Let's start a proper feels thread

Let's start a proper feels thread
>be me
>23 y/o
>failing college
>emotionaly unstable
>bipolar
>no work
>alcoholic
>will be spending ny alone, again
>drinking my last beer with some pills tonight
What's your situation anons?

26
job
college grad
still alone
dont even know what to do next
hate my life

you're on a good way to make it user, i believe in you

this is me next fall. I still have the illusion graduating and working will make everything better. (I guess at least financially)

Any tips on finding a gf while emotionaly scarred and unstable? Anyone?

>be me
>live in first world country and bored
>go out for a burrito
>can't decide what toppings to get on it
Time to an hero

>be you
>have no real struggles in life
>make fun of others
>hit puberty

Try your local crackhead area.

But I do have very real struggles. My Burrito man. Still can't decide. It's agonizing.

A fate I would not even wish upon my mortal enemies. Godspeed user, we are with you.

I'm trying to hold on but it's not easy. To top it off I need to shit and I'm going to have to wipe my own ass!

Well, user I posted a feels thread with my life story in it a couple weeks ago. I’ll try to keep this short, sweet, and to the point.
>be me. early 20s.
>life started pretty shitty. Parents left me at an early age. Was left at grandparents.
>grandparents passed slowly and painfully before my eyes
>they’re the only “parents” I ever really knew.
>last time I was in contact with my real folks I ended up getting sexually abused. So that contact got cut quick by children services.
>found crazy expensive heirloom
>sold said heirloom for quarter mill.
>robbed by one of my parents. Had the cash like a retard.
>homeless for a short while.
>found home and found a decent government job
>now I’m stable but I just can’t really find happiness in anything I do.
>no friends, no family. Mainly just sit at home on my days off and drink.
>don’t really wanna an hero but I just can’t find anything that makes me happy anymore. I feel I was robbed of my chances to do something big.

I’ll type the whole story out again if there’s any interest. sorry you’re feeling so shitty, user. Have a happy new year.

>23
>Dream Job starting next month
>College Grad
>friends coming over for new years tonight
>no gf

i'm interested in it, continue please
Have a happy new year too user

>20
>college drop out
>borderline personality disorder
>bipolar
>just found out I have brain issues
>no work
>no car
>no friends
>not even old enough to drink
>too much of pussy to an hero

I feel you, OP.

>be me, 18
> military is my only option for college
>fat fuck can't pass the fitness exam
>socially retarded and awkward 24/7

Also, let me share how my day started.

>be me
>be at my church for a send away party for seniors, kinda bored.
>start looking over at Asian girl I've known for a few years and had a crush on, even asked out before with no luck.
>look away and start talking with friends
>pretty fun time
>while walking to the snack bar I run into the Asian girl (Let's call her Ally)
>Ally laughs it off like always and acts jokingly mad
>I return the sentiment and we start talking
>we talk for an indeterminate amount of time
>she leans forward suddenly and pecks me on the cheek
>"I'm sorry user. I never really gave you a chance before and you seem like a sweet dude, we've known each other for long enough."
>still sputtering and stalling like a WWI fighter from the kiss.
>she laughs and starts to walk off, her friends staring at us.
>wake up

>WAKE UP

>20 started own business
>21 moved to first store front
>24 super successful life so good
>26 developed perk addiction
>lost everything
>kicked my friends door in robbed him bc I was on perks and lost all hope
>jail 6 months
>28 clean for some time, finished parole, my dumbass goes back to perk bc of depression
>graduate to heroin
>meet girl thru dope dealer she ok but we do dope and fuck
>i overdose she saved my life
>we both go to rehab
>get out start another company , and get on feet, sober, get a house
>she relapses
>i relapse
>back at parents broke , credit shot, working on another startup but I really made it difficult with all the dumb shit i do

have too add when she got out of rehab she was smoking hot. we broke up this time tho. im clean now but shes in rehab and im alone

>be me
>get quads
>fuck you

>grew up pretty normal
>social had girls chasing me
>didnt do anything with that
>low self esteem
>found drugs at age 16
>mostly weed tho
>went at it regularly for 8 years straight
>now im 25 been clean for a year
>confidence lower than ever

>decent paying job
>new car
>own my own apartment in large city

Still got nothing to show for, left some called friends behind mostly because theyve been dicks

Don't know where to go from here, i feel i got some moves left

One thing I think all that smoking messed with my head in a crucial time of my growth.

I think there is some to it why people shouldnt use anything like 20-22.

I think I fucked up my late youth

>be me
>today is dec 30
>tomorrow is New Year's Eve
>don't have fireworks
>mfw fireworks shop is closed for the rest of next year until July 4 season

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Ijust got a bj from my girlfriend a few minutes ago. Feeling pretty good right now.

Y so salty?

Just fucking around my guy.

I feel ya. I have to wash my dishes and don't want to. It's a cruel world.

finished school this december and student loans go into repayment start of august.

gonna be losing around 400$ a month just to it with no plan

hoping for lottery or plug coming thru with the weight

I'm in the same boat, user.

>be me, 20
>failing college
>no work
>most likely spend ny alone

Atleast I turn 21 ~1 month after ny

>>kicked my friends door in robbed him bc I was on perks and lost all hope
>>jail 6 months
clean for some time, finished
kill yourself

How often did you smoke?

you're saying they should use until 20-22 or until after 20-22?

30
Associates of Emergency Medical Technology
Pretty sure I have PTSD and maybe a few other mental disorders
However
Diagnosed generalized anxiety and hypertension that I'm on meds for
Firefighter/Paramedic
Alcoholic
Will be spending my new years at the fire station and gf will come up for midnight fireworks/kiss
Drinking beer 3 since 2030 will probably polish off 4-6 before I go to bed. Light night cuz work at 0730 and it's 2211 right now.

a couple of sessions each day, at least once late at night. Had some dryspells that lasted a few weeks but 4-5 times a week 90 % of the time in all those years, sad thing i cant say if it fucked me up because i have nothing to compare it with.

two things chan is full of: alt-righters and depressed, socially misfit white dudes with drug problems.

i've found the pattern

>be me
>have qt3.14 gf since 7th grade
>grew up together
>she loves me, is needy and clingy but I like it that way, never sick of her
>obvious soulmate, she thinks so too
>go to same high school
>go though 4 years together
>take same classes
>plan to go to same college
>plan on proposing to her after we graduate
>a week before graduation she kills herself
>no note
>no goodbye
>me now
>21
>failing college
>work dead end job
>don't think I'll ever recover

sorry if typed out shitty, can't really translate the feelings into words.

She wasn't family, quit whining and find another hole if it's that important to you.

>26
>decent looking
>lots of friends
>never had gf
>social anxiety
>Probably slightly aspie, not sure
>shit job, live with parents

I’d give my life a 3/10

>job
>college grad
Well, I'm an undergrad here in the US, and the prospect of being jobless makes me scared shitless. Only upside is that I don't have to worry about debt, but I'll still trade my life for yours man. You are still a lot better than me.

What's your degree user? When I was an undergrad I had the same fears but you just have to keep one thing in mind: most people in the workforce fake it til they make it. Apply to all the jobs you find and learn how to present yourself well in interviews and you'll be fine.

Sounds good

Get over yourself. Jesus Christ.

>be 21
>live alone in shitty 1 bedroom apartment
>bought 3 old motorcycles instead of a car, it's winter in ohio, fuck
>pretty bad alcohol problem
>just lost my shitty job at Walmart 2 days ago
>not sure how I'm about to pay rent unless I can find a job in exactly 1 month

Ever just wake up and realize your life is completely in the shitter?

every fucking day bro, every fucking day

You're 21. Plenty of time to work that shit out. Try being 44 and having to start over. That's where I'm at and still I'm pretty optimistic about it. Just glad to still be alive all things considered. Just take full responsibility for everything that has gone wrong even if it wasn't all necessarily your fault. Only you can respond to what has happened and it's entirely up to you as to how you do so.

Cyclecruza?

Got just the solution

>Spanish rice
>Steak
>refried black beans
>sour cream
>queso
>cilantro
>diced onions
>salsa verde

Just typing that out made me rock fucking hard.

join the army, become disciplined, get jacked, find a wife.

Does anyone here have experience with anti-depressing drugs, they got me fucked up like hell
>gained weight
>feel like a retard
>can't do anything properly

That's pretty well what they do. They lower your testosterone too. I'd get off those things if I were you. They only make whatever it is you're going through worse. They are for faggots.

>be me at age 6
>get bullied for years in school & social outcast
>lot of pain, spend night after night cryin, but no one ever came.
>developes imaginary friend at age 8 (its part of my identity nowadays)
>the imaginary friend is a reflection of myself with all the desires, agressions, pain and hopes I killed.
>starts becoming sadistic
>start hating everything thats related to Love or cuteness, like cuddling, kissing and even sexual stuff.
>be me at age 13
>discovers H.P. Lovecraft
>Learn to life after it's teachings and all the nihilism
>be me nowadays
>Beeing completely isolated sitting in my dark room most time enjoying some music and dreaming about a different world,
>as I pity all the other humans for living a lie
>while I already discovered love and all these primitive things are the reason for all our pain in this world, they're lies
>sound edgy
>laugh when I see them suffer.
>feel better now for giving up all these things back then.
>not be an hero, but wait until time passes to fulfill my destiny.

>pic related to the world I dream about

>inb4 fuck formating i'm drunk

>be me
>graduate from university at 20 because I was a dweeb and took a lot of dual credit in high school
>got an amazing scholarship that pays for some but not all school
>no gf
>16K in debt
>still can't find a job because most directors look at my babyface and can't help but laugh on the inside
>trying to get back into grad school to "defer" reality for at least a couple more years
>working a shit job to pay student loans on time
>slightly awkward, but okay to talk to
>my existence feels pretty "meh"
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