I've lurked here since 2012 and never made a thread. My brother was just diagnosed with stage 3 bone cancer after weeks of pain. He probably won't make it much longer and I can't visit him because he lives on the other side of the US, I don't have any money, and my family is poor as shit. I don't want to feel this anymore, so I'm just going to get as drunk as I can.
I'm fucking devastated right now. Any songs to help me or go along with this feeling? I've still got some whiskey and some beer to go before this night is over.
I don't know whree else to go. I've talked in circles with my mom and dad all day. This board just makes me feel comfy, so I came here.
Brayden Reed
Hitchhike to your brother
Carter Gray
There's an easy way out if you don't want to feel this anymore.
Jaxson Reed
I thought about that. Is hitchhiking even a thing today?
Justin Smith
Heroine?
Matthew Thompson
Like I said, I'm poor as fuck. Being a grad student doesn't bring int he cash.
Christopher Bell
Yes, just not on the side of the highway as you see in films.
Bentley Ramirez
Yeah a dude I know just hitchhiked from Toronto to Vancouver and he looks like piece of shit, took him about a week though. If you display a cardboard sign that says you're visiting your dying brother you'll probably get easy rides.
Christopher Lewis
pretty much this whole album
Wyatt Flores
Okay, I think I'll try this tomorrow. I have nothing else to lose at his point. I'll probably have to drop pout of school though. I don't imagine that this is conducive to finishing my program. I just want to see my little bro again.
Thanks for this. I'll check it out.
Owen Sanchez
I just wished I had talked to him more. I only shared some of the music I likd with him (Tom Waits and Velvet Underground). I feel like shit now. I think I'm going to go pass out now. Goodnighft Sup Forums.
Julian Long
sell shit you own and get a plane ticket dude anyway good luck mate
Thanks for these guys. I;m not worried abot the internet bringing me down, I don't think I can get lower than this. I just want music that makes me feel more than numb right now.
Kayden King
I'm really sorry user, truly. I hope you get to spend some precious moments with your brother before he goes.
Zachary Jackson
Wye Oak - I Hope You Die
It's a sweet, merciful song, maybe too on the nose, but it is very nice.
Leonard Cohen - Famous Blue Raincoat
Emotional and dark, not necessarily related, just a very good down song.
The 1900s - Tucson
Just a really nice song to hear, maybe a little melancholic.
Really sorry for this time you and your family are going through.
I've listened to it many times when life has thrown a curve ball at me. I've never understood or cared to look up the lyrics, but I think it's a really beautiful song.
