Here is the story > be me > be a normal guy since forever until 25yo and with an happy life. >1 and half year ago i start to have extremely painfull back pains. > it hurt so much i litterally have to stop everything : job, parties, walks in the wood, to come back to my parent's basement to get some help > gf leave me ofc > even lose self esteem while my mom have to hold the bucket i piss in because i can't even move to the bathroom to piss > after fews months and a lot of exams they finally discover an aggravated form of ankylosing spondylitis and i'm HLAB27 positive > doc say me "wazzup bruh u'll hav dis shiet foreva, enjoy ya wheelchair soon" :((( > since this day i'm a pure shit, a waste of time and money for myself and my relatives, i take between 700 and 900mg of tramadol each day, with various others painkillers, anti inflammatories and muscle relaxants who transformated me into zombie. I lurk and shitpost since this very moment desu
I can't handle this situation anymore, i'm being so depressed since that i can't stop to think about suicide. But i hate so much the jews that i can't handle the fact killing myself without taking at least one jew's life.
Thank you for updating your blog, Jean-Jacques Picard
Jack Jackson
i hope my NEETbux come from greece
Chase Barnes
don't do suicide. I have no other useful advice
Matthew Turner
If you want to make a real impact do something symbolic against the refugees or the feminists. I guarantee you Sup Forums pushes it to the front page of every news site on earth.
Caleb Gutierrez
Have a friend with AS he quit the narcotics and smokes weed erryday. Still dont work though. Plays video games amd reads all day.
Ryan Torres
When the White Revolution starts in Europe, you will help operate safe houses for our people and will be a useful ally.
Stay alive. Even someone who can't move can help, and we're going to need all the help we can get.
Michael Parker
have you tried the dude weed lmao meme
Luke Cruz
shoot up a synagog
Nathaniel Morales
Blow yourself up inside of a bank. You'll get at least one jew there
Eli Parker
If your going to go out, leave a long-winded suicide note about Sup Forums and then go and shoot up a mosque or a rapefugee center.
Liam Hall
Save up for exo-skeleton legs and shoot up some shitskins, I guess.
Eli Brown
Had a similar situation a while back, had to quit my job and could do nothing but lie in bed all day and even that was painful. Get a second opinion from a spine specialist, my first doctor fucked me and told me there was nothing to be done but I'm free of pain now after surgery. Stay strong life's not over yet
Jeremiah Foster
Learn programming, graphics design, or any kind of job you could do without moving; then help the white race from your chair.
Julian Turner
LOL is the docs name actually "Dr. I Amdidouche"... thats douchetastic. Get a second opinion in a country that doesn't have socialized medicine. You may be surprised what a doctor who works for profit may find.
Nolan Reyes
Was thinking about that, but carrying a weapon, especially automatics one, is almost impossible in France, how can i get a weapon ? I just know here in France we don't need legal aut. to carry black powder guns, will be enough ?
Charles Rodriguez
I'm sorry man. I have had a ton of back issues too. Its really slowed me down and Ive put a bunch of weight on.
Nothing even close to what you're going through.
Stick around though. Things might get interesting. You never know.
Mason Morris
Best idea so far desu. Also, learn languages (russian, spanish, chinese...) if you can.
Nathaniel Gutierrez
Why are they prescribing that much tramadol to you? You should never take more than 400 mg/day part of it because it can induce seizures. Why aren't they prescribing you something stronger instead?
Robert Lewis
Self-educate, make real money. Get high while waiting for good virtual reality tech and when prosthetics get good get 'em.
Chase Stewart
yes i'm on weed since forever, i love it but def. not helping me with the illness
John Garcia
The NEETbux of Greece comes from the rest of the Eurozone, including France.
Andrew Williams
Is there any possibility of recovery?
Colton Allen
Go to gracetoyou.org and browse sermons
Evan Turner
Kek has spoken and he doesn't want you to end yourself.
Gabriel Stewart
dont be a burden, kill yourself. fuck it take some migrants out with you. be the hero we deserve
Landon Phillips
it was a pretty hot sandnigress chick :3 I saw others specialists but the conclusion is always the same for the moment.
Elijah Brooks
Out-Jew the Jews.
Colton Bell
He wants you to get on a 747 and take lives!
Kayden Carter
have you tried seeing a french doctor rather than a sandnigger shit ?
Chase Cooper
>Was thinking about that, but carrying a weapon, especially automatics one, is almost impossible in France, how can i get a weapon ?
Join the islamic state. They recruit at the nearest refugee centre, or failing that the nearest mosque (which in France is probably across the street).
Brody Phillips
oh and by the way it seems we don't live that far apart from each others if you're in étampes
Gabriel Taylor
Don't kill anyone OP. You're story is very heartbreaking and I love you. If you are a Christian remember "I will make those who are of the synagogue of Satan, who claim to be Jews though they are not, but are liars--I will make them come and fall down at your feet and acknowledge that I have loved you."
Don't act in anger and keep your heart pure. You are being offered a massive challenge to prove your loyalty to our Lord, Jesus Christ. Stay strong.
Joseph King
>aggravated form of ankylosing spondylitis
You are pretty much fucked desu senpai.
I was going to see if I could recommend some non-sanctioned meds or drugs, but not even that will help. You'll already get the dankest opiates to deal with pain.
> i'm being so depressed since that i can't stop to think about suicide
You can do something about your outlook though. Yes, you'll die. You knew that already, right?
You might be in such pain you will want to end it early. Since you're on Sup Forums you should know about helium tanks already, but why bother with that - save up on morphine tablets over time, until it's time.
> But i hate so much the jews that i can't handle the fact killing myself without taking at least one jew's life.
Not going to help. Although you could get your names in the history books easily if you took some traitor politicians with you. Not saying you should, of course. That'd be illegal and wrong. :^)
But we still talk about Gavrilo Princip and John Wilkes Booth and Lee Harvey Oswald. One man can make a difference.
Unrelated picture.
Ethan Myers
impossible, i look like a fucking giant neonazi, plus i just want to puke and chimpout around arabs
Tyler Lee
I hear ya but... don't trust your life to a sandnig or a woman. America has some pretty world renowned specialists in the way of spinal issues. Maybe take a trip here? Won't be cheap but, the alternatives are worst than the costs imo.
how's your diet? I mean healthy or junkfood etc. You'd be surprised how much a good healthy diet can change things and I know this is easier said than done but prob need to get off the jew meds too, the shekel collectors aren't doing you any favors.
Wyatt Martin
You should try doing dabs, and eating hash oil instead of the narcotics.
It may not work, but it's worth a try. If it alleviates the pain enough to cope, you'll still be able to function much better than you do on narcotics.
It can't hurt to try.
Christopher Campbell
thanks lad, at least i have a very great RARE collection now
Jackson Carter
Just read plebpedia's article, just pray for whatever god you believe in you'll at least be able to die in peace. Also is welfare in France utter shit ? Looks like you're completely disabled, at the very least the state should pay for your meds and someone to help you. After that looks like you have to deal with the pain, your depression is due to you feeling worthless so try and self-study something you can do at home. Be glad you're not responsable for this, and if your parents have the gall to treat you like shit tell them to fuck off and remind them they gave this to you, you have the right to be pissed off at the whole world at this point. As for your girlfriend she did the right thing, at best you'll get a relationship when you're older and sex isn't a necessity,
only surgery, but the doctors don't want me to use this way, they say it's too dangerous
Asher Morris
How many government agencies don you think are currently in this thread?
Aaron Peterson
France has terrible welfare for French people, it's actually better to be an illegal ahmed with 45 children
Jacob Morgan
> have you tried psychadelic drugs?
I advise mescaline, DMT, Psylocibin (shrooms), LSD or Ayahuasca if you got a shaman friend. Shit will show you the reason of your life, what to do next and whatnot, if you'll focus hard enough. Don't become a fucking junkie though, use them as a bridge, not as a road.
Other than that, you're obviously not too damaged to write on the internet, so you might as well try to write book(s). Or become an internet blogger... still so many possibilities for you to have a decent life, as long as you're mentally alright.
Zachary Perez
Find a coal burner and kill her entire familly.
Owen Cox
good idea. there are a lot of freelance sites (e.g., upwork). most of them are pretty shit and attract stingy clients, but you can get a lot of experience that way.
do your first couple of jobs for next to nothing just for positive feedback. you could develop good relationships with some clients like this and get referrals.
you'll get many times the rates you see on these sites if you find clients directly. ($75-$150+/hr vs $15-$30/hr)
Juan Phillips
>hate the jews so much must kill
seek help
Jayden Barnes
Is the alternative never getting well?
Ian Nelson
I had a relative with spinal cancer, and the doctors didn't want to operate because it was too dangerous.
You know what happened?
She died. Of spinal cancer.
Jace Adams
insight bias
Nicholas Powell
>canada >healthcare
Robert Kelly
Take the gamble, you've got nothing to lose other than a life that is miserable already. Doctors are obliged to say that to you because if you die and they suggested it then they can be sued.
Adrian Hill
F
Aaron Thomas
>I advise mescaline, DMT, Psylocibin (shrooms), LSD or Ayahuasca if you got a shaman friend.
Leo Ortiz
Believe in Marion, she'll save you my friend.
Jose Morgan
You can get weapons in the deepweb accessed with tor browser
Luis Butler
>muh First World problems
pressure makes diamonds; all else crumbles as coal
John Wright
i see your point, and i'm not affraid with death, i just want the pain and the feelbads.jpg to leave me alone
Eli Wright
That's fuckin life, isn't it?
There's nothing you can do. You have to make the best of a bad situation. Write a book. Learn programming. Learn about God. Do something in your situation.
Just remember you can't reverse the situation. You have to embrace it.
t'es d'ou jacques ? etampes c'était pour un IRM, mais je vis dans le 91
Brody Cox
>case 1: >no surgery, cancer metastasizes, patient dies >case 2: >surgery, cancer metastasizes, patient dies >case 3: >surgery, cancer successfully removed, but complications in the spine caused damage, patient lives wheelchair-bound >case 4: >surgery, cancer successfully removed, patient lives happily ever after It was obviously malignant as she had died.
Luis Morris
This is the result of "free" health care.
Connor Torres
don't do it! you must watch the world burn. it will be fun. well worth it m8
Jose Williams
when you find a way to psychologically overcome all this, become a motivational speaker and write a book on your experience
Tyler Gomez
...
Ayden Gray
>That'd be illegal and wrong. :^)
i guess it's a terrible idea my dear friend :DDD i wonder if i would need a silver bullet to get rid of Merkel
Charles Perry
Sorry 2 here ur pozd up frenck bro
Joshua Robinson
Ris Orangis
Easton Hall
yallo op. If i were you: - if i'm a faggot uncapable of good an heroism, i take the surgery or kill myself. - if i'm the real alpha male, i kill every jew and police officer on my way to heaven. justice served.
Grayson Clark
Stay strong brother.
Jace Price
>STOP DRUGS >START INCOME >GET SEX
simple. If you are a man, you will overcome.
Jack Powell
It's because you're an asshole that generalizes and hates entire groups of people that shit came onto you, it's called Karma, Pierre.
Juan Taylor
your words really warm my hearth user, thanks. I grew up as an atheist in a 100% libtard familly, but even if i don't buy the mythology around it, i have limitless respect to Jesus Christ, maybe becoming a #christmissile is the solution, i really dk
Lincoln Sanchez
Evry
Aaron Myers
Get hiv pos and your t cells will be too fucked to do ant damage.
Cameron Brown
But did you consult private doctors?
The socialized ones we have dealt with always recommend putting people down with a morphine overdose. Old and infection? Put her down. Heart attack? Oh sorry, but it's best to put him down.
They are completely useless and don't care about people because putting people down is what they do all day.
Gavin Bennett
>be me
I think you need to go back you know where.
Eli Davis
Alors tu expériences la misère environnementale aussi
Brody Watson
Can you make the rain stop in Paris for Roland Garros to resume?
Jeremiah Carter
Go to other surgeons and get their opinions, show the medical reports, etc.
Demand surgery to relieve the pain.
Nathaniel Long
Well, at least you don't have herpes like me. Hope that makes you feel better m8.
Keep on living though. Does pot help at all?
Also, don't get fat. You might want to start eating just salad.
Caleb Fisher
Well now that you're wheelchair-bound you might as well create 16chan.
Anthony Morgan
i'm too poor for the travel for the moment, but will have some infos about it, thx user
About the diet, i eat junkfood most of the time, i tried a calcium-free diet with mitigate success for the moment
Ethan Rivera
Convert to Islam/do it in it's name before doing it user.
Sebastian Ross
>jew hater >true to life sob story
Have you thought of becoming a politician and champion hospital reform and anti-globalism for FN?
Jayden Cooper
If I ever turn into a hard disabled like you, I would for sure kill myself. I would written a manifesto and kill myself.
I think people should have the right to kill themself
You don't have to do it of course
Brandon Stewart
Hello op
I have had AS for 5 years now Are you recently diagnosed?
It gets better when you find the right medication!!
Some tips: Don't try bs diets, they have no impact whatsoever and ruin your morale. Go swimming. Do it. Physiotherapy. Do it. Don't try to "man up and endure the pain" and take your medication. Suffering for no reason is retarded.
Ama I'll try to respond, posting from my phone at work
Zachary Barnes
Christ, how common is this shit?
Landon Phillips
thanks Enzo, yeah the state pay for my medication, and made good job so far from what i know, i don't blame it for once. My parents are very supportive and know it's a difficult path i'm in, they are really great beside the bluepill they swallow on a daily basis. About the sex it is impossible to perform so i can understand her, even if she is a fucking slut at least i'm aware of it now.
Brody Hill
I like this
David Lee
tramadol can get you high bro. take like 300mg
Kayden Garcia
What do you work? How it affects you? Do you receive welfare? What are your hobbies? Have you thinked on killed yourself? Do you have friends, girlfriend?
William Harris
read OP's post again faggot >i take between 700 and 900mg of tramadol each day