I am 41 years old. I have a disability, I am visually impaired, have depression...

I am 41 years old. I have a disability, I am visually impaired, have depression, anxiety and OCD and can't do things like drive a car. I live with my parents and have my whole life.

When I trued 38 I moved into an apartment to be closer to a girl I knew, she is bi polar but eventually stooped coming over and talking to so I moved back to my parents house, she still calls me though, but has a bf she said, so idk how long that will last, because she always had lots of guy friends. I talked to her dad and he said she don't have a boyfriend.

I will probably eventually have to move back there, my parents pay rent, it's a luxury apartment in a nice neighborhood. But I'm scared because last time I hated being alone except when she came over I was fine but when she left, it's like I could not stand to be there myself. So I idk what to do when I move back there, I have no job skills and never went to college, only jobs I ever had were wal mart and a movie theater and I have not worked since 2007.

I am just terrified of being by myself over there, I can't make friends and girls never talk to me and I can't relate to anyone because of my disability. I am also getting to where I can't handle life anymore, it's just so depressing and only gets worse with age, I hate being this old, I feel like life is just getting worse ever year.

>you have rich parents
>you actually had a girl that showed interest in you
You've had a better life than me faggot.

>>you actually had a girl that showed interest in you
she used me though

Exactly 'cause you're a faggot with rich parents. Consider yourself lucky that you got any attention at all even once.

I'm a 28 year old parent and husband. My parents live with us and they pretty much took over the house and there's not much I can do due to my disability. Can't get out of the house much and am slowly losing the ability to walk. I'll be permantly in a wheelchair soon. I won't go into a lot of the issues in my life beyond that but I know life is hard when you feel you don't have control. Being disabled really makes one feel like you have a lot of limitations or that you rely on people too much. Where you from OP?

>Exactly 'cause you're a faggot with rich parents.
dude why so cruel, they are not that rich, and the girl is bi polar, who the fuck knows what she wanted me for

>Where you from OP?
TX

TX huh? I've only been there once. When I was discharged from the Army I had a two part flight and the first was from Missouri to Texas and the second from Texas to Florida. Born and raised on the dick of America. How long ya been in Texas?

How are your social skills so bad

How are you alive

41 damn. I'm 21

>How long ya been in Texas?
born here

>How are your social skills so bad
idk, I feel like a can't relate to anyone
>How are you alive
I wish I wasn't

Stuck in your home state too huh? Understandable. Got family there and friends. Memories and work in assuming. I mean it's my reason. What do you do for a living? Do you enjoy what you do?

>What do you do for a living?
I don't have a job

Has it ever occurred to you to pretend to be a person other people would like?

Take some acting classes or something. Learn how to play a character that other people would enjoy the company of. It's literally called, "Fake it until you make it."

As you are now, you aren't very pleasurable to be around. THAT is you number 1 problem.

>all the people in this thread giving advice as if he could read it.

He's blind you fucking morons. He can see your replies.

>He's blind you fucking morons.
I never said I was blind

>lots of guy friends.

Found the problem

>I am visually impaired

kys

Unemployed? Same. Due to my injury My family and I rely on disability. I do off jobs here and there as best as I can for extra cash but it's hard. What was your last job? How long did you work there? I worked at a Hess Express for about a year. Hated that job.

This.

Nobody wants to be around someone who's constantly bringing them down. You seem like you TRY to make certain that there is a grey cloud over your head everywhere you go and you make certain everyone you encounter looks at it.

>. What was your last job? How long did you work there?
at a movie theater, for about six years

He doesn't want to fix his life. He wants to make his life as miserable as possible, so that people will feel sorry for him and give him a hug.

All he wants is sympathy. Because of that, he intentionally doesn't do anything to improve his lot in life. Fixing his life would take away his only source of affection.

must be hard to have parents that care enough to pay for your way to live.

>be me, 43, disabled combat vet, went to Somalia, Bosnia, and Iraq,
>have half my paycheck stolen by the government because my ex-wife trapped me
>I get up every day and hate my life, but see the light at the end of the tunnel.

Sounds like you might need to get some better meds, or realize your not in such a bad place man. At least your parents didn't abandon you, at least you didn't get fucking blown up and shot. At least you dont have physical pain every moment of your life and know that your a slave to a system you didn't sign up for.

This

My wife used to do that too. Did you quit? She did and I didn't blame her. Her boss was a bitch. Expected extra work for no extra pay. No less hot any hobbies? I enjoy video games and building model weapons for costumes. Working on one for Monster Hunter atm. Our last weapon build was Stockings sword from a show called Panty and Stocking (Weird I no but strangely not porn ...... Sort of lol)

I wish this wasn't true, but it is pretty accurate.

what's your disability?

>visually impaired
>blind
Pick one

He has to wear glasses. Poor thing.

>Did you quit?
yeah but only cause they were going to fire me

legally blind

I'm sure your pain is much more real than his. Actually you did sign up for the system by joining the military, armyfag

pasta . seen it 5 times in the last few weeks. am only on here a few hours a day about this time. surprised no one else has seen this before exact thread before ..;.

one betta than none

Don't be such a pussy. You have all this shit handed to you and yet you're user bitching because you're just a faggot. How about you grow the fuck up and get a hobby you over grown man-child cunt. The reason you can't be a lone is because you're a boring waste of space. You cant relate to anyone because you're boring as fuck. Learn to fucking talk to people and stop whining like a god damn bitch.

are you OP?

>are you OP?
yes

cluster B describes her, she made me feel so special when I first met her, I said wow FINALLY I met a a girl that likes me for me, she said I have been waiting my entire life for some one like you

>The reason you can't be a lone is because you're a boring waste of space.
what?

OP is blind guys ?

no I can see