Do childhood sexual experiences cause or mould your future sexual desires?

Do childhood sexual experiences cause or mould your future sexual desires?

>from age of 9 molest sister daily
>age 11 molested by grandmother and stopped seeing her after this point (not seen her since)
>from ages of 12-15 raped younger sister almost daily (she has either blocked this out or does a great job of pretending otherwise as talk daily now)
>around the same time sniffing mother's underwear and walked into her masturbating once
>from age 13-16 be molested and raped by stepmom (unhealthy relationship to this day, unnatural sexual and emotional feelings)
>on one occasion at age 15 had sex with aunt, drunk but consensual (not mentioned since)

Left home and got into first relationship, sexually weird, possibly due to the above. Pee, exhibitionism, rape role-play, swinging.

Dumped her and had a couple of shirt term girlfriends including having sex with cousin and got with (now) wife who is very submissive
During this time molested a girl at a volunteer youth group
Charged with voyeurism (but charges dropped)

So Sup Forums, do childhood sexual experiences cause or mould your future sexual desires?

Pic partially related, I love preggo porn, possibly due to stepmom being pregnant during what happened?

seek therapy

All psychologists would say yes. Don't breed.

Mental help is almost completely unavailable in my country (UK)

Planning our first atm

>be 15
>mom goes on night out with friends
>gets home at like 3am
>get woken up by her tripping and falling onto my bed
>"it's OK sweetie, go back to sleep"
>she gets back up and straddles my chest
>she grabs my hands as I try to push her off
>too afraid to say anything
>"Mommy just needs some me time"
>she holds my hands above my head and moves forward a little so that she's pinning my arms with her legs
>starts to grind against my chin
>she's not wearing underwear and all I feel is her damp bush on my lips
>I start to cry when she starts getting wet and I get an erection
>after she comes, she gets off and stumbles to her room and passes out
>everything seems normal in the morning, she doesn't remember even coming home, never speak of this to anyone
>literally cannot get erect unless a girl had a full bush

Do your best no to fuck it

>Be 5-6 years old.
>Have amazingly hot babysitter. So hot that I know she's hot before I'm old enough to know what "hot" is.
>One night is babysitting me and I wet my pants a little. Tell her I'm "sick" (lame excuse).
>Puts me in a disposable diaper.
>I start crying so she holds me in her lap (as if I was a baby).
>Her giant fucking tits are in my face the entire time.
>Has a nip slip while this is happening.
>Confused as fuck feelings are overwhelming.
>Actually get a hard on.

I now have a diaper fetish.

Its very interesting to me. How fetishes and shit form.

Some make sense, stepmother used to make me clean her after peeing and eventually she would make me drink her pee all the time when me and my sister visited her and my dad every other weekend.

I think my dad knew but I think he may of raped my sister, molested at the very least

No stories of my own but bad mommies and pedo women stories make me feel funny in my pants.

Some of them, specifically my stepmother and my aunt, I think of often whilst having sex. I feel awful afterwards and get drunk to numb the fucked up feeling

Got molested by an older kid. Couldn't tell anybody shit because of shame. I'm bi now, but still a virgin so i don't really know. Also I have huge intimacy issues so thats probably while I'll stay a virgin until I get that sorted out.

I think incest would fuck up anybody, it's not cool

Same

Wut ?

yes, if you are pregnant with a baby boy and if you have sex with anyone that dick going in your pussy will make your unborn baby boy gay,

but if you are pregnant with a baby girl having sex will make your daughter a slut

Also the most sure way of making sure it's a boy is to do a handstand after the man has ejaculated inside, since the boy sperm are bigger and thus fall faster.

Also make sure that the head of the bed you are having sex on is pointed in a north or south direction for a boy, east or west for a girl.

I believe they can and do. I licked my first vagina when I was 5 and at the same age discovered my foot fetish and developed an unhealthy obsession with women's butts. I saw a porno that summer and as a result, I became sexually active whenever I got the chance. My mother's friend came over one week with her daughter who is close to my age. Well I took her to the back yard behind some hanging sheets on the clothes line and told her to drop her pants. She did, and I basically told her not to worry and proceeded to lick her vagina precisely as I had seen it done in the video. I also had her lick me (she was too nervous to take it in her mouth all the way). I was 5 then and I've been sexually immoral and promiscuous since.

They can. But nothing ever happened to me and I still ended up fucked up. No hot mom or sister for my incest fantasies, no molestation by a babysitter, no affair with a teacher. Not a goddamned thing.

Speaking for myself: Absolutely.

Thanks to not having access to regular porn because of "muh innocence" i became a sexual deviant.

No incest but I raised my daughter to be a slur and it worked. She's in her early 20s now and tells me nearly everything. If anyone is interested I could elaborate on how i did it.

*slut

Go on

Go on

I was a pretty rapey six year old. Nobody knows what to do with a rapey six year old. Teachingmyself to repress this fucked me pretty hard. Can't separate being rapey from normal sexual desire. Now super repressed. Still rapey just non-expressive outwardly. At some point the genie comes out of the bottle. Not sure what to do. Most logical thing is to find a female with a complimentary fetish, but they're mostly getting railed by older dudes for the financial perks at this phase in their lives, or so my experience on fetish sites tells me. Might have to flip it and bang cougars. We'll see how it goes.

If you were raped you're not a Virgin, sorry

>Mental help is almost completely unavailable in my country (UK)
can confirm

Sucks for you weirdos

He was molested, not raped, learn the difference

>be me 6 yo
>older female cousin made me lick her pussy on the toilet
>she sucked my dick also in different occasion
> I sucked her tiny tits
> she was maybe 12
Now I have an incest fetish

>be 5ish
>girl in my town same age got exposed to porn very early
>she frequently shows me porn play cards, dices with position and dildos from her mom
>wants to play mommy and daddy alot
>don't really know what to do when she shows me her reddish meat hole
>"Put it in"
>Do as she commands, we make fake moans "oh oh oh oh" without any actual movement
>Do this for a while

>Be 7ish
>Aunt with bf is babysitting
>She keeps pushing for me to go outside and play
>Cartoon Network was a really new thing in my place so wouldn't depart with TV
>"He doesn't understand anyway"
>At some point she is standing over him
>Her pants down and he's fiddling with a Clit Piercing
>Starts licking her (She was standing it was pretty weird)
>They lie on the sofa i'm in a lazyboy next to them
>They go full on 69 next to me
>Her butthole exposed my way
>Catch her looking at my reflection through the window
>Always smiling when I kept staring

>Be 13ish
>Older sister comes home drunk asf (17-18 yrs old)
>A friend of hers waits by the door
>She comes to the living room where i'm crashing on the sofa
>"Hey user..*hic*...Don't tell "bf" about this, if he calls just tell him i'm passed out in bed"
>Get slightly annoyed I actually liked her bf
>"Fuck you, i'm not covering for you"
>She lifts her skirt up
>"I'll let you feel me"
>Just stare for a while
>"Go on"
>Touch her, she moans
>After a few minutes her friend calls her out
>"Ait, user, see you tomorrow"
>Get a heavy boner, about to bate
>Considered saving myself and molesting her if she comes home
>Late in the night, about to fall asleep she comes in
>No word just straight to her room and boom in bed
>Had to lock the front door
>Helped her out of her clothes
>Watching her beautiful backside
>Debate with myself alot wether or not I should
>End up mounting her
>Put my dick in her
>Cum within a minute
>Freak out what to do
>Somehow fool myself into beliving her pussy works like a sponge and will keep it inside

*bites hook*

Always bought her the sluttiest clothes possible for her age. Encouraged her to be flirty with boys and told her it was a compliment if they wanted to get with her. Created situations where she was "accidentally" exposed nude to a boy she liked, made up story about a guy taking pics at her dance contest and asking who she was....asked her if some guy came up to her and said he was a model agent and offered her an audition, would she do it? Would she keep it secret from parents? Planted idea in her mind that she'd do porn under the right circumstances. Much more if anyone's interested.

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keep on! also picture ;)

What's your endgame?

>Be 14
>Full-blown puberty since age 11, hairy crotch, squeaky voice, awkward feelings and a fuckton of boners and sexual needs
>Sleep at grandmother's every Friday evening 'cuz single mom is working and grandma's nice
>Grandma has huge tits
>Grandma doesn't bother hiding when going to /coming out the shower
>See Grandma naked a LOT
>One night, go to her room around Midnight
>"Hey user', do you want some midnight cereals?"
>Say Yes
>She gets up and goes to the kitchen in her old, worn off night gown that a 6 years old could tear off
>Follow her
>While she prepares the cereal, hug her from behind and cup her breasts
>push my boner against her ass
>"user', what are you doing? We can't do that"
>Her voice doesn't even sound mad
>Her voice sounds disappointed because we can't do that
>One week later, go back to grandma's for the night
>Man up and walk in her bedroom naked with my boner exposed for her eyes to feast on
"Nana, I want to do it."
>She stays silent for a moment and gets up before walking to me
>She takes my hands and puts them on her breast
>I tear her nightgown off and we get on the bed
>I make love with Nana and during the whole thing she holds my head on her large, generous breasts
>She tries to mute her moans but I can hear her heart pounding
>I cum inside her
>She holds me against her with more love than my mother ever did
>This becomes a weekly thing
>It then turns into me spending most of my time at my grandma's place
>Mom doesn't worry about it because who would think we were having sex, right?
>When I turn 15, move to live with Grandma so mom can stop worrying about me 6 evenings a week
>Sleep with Nana, make love with Nana
>"user', I'll tell you a secret: You look exactly like your grandpa and you remind me of him. I'll love you forever, my sweet little heaven-gift."

Nana was 60 when this started, nowadays she's 71, she still looks young for her age and her body is still rocking. I'm 25, nearly 26, still living with her and I love her.

Good to see my image posted around, but have the latest one

Pics pics pics.

Everyone knows that faggot.
I learned it in 6th grade and my teacher whad super big tits, thats probably why I remember.
Got two friends who northed and handstanded their firstborn into a boy.
That's probably why I'm attracted to Inuits

Now she goes out to bars and gets blackout drunk, goes home with random guys, even goes into public bathrooms with men to do drugs and probably more and my daughter is taking black cock now. Somehow she's never had any nude pics leak out. I have some that i got when she visited me this past week with a nanny cam I bought. Should I post that for the pic?

Why is that even a question?

>>Cum within a minute
lucky you

Maybe to someday see pics or video from an user who hooked up with my daughter posted here.

Rate. Comments on body?

Is she amenable to pictures/vids being taken? Or is this something that you don't know?

You do realize that you yourself are probably inbred based on your family's history and therefore most likely slightly retarded? Like you are probably the child of an uncle or cousin.

Trashy, pass

Wow, for me, she's like a 7, ai like slightly chubby girls. I can totally imagine her tits and body jiggling when she gets fucked. I would be honored to plow your daughter and recount it in detail to you.

post clothed pic

yes do so daddy

I'd hit it. Not sure if you'd want me to though.

not sure

She lives in the DC area.

Holy Shit Dude.. Go Get Chemically Castrated. You're Far Past Fixable.

Massachusetts; too far for me, shittyfatherbro.

>in the DC area

I have a few people who I can crash with if I'm going by DC. Interesting.

why?

not ready to see my daughter in the next on/off thread just yet.

Don't think that modeling agent is gonna call

To OP,

Seek therapy, those experiences have fucked you up in ways you cannot tell yourself- your family hasn't helped whatsoever and has fucked you up in ways that they'll never acknowledge and it's really unfortunate. It's okay to be attracted to pregnant women but it sounds like your impulses are beyond your current control. Left unchecked or without help and support you might end up perpetuating those abuses and it's your responsibility at this point to help yourself. Go to the US or Canada to seek help if you cant get it in UK.

I'm just a touch on the sadistic side.

come on man i dont decide to smash based on naked looks. I want to see the slutty clothing, make-up and whatever else makes her get hit-on on the daily

how so?

Usually my preference is mind games. I like to mentally fuck someone before I do it physically.

>5 year old me
>see mom gangbanged
>see mom fuck hardcore
>sadomasochistic sexual fantasies about bullies fucking me and my mom
>sexual experience touching other 5 year old girls in shool
>be me 18 virgin
>fantasies about fucking my mother
>sexual urges of raping teens and young girls every day!


Answer I think YES

That is truly revolting..

Like fucking seriously.

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op i think you were raped and your repressing it

Rapey people usually were raped and as a defense mechanism internalize and reflect that behavior man.

it's good to see good old Sup Forums being Sup Forums.

Unless this is pasta. Been on and off for a few years now

Also

>me 7 years old sexually molested by grandma she groped my penis hard so i have pain

Idk man i think the repression is because no outlet. My parents were super helicoptery but only once i hit double digits, so i went from making out with hot cousins and seeing neighbors naked to being completely repressed. That made me pretty rapey, but girls prefer that to some slow love making so i had an outlet eventually. My advice: be in charge, fuck any girl that wants it roughly, and dont apologize for being a man. I havent raped anyone despite my outlook.

yeah and he didnt include that in his greentext, if its real which it probably isnt he was raped

You're in the secrets thread too. Saw the same image. You're not trying very hard, are you?

Ah. Then he's just a really creepy dude who typed a confession out.

>5 year old me
>see mom gangbanged
>see mom fuck hardcore
>sadomasochistic sexual fantasies about bullies fucking me and my mom
>sexual experience touching other 5 year old girls in shool
>me 7 years old sexually molested by grandma she groped my penis hard so i have pain
>be me 18 virgin
>fantasies about fucking my mother
>sexual urges of raping teens and young girls every day!


Answer I think YES

Had outlets. Weren't satisfying though.

>dont apologize for being a man

In today's society?

Trying hard to do what?

He thinks you're only here for validation. I doubt that's what you're seeking though.

Figured you for a troll. But, you're gonna do your thing whether you are or not.

Beautiful Story.....love is love

Oh. No, I was just sharing a little.

Sharing is caring.

I suppose I'd be the sort to twist her arm into doing porn.

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I'm in love with your daughter, I NEED to fuck her silly.

No clue if she'd be commercially successful, but we'd give it the old college try.

email?

I was molested young and I know it fucked me up. I seriously blame it on the reason why I am a pedophile. But then again, i enjoyed it so maybe I'm different.

email?

>I was molested young and I know it fucked me up. I seriously blame it on the reason why I am a pedophile. But then again, i enjoyed it so maybe I'm different.
>same here, was molested enjoyed it, wants to molest kids enjoy it

I like her body! I bet she’s a great fuck, can really ride a dick!

[email protected]

anonymoose65 at gmail

That's not me

Those who were molested or sexually abused as kids are more likely to molest or sexually abuse others as adults. You should find a trauma therapist my dood.

That's what I hear. She took a huge bbc in the front seat of her car recently. A huge one is what she told me. Met at club. Left at 2am. Nowhere to go to fuck so she did it in the car and he fucked her really hard leaving bruises
on her side that was up against the steering wheel and carpet burns on her knees.

Perhaps, however I had no childhood sexual experiences and I'm a sick man

I would love to fuck her doggy and pump her full of cum!