Ask a Schizophrenic anything.
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Ask a Schizophrenic anything
What's the deal with airline food?
>What's the deal with airline food?
Dunno never been on a plane.
Do you exercise? and if so, do the voices in your head motivate you
>Do you exercise?
No, not really.
>and if so, do the voices in your head motivate you
No, they aren't the motivational type. If anything it's the opposite.
Do you believe in crazy shit like aliens, magic or mindreaders like some schizos do
Why is shinobu so cute??
are the voices always negative?
>Do you believe in crazy shit
>Crazy shit
>Aliens
Pick one nigga.
But, yes. I do believe in all of those things.
Mind reading is an art. Magic = science. Aliens are a nobrainer if you know anything about anything.
>Why is shinobu so cute??
Cus Shinobu a qt.
>are the voices always negative?
No, not always. They're mostly just indifferent.
Doggo bump
Do you think you'd stop believing in those things and be bound by normie logic if you got on the meds?
>Do you think you'd stop believing in those things and be bound by normie logic if you got on the meds?
No. The meds only really help with psychosis, hallucinations, etc.
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Last Bump then I'm gonna go play some vidya or something
Does it make you feel down or less worthy because of scizophrenia? Also, is it genetic in your case?
What do the voices say?
Do they have personalities?
Would you be able to draw what they look like(if they look like anything)?
>Does it make you feel down or less worthy because of scizophrenia?
That's an interesting one. It makes me feel superior and inferior. Tough one to explain.
>What do the voices say?
They don't really "say" anything. It's primarily just random syllables or word salad. If they speak coherently they're usually talking about whatever I'm thinking, or commenting on what I'm doing.
>Do they have personalities?
Yeah, somewhat. One of them is a bitch, but in a nice way? (usually)
One is really nice, and supportive, but doesn't really talk.
The other is just kind of there.
>Would you be able to draw what they look like
They don't have physical representations.
Superior and inferior? Heh. Does not sound too bad. Are those voices present as a type of personality?
>Superior and inferior? Heh.
Yeah, it's a bit of a strange one. I don't really believe the things that I believe.
>Does not sound too bad.
It's a bit odd, but not too bad.
>Are those voices present as a type of personality?
It seems you may be referring to something akin to DID (Dissociative Identity Disorder)? If that's the case, no.
But they do have their own personalities, and fears and such.
Do you like people discussing your hallucinations? Would it not fuck with you if you were with a group of people, and then they started asking you about them, even looking towards the hallucination if you told them about it?
Not necessarily referring to "DID". Schizophrenia can come in different forms and other individuals may or may not react differently. What is certain though is that it does not happen or occur like most think or like to think.
Are your hallucinations auditory or visual in nature? What do you see/hear?
>mind reading
Can you like tell what fruit I'm thinking of?
What do you think about Adolf Hitler?
>Do you like people discussing your hallucinations?
It doesn't really bother me. But, I don't tell people about them IRL.
>Would it not fuck with you if you were with a group of people, and then they started asking you about them
No, not really. It'd be a little strange, but that's about it.
>even looking towards the hallucination
Well, considering most of my hallucinations are auditory that'd be really strange.
>What is certain though is that it does not happen or occur like most think or like to think.
Yes, I wish more people knew this. There are a lot of misconceptions about it.
>Are your hallucinations auditory or visual in nature?
Primarily auditory. I do get both though.
>What do you see
Disembodied heads, dead animals, bugs/small animals crawling on me. Very tall (roughly the height of a door frame) black shadow figure that wears a cowboyish hat? and has no eyes. Stands in doorways and just stares at me
>/hear?
Voices, ambient sounds like birds, buzzing, ringing. Etc.
>Can you like tell what fruit I'm thinking of?
An apple.
An apple cut in half long ways.
>What do you think about Adolf Hitler?
He was a really bad dude. Got a lot of shit done though.
Misconceptions or not. I believe that one has to reach a certain level of understanding by getting in either the same situation or a similar one. How does schizophrenia impact you user? Is it mostly negative/positive or indiferent?
>I believe that one has to reach a certain level of understanding by getting in either the same situation or a similar one.
This is very true. There's only so much you can learn by being told, or reading a book, or what have you.
>How does schizophrenia impact you user? Is it mostly negative/positive or indiferent?
I would say mostly negative. Nothing really positive comes out of it. Except being able to connect with other crazy people on a level that even they don't except.
Are you a fan of video games? And if so, do you notice yourself going through phases of being really into games of a certain nature?
Lately I've been playing a lot of counter strike, insurgency, borderlands etc but I don't feel my behavior is any more "violent" than usual, just my taste in entertainment. Do you relate to this or is it just me?
>Are you a fan of video games?
Quite. It's how I spend most of my days.
>And if so, do you notice yourself going through phases of being really into games of a certain nature?
Yes. Recently I've been playing an asston of LoL. Before that, I was on a survival game binge.
>Do you relate to this or is it just me?
Yeah, I would say I do relate to that quite a bit.
Do you get disability?
How did you realize you have schizophrenia? What did you think of it prior to the diagnoses?
Also whats the funniest thing youve heard in your mind?
Experienced some things myself. I wouldn't say that I am a schizophrenic or anything, but I do read a bit of psychology and pretty much anything related to the human body and its processes. I think my past experiences contributed to 'breaking' the old me and then made something new from the pieces, still the same but different.
>I would say mostly negative
That sucks. I hope it does not break your motivation in general. I cannot really say that I would know what it is like, but I believe it's either indifferent or somewhat hard to put up with it.
Post moar shinobu lewds
>Do you get disability?
SSI. Unrelated to Schizo tho.
>How did you realize you have schizophrenia?
Well, a psychologist. I suspected something was wrong with me, but I didn't really know what.
>What did you think of it prior to the diagnoses?
Just that something was wrong with my head.
>Also whats the funniest thing youve heard in your mind?
Hard to say, I forget just about everything.
>I hope it does not break your motivation in general.
It does every now and then, but I'll survive.
>but I believe it's either indifferent or somewhat hard to put up with it.
That's pretty much what it is.
>Post moar shinobu lewds
I'm running out of lewds.
is New England going to win the superbowl?
>is New England going to win the superbowl?
No.
>Also whats the funniest thing youve heard in your mind?
>Hard to say, I forget just about everything.
Heh right? Most of the more memorable things that made me laugh were very context based and rather meta so most of them likely wouldn't even be funny to other people if I did remember them
STOP GIVING HER DISGUSTING HUGE BOOBS! SHES A CUTE GIRL, NOT A FUCKING FAT COW
>It does every now and then, but I'll survive.
I'm sure you will.
Have you had schizophrenia for a long time?
Do.you see shadow people?
>were very context based and rather meta
That's basically the gist of it. I tend to wind up thinking about a lot of existential things too. Then forget whatever I was thinking about like 2 minutes later, or how I got to the conclusion I came to.
>STOP GIVING HER DISGUSTING HUGE BOOBS!
I DIDN'T DRAW THAT user!
>Have you had schizophrenia for a long time?
I believe I've had it my whole life.
>Do.you see shadow people?
I've only ever seen one.
Why do you like underdevoloped little girls? Is it your mental illness?
>Why do you like underdevoloped little girls?
Cus they're cute.
>Is it your mental illness?
I onno, probably.
Does schizotards have superpowers?
yea I see various shadow people but one in particular is always following me
It is probably he second mental illness. This guy was obviously born with a few screws loose.
>Does schizotards have superpowers?
Yeah, I guess you could say that.
>but one in particular is always following me
The one I see doesn't really follow me. He just shows up every now and then like he's mocking me.
>This guy was obviously born with a few screws loose.
More than a few.
So does you actually like actual children or just the lolli cartoons?
>So does you actually like actual children or just the lolli cartoons?
Just the loli cartoons, probably.
How do i know if i got it?
Too poorfag for psychs
I'm pretty sure im at least paranoid
>How do i know if i got it?
A doctor.
>Too poorfag for psychs
I'm pretty sure there are programs to help with that.
Do you feel hot when you see little girls?
Do schizo ppl glow in the darkness?
All of your life? That sounds bothersome.
>Do you feel hot when you see little girls?
Nope. Nor do I feel like that when I see lolis.
>Do schizo ppl glow in the darkness?
A little bit.
>All of your life? That sounds bothersome.
Yeah, that's a pretty good way of putting it.
How to masturbate beautiful woman on public without getting caught? As I am in new city for 5 days and there are lot of beautiful woman in this city.
How to get girlfriend I don't have one.
I am male.
How to get woman as a friend? I am 18 yrs old don't have any friends
I need a girlfriend? How can I find one?
I am stalking woman on FB. I don't have any friends.
I love to stalk every woman from 17-26 on Internet. I am doing this from 2014 and I was 14 age. I do alone secertly
It is my favourite hobby. No ones knows it even my parents because if they find out they won't be happy :)
Stalking a woman is the best as long nothing cross limit
How to get a gf on internet? I am single 18 years old don't have any friends.
What is dumbass? Are you a dumbass?
What is sexually frustrated? Am I sexually frustrated?
What is poo and pee? Are you and me both or them are poo and pee?
What is Linux?
What is Operating system?
What is Firefox? am i Firefox?
What is 64-bit computer?
What is dumb?
What is Opera?
What is chrome?
What is firefox?
You have a gf for males or bf for females? Both of you should pee each other.
Fat woman are so ugly even beautiful fat woman are ugly too.
You have to be patience.
You should pee yourself in pants.
What is masturbation? I think i do 3 times a day
What will happen if the person is unable to pay his/her debt?
How to get a gf. If you dont know about this so go pee your partner especially if its gf for males or bf for female
Do you poo and pee everyday?
>How to masturbate beautiful woman on public without getting caught?
Uhh.. I dunno. Just don't get caught.
>How to get girlfriend I don't have one.
Just talk to people. With your mouth.
>How to get woman as a friend?
See above. Talk with chicks. See a cute grill you wanna talk to? Walk up to her and chat.
>How to get a gf on internet?
Same as the last two answers. Talk to them.
>What is dumbass?
Someone who is very dumb.
>Are you a dumbass?
Aren't we all?
>What is sexually frustrated?
Being unable to have sex, basically.
>Am I sexually frustrated?
Seems like it.
>Are you and me both or them are poo and pee?
Yep.
So let me get this straight. There are some people who like lolli but not little girls.
Best gril hideri, right?
>There are some people who like lolli but not little girls.
Of course, there are, user.
>Best gril hideri, right?
No, Shinobu.
So are those who like lolli and not little girls considered pedofags?
I freaked out because I made pretty much make the same kinds of threads as my schizophrenia develops aha.
>So are those who like lolli and not little girls considered pedofags?
No, lolicons.
>I freaked out
Why would that make you freak out?
Why is Shinobu the best girl? What makes her the best in your opinion?
(I don't disagree that Shinobu is the best, but I want to know why you think she is the best.)
Hi schinobu
how it's going
>Why is Shinobu the best girl?
>qt as fuck
>Vampire
>Loyal as fuck
>Also qt
>500 years old
>Loli
>Hi schinobu
Hello.
>how it's going
It's going alright, how about you?
Paranoid schizophrenia, sometimes I blank out and forget shit.
Is that the only wei?
No only cia niggers do that
>Is that the only wei?
Yeah, kinda.
>sometimes I blank out and forget shit.
What does that have to do with your previous post though?
>Yeah, kinda
Guess I won't be getting my official schizo card then
It's nice to know
Me
I still depressed
like always
Nothing new . . .
Do your voices have names? I'm a schizo who's done group therapy and everyone in the fucking room had names for their voices but me.
Oh yeah I wasn't sure if I'd made this post and forgot that I'd OP'd id, then stumbled back onto it (it's happened before). The big shifts in reality get to me.
Not OP but I wouldn't say names but personalities of sorts I guess.
>Guess I won't be getting my official schizo card then
Oh well, try and save up some money if you want to.
>Nothing new . . .
That's life for you..
>Do your voices have names?
No.. I think it's weird to name them..
>Oh yeah I wasn't sure if I'd made this post and forgot that I'd OP'd id, then stumbled back onto it
Oh I've never heard of anything like that before.
How do u know u know it’s a voice in your mind or you just thinking?
I'm aware of the personalities, but many schizos claim to have voices that have named themselves, or a recognizable celebrity's disembodied voice.
>try and save up some money if you want to
It's also because they want to take muh guns away
>inb4 you shouldn't have them anyway
Fuck you
I've always kind of wanted something like that with my voices but I've always had to pay attention to know "who" is "who".
Sometimes "they" will have a change in attitude which I like, though.
Yeah it's separate from the schizophrenia but they aren't nice when they overlap haha.
Not OP but it's definitely not just thinking. For one I rarely think in English words, I use concepts and put words to them while talking to someone, if that makes sense to you. As for "voices", for me they usually take the form of an idea, desire, or concept and it always has a certain alien feel to it, for lack of a better term. I can tell straight away that it's not me, but sometimes it's exact origin is unknown to me, only that it wasn't me.
>How do u know u know it’s a voice in your mind or you just thinking?
Well, I don't generally think in words. So that's kinda how.
>It's also because they want to take muh guns away
Just hide yo guns
Hide yo wife
>Fuck you
No, fuck you.
>Yeah it's separate from the schizophrenia
I see. That's still really weird. Did you suffer a head injury to cause that or something?
I'm a schizo too
How about those shadow people when you try to fall asleep
Not OP but they are the reason I take meds to sleep, other wise I'm to freaked out.
>For one I rarely think in English words, I use concepts and put words
Holy shit that's pretty much exactly how I think too.
>I'm a schizo too
Hello, Schiz/b/ro.
>How about those shadow people when you try to fall asleep
Can't say I've ever had that.
Is it normal/healthy to think in concepts?
What about just thinking in words?
Both?
I feel like I think in abstract concepts by default, and need to put words to them for "detail," but when I'm letting my mind wander both kinds of thinking sort of bounce of off each other. I can silence both at will.
Funnily enough yeah I did. Car accident, piece of metal got caught in my head which causes me to blank occasionally.
I get them if I don't sleep but it's fully fucked because I don't notice them until they're literally rising out of the ground, and then I snap to and they're gone. I hear maggots in my ears though that's what keeps me on my meds.
Hi there Schizo user.
I see. Is the vampire trait a sellout point for you?
I remember you from months ago. Have you zipped your Shinobu pics and uploaded them anywhere yet?
Not op but I mostly see them when I'm in a state of "easygoingness"
>Is it normal/healthy to think in concepts?
It's definitely not normal. I don't think it's unhealthy. Just different.
>What about just thinking in words?
Words is more common. I think the average person will think primarily in words.
>Both?
Not too sure about it.
>I can silence both at will.
Lucky you. I can never get my brain to shut up.
>Funnily enough yeah I did.
Oh damn, that's rough. Good thing you ain't ded though.
>Is the vampire trait a sellout point for you?
Yes, I love the idea of immortality. Even if it's only pseudo-immortality. As is in the case of vampires.
>Have you zipped your Shinobu pics and uploaded them anywhere yet?
Nope, I'm far too lazy still.
I daresay it's an objectively better way to think. Makes sense us shizos would take a liking to it, you know being the infalliable godlike machines we are :p
It has downsides, namely your ability to communicate your thoughts is restricted by your vocabulary and working memory, although the memory thing can be worked around to an extent. To me words exist purely as pointers to whatever concept they represent, so I occasionally do think in words but prefer to save the time taken "voicing it out" and retain the flexibility in constructing your thought. Flexibility is an amazing pro if you have disorganized thinking
>I daresay it's an objectively better way to think.
I would agree. I don't think we were ever supposed to think with words.
>you know being the infalliable godlike machines we are :p
kek
>It has downsides, namely your ability to communicate your thoughts
This is probably the biggest downside.
Trying to explain to someone that you're unable to communicate your thoughts because of this is a terribly difficult thing to do.
New rando anxiety/depression/OCD here.
I like vampires for the fangs and blood.
Concepts? Like, similar to situations in a way or more like mental representations? Because this feels familiar to me.
> I can never get my brain to shut up.
I just relax and let them "flow down the river" idk if this makes sense to you or not
>Oh damn, that's rough. Good thing you ain't ded though.
Haha yeah, living is aight.