Any anons with depression. Also how do you cope?

Any anons with depression. Also how do you cope?

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I watch evangelion again and again and shitpost it everywhere.

I got my shit together and stop being depressed...

Poorly.

Aren't you afraid that it's going to return

>if things get too bad i can always kill myself

then i keep on living until shit gets rough, then repeat

>if shit gets too bad i can always kill myself

Pick up some hobbies. I started playing guitar. They don't make it go away, but they keep you from dwelling on it.

You didn't have real depression user.

Depression (chronic) is genetic and cannot be fixed by just "stop being depressed..."

oh shit why didnt I think of that

buy some 5htp, cheap and effective

I do play guitar or play games but when it comes it's all meaningless. There is no joy. I haven't any major episode in about 4 years but I've been feeling down a lot. Nothing is enjoyable anymore.

I tried medication once, nearly killed myself. Also I wasn't able to get hard for about a week.

F I N G E R P A I N T Y O U D U M B F U C K S

Heroin, Xanax, and LSD.
Basically just run so fast the life gets exhausted and collapses behind you.

Watch Alice in Wonderland, fucking good movie

Alex Jones mode and a lot of fapping.

thc and videogames

Never really liked it. I am artsy pretentious cunt

Make sure your getting enough iodine everyday.

Yeah, alcohol, drugs, and reading.

This is so stupid that i get a boner

I don't, I just don't feel miserable anymore. I don't feel much and I want to end everything.

If you watch anime, search for Yu Yu Hakusho, best fighting anime i ever seen

No it's not, depression is endogenous melancholy is the result of the human condition and your response to it.

I feel the same. Suicide is not a bad option.

>any anons with depression
all anons have depression

I am not much of an anime guy. But maybe I'll give it a shot

I developed hobbies. I volunteer with a crisis hotline, I have a small chemistry set, and I actively practice cooking techniques.

The internet will steal all your time away if you let it. Unplug from the electronics once in a while.

drugs help kinda

I joined the military to be frank. It helps keep me busy, builds some confidence, and shows me that no matter how bad things are they could get much worse.

Been drunk everyday for 3 years+, dosen't help but kills me faster.

Wasn't the fact that you have a depression problem for them.

I was spending my days in blacked out room watching movies, playing games only to stop feeling like killing myself just for a little while.
The only time I was letting some light in was to read a book because I wasn't leaving my bed...

Even then there were moments when a scene in a movie made me remember my situation and it felt like a 10t of rocks crushing my mind...

I felt worthless and useless. I thought back then that if I die right now it would be fine.

Ppl around me were trying to cheer me up, hugs, words of wisdom and shit like that.
Pointless in my opinion.

Then one day my older sister who got back form work abroad walked into my room and said something like:
"Look at yourself, you look like shit. Why won't you stop being fucking pussy and do something with yourself..."

Her absolutely lack of compassion for my current state tickled my brain and made me realize that depression is just a state of mind and nothing more.
When we are sad we just doing something that cheers us up.
If depression is an extreme kind of sadness find a way to counter it somehow.

if nothing makes you happy anymore go back to the basic. The most simple things at life.
Realization of how life in it's complexity is amazing. Brake up with routine because it will only bring you down. Explore, witness and enjoy.
Stop fucking telling yourself that this or this is pointless. It's not.
The only pointless things in life is giving up and abiding the law.

Ahhhhhh twas brillig, and the slithy toves. Did gyre and gimble in the wabe.

You may not the beggining, but the rest of the anime is god tier

Say you have a girlfriend and you are together for 3 years how would you tell her?

I there is a god tier anime list Samurai 7 will be in the top 10
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I would tell her "I have depression".

I really want not to live. I don't get why I can't decide about my life and end it.

Well is not that easy is it. I don't want her to be worried that I may kill myself. I don't want to put my burden on her. But I feel like shit for not telling her.

I think i will watch that one too, the problem is i'm struggling with Knights of the Zodiac

Well your depression is probably different than mine. But if that worked for you than you're lucky.

You look deep inside yourself and try to find a drive, something to keep yourself going forward. It starts off hard and then you'll have moments of easy but the threat of being drag back down is always there. Always move forward and focus on your drive, whatever that drive is.
Surrounding yourself with a support network of friends and family will help during the dark times. But only you can move forward.

How so?
Elaborate please.

That make me cry.
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that's what you call depression?

Yes. A grim sense of humor.
Also: For some reason I look at that picture and think "vagina". Is this intentional.

Heavn is al arounn

I've had depression for about 13 years. Nobody knows so I can't count on anybody support. But you're right having someone to help would be nice.

That only helped a little till i got to the ending...

Im the same way but i think its drug induced because ive done drugs so long i no longer get joy out of anything.
However i did enjoy playing dark souls and watching some animes.
Actually felt
>fun , happy

>my depression is worth more than yours

kid, end urself

Im an opiate addict of 8 years and take benzos for panic attacks / to get a better nod and sell acid but dont trip anymore since i had a bad trip that literally crippled my mind.
But i digress this is good for a short time but in the long run only increases the depression 10 fold. Unless you can always stay high on heroin which is difficult but definitely worth doing. If only i could find it steadily...

I've been depressed since early age. That kind of fucked me up. I don't feel much. I don't understand common social interaction. I hate most people and there is nothing/nobody that would push me forward. The idea of me escaping depression makes me sick and yet that's something that I aim for.

I've never said that it's worth more I just said different.

So not, it's not that diffrent.
If it's in your head you have control. Unless you have a down syndrome.

Just shut the fuck up and realize that you just can FUCKING STOP BEING DEPRESSED...
All it require is some thoughts processing and general effort.
You either do that or alredy kill yourself.
Do or do not. There is no try.

More pics like this?

self hated works everything

I also quit smoking some time ago.
I smoked for a fucking decade. I was so hooked on cigs that if I could not smoke for more then 3h my hands was fucking shaking.
So I stopped fucking smoking. No beer smoking, no wait smoking nada null zero.
It was hard but after 3months I started to fell less and less urge to smoke.
After six month I was clean.
Have multiple friends who are bitching how smoking is affecting their lives in a very negative way and want to quit. But i't hard, need nicotine tabs, need hypnosis, it's impossible etc.
Bitch if you really want something it will happen.

If you want to feel like shit you will stay like this.

No, no more like this. This shit is not for depressed people.

...

Greetings,

my essay has little feet.

Ya

For all depressed here.
Something to make you think about a larger picture. Not only about yourself.

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Download:
just type Baraka in TPB search. There is a blueray rip

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i didn't tell my girlfriend, i tried to deal with it and i do OK honestly. But this kind of thing rubs of.
she left me after 6 years

Oxycodone.

Why the fuck do you post this here?
It's not fucking feel thread - gtfo

so you're no longer depressed now?
Does life ever get it's taste back? cause right now everything just feels empty and tasteless

Its worth a try I guess. Better than nothing

KCN works better

Antidepressants and alcohol.

I was recently prescribed Lexapro (Escitalopram). Day 3 now. I feel giddy and skip a lot.

Currently I am not depressed. There were few times where I nearly fell back into it. But I managed to hold it of. Unfortunately it doesn't. I can function normally but there is no longer a joy in life. I have to force myself to do most of my daily tasks

For the most part, I don't. Just drown myself in music and art.

(You)
You're talking from personal experience I presume? If not, stop blabbering shit and either put up or shut up.

Ugh you depressedfags are the worst bringing everyone around you down instead of just eating your sorrow like everyone else

This is either a woman or a feminist

Realize that the loud asshole in your head screaming that you're a piece of shit can be defeated if you do things to irrefutably prove he's wrong. Get a hobby, find a community, volunteer, help people. It's possible you will still need medication, but if your internal voice is anything like mine, it's louder when you don't try to prove it wrong. Be your best self. Try hard. Then try harder.

Realize it's OK for normal shit to be harder for you than other people, and forgive yourself for it, then move on to the next step.

Fake yous, fake yous!

Omfg dude it's not a disease youre just weak

Not sure if legit or troll but whatever here's a serious reply.

You don't get over it, OP. You manage it. I've tried all the pills and therapy. That doesn't work.

The only way to get over it is to start to enjoy your own company. Harder than it sounds. I consider myself fairly happy at the moment, but I still have severe depression that comes in episodes. But I can live my life again and socialise which helps tenfold.

How I managed my depression?
Stopped being a fat cunt. I bought a second hand weight bench. Lift every day. Limited myself to 2 days of fasting a week and 800 calories (200g protein, 50g carbs) a day. I do NOT recommend this diet but I wanted to save myself from an heroing as soon as possible. This worked for me. I eat once a day. Hunger pains don't bother me - depression is more painful.

Workout. Get on Tinder. Go to the fucking pub and drink alone just so people can see your face. Stop putting your fat fucking hand in the cookie jar. Change your job (I did). Don't be a creep and tell everyone in the world that you "have depression give sympathy" because

1. No one gives a fuck
2. If you really have depression you don't tell a fucking soul.

Message old friends and ask if you want to hang out for a catch up. Even if you didn't like them in school. I did this and they ended up saving my life.
Get a fucking job and start paying for hobbies. I bought a camera - started walking 8 hours a day and taking photos.
Insomnia too? I still have it - I don't give a fuck if you're depressed, PC off, lights off, force yourself to try and sleep even if you're not tired. No excuses.

Change your life. Don't ask for help unless someone asks if you need it. No fucking excuses. Man up and stop being a pussy.

I tell myself this every day. It's hard. Real hard. But do I think I deserve to live now? Abso-fucking-lutely.
Only you can change your life. Don't let your thick as fuck brain get you down.

(You)

Fuck you very much.

Man this, so hard.

You realise after a while that it's your choice to accept this. The only person who can help you out of it is yourself.

It starts and ends with you.

I get depressed every now and then, right now I'm in a good mental state though. I usually cope by doing drugs and drinking with my friends. I also restlessly feel that I need someone to be with and end up finding someone (most of the time) when I'm depressed

Pills

Long distance running. Only thing that genuinely helped me. Improved almost every aspect of my life. Sounds daft but I wouldn't give it up if you paid me a million.

Bow down

Yeah - personal experience. That's what I told myself every day. And it worked.

Fake it till you make it.

I actually tried antidepressants. It made me feel kinda i the middle of happy and sad for a week, after that I was back to normal. Took them for some months and even tried with something else that could help. When I quit cold turkey I felt like absolute shit and it was worse than before I started taking them. Fucking SSRI

this guy gets it

I took anti-depressants for a period once for an unrelated issue.
They were wretched and didn't help my mood or the other issue.

Tramadol, on the other hand, holy shit I felt great 24/7 on the lowest dose halved AND it made me stop pooping!

Been on multiple medications for Bipolar 2. I was less hypermanic than I was depressed. Depression hit all the time. Been on Prozac, Abilify, Lamictal, Lithium, and Xanax. The only medication that actually felt like it had a long term helping effect was Xanax and even then I'd rather be off meds. Fuck medicine to cope with Depression. Always seems like it makes it far worse.

My friend illegally gets tramadol for his back instead of going to a doctor. Fucking cunt he is

I'm 23 and more or less depressed since childhood. I spend the last few years exploring human relationships and emotions, listening to everyone who wanted to talk and helping everyone I could.

> Long story short: Got really deep depressed, had noone I myself could talk to, wanted to end all this shit, keept doing the same mistake over and over again.
> Until I realised that other peoples problems are not mine and while I find humans somehow fascinating, deep inside - I don't really give a fucking shit.
> Now I'm back in my autistic, lone life of a psychopath without friends and all this fucking human interaction shit and I'm absolutly fine.

Mathematics. Seriously, it is challenging, rewarding, and the ultimate time sink.
Plus it never lies to you.

Maths and meditation

Also, read up about ancient stoics

Favorite mathematician?

>special depression

ffs

>it can't be fixed, it CAN'T be! It's all I have!

Sounds boring

I regret not even attempting the RSA factoring challenges.
Cash rewards and all that.