Need advice Sup Forumsros. Also first attempt at greentext

Need advice Sup Forumsros. Also first attempt at greentext
>Be me
>18 y/o virgin, physics major with good grades
>Fat, wear glasses. 5'10" manlet.
>Trolling the internetz, laughing at old dead memes (read 9fag)
>Came across the app for 9faggers
>make account on the dumb app
>Type funnehh comments on other people's posts, having the time of my life
>People think I am funny
>Use the default picture of a dog as profile pic.
>Be secretive, don't tell anyone my name or show my face, cuz ugly robot.
>Start getting recognition within the app, other users start recognising me, get upvotes.
>mfw girls are giving me attention without even seeing me.
>lolwut?
>Make a troll facebook ID (Real one deactivated cuz felt insecure)
>Ask for the girls who gave me attention for their facebook IDs.
>Get facebook ID. Totally legit.
>Become friends with a qt, she asks for my number to add me on the group with other memers.
>oh yeah. Here you go qt.
>join the group, finally give them my real name.
>no one asks for a face pic.
>Non judgemental people. Feels good.
>In the group is a girl named Hazel.
>Apparently all the guys in the group give her crazy attention
>Meh.. must be a pretty amd basic bitch. Just talk to all of them as a group, not giving Hazel specific attention.
>a few days, a guy from the group adds another girl in the group.
>The girls (lets call her Anna) starts getting attention from the guy who added her,
>Anna and Hazel hate each other.
>Now both Anna and Hazel vying for my attention to side with them.

cont?

Yeah bro continue, a little bit of a slow start but has potential

come on bro

go go go

Here you go user.
Part 2
>Now both Anna and Hazel vying for my attention to side with them.
>Feelsgoodman.jpg
>I am like a diplomat neither siding with one nor opposing other.
>Anna gets into an "online relationship" with the guy who added her.
>Been 9 months since I joined the app.
>Say fuckit, set my display picture as my real picture in the messaging app.
>Anna laughs at me and indirectly calls me ugly.
>know its true, but still hurts.
>In the meantime I am start losing contact with the girl who added me in the group, start talking to Hazel more and more.
>Started resenting Anna, because of Hazel's influenc, cuz you know, enemies of friends are enemies shit.
>Note that this whole drama thing is online.
>No one from my real life know about this dual personality thing.
>Now moderately popular on the app, my words hold weight. Get haters and supporters.
>My birthday comes.
>Hazel makes me a card with a long poem that she wrote. Lipstick mark of a kiss on the card.
>Never had this kind of attention from a girl.
>Feelselated.png

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Fucking samefaggot

Then fuck off cunt.

bump

Go back to your shitty app where your words hold weight and try not to cry yourself to sleep tonight because hazel is getting ramrodded by more random Dicks than the galaxy has stars

How gay do you have to be to say "samefaggot", if you're going to be childish enough to complain do it right it's "samefag" not "samefaggot"

Part 3
>Semester exams creep up.
>Wasted a lot of time with the app.
> Time to study.
>Still talk to Hazel regulary and for hours too.
>I need to make sure she is not Rule 30.
>one day she asks me to skype
>Refuse, cuz still ugly and fat and insecure.
>She gets mad and blocks me.
>Unblocks me the next day.
>Asks why I refused, make some bullshit excuse.
>Deep meaniongful talks the whole night.
>The same trend continues.
>Never tell her that I am ugly, but also never tell her I am not. She can judge from my display piucture.
>One day decide to say fuck it, and skype.
>I turned on the face cam and wait. Apparently she meant a voice call skype
>She sees me fully for the first time.
>The only time I have seen her is from the grainy 2 year old picture in the stupid 9fag app.
>Didn't think much about it.We talk the whole night on skype audio call.
>Slowly friendship deepens more.
>Now it turns out Hazel has fiery temper and gets mad for small reasons.
>Isn't easily appeased. (she says that "I get mad with people I love")
>Not sure if serious or just playing into my insecurities.
>Initially if she gets mad, I don't give a fuck and she eventually comes around.

Another note. I have never ever seen her in real life.This all is happening online on a messaging app. Also, this was 3 years back. And yes I know I am a robot

Do you guys butt fuck each other?

Newfags don't know that.

>Now it turns out Hazel has fiery temper and gets mad for small reasons.
>Isn't easily appeased. (she says that "I get mad with people I love")
I think you can already tell she's a bit manipulative

Dubs of truth

You make a good point
Nice ad hominem faggot

OP here. Yes she is. I am getting to that.

Part 4.

>Hazel tell me to talk to her and clear up the misunderstandings when she gets mad and tells me to say "sorry Hazel" to
her
>No I am not doing that when you are wrong
>I ain't a bitch nigga.
>slowly get social engineered into saying sorry whenever she gets mad (even when it's her fault)
>I kinda apologise since I liked taking to her.
>The frequency of these fights intensify and her cooldown period also become longer.
>Semester exams arrive. Tell her I need to study so I don't fail so won't be able to talk that much to her.
>She gets mad.
>This time I don't care. Too much wasted time.
> Exams don't go well. Didn't fail, but no top of the class marks either.
>No messages from her for a long time.Don't care.
>Out of the blue, get messaged.
>She apologises this time and we again skype a lot.
>Only audio calls. No video calls. She claims she has no webcam.
>lol ok. Sure you don't have.
> throughout the time we were in contact she tells me she is hot and pretty and gets a lot of attention, gets along more

asy than guys.
>Started realizing I have feeling for her. But not sure of anything.
>Now on her birthday, I make her a custom choose your own adventure game.
>She likes it a lot she says.
> She tells me she will be coming to my town to visit me next month.
>scared to show her that I am fat.
>say, ok sure. Look forward to it.

Part 5

>Start exercising the next day.
>change diet, lose a lot of weight. Start to look and feel better. Confidence levels increase.
>Am I becoming a chad?
>Start getting noticed by girls irl.
>But don't care about them. They aren not as cool as Hazel. Right?
>Ask her when is she coming.
>She tells me her plans cancelled. Her dad had some work.
>Seems fishy, am I being stalled?
> Another semester exams were coming and it was mid sem.
>Haven't studied anything.
>Grades had started to slip.
>Decide it won't be worth it to waste my time on her.
>A few days later, grandma dies.
>Came as a shock to me.
>Don't tell anyone, perfect oppurtunity to quit the internet.
>Uninstall the messaging app and every possible way of her contacting me
>Take a long break from the internet.
>Semester exams end. Went great.
>Grades are back up relatively.
>New semester begins.
>Started studying from the first day of semester. Won't waste time on girls.
>A month later, phone starts ringing.
>Unknown number, Pick it up

Edit.
> throughout the time we were in contact she tells me she is hot and pretty and gets a lot of attention, gets along more easy with guys than girls.

note: A quality of a basic bitch

boomp

Part 6
>It's the guy from the group
>He asks me why I am not in contact with Hazel
>Tell him I don't know him.
>A few days later, start missing Hazel.
>Install whatsapp.
>Hazel catches me online. Asks me why I disappeared.
>Tell her my grandma died.Feel like shit for not giving the proper reason
> Hazel is really soft and comforting.
>Extremely helpful and goes out of the way to make me feel better
>Writes short sweet but funny poems.
>We are back to where we are.
>In the meantime, She tells me about her fwb situation with a guy.
>Exttremely jealouse, but don't show it.
>A few months later they break it off and a real life friend calls her names.
>She is crying
>Comfort her, make her feel better.
>A few days later, get a message from her.
>"user, I love you"
>Ohshitohsitohshitohsit what do?
>On one hand, online realtionships suck, on the other hand she make me feel good.
>Just tell her I have feeling for her.
>Ask her what she wants me to do.
>She says she just wants to let me know and asks me not to let anything change between us.
>oh okk.. can do.

Cont?

All women are whores OP.
All they care about is money. Save yourself from pain by ditching Hazel.

...

Cont, cunt

last part.


>Started preparing for a coveted exam in the country.
>If selected, then life will be good, a great university, but the course will be hectic
>Extremely difficult entrance paper.
>Conflicted since keeping in contact with her is a sure shot way of ruining my exams
>Realise that at times she can be nice but other times can be emotionally abusive.
>Make plan.
>Type a long text telling her that I love her. Tell her that I will contact her after 6-7 months.
>Again delete the messaging app.
>A few days ago, gave the exam. It was alright.
>Started realising how much time I wasted on her.
>somuchregrets.degree
>Yesterday got an email.
>It is from Hazel.
>Subject: "Is the exam over?"
>Inbox: I hate you. Been 6 months.
>Memories rush back in.


What do guys? Ask me anything

what's your plan after getting the degree?

t. physics major who recently graduated and has no fucking clue what to do now

I contemplated Doing masters and then PHd but lost interest in the subject after my second year. I recently gave a few Aptitute tests for MBA and and cleared 2 last night. So that's where I am heading

She's manipulative and selfish as balls.
Dump that shit, abandon it. Doesn't matter how lonely you are she'll make you feel 100x worse

I've told girls I love them before, easy.

But when my bro told me that I couldn't say it back even though I do love him. No homo

Never been in this situation before but I need to tell a dude I love him

And yes continue nigger

if you're close enough, you can just say it to him

it's easier when you're drunk and say it offhandly

Is OP just copy pasting? Can't zoom in wtf

Jesus dude the only upside with manipulative chicks is the sex

I'd say dump her entirely or limit how much time you talk to her per day or week. 5 to 30 minutes maybe. If she's still emotionally draining just dump her

Look up histrionic personality disorder, I'm willing to bet that describes her to a tee

Thanks user. I thought about doing the same. What stops me from just saying fuck you to her is that every time I left decided and never text her ever, she contacted me again. First it was 1 month later. Then 3 months later and now 6 months later.

I don't know what this greentext is about. Haven't given it a read as of yet. And no, not copy pasting.

I thought physics majors make a lot of money... no? Anyhow.. don't go back to that woman op

Thanks m8 I'll try that.

Never thought I'd have to plan out telling a dude I love him.

Tfw I am not even getting that. I got partial nudes which I am not going toshare

They pay a lot, yes. But only if you do a masters and then a PhD in the subject.That's where the money is at. And I have frankly become tired of the subject. I was getting the grades, but lost the "quest for knowledge" to put it in a fancy way

never_stick_your_cock_in_crazy.mp3

M8
Tits or gtfo

Do you have the first part of ?
Reverse search only shows "color beige" and i'm kind of having a shameful boner that needs context.

EYE CONTACT. Traditionally, in western culture men look each other in the right eye, and in the left eye to women. In Japan it's reverse. On this simple rule our decadent society operates.

what are you on about user

It must suck being ugly

I bet you jerk off to hentai and katanas.

Not so much now as it was back 3 years back. Have lost about 15 kgs, fat from face is gone, have gotten a semblance of jawline,eating better has made my skin better.
Still ugly to those who knew me before the weight loss, but moderately nice to those who know me now

I'd say meet her in real life, as that's the way to truly get to know a person. I would go and visit her; you never want her to know where you live or anything because she will hunt you down when things eventually going downhill!

Btw, did you manage to keep the weight off? Good for you man for losing it! Once you manage to keep it off, it's great. Even if you are ugly, you will still get way more attention and you will feel way more confident.

thanks user. Still a way to go with the weight. As for the visiting her,the MBA college that I got selected in, is in her city. So if I end up going to that college, I will ask her to meet me.
The thing that bothers me most is that she made plans to meet me twice. Once she cancelled on account ofher dad, the other she cancelled because we had a fight. Really makes me wonder if I am being played with.

bump

People cancel shit all the time, it pisses me off and I go to all lengths to avoid cancelling on people, but some people don't view it at a big deal. Be careful if you are living in the same city. Remember, if she turns out to be crazy, you don't want her knowing where you are and the people you associate with!

We live in different cities. I have never told her the details of my friends even though she asked for my address to send me gifts on my birthday. On the other hand I know where her friends she knows irl live.
Been three years of knowing her. I told her that I will be coming to her city and 2 days before that she told me that she was going for a vacation with her family andasked me to postpone.

never ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever stick your dick in crazy. just don't do it. sticking around without sex is even fucking worse

Can you post a pic of yourself? I wanna know if youre actually ugly or just insecure