Feels thread Sup Forums

feels thread Sup Forums

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im moving from home finally and im scared of everything, I just want to come home and watch the simpsoms with brothers while drinking chocolate, fuck adult life is so lonely

I'm tired of being sad and unmotivated. Still no clue what to do with life like many anons out there. Think I'd be better off being angry like I use to be.

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what are you hobbies and you passions? is school an option?

yeah, now that I've moved out the nights seem kinda lonely since im always home alone.

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>your

I'm slightly drunk.

Tonight I've been remembering losing my dad and my brother within a year of each other. Dad passed away due to heart complications but he was in his 70s, and my brother killed himself a year after (was in his early 40s). Still no real closure on my brother. We were both looking forward to Tron Legacy (he got me into Tron when I was a kid) and I can't watch it without sobbing now. I try not to think about it anymore, but it surfaces now and then ... just wanted to get it out tonight.

I'm hopeless, got fired 6 months ago, and haven't got any other job. Money is over, don't know, how I would do to pay the bills and buy food on February.

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Whining about chicks is frowned upon in these threads huh?

All good user. Hobbies are typical NEET shit vidya and MtG. Wanted to go do gym shit, but figure I need to start piecing life together a bit more before I become a gymbro. I reckon I'm passionate about machines and how they work/operate.

>be born
>life is awesome
>upper middle-class fam
>Hit puberty
>Oh shit everything isn't awesome
>Discover I'm gay
>Lose virginity to best friend
>He actually likes girls
>Fastword a bit
>Bestman at his wedding
>I learn to get past it
>Younger bro gets addicted to hard drugs
>Wrecks my parent's car and drains them of money
>Older brother and sister decide to go back to school to get their lives together on my parent's dime while all of this is happening
>I have to quit school to help support my parents
>We think younger bro is clean
>He ended up relapsing and wrecking my car trying to commit suicide on shrooms/meth
>Parents lose even more money paying for medical bills
>Support them more
>Have given about 20-25k the last 4 years
>Younger bro joins the navy
> Parent's now asking me why I'm going nowhere in life
>Want to cuss them out
>Still paying for car I don't have
>last time parent's asked for money was November
>Feel tired all the time
>26
>chubby
>single
>recently been having these moments were it feels like the world goes dark and all I can think about is killing myself
>Haven't told anyone
>Wishing I could just reset it all

Bitching is bitching no matter what it's about. Do whatcha gotta do to better yourself ig

All of you

It gets better

The lows chase the highs that's life and nobody worth a fuck had an easy life

That's what you get for being gay, no for real why are your parents such cunts about it?

Something something some chick, I actually lost the desire to talk about it. Just gonna lurk for a while

Well that solves that for now. Hope you can have a decent evening.

it might be worth looking into engineering courses at your local college, also just go to the gym, it will help get rid of some of the sadness and it could also get you motivated to following your passion or just figuring out life in general.

may i ask why you feel sad and unmotivated?

I'm sorry for your loss user, hope you're doing well.

nah. rant about anything you want mate. if theres anything you want to talk about I"ll be here to listen.

Well it's 5h30 (europoor) and I start exams this week in respectively 2 and 3 days. Think I've got bigger problems than my petty rant i was about to do

My girlfriend of 2 years left me because she was going to college and didn't want to try to deal with a long distance relationship (the school she's going to is 45 minutes away)

Old job had me on the right track for engineering but ended quitting because I didn't want to keep working with people that can't work as a team.

I think I'm sad because I feel alone when I know I'm not. Unmotivated probably because I'm afraid of failing so I keep it at something consistent and familiar. At least from what I can tell.

Can't say I agree with it, but I hope you find what you're looking for. If you want to talk for a bit I'm still lurking here.

I'm in pain. Just want someone to know other than myself for once..

I don't want to wake up tomorrow

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I just went through a bit of a shit night and I almost always end up rambling either to myself or a feels thread. It was all true but better kept to myself.
Thankyou for the reply and concern though, I appreciate it.

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why not?

why are you in pain?

whats wrong? care to talk about it?

failing is apart of life, it's apart of learning, I know it's hard to do and I have a hard time doing it too but learn to accept failure and learn from the experience so it doesn't happen again.

why do you feel alone? do you feel like people don't understand you?

I'm sorry to hear about that.

I understand, user. I find myself doing that myself these days. Don't feel like bugging people and all. Still, whatever it means to you from an user, hope it made you feel better slightly.

I'm tired of it all. Bleak employment options, the endless rut of never being able to make something of myself, failing at most things I try to do to overcome that. And even the thought of trying again is scary. Then there's the fact I just don't feel adequate. I've accomplished nothing with my life and I'm running out of time. I'm behind on every milestone in comparison to everyone else that I know.

So I drink excessevily and drown myself in video games to forget about it all. And then I go to sleep and remember it as soon as I shut off the stimulation.

And I intentionally skipped the beer tonight because I wanted to do something healthly.

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I try to move past it as much as I can. Working on it though.

It's not about understanding. I just feel empty even when surrounded by the people I care about the most. Maybe I'm still depressed and need to see someone about it. I can't tell tbh.

>be me
>18
>senior in cyber school but fail miserably
>be single
>have weird foot fetish
>be suicidal
The only thing that keeps me from suicide is my parents because it would crush them. I plan on doing it when they both pass. Unfortunately In the mean time I have to rot away in my bedroom, day after day failing school and jerk off to dirty/stinky feet. Existence is pain.

Had a brain tumor in 2010, 4 surgeries, months of chemo and vomiting daily, feeling like absolute death. Started having headaches a few weeks ago and when I went to the hospital, as suspected, it’s another tumor, this one is small but I’m not sure I wanna go through hell again. Still deciding if I should drown in debt the rest of my life or just let it take its course.

It's been a long time since I haven't been on a feels thread, last time I didn't thought things could get shittier; I guess that's life, it can always go further south.

It has been over two years, I'm 21 now, still 5'6, new girlfriend (the previous one cheated on me live on a cellphone call before claiming she was raped) this new girl seems awesome but of course nothing is completely awesome, not lately any way, she claims she has HPV from sexual encounters years ago with a "scummy" bf (currently debating if I ditch her or not).

I was on a car crash a couple months ago and X-Rays reveal I have "more than usual" wear on my knees most probably because of all the excercise I had to do while mobirdly obese at 11 years old because no one taught my parents how to properly feed a child and opted for the willy wonka and the chocolate river approach; so who knows how long will they last.

3rd world college is just as useful as a 3rd word college can be with a computer science degree program that would make Turing want to hang himself with UDP cable, you might think I'm talking out of my ass but when teachers are the ones skipping class, teaching while drunk or flat out using you for extra profit, you know you are fucked. Also shitty grades because I was dumb enough to be smart in front of teachers.

Got mugged...twice...on the span of a month. Violence isn't up the roof it's up in the morning sky and it's shitting all over our face post TacoBell style, just a couple weeks ago a 17 year old kid was killed because he insulted a cartel leader...on facebook...15 bullets to the chest.

No money because I had to pay for the car and medical bills, my parents are divorcing and my dad doesn't want to give up a cent of the over 90k free tax dollars he saved last 2017, I was currently working at his company but when I moved back to help my sister and my mom he fired me, dad is giving my sister and I 600 dollars a month to "keep us a float" and isn't giving my mom any claiming "I don't owe her nothin'" when she actually worked for him 16+ years without pay.

I managed to find a job but my shit tier uni has an equally shit tier way of managing class hours so it seems I'll need to choose between working a shit job for some cash or going to a shit uni to essentially waste my time free of charge. I'm actually cosidering unethical hacking as a option to get some cash.

I'm still balding, I wained weight, sex life is down the drain in the most pathetic way possible, my family doesn't want me to give up college but also want me to make some money and become independent, electoral year for us da beaners and it is exactly as shitty and half baked as you would imagine an electoral year in Mexico.

Any way, that was my 2017 and 2018 is just getting worse, I always enjoy these threads.

Damn bro I wish you the best and a lot of luck, you are worse than me.

Smoke one with your bro, at least you can both feel suicidal together.

hard feels warning Sup Forums

Am with my first gf for 1 month now. I'm so fucking scared that she will ever leave me or lose interest in me at some point that I'm having panic attacks, depression and suicidal thoughts. Also been depressed and suicidal before getting to know her.

Wow haha, where can I start. New year new shit. Grandma passed away the 30th recently. Dad got diagnosed with alzheimers at such an early age "52". Mom and family are back in shithole overseas and I'm over here trying to live the American Life and make them proud. I've been sending back to them constantly so they have clean clothes and water and electricity. I been eating canned foods about usually 4 days out of the week because it's cheap, so I can send money back home. I haven't ate out in a while because of the fact that I know I might go overboard. Been wearing same clothes for 4 years now. No woman in my life. About maybe 1 or 2 friends, they know how I live and accept it. But others like to go out and enjoy their lives while I just spend mine in my room making sure they're all okay... Just a few more years, I'll make my mom in the skies proud. I'll make my 3 younger sisters proud. I'll be able to take care of them after college... Hopefully. Wish me luck bros, this is for all the guys who are struggling right now, you're not alone. I love y'all.

Can't sleep. For some reason keep remembering her. Broke up with her more than an year ago. Slept with a couple of girls Haven't dated anyone though. Why won't she leave my head?

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I was complaining about my shoes being old, then I saw a man with no feet.

Where do you live?

Met a girl and we had a connection and I thought she was the one. We got together like 8 times and she admitted to liking me so I planned a future with her in my head but she started acting weird and distant and I was heartbroken. I still think about her and this pic describes it

It takes time and it's something you can't force. Whether it gets better is up to you.

Have a (You)

It's annoying only because it's common in these threads. Talk about whatever though, we'll listen.

I’m 18 and the most I ever did with a girl was a pecker kiss and I’m confused on what I’m in to. I jerked off to regular and gay porn and didn’t get a orgasm. I can only get orgasms from foot worship and the humiliation aspect. It’s definitely a mental illness because no matter what I do, I can not change. I’m worthless and I am honestly better off dead. I wish I could be erased from my family’s memories so I could die without them having to grieve. Idk what else to do, I have to live this miserable shitfest untill my parents die.

I'm a neet but still work out. First year of uni and I want to become a lawyer but I'm stressed about what to do for my undergrad. Don't wait to become a gymbro, the results show quicker if you start early.

I know I should go back. Wanted a friend to be a coach of sorts so I don't fuck up and hurt myself. That might just be an excuse though.

>gay

That's your problem.

No seriously, you're not accepting reality. Your parents invested in you and your siblings and aren't getting a return on you. Obviously they're shit parents, but only you can say that you're fed up with their shit and need to focus on your future. Good luck user.

My commute is supposed to 30 mins to school but traffic makes it 1hr+. If she's not willing to travel a tiny piece of distance like that, evidently she wasn't committed to you either user.

wow, I wish you the best man, you really are a good person.

seeing someone about it could help, have you ever tried medication?

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i smoke weed everyday because im miserable and bored everyday but then the weed makes me more unmotivated to change anything which in turn makes me even more miserable.. im 18 and i honestly don't see any future for myself
also i feel like ive become a lot more retarded the past couple of years after i started smoking

Antidepressants. Just made me feel dull and began to hate it after a few months.

There isn't a life coach user, you must do as you learn. And you're right, it is an excuse, it's only natural that you would find some backwards-ass reason to not be motivated to do things. So fucking go for whatever you feel like, I'll be rooting for you even if you don't know me!

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More so gym coach rather than life, but still applies either way. I'll be making the changes to include gym. Thanks user.

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I have those moments all the time, I feel like exploding and have nobody to talk to, but I know it gets better. im only 21 and i know that it can always get worse

gay

i like this girl, she admited she likes me too, but she's in a relationship with some dude, she's not gonna break up with him to be with me and i don't want her to do it either, the thing is, she insist on talking to me, and i just don't know what else to say to her and just feel really awkward around her.

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Ultimatum, if she's with a guy she truly likes, she'll stay with him and remain friends with you. The way you can look at it however, is that her relationship might be slowly degrading and she might have you just a fallback. Tread carefully user, but seize the opportunity the moment it arises.

Too real man, too fucking real.

I feel good

Here's one that sticks to me the most.

Welp. I was attempting to kill myself. I wanted everything to give up. When I feel being suicidal, Im just going to my music list and listen to the music. I feel happy being alone. And At least I'm not alone being suicidal when im here lol.

>gay

my mom died when i was 10 or 11 (not sure exactly) and i like to pretend that i've moved on but the truth is that something like that leaves a permanant scar on you, and it doesn't go away. sometimes when im up at night i think too much and it hits me all over again

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I'm with you Sup Forumsro.

may i ask why you want to kill yourself?

Sometimes I feel like my life is starting to crumble. whenever shit happens to me my friends and people I know say I'm strong willed and shit, saying I can take anything and not cry like a bitch. Shit I wish. Sometimes I stay up all night because everything fucking piles up and just destroys me. Then the cherry on top is fucking the realization of all the bad things.

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I get what you mean user, I like being alone even when I'm with the girl I loved. Why are you suicidal though? Have you ever tried reading a good book or light novel if you're a weeb like me?

It's ok to let your emotions loose user, we'll judge the shit out of you like anywhere else, but we understand why you act as you do. I won't say it will get better, but I'm wishing you well.

thanks mate

God here, letting you all know that if you’re searching for a way out or feeling suicidal or depressed, let me bring you in on the secret, there’s no way out, only in, you being alive is the in. You’ve already not existed for infinite time, now you’re in, no need to rush back out, once you’re out again it’s infinite and non-existential. Enjoy your species while it exists.

Imagine all off those who will never experience existences at all, not even being born into any species, that’s the unfortunate event, never experiencing consciousnesses at all. Youre gifted life, light, experience, want, needs, enjoy it while it lasts.

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I want to an hero tonight Sup Forums but im scared, what if it doesn't work, I'm in pain and I'm so fucking miserable, I honestly don't know what to do anymore.
any advice on the easiest way to an hero?

Did you not just hear what I said? Read two above.

your positivism won't work with suicidal or depressed people, those who seek the release of death have been betrayed too many times by life itself to enjoy it

Buying house soon. Got preapproved.

actually i missed that post, but i can't enjoy life so wouldn't non existence be better?

My information shines no light on emotion or figures of speech. It’s meant in a very literal sense.