ENOUGH

Here is the story
> be me
> be a normal guy since forever until 25yo and with an happy life.
>1 and half year ago i start to have extremely painfull back pains.
> it hurt so much i litterally have to stop everything : job, parties, walks in the wood, to come back to my parent's basement to get some help
> gf leave me ofc
> even lose self esteem while my mom have to hold the bucket i piss in because i can't even move to the bathroom to piss
> after fews months and a lot of exams they finally discover an aggravated form of ankylosing spondylitis and i'm HLAB27 positive
> doc say me "wazzup bruh u'll hav dis shiet foreva, enjoy ya wheelchair soon" :(((
> since this day i'm a pure shit, a waste of time and money for myself and my relatives, i take between 700 and 900mg of tramadol each day, with various others painkillers,
anti inflammatories and muscle relaxants who transformated me into zombie. I lurk and shitpost since this very moment desu

I can't handle this situation anymore, i'm being so depressed since that i can't stop to think about suicide. But i hate so much the jews that i can't handle the fact killing myself without taking at least one jew's life.

What do Sup Forums ?

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Thank you for updating your blog, Jean-Jacques Picard

i hope my NEETbux come from greece

don't do suicide. I have no other useful advice

If you want to make a real impact do something symbolic against the refugees or the feminists. I guarantee you Sup Forums pushes it to the front page of every news site on earth.

Have a friend with AS he quit the narcotics and smokes weed erryday. Still dont work though. Plays video games amd reads all day.

When the White Revolution starts in Europe, you will help operate safe houses for our people and will be a useful ally.

Stay alive. Even someone who can't move can help, and we're going to need all the help we can get.

have you tried the dude weed lmao meme

shoot up a synagog

Blow yourself up inside of a bank. You'll get at least one jew there

If your going to go out, leave a long-winded suicide note about Sup Forums and then go and shoot up a mosque or a rapefugee center.

Save up for exo-skeleton legs and shoot up some shitskins, I guess.

Had a similar situation a while back, had to quit my job and could do nothing but lie in bed all day and even that was painful. Get a second opinion from a spine specialist, my first doctor fucked me and told me there was nothing to be done but I'm free of pain now after surgery. Stay strong life's not over yet

Learn programming, graphics design, or any kind of job you could do without moving; then help the white race from your chair.

LOL is the docs name actually "Dr. I Amdidouche"... thats douchetastic. Get a second opinion in a country that doesn't have socialized medicine. You may be surprised what a doctor who works for profit may find.

Was thinking about that, but carrying a weapon, especially automatics one, is almost impossible in France, how can i get a weapon ? I just know here in France we don't need legal aut. to carry black powder guns, will be enough ?

I'm sorry man. I have had a ton of back issues too. Its really slowed me down and Ive put a bunch of weight on.

Nothing even close to what you're going through.

Stick around though. Things might get interesting. You never know.

Best idea so far desu. Also, learn languages (russian, spanish, chinese...) if you can.

Why are they prescribing that much tramadol to you? You should never take more than 400 mg/day part of it because it can induce seizures. Why aren't they prescribing you something stronger instead?

Self-educate, make real money. Get high while waiting for good virtual reality tech and when prosthetics get good get 'em.

yes i'm on weed since forever, i love it but def. not helping me with the illness

The NEETbux of Greece comes from the rest of the Eurozone, including France.

Is there any possibility of recovery?

Go to gracetoyou.org and browse sermons

Kek has spoken and he doesn't want you to end yourself.

dont be a burden, kill yourself. fuck it take some migrants out with you. be the hero we deserve

it was a pretty hot sandnigress chick :3
I saw others specialists but the conclusion is always the same for the moment.

Out-Jew the Jews.

He wants you to get on a 747 and take lives!

have you tried seeing a french doctor rather than a sandnigger shit ?

>Was thinking about that, but carrying a weapon, especially automatics one, is almost impossible in France, how can i get a weapon ?

Join the islamic state. They recruit at the nearest refugee centre, or failing that the nearest mosque (which in France is probably across the street).

oh and by the way it seems we don't live that far apart from each others if you're in étampes

Don't kill anyone OP. You're story is very heartbreaking and I love you. If you are a Christian remember "I will make those who are of the synagogue of Satan, who claim to be Jews though they are not, but are liars--I will make them come and fall down at your feet and acknowledge that I have loved you."

Don't act in anger and keep your heart pure. You are being offered a massive challenge to prove your loyalty to our Lord, Jesus Christ. Stay strong.

>aggravated form of ankylosing spondylitis

You are pretty much fucked desu senpai.

I was going to see if I could recommend some non-sanctioned meds or drugs, but not even that will help. You'll already get the dankest opiates to deal with pain.

> i'm being so depressed since that i can't stop to think about suicide

You can do something about your outlook though. Yes, you'll die. You knew that already, right?

You might be in such pain you will want to end it early. Since you're on Sup Forums you should know about helium tanks already, but why bother with that - save up on morphine tablets over time, until it's time.

> But i hate so much the jews that i can't handle the fact killing myself without taking at least one jew's life.

Not going to help. Although you could get your names in the history books easily if you took some traitor politicians with you.
Not saying you should, of course. That'd be illegal and wrong. :^)

But we still talk about Gavrilo Princip and John Wilkes Booth and Lee Harvey Oswald. One man can make a difference.

Unrelated picture.

impossible, i look like a fucking giant neonazi, plus i just want to puke and chimpout around arabs

I hear ya but... don't trust your life to a sandnig or a woman. America has some pretty world renowned specialists in the way of spinal issues. Maybe take a trip here? Won't be cheap but, the alternatives are worst than the costs imo.

how's your diet? I mean healthy or junkfood etc. You'd be surprised how much a good healthy diet can change things and I know this is easier said than done but prob need to get off the jew meds too, the shekel collectors aren't doing you any favors.

You should try doing dabs, and eating hash oil instead of the narcotics.

It may not work, but it's worth a try.
If it alleviates the pain enough to cope, you'll still be able to function much better than you do on narcotics.

It can't hurt to try.

thanks lad, at least i have a very great RARE collection now

Just read plebpedia's article, just pray for whatever god you believe in you'll at least be able to die in peace.
Also is welfare in France utter shit ? Looks like you're completely disabled, at the very least the state should pay for your meds and someone to help you.
After that looks like you have to deal with the pain, your depression is due to you feeling worthless so try and self-study something you can do at home.
Be glad you're not responsable for this, and if your parents have the gall to treat you like shit tell them to fuck off and remind them they gave this to you, you have the right to be pissed off at the whole world at this point.
As for your girlfriend she did the right thing, at best you'll get a relationship when you're older and sex isn't a necessity,

Dont let it stop you! Check this Spondilitis dude youtu.be/EcqDZ2XMRDA

only surgery, but the doctors don't want me to use this way, they say it's too dangerous

How many government agencies don you think are currently in this thread?

France has terrible welfare for French people, it's actually better to be an illegal ahmed with 45 children

> have you tried psychadelic drugs?

I advise mescaline, DMT, Psylocibin (shrooms), LSD or Ayahuasca if you got a shaman friend.
Shit will show you the reason of your life, what to do next and whatnot, if you'll focus hard enough. Don't become a fucking junkie though, use them as a bridge, not as a road.

Other than that, you're obviously not too damaged to write on the internet, so you might as well try to write book(s). Or become an internet blogger... still so many possibilities for you to have a decent life, as long as you're mentally alright.

Find a coal burner and kill her entire familly.

good idea. there are a lot of freelance sites (e.g., upwork). most of them are pretty shit and attract stingy clients, but you can get a lot of experience that way.

do your first couple of jobs for next to nothing just for positive feedback. you could develop good relationships with some clients like this and get referrals.

you'll get many times the rates you see on these sites if you find clients directly. ($75-$150+/hr vs $15-$30/hr)

>hate the jews so much must kill

seek help

Is the alternative never getting well?

I had a relative with spinal cancer, and the doctors didn't want to operate because it was too dangerous.

You know what happened?

She died. Of spinal cancer.

insight bias

>canada
>healthcare

Take the gamble, you've got nothing to lose other than a life that is miserable already.
Doctors are obliged to say that to you because if you die and they suggested it then they can be sued.

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>I advise mescaline, DMT, Psylocibin (shrooms), LSD or Ayahuasca if you got a shaman friend.

Believe in Marion, she'll save you my friend.

You can get weapons in the deepweb accessed with tor browser

>muh First World problems

pressure makes diamonds; all else crumbles as coal

i see your point, and i'm not affraid with death, i just want the pain and the feelbads.jpg to leave me alone

That's fuckin life, isn't it?

There's nothing you can do. You have to make the best of a bad situation. Write a book. Learn programming. Learn about God. Do something in your situation.

Just remember you can't reverse the situation. You have to embrace it.

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josephprince.org/daily-grace/praise-reports/single/healed-from-20-year-excruciating-back-pain-after-watching-sermon/

youtube.com/watch?v=JfRGkm47N5c

>he got a weak back

Should've started lifting

t'es d'ou jacques ? etampes c'était pour un IRM, mais je vis dans le 91

>case 1:
>no surgery, cancer metastasizes, patient dies
>case 2:
>surgery, cancer metastasizes, patient dies
>case 3:
>surgery, cancer successfully removed, but complications in the spine caused damage, patient lives wheelchair-bound
>case 4:
>surgery, cancer successfully removed, patient lives happily ever after
It was obviously malignant as she had died.

This is the result of "free" health care.

don't do it! you must watch the world burn. it will be fun. well worth it m8

when you find a way to psychologically overcome all this, become a motivational speaker and write a book on your experience

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>That'd be illegal and wrong. :^)

i guess it's a terrible idea my dear friend :DDD
i wonder if i would need a silver bullet to get rid of Merkel

Sorry 2 here ur pozd up frenck bro

Ris Orangis

yallo op.
If i were you:
- if i'm a faggot uncapable of good an heroism, i take the surgery or kill myself.
- if i'm the real alpha male, i kill every jew and police officer on my way to heaven.
justice served.

Stay strong brother.

>STOP DRUGS
>START INCOME
>GET SEX


simple. If you are a man, you will overcome.

It's because you're an asshole that generalizes and hates entire groups of people that shit came onto you, it's called Karma, Pierre.

your words really warm my hearth user, thanks. I grew up as an atheist in a 100% libtard familly, but even if i don't buy the mythology around it, i have limitless respect to Jesus Christ, maybe becoming a #christmissile is the solution, i really dk

Evry

Get hiv pos and your t cells will be too fucked to do ant damage.

But did you consult private doctors?

The socialized ones we have dealt with always recommend putting people down with a morphine overdose. Old and infection? Put her down. Heart attack? Oh sorry, but it's best to put him down.

They are completely useless and don't care about people because putting people down is what they do all day.

>be me

I think you need to go back you know where.

Alors tu expériences la misère environnementale aussi

Can you make the rain stop in Paris for Roland Garros to resume?

Go to other surgeons and get their opinions, show the medical reports, etc.

Demand surgery to relieve the pain.

Well, at least you don't have herpes like me. Hope that makes you feel better m8.

Keep on living though. Does pot help at all?

Also, don't get fat. You might want to start eating just salad.

Well now that you're wheelchair-bound you might as well create 16chan.

i'm too poor for the travel for the moment, but will have some infos about it, thx user

About the diet, i eat junkfood most of the time, i tried a calcium-free diet with mitigate success for the moment

Convert to Islam/do it in it's name before doing it user.

>jew hater
>true to life sob story

Have you thought of becoming a politician and champion hospital reform and anti-globalism for FN?

If I ever turn into a hard disabled like you, I would for sure kill myself. I would written a manifesto and kill myself.

I think people should have the right to kill themself

You don't have to do it of course

Hello op

I have had AS for 5 years now
Are you recently diagnosed?

It gets better when you find the right medication!!

Some tips:
Don't try bs diets, they have no impact whatsoever and ruin your morale.
Go swimming. Do it.
Physiotherapy. Do it.
Don't try to "man up and endure the pain" and take your medication. Suffering for no reason is retarded.

Ama I'll try to respond, posting from my phone at work

Christ, how common is this shit?

thanks Enzo, yeah the state pay for my medication, and made good job so far from what i know, i don't blame it for once.
My parents are very supportive and know it's a difficult path i'm in, they are really great beside the bluepill they swallow on a daily basis.
About the sex it is impossible to perform so i can understand her, even if she is a fucking slut at least i'm aware of it now.

I like this

tramadol can get you high bro. take like 300mg

What do you work?
How it affects you?
Do you receive welfare?
What are your hobbies?
Have you thinked on killed yourself?
Do you have friends, girlfriend?

read OP's post again faggot
>i take between 700 and 900mg of tramadol each day

Damn bro, get money and hooks before you go

youtube.com/watch?v=ozMuy_k4Nrg

Always keep on pushing.
It's all a matter of belief.

Do you think life is valuable? Then keep it up.

Do some online business or some volunteer work in your community. Just don't be useless and don't give up on anything. See another doctor

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The only valid option is get rid of the medical jew and follow the teaching of Wim Hof and practice his method, trust me bro it'll improve