Fantasizing about sucking cock

>fantasizing about sucking cock
>rest of the male body is a big turn off
>dicks make me horny
>don't have the balls to meet someone and suck him off

Anyone in the same shoes? Scared of STDs, crazy people and a regretful experience.

Greentext stories welcome. And yeah, I know that makes me a faggot.

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just get it over with. its gonna be a disappointment. youll realize that the fantasy mainly exists when it feels as good as getting your own dick sucked.

>Anyone in the same shoes?

No. You're just gay. Accept it or an hero.

been there user, just don't fall for the shemale meme, I did and it was a mistake.

same, OP. i have tried once, but walked out before the money shot due to fear.

i still browse CL almost daily, but have major trust issues and a gf, so it will likely never happen.

>spend the money on something from bad dragon that has a cum tube
>no std's
>have fun

That's a nice peen~.

Grindr is your best friend. One time cock, no strings attatched. Go back for more if you like it. No glory hole shit... you need to see who's on the other end of the dick (Especially if you have a brother)

Would you mind telling what it was like? I see what you mean with the shemale meme, but I am pretty sure I like dick? Male bodies disgust me though, that's the confusing part.

How was it before you walked out?

Hey so is just like, fucking everyone 420 friendly on grindr?
It really actually seems like the best option to try dick but I wanna be buzzed so its more fun/to get rid of anxiety.

pretty great. the taste threw me a bit, but i was having a great time. but something about thinking about getting cum, or even pre cum, in my mouth scared the shit out of me. given the right circumstances, i would absolutely try again.

it didnt help my nerves that we were in his house. i think a nice hotel would have taken a lot of my fear out of the equation.

I see. How did you deal with the fact that you weren't attracted to guys (I am assuming that's the case). Just ignore the rest and focus on the cock? How awkward was it to meet him?

thats a fake dick

They don't make fake dicks with hair on the shaft

are you serious right now?

You wish it was fake :3

i met him on CL. right off the bat, i told him that i want to look at him as little as possible, and i dont want him to say a word, moan, touch me, or anything. he cooperated for the most part, allowing me to let myself into his house. he was sitting quietly on the couch with straight porn playing on the TV and no lights on, which helped. he even left his pants on and just pulled his junk out through the zipper because i told him i didnt want to see anything but his dick and balls.

it didnt get awkward until i told him i had to leave. he started telling me to look at it and keep going. that just made me nope faster.

it wasn't as bad as I made it sound, on the honest side it was kind enjoyable. im with you one the whole male physique thing.

Yes, me to. Also, more difficult being anyomous now a days. People find your name out, you could be outed out. STD potential is a huge turn off for me. Gay guy on internet, and the likes of craigslist, are fucking weird.

If I could be %100 certain it would be safe for me, no STD's, no hangs up, remain anonymous, then why not. I like my straight privilege. As a bi tending to like gay porn and some gay acts. I love woman on a more fundamental sense. I like the idea of a family in the say way. Now, I think its fine for two guys to have a family. But I always seen my desire for fuck a guy, its just to have fun. Fuck being around a guy for long term. An ideal situation would be to find a girl who likes girls, and we could allow are selfs to fool around. or, do a group thing?

Well I think we are pretty much the same in that regard. I didn't dare to meet anyone yet though and I am afraid that I pull the same shit. I thought I should just fine someone who is fine getting sucked off with a condom maybe, I don't know man. Honestly I am annoyed at myself having this fantasy.

i say, give it a shot. go with your gut to avoid crazies, and make fake profiles for everything so you dont get outed. just take your time to find someone who you feel comfortable with. if they want to rush right into it or they arent willing to do things your way, move on.

i have to run, user. but don't worry too much about it. just embrace the curiosity, and do what gets you off. no shame in exploring new things.

cheers

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LUKE DIES AT THE END

LUKE CREATES A FORCE GHOST TO FIGHT KYLO REN

KYLO REN KILLS SNOKE

LEIA LIVES

CAPTAIN PHASMA DIES

YODA'S FORCE GHOST VISITS LUKE

LEIA USES THE FORCE

LUKE TRIED TO KILL BEN SOLO IN HIS SLEEP


>you have been visited by the spoiler nigger

>an hero

if you do, live stream it.

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I want to do this. I want to swallow cum. I want to be fucked and bred. idk what to do.

Met a guy on CL he wanted to pay me $120 every time he sucked me off. I said I had to wear a condom he was chill about it. Met up with him once just to make sure he was real. Nothing happened but he gave me $40 for the trouble. Never ended up talking to him again tho cuz i got together with my current gf.

Im in the same boat tho i understand that im pretty much a faggot but i cant stop fantasizing about cock.

6.5 inch dick, is this good enough boiss or am i part of the small dick group

sounds great to me.

Size is just a bonus, it could be under average and it still would be fine. What counts is how the dick looks though, but most are fine. I'd say 6.5 is pretty huge anyways

I lay in bed every night just a hot bothered mess. I can barely browse this board anymore. even if I fap and cum its not enough. I live in a small town though and dont know how to find someone.

What are you looking for exactly though? Same as in OP?

Saw it the day it came out phaggot. Phasma's death is only implied

Totally understand you, yes you’re a faggot, me too!

Love sucking cock, have fucked a handful of guys, but love women as a whole, but don’t find guys attractive

Go to a gloryhole, you’ll love it, but no black cock, that’s not necessary and degenerate

I want to suck someone off, I want to be fucked too. I want to know what it feels like when someone cums in me. you would think it wouldnt be that hard to find a guy. but like op said im kind of scared of diseases too and meeting random people from the internet.

Too scared of STDs. Otherwise gloryholes would be perfect. There are Sex cinemas/shops here in Germany that have properly cleaned gloryhole cabins, but too scared of STDs.

don't ask for advice from size queen faggots

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are we done already guys this was getting kind of interesting.

there's only a couple of dumb size queens here
most of us rate like, objectively as fuck. we kinda take pride in knowing what makes a good dick lol.

Just post an ad on craigslist. Im not into guys either, but the amount of dudes on there that love sucking cock, eating cum, and taking facials without wanting anything in return is fucking idiotic.

I have sucked several cocks thanks to Craigslist. Quit enjoyable.

mind posting some green text stories of those encounters?

I'm curious, are you single? I've only ever had weird deviant thoughts when long term single or dating a bitch that doesn't put out/is too much trouble to bang on a decent schedule. You're not quite gay if you're just looking for a magical female looking entity with a penis, but something deviant is certainly happening to you.

>go to adult video booths to get my dick sucked
>waiting for guy in other booth to give me the sign
>through the hole appears the most amazing dick ever
>thick as my wrist, hairless, beautifu
>tell myself, if I'm ever suck'n dick, this is the one
>give the beautiful dick lousy head cuz it's so big
>no matter, he gives me a mouthful
>i guess i'm faggot
>OK with that
>still rather get my dicked sucked

There is legitimately nothing less sexy than sucking a cock off of CL. I've had my cock sucked by dudes from there 40+times, its always mechanical. Dudes love cock though.

Actually yes, my last relationship is like 7 years ago. I find your idea interesting, even though I can't imagine not having that desire.

that is the only thing that makes having a guy suck your dick bearable - they love sucking dick and can't wait to get at your cum.

I'm pretty much the same way. I like the face/body of a woman, but I like dick. I've been with about 6 guys in total (though numerous times with some of them).

I'll tell you some pointers/things I learned/whatever from my first time, which I think went ideal.

He was experienced, which I think helped.

I had a few beers first to make myself less inhibited.

Holding another man's penis felt very strange, but I loved it.

I'm not really into getting a blowjob from a guy, but either way guys usually blow much better than girls.

Even though I don't like guy's bodies in general, for that moment when he was pounding me, I actually did like feeling his body against mine.

I've never had any crazy experiences or anything. I know I like dominant men, and so far the most dominant man I've sucked was also the smallest, and the oldest. And there doesn't seem to be much variation in penis sizes in real life as I would gather from looking at penis's online (at least where I'm at).

Use Grindr to find a nsa blow deal, I am still in the closet and have used it to hook up with about 20 guys, haven’t caught anything yet either.

It’s a slippery slope though, first time I tried it I just wanted to try sucking dick, now I regularly hook up with two guys I met on there and am a full blown anal whore.

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>Be me at the ripe age of 15
>Discovering porn on the internet, easily getting off on women, but in denial about my interest in dicks too
>Can't like men. That's gay. You can't be gay
>Have several girlfriends. The sex is great, but feels like it's only one half of the coin.
>Come to the realisation that I'm probably bi, but only let myself accept feminine guys, traps etc (Sound familiar Sup Forums?)
>Have a few drunken encounters topping for male friends.
>Come to the realisation that it's fucking stupid to limit your interests based on social norms.
>Stopped allowing these social norms to limit my way I view sexuality and the male/female body.
>Realised there's a fuck load of choice out there and that limiting yourself only leads to denial and dissatisfaction.
>Be present me, who'll fuck with women and men.

Male body disgusts you? Why? Explore in your head why it disgusts you. Is a well built guy not aesthetically pleasing to you? Guys come in all shapes and sizes, explore what fits you. Also, play safe. Scared of STDs? Build trust first or only fuck with people who were tested recently.

What are some good blowjob videos?

>be 12-15
>best friend talks me into trading bjs (I never wanted to suck him and only did it so he'd keep sucking me)
>be 22
>get urge to suck a dick after rough breakup with gf
>meet up with a high school senior at his place when his parents were gone
>he's biggish.. like 7"
>could only get like half in my mouth
>he tries to push my head down further
>kind of lost interest after a minute of sucking
>really lost interest when he started sucking me
>finished him off while we're 69ing
>spit it out
>leave and never talk to him again
>no regrets
I'm straight btw.

>Have gay urges
>get good alcohol buzz one night.
>set up craigslist meet for gay sex
>fuck one guy, sucks and fucks me
>came in me
>get in car and decide to go again
>2nd guy meets me at a dead end cul-de-sac
>fucks me, cums in me
>one more time
>3rd guy fucks android cums in me
>goes to eat cum out of my ass

>Mfw he said he didn't think he came that much.

Ive done some more shit. Probably banged like 6dudes and 3 or 4 chicks off Craigslist. I usually steel shit when I go to people's homes. Make them regret it.

Basically. Though at the same time, dudes suck cock cause they love sucking cock and getting your cum. Most chicks suck cock cause they think they need to, or cause they want you to reciprocate. You can really tell when someone is doing it cause they love it.

search for close-up blowjob or something like that. Usually you will find videos with nice cocks, very close up and attractive female lips.

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Don't know how to do green, but I have sucked of several old guys that I have met on CL. The old guys (50's) are fast cummers. Easy to suck off just using my mouth. I have done a couple of younger guys (20's) but they need rapid hand jerking to reach a climax. Old guys rock. I can drop to my knees and they are cumming in my mouth in a matter of minutes.

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One of the reasons I want to suck dick

Yeah uncuts are the best aren't they??
like when the heads are super red too those are the fucking best dicks. the best

I have never done shit with a guy but im curious AF, so I talked my neighbor into this, I will blow him in few days

yeah same, I just trap on Sup Forums and /soc/.
its scary to look for anonymous guys when you weigh 100 lbs and could get raped by fucking anybody though and i dont plan on being open about my bisexuality. I enjoy my straight privilege too much

I trust him, is going to be super discrete and he will let me practice on him as much as I want... I mean, who is going to refuse a bj?

You should like, explain how you convinced him. That sounds so ideal im so jealous ):

Ugh, all these posts make me need to get sucked off even more than I already did. People on CL flake the fuck out too often, I don't want to chance it tonight.

I am exactly the same man. Ive always dated and fucked girls and i still love the female body. and I couldn't be less attracted to guys but for some reason just a big cock and balls turns me on more than anything. I just want to anonymously find a guy that just wants his cock sucked and thats it. no talking, shit i wouldn't mind even wearing a mask

how do you have the balls to just ask someone like that? or is that not how it happened? my one friend has pretty much no sexual experience, and I want to be the first person to make him cum. I dont know how to go about it though.

>>fantasizing about sucking cock
>>rest of the male body is a big turn off

problem solved

I think the best way for it to happen is if you met another bi guy thats also never tried it and wants to. Im a cutfag and I've always been so turned on by uncut dicks. i want to play with one so bad.

hey neighbor, here's your shovel back, thanks for lending it to me, say, I've always thought about sucking a hard dick...

I don't even really like uncut cocks, but that's hot
delicious
pretty good
nice
pretty
great head
hot dick

I promise you sooner than not you're gonna start noticing things other than penis. Your gonna like men's asses, toned muscle bodies, cute faces. Your sexually has just been repressed forever cause of Christianity. You know how chicks make out and play around with their friends time to time. Men like to do the same thing too. You need to find a friend who is comfortable with this and make it an extra thing you two enjoy and keep personal as friends. Then it won't be awkward sex and you won't worry about STDs.

I have never seen someone project so fucking hard in my entire life. Down to the minute details.
You shouldn't give anyone advice about anything you have your own shit to sort out.

Yeah, just like that...

I think the only stf you can really get from sucking a dick is the herp, which you can usually tell by the looks of the dick

I was in the same boat for a long time. But I eventually got lucky and found a close friend who was also curious, so we fooled around quite a bit. Over the years I've been able to work up a physical attraction to men, but only the bear type. It still feels sort of gross kissing another guy, but the only guy I've been with is the complete opposite of what I'm into, so that might play a part in it.

What is there to sort out? Nothing?

Dude wanted advice on how to go about gay shit without STDs.

Every guy I know who starts saying they're "only attracted to cock" end up doing the full deed later.

Are you retarded? What did I say was wrong at all?

I dunno why straight guys find the idea of sucking dick so mysterious.

You have a dick. You look at it and touch it every day. You like your own body. If you were flexible enough to suck it then you'd bend over and be doing it right now. Sucking the dick of someone else who is similar to you isn't a huge stretch.

It's normal for straight men to be aroused by the sight of erect cocks. This is an ancient instinct from back in humanity's savage days, similar to the cuckold response. Being ready and eager to jump in to the orgy and spread your seed gives a reproductive advantage.

this is me. Ive been told I'm pretty big but i wish it were bigger and uncut especially

I fondo him in whisper accidentally

More but get some ligth

yes! the first time i started to realize i was attracted to cock was when mine got bigger. I used to say if i could just clone myself, i would suck my clone all day lol

Hate to be a downer, but huge cocks aren't all that great. I'd rather have something I can actually fit inside of my mouth. Or something thatwont pull my asshole out of my body when we fuck.

What you have there is about the limit of what I'd call comfortable (from this view)

It's definitely big and good looking. I'd say sucking is not about size though, it just has to look not gross. Anyways, would definitely suck and lick your balls if you wanted me to.

>be me
>not a fag
>no interest in sucking dick
Can't say I've ever had the urge to. You might just be a plain old fag. Enjoy your time gargling std ridden cum from some rando in the bathroom stall of your local dive bar then get back to your boards, fag:

Also, the secularization of society is showing a correlation with an increase with homosexuality. How are so many more millenials homosexual than older generations? Just genetics? No.

This is me

I think it depends on the person. I grew up Jesus free. Tried sucking my friend's dick a little when I was a young kid. Liked that part well enough, but wasn't attracted to him or the rest of his body at all. I was way more into girls and continue to be. Some 30 plus years have passed and while I'm still turned on by the idea of sucking a dick, I'd need a trap to disguise the rest of the "male" there, because there's still nothing about another guy that turns me on.

>goes on a gay thread
>writes this post

Absolute major closet fag no doubt

No. You likely aren't 100% straight if you get hard watching someone else get hard too.

cut is nicer to suck on tbh

The pic of OP is a huge cock and you sure were eager to click on this thread. Doesn't take a genuis that all of us here are kind of gay but don't pretend you are an exceptions. I know your mouth was watering when you clicked on this thread.

Glad I am not alone man!

Spoiler : its shit.

Alright, this is the thread to post more pics of this delicious thing. Turn on the lights.

>be me 18
>desperate to suck cock
>go on craigslist
>45 year old in new mercedes picks me up at 3am
>get in his car and we drive a mile away
>park and I start rubbing his cock
>cant unzip zipper so he does
>6.5 thick cock diamonds
>open mouth and slowly lower my head and engorge my mouth with his thickness
>make BLOWWP sound when dick enters mouth
>can't believe I'm sucking big dick
>keep sucking until diamond goes platinum
>he tells me "oh yeah suck it dude"
>ejaculates huge thick gunk load into my confused faggot mouth
>feel thick load swamp up my throat as I swallow it
>he drops me off and I go home and jerk off
>masturbate to this for decade