Regrets thread. I'll start

Regrets thread. I'll start.

>Be 33
>Meet "the one" online, she's a lot younger (20)
>Decide to meet IRL
>Things are smashing for a year
>Had this daddy/daughter shit going on online
>We bring it over IRL so calling each other "daddy" and "baby girl" accompanied by sex with spankings whatever
>Fast forward another year
>Both start feel really fucking weird about it
>Regret from both sides over how awkward and uncomfortable it was
>Break it off, haven't spoken for 2 years
>Lost someone who was pretty much fucking perfect and had a that connection with over something retarded

Also yeah age gap but fuck it. So fucking bummed out, such a stupid mistake.

And clarification - we had a lot of rivalry / mind-games / dares we played on each other. We basically went too far with this one.

I'm sorry?...Things where what?

Side-note we also had a lot our own demons which didn't help a whole lot, in fact we both had break downs. I've been off drugs for many many years but damn these things stick.

Sorry, where did I fuck up with my English?

You shouldn't regret that Sup Forumsro, you lost someone who was going to be a burden to you, I guarantee

Nah man, you should have met her. She was the one. I know that sounds so generic but for real I've been with enough women to know when I've got that connection to the right person.

Makes me fucking cringe though the daddy/daughter crap.

>Be me
>Be in 10th grade English
>Reading Shakespeare
>Teacher gives us partner project on Shakespeare insults
>Can be in the form of rap battles
>ERB intensifies
>Me and partner, let's call him Jerry, make rap battle
>Hitler vs Stalin
>Practice German accent and wear a mustache to class
>Teacher had to tell people to clap
I rediscovered it as a Senior today, and it sent shivers down my spine. Can post it if you guys are interested.

Please do user.

post it nao or an hero.

I'm interested

Alright, here's the transcript with names changed. Part 1
>user
I am Adolf Hitler
I spit rhymes doper than Mcjager
I gassed the Jews
And I'll tell you now you're about to lose
I commanded the third reich
Now I'm owning you on this mic
I brought prosperity to Germany
And all you offered was shared dairy
In this competition I will be the Sieger
All you'll be is a wrenching shag-eared whipster
>Jerry
I beat all my rivals, you hideous clay-brained dewberry,
Feel the heat as you melt like snow underneath me,
Now listen up, you can hear my Soviet army coming towards you,
Your army will retreat from here when we come to destroy you.
>user
I went to the church and the steeple
All you did was kill your own people
You disgust me more than a hideous evil-eyed dogfish
But when I'm done you'll look like the Polish
You caused an unspoken war that lasted to the eighties
I built a car empire by the name of Mercedes
You couldn't even fire a bullet at the American dogs
However I was able to destroy the German synagogue
>Jerry
Bow down to me, warped ill-breeding haggard
You better watch out ‘cause my bullets don't go haphazard
I saw your people run away when I came through Germany with my swagger
Now you're about to be stabbed with my dagger.
My rhymes are impeccable
My rap skills are reputable
Your head looks like a hairball,
And your pride will be your downfall.

>user
You threaten me with your dagger?
Not even the crippled could be sadder
You are the original human germ
Otherwise known as a grizzled empty-hearted malt-worm
I conquered the French
When my Facist chill meets your communist flame, your flame will be quenched
>Jerry
This rap’s about over, rank onion-eyed hedge-pig,
But before I leave I have to say something big-
You are a terrible German fuhrer, you thought you were a ruler
But in the end, Soviet rule is the future.
Your mustache looks like mud on your face,
And to the Germans you brought disgrace.
You’re not even part of your own Aryan race,
Now it’s time for you to be replaced.

Aziz?

I'm surprised the teacher had to ask them to clap - this is pretty good actually.

>be me
>23 year old dude
>get a girl pregnant with a baby or whatever
>decide to bit the bullet and marry her a month after finding out shes preggers
>was having a thing with some dude for a while, hanging out, talking a lot etc.
>we had unbelievable chemistry
>after he found out I promised to marry this chick he confessed to me
>told him i felt the same way
>have sex
>pretty awesome
>turn him down and break his heart
>me and girl move to boston
>shes a fucking cunt, not taking care of herself and rarely going to the doctor for check ups
>work everyday to support us
>8 months later she miscarrages and we lose the baby
>she peices out
>I move back to hopefully find the dude I wanted to date
>people tell me he moved 2 weeks after I did
>never see him or hear from him again
>no social media or anything, Ive got nothing
>fast forward two years later
>haven't dated anyone
>depressed
>drinking
>full of regret

The End.

OP here I am so fucking sorry to hear that user.

Fuck that is awful I'm really sorry.

Is there no way of finding the guy?

This is what I mean - people you connect to on a whole other level. When people say "the one" I don't think they know wtf they mean until they actually meet someone like that and it destroys who you are *if* you fuck it up like I did.

Stop being a sad fag and put yourself out there. Shit happens, so move on and learn

Any license plates you know or any house adress you can search for to find previous residents any pictures of him you have? You know his full name? Im sure you can find him with those details

Yeah - phone number / full name / where they once lived? Email?

Ive started to kind of move on, its one of those "it is what it is" situations. I still have those "what if" moments a lot of the time and it makes me want to eat a bullet, but dwelling makes it a lot worse. I put myself back out there to a degree which is a step in the right direction. Being sad has changed nothing for me for 2 years so I have to try something different. Maybe someone similar will come along, and shutting off other people like I did will make me miss that person. I guess what im trying to say is just move on, it cant be any worse than staying put. Ok im done being a faggot now

None of that, I know his name but I get nothing from searching. No social media or anything, just kinda disappeared. I tried for 2 years and i guess im just done looking.

Being a dude and having emotions doesn't make you a faggot user, it's actually healthy to let it out.

Yeah what ifs are killers. I'm weak to that shit.

Currently in a relationship and I have so many what ifs, it's scary 'cos from experience I know when I start doubting things it's already over.

Do what you feel is best, I haven't moved on from that girl. I have tried - therapy, anti-depressants. I just... she's stuck in my head.

Who won? Whos next ? You decide.

I'd say give us the name but I get it if you feel uncomfortable. Or names of his family? That way we can find something.

Guessing he's not on Facebook.

Pff I probably wont do that, thanks though

If you have an email just shoot them some emails, also you can bash it into a search that checks thousands of sites to see if their is any other accounts linked to it along with adress maybe ask current tennats for their landlords name because you need to find who previously lived there

Also probably ask for that landlords number/email my bad shoulda said that in first response

Also you could try checking public reccords for him it might be way harder to find and sift trough but i dont see why you couldnt at least try

>be ugo pleb
>meet weirdo on SL
>weirdo is actually pretty cool
>weirdo lives far af
>talk all the time
>we get each other
>need to meet
>ff 6 yrs
>finally meet weirdo
>weirdo is fine af
>body is 10/10
>chemistry off the charts
>weirdo is perfect
>timer goes off
*welp gtg back to Merica
>never rly talk again

turns out we both had lied about a thing.

one of my biggest regrets in life is not being honest about one fucking thing.

i can't move on. no one comes remotely close. so i just wait for the sweet sweet embrace of death

You really fell for the meme shit, huh. The internet warped your perception of common and uncommon behavior. Now you know.

What was the thing dont keep us hanging

>be me, norwayfag
>have this shitposting account on fb so I could make the funnies with the friends :)
>make some decent posts, gets shared, gets frs from random people cause of it
>end up with tons of random fucks in my fl
>see this girl doing a livestream on fb
>Literally perfect looks, absolute qt.14
>Comment something along the lines of "you're cute!"
>I have a norwegian flag in my pfp because I'm a faggot
>she notices this and is apparently a really big fan of Norway (american grill btw)
>she exclaims "Norwegian flag boy! wow thank you!"
>feel kinda nice about it, made her smile
>couple weeks later
>she finds my account and messages me, basically saying the exact same thing i said in that comment
>we chat and get along so well
>we really get to know and like eachother
>Shesendsnudes.jpg
>Isendback.png
>wtfsheactuallylikesit.gif
>after that, we both slowly fall in love with each other
>this lasts for many months
>butproblemarises.gif
>she is apparently quite depressed, and the fact we're oceans apart isn't helping
>she starts thinking I think I'm too good for her, that I get other girls in Norway
>COULD NOT BE MORE WRONG
>I die a bit inside, knowing this.
>long story short, I break up with her because I do not want to cause her any more pain
>delete my beloved account
I wish I could help her
I wish I wasn't so weak
I wish I could still hear her voice
I'm so sorry

OP here. This is gonna seem creepy but I found her address. Should I visit?

Get in touch with her first if you're wanna visit, doing it spontaneously will prolly be creepy

we both were with other people

this

Yeah probably best. Man my heart is racing.

You finna try to get in touch with her?
if so, best of luck!

underrated but not by much

take solace in knowing that she was never going to stay with you. She was 20. 20 year olds don't end up with 33 year olds. They meet an older guy with a little maturity and a good job who can take them out to nice restaurants and buy them whatever they want in exchange for sex. Then they come to their senses in a few years and go back to dating guys their age.