Are there any survivors of childhood abuse on Sup Forums?

Are there any survivors of childhood abuse on Sup Forums?

I am a survivor

What's this now

Share your experience?

Details?

What do you want to know ?

The abuse, or the sexual deatils ?

no but heres some webm i found a couple weeks ago

Me too.

Checked
Everything

they're all unnamed i m just gonna dump them all

My sister's friends started it.
Then my sister did it.
Then I befriended an older pedo guy who did things.
I trust no one and never will. Probably gonna an hero soon boys.

>tfw we will never make it

>Molested and raped
I was molested and raped by 3 different WOMEN all before I reached the age of 6.
I remember one of them saying (its burned into my memory) "You want to feel how fuck feels?"

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That would have been awesome

my dad lost me in the store once

did they make you cum

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>survivors

I love how they always call themselves "survivors". Survivors of Rape and Incest. Like being fucked by your dad is shit you die from.

>"You want to feel how fuck feels?"
What shit country are you from?

I'll start from what I remember

>Be 5 years old
>Have a good day from kindergarten
>Dad is drunk
>He decides to slap me around
>He keeps slapping and slapping
>I tell him to stop
>He gets more violent and switches to knuckles
>I cry and cry for hours while being toyed around
>Mom comes home
>"I don't know why he's crying, he was happy an hour ago"
>Start realising this is normal
>Fast forward to 7 years old
>Dad wants to play the gearknob
>Decide this isn't for me at first
>He slaps me
>Remember old times
>Play the gearknob
>Rub against my ass
>Start using my hand
>He penetrates
>Starts crying like all hell.
>He pulls out and starts playing the gearknob again
>Keep rubbing.
>Something happens, and it's wet.
>he suddenly says "enough"
>I lie and contemplate the feeling
>Never experience anything like this until i beat him up when I'm 14
>He tells me he died a little inside
>I confront him away from mom and tell him our little secret might not be secret anymore
>He starts inviting me to concerts and giving me beer and discussing weed with me
>Fast forward to 17
>He dies.
>I suffer a psychotic breakdown and reveal everything
>My mom cringes and denies me
>Doctors believe me and prescribee me medicine,
>I still feel like shit

All depends on how you look at it... it can become a desease (mental). It can lead to certain behaviors, and other things like depression, etc. Some ppl can "survive" those things that come after, and grow into mentally healthy functioning adults.

Or we grow up to be manics, suicidal, pedos, rapists, murderers, etc.

>USA
She was a babysitter and Latina.

hahaha you got assraped.

faggot.

Jesus, I'm so sorry, you didn't deserve any of that. Hope things look up soon.

Holy shit are you ok?

assraped by his dad but still not as gay as you

No. I want to eat my chili and cuddle with my cat and then down a shitload of pills to sleep.

>yes
a lot of oral and hand jobs; fingering, etc. mostly
they should me how to put it in. I remember one told me, "...it's so small."

it happened a lot, I dont want to talk about it

I wonder what baiting a sexual abuse thread feels like. I hope you get your shit together user.

ITT entitled millenials who think a slap is child abuse
Stop being victims, leave that to the lefties and move on fucktards, stop feeling sorry for yourselves.

Damn, bro, you lived the life, then, eh? Parents afforded a babysitter, a Latina one, which implies they were wealthy, AND you got laid? Fuck, lets switch childhoods.

she got turned into one of the internets most enduring porn stars. she looks no worse for the wear.

He just stopped having sex with her because she got chubby.

Its a bit of cockplay. Not a faceful of battery acid. Kids are so fucking dramatic.

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The mods know who you are. We feel for you.

LOL millenials are so fucking gay and retarded amirite?

Oh yeah, my childhood was traumatic. My parents weren't so much abusers, they never had the mentality of abusing me physically or emotionally, but rather they were just 2 impoverished, under educated people trying to get by, and the stress of that life style let to a lot of arguing and drug abuse, which in tern left me with a bunch of emotional scars. There are indefinably people who have it worse though.

I'm not the most emotionally stable but at least i'm a functioning human being and I think the introspective mindset I've gained from the trauma has led me to be quite analytical and observant, which isn't all so bad.

>ITT entitled millenials who think a slap is child abuse
That wasn't mentioned once, retard.
>ITT old retards who can't read

did you atleast try to read the thread?

plz

Here. Still looking for the two guys who used to rape me yo. I don't know what to do once I find them though. But hey , it's a reason to live I guess.

larp larp larp

what a piece of shit

well, she was a stripper my mother worked with...
>not rich
and she left me with the most piece of shit ppl and sometimes by myself. I was even reached my sixth bday yet. Some of the ppl abused me real bad.
One put my hand on an electric stove top, you know the one with the circle coils? yeah, no fun.

It can definitely leave you debilitated. Just because something doesn't leave you physically leave you at the edge of death doesn't mean your quality of life isn't greatly impacted.

Ask them to fuck your ass again, for old times sake.

It wasn't abuse but when I was a girlchild my father had sex with me and he never let me wear clothes(except like when I had to go somewhere I couldn't be naked) and he taught me I wasn't a person but just something he owned. Some people would say it was abuse but it wasn't.

Did u ever fuck him up the ass?

Don't be so sure. He probably had a chubby from the "interesting feeling"


Not as together as his shit, especially since it was routinely pressurepacked into his colon and given a bit of frosting by his dad.

I hear Anal DNA is a good way to find black molesters

edge. U must be so cool to hang out with

Has this impacted your sexual preferences?

I was habitually raped by Donald Trump between the ages of 8 and 12, he would pick me up in his limo and give me funny water that made me sleepy. He said if I told anyone, he would find out and have them killed. And he laughed that no one would ever believe someone like me

nah mental damage is all in your head its just an illusion like just be happy duh

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6/7 years old, male/male. Best friend and next door neighbor in the same grade. Made me suck his dick and other stuff and lots of dry humping over a roughly 2 year period. One time we were on the floor of the basement bathroom in his house and I thought I heard a noise from behind the shower curtain. Friend physically restrained me from looking in there and we had to leave the bathroom. He and his sister were uncomfortably close. They were the first family I knew that had a camcorder. After high school their dad was twice charged as a level 3 sex offender.

Thanks to that trauma I was a consensual virgin till I was 30 years old. Ive only had sex with one woman and our 2 year relationship ended 2 years ago. Not sure how to go about being physically intimate again. Might just die this way.

>wow
you lost me there bruh...
idk tf ur talking bout, but that ain't my story. It's much worse. You don't have to validate or whatever, Idg2f.

>edge
>4edgy6me
>ur just a troll

fuck off back to your hole.

Yep, piece of shit went to prison too

beat to near death and hospitalized at 2. 2 broken arms and a broken collar bone. Guy wasn't arrested for another year. I have a fear of loud trucks. I knew he was home when I heard his truck. It sucks but He just beat the shit out of me, nothing sexual. Could never imagine closed fist punching a two year old child...meh. Im fine. Life goes on!

No I didn't, I just beat him to a pulp. I never wanted to degrade myself into the same monster that he was

I've had an incredible fear of things nearing my ass ever since. My exgirlfriend brushed my butcheeks once, and I took her in a straight chokehold and yelled at her about what the fuck she was doing. No reason to mention we broke up soon after that

I did a simple trick, I gave one example and proceeded to make the main point in a much larger capacity of information to absorb.
You fell for it, you took the opener bait just like a typical lefty.
Back to feeling sorry for yourself you poor poor victim.

Tits or GTFO

I only fuck ladyboys with a strapon banana sil so tied to my head. As I'm about to climax I start screaming my abusers name and bonking the ladyboy on the head with the dildo.

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My mom yelled at me one time

Eh, I wouldn't call it abuse because it was consensual but I had sex at a pretty young age.

thank god im not this retarded

so cool bro

see my previous point snowflake

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faggot

k den

that shit still fucks with your head on some level even if its not life shattering.

>larp
wtf does that mean? Whats with your stutter?

You could try hiding in the shower and jacking it to loli pics.
Circle of life and all that

Boy, photographs really tell you what's someone's mental clarity is like! You can absolutely judge how they respond to things around them!

Right guys?

...Right???

Guys???

a NIGGER named TYRONE fucked my friends white MOM and i had to watch or the bad BLACK NIGGER was going to shoot me with his pistol.

I was raped by bugs bunny under the log flume at six flags when I was 9.

Much bigger in person, you know.

Rats sicken me I can't believe the guy has the balls to touch them

You need to get over your ass phobia.

Fuck you both. Empathy. Ever head of that shit? Buch of sick rednecks that think sex is nothing more than fun. Abuse its a complete desrespect with the person's body and freedom. Try getting raped once. You are the reason this world is fucked up. Muh " Just having fun ". Hope you all see the damage firest hand. If it's the only way to teach you sickos.

yeah, it is all in your head, and your head effects your actions. Your mind is and enigmas thing thats impossible to understand. And if you develop mentalities that make you scared, or want to hurt, or be hurt it can effect your chances at a peaceful life that doesn't leave you alone and confused.

>a level 3 sex offender
Hey guys! I just thought up the best D&D campaign ever!

Didn't bother me really. I had fun.

but how can mirrors be real if our eyes aren't real?

>Wrong
it's chemical, and that's physical.

She looked pretty fucked up in the videos too. smiling, laughing, her head thrown back in ecstasy and beaming while coming down from her orgasms.

And today, she's an absolute mess.

No one cares, faggot

>sarcasm

No. That shit's serious. The only thing closer would be to fuck them. Might as well just give their asses to a horse or something like that.

I'm struggling with feelings lately. Will any survivor ladies tell me their childhood abuse stories in private, one on one? I want to ask questions and I'm sorry but I'll enjoy it vicariously.

kik ShallowThoughts

Why? Are you looking for a piece of ass? Faggot...

Survivors? it's not cancer goddamn

>no one cares
correct, so stop feeling sorry for yourselves and move on.

more stories I can fap to, go.

I am, i guess. He had my consent and i never saw him as a bad person. I still have a little bit of love for him to this day but he stayed in prison for a long time for apparently abusing a lot of children so i guess he had experience lol

At least it didnt fuck me up in any significant way...i kinda see those memories as pleasent now rather than bad

Is 69 what you did with your dad or just what your posts end in?

The only reason you're all pissy is because your dad told you that you were a terrible lay.

That's some industrial strength boo-hooing. Very expressive. I'll tell you the worst part about the sexual abuse of a child has to be the shitty poetry they write as adults.

Imagine if your children got raped. Gonna tell that shit? Go fap somewhere else redneck. Sup Forums has porn all around for you. If you won't respect them GTFO

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2/10 - didn't cum

be more descriptive. jow big was his cock, how long did he fuck you. did you feel the cum running out your ass, did he make you swallow his loads later on, etc

be descriptive you lazy fuck. we're trying to cum here.