Sup Forums I think I need some serious mental help

Sup Forums I think I need some serious mental help

>back in high school/college jerk off daily, sometimes 3 times a day
>get a serious GF whose at a different college
>late college I start getting bored of this
>Start fucking literal prostitutes
>always feel like shit about cheating on my girlfriend
>keep fucking on average 1 prostitute a week, and only jerking off maybe once a week
>marry said girl
>shes down to fuck whenever I am
>I just get more of a rush from prostitutes
>my porn taste is about as fucked up as you would imagine someone on Sup Forums to be.
>about 6 months ago I tell myself I have got to stop fucking whores
>tighten up my act, try to focus on more positives things in life
>Stop fucking prostitutes
>now jerking off maybe twice a week
>beginning of the year I decided to stop watching porn and jerking off because I feel like it makes me get off to more extreme stuff (Gangbangs, gloryholes, shit, Animals)
>this also lowers my interest in my wife because vanilla sex with her isnt interesting to me
>havent watched porn or jerked off since new year
>today I snapped and fucked a hooker instead

Should I just go back to porn, or try to man the fuck up and kick both of these habits?

>dumping the porn I keep saved for Sup Forums threads

You gotta man up and completely quit. its the only way to stop

i think if it bothers you, then you should definitely kick the habits.

But its weird, when I get the idea of doing either on my mind its like im in autopilot. Today while I was driving to the whore, I kept telling myself it was wrong and I didnt want to do it, yet my body kept going.

I dont know how to describe it.

>doesn't ease his wife into doing fetish and roleplay

What's wrong with you plebs

Not really sure how I could ease her into getting shit on by a dog through a gloryhole.

Who cares your wife is probably fucking jamal

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I've convinced my wife to have threesome's with me and another gal, we both agree on a girl and just go for it. Works out pretty well because my wife is bi. I get to fuck a new chick but so does she. We've slowed down recently but we used to have a new girl once or twice a month.

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What is your wife into OP?

How much do you pay for the prostitutes? That seems like it would add up alot over time

if you're boring and into squirting/pissing, choose sth from my 500GB porn collection ;) (>80% JAV)

That's some deep shit user...I'm in the same type of boat without the hookers, my girl just lays there like a fish.... fucked her a few times when she was blackout drunk passed out. Better than fish fucking imo

anywhere from 60 for a dirty backpage prostitute to 300 for a high end college age escort.

Im never upset about the money, just about the fact that im doing something so fucked up to my wife.

Quagmire ITT.

why don't you take your wife into the shower and piss on her before fucking her?

sounds like you need to pick up a hobby. start lifting weights... also, guns are a ton of fun - I recommend getting something like a .22 pistol and a few hundred rounds and go to the range and shoot it all. really clears the mind.

Trying to get my gf into this. We've had a couple 3s with one of her friends, but when it comes to picking up strange, she talks a big game, but chickens out in the end every time.

Shes not into that, and I understand that the shit I am into is not something to expect from most people. I would say shes being selfish if it was something simple like she doesnt want to swallow, or let me eat her ass but shes down for all of that.

I already lift weights and own around 30ish firearms. I do a lot of reloading.

Thats the thing like she may run to the grocery store for an hour and I wont even be thinking about sex, and as soon as she leaves something in my head clicks and I start browsing for prostitutes.

Kys cheater

Primal lust and an instinct to satisfy your own needs.
A real man shows discipline. Man the fuck up you cunt. Stop cheating on your gf/wife

You're fucked op. If you don't have any kids I'd just end the marriage. You have hidden too much from her for too long

Agreed

>whiteknights

Just keep fucking whores OP