how many of you fags fap to gay/trap/shemale porn and are very much into it until you cum, then you can't stand it anymore?
It happens very often to me, and i don't know why or how to stop it, i wish that either i stop liking it at all or i could keep on liking it after cumming, cause it's causing me a lot of mental conflict. I start fapping to normal porn like pic related but i always end up thinking about me sucking dick while wearing high heels and stockings.... how do i stop it?
As soon as i nut im disgusted with myself and dicks in general. Idk what to idk either
Sucking dick and wearing high heels? You might be gay man. I been fapping to trap porn before it was a thing on here and I still fuck my wife no problem. Never wanted to to suck dick and wear high heels. Wtf
This happens when your brain is always looking for that new high. Gotta go no fap for a while. Clear the head. Get a hobby.
Get you some pussy.
This will fix all queer leanings.
that's kinda the problem, im married and i fuck quite nicely 2-3 times a week, yet the other days i'm looking for trap porn and fantasizing about it again
I've tried. The last girl I chickened out at the last minute because she was ugly and all I could think about was Bailey jay
i was thinking on going back to jiujitsu, but being brutally honest i don't think i should anymore until i get these thoughts out of my head
problem with normal porn is that at first you fap looking at the girl, then you put yourself in the position of said girl and it all goes downward from there
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I'm online since 1995 and on this shitboard since 2006. Do you really think i still fucking care? I can fap to the weirdest shit and honestly i'd eat a trannyass irl, if i wanted to. I dont fucking care anymore. Kill me.
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There's a classic pol saved OP pic about autogynephilia
You could search pol archive at 4plebs
Throw all internet devices away. Get a flip phone. Don't fap. Reset yourself. Soon you'll crave a woman.
your conflict is -stupid-. look, you like trannydick and wearing stockings, so what. and you jack off to images and thoughts of it. you do this because it arouses you. you enjoy your arousal. there is nothing wrong with doing what you enjoy... and then you cum, your arousal diminishes and you start to reflect on what you've done. you must at some point have thought something along the lines of "what I do is wrong", "I don't want to like dicks (because I'd be called gay)" etc. 1. what you do isn't wrong: you please yourself, why criticize yourself for that? 2. why wouldn't you want to like dicks? It's fine and obvious that you DO like them, so just be honest with yourself and accept the fact. why would you relate to this fact in such a way? ... you are -disgusted- when -thinking- about what you've done because you think that people, especially you, shouldn't like this but why shouldn't they? It's fine, just enjoy yourself with whatever man and enjoy enjoying yourself instead of being disgusted by it just because it involves dicks
Why the fuck would i want this?
Fucking normies....
oh, but you see, it has very little to do with what other people might think, even me, it's just that my head doesn't enjoy it any more
it's kind of like foot porn. if you're into it, they say it is awesome and you cum buckets while watching women feet, but if you're not into it feet do nothing to you. that's what happen to me after cumming, i don't desire it anymore.
In fact, if i could, i wish i could like it afterwards, that way i could go and suck a guy off while fapping, only to cum and keep on sucking and then follow trough, but the moment i cum i lose all interest
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what's the problem with that? it's only natural for you not to feel desire anymore the moment you cum. why would you expect for that desire to still be there? the desire crawls back the longer you don't jack off afterwards.. and if you're disgusted it HAS to do with what you think
if that was the case i'd feel the same way about women and normal porn after cumming while watching those or having sex, don't you think?
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