say your depressed and were looking for something to try to kill the thoughts you have. Say you feel like the xanax is the only thing that numbs the pain. It makes you not feel your hurt or some other bullshit. Put your own spin on it and the worst they will do is send you to a psych place and youll be out in a week

>send you to a psych
that is what scares me most

>how can I change

>>send you to a psych
>that is what scares me most

Quit beeing a bitch or kys

>wtf ???
real watches at $ 0?

Snitching seems to run in the family, you stupid fuck.

I take all kinds of drugs on that base, and if I was caught with my backback filled with a collection of shit, I'd even take the hard way with a fucking cop and never drop my dealer's name or unlock my phone, got caught by my family and never gave out details. I just told em that I get my shit from different dealers, which is true, end of discussion. The rest is my deal.
But at least I confess my own shit, instead of being a sackless little bitch who pushes the blame for my issues and mistakes on others.

You're just a snitch who can't put his feet on his ground and say
>here I am, being the man I am, with all my mistakes and flaws, but at least I know who I am. What're you gonna do about it?

Stop being scared of consequences, you little bitch.
You're 18. You're an adult now.
You know what's the difference between a child and an adult?
Being a man instead of a boy.

Right now, you're a boy.

>oh geez, I'm a dumb little shit who drops party pills and does dumb shit, oh boyoboy, how am I wiggle myself out of the consequences like the sneaky bitch I am?
You don't. You take em. You grab yourself by the balls, remind yourself that you're going your own way and not anyone else's, find the guts to open up to friends and family, and explain your thinking.

The shit you're telling us now?
That you were bored and hence got drunk?
Instead of being a lying bitch, tell em that.
And tell em you took xanax for the same reason.

Period.

My mother and grandparents both know I took LSD, weed, speed, shrooms, ecstacy, smoke cigarettes, and occasionally get shitfaced from booze, and they didn't find out, I confessed it, only because I had an issue with weed ruining my life.

They know me. They know I stand for the man I am. And that's why they trust me, despite all the shit I do.
Because I'm actually able to deal with consequences, the way any real man should, you fucking weak little pussy.

when the OP says hes 18 hes certainly under 18

Meh been in 2 before. Think of it like a vacation. Shit I met my ex in there. Best sex of my life lol

Is 18 really perceived as an adult? fuck man. The human brain finishes development by 25 and maximum bone density for a human is reached by 30 (270 at birth, 206 by 30 as some bones fuse together). I had the assumption you are an adult by the age of 27, though that may just be wishful thinking for me still having time to clean up my act.

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Not OP.

Im 26 user and still dont know what the fuck is going on. I Feel you on this.