I realize this isn't the old Sup Forums anymore I remember where it wasn't all trap porn and sick...

I realize this isn't the old Sup Forums anymore I remember where it wasn't all trap porn and sick,edgelord fucks trying to outdo each other by posting the most repulsive trap porn and other dregs of the internet, but will try in case anyone has an actual answer.

About 8 years ago during my second year old med school, took a trip to south america to see the mayan pyramids. While there, caught some sort of malady which turned into necrosis and caused me to actually lose my small toe while leaving me with horrible neuralgia to the point where showering is now a more painful experience than anything had ever perviously experienced in mil life (including breaking most of my bones in a car accident).

So right now, am on 120mg of methadone a day (by script, do t go to a clinic like a fucking degenerate) and 120, 2mg xanax and I STILL can't get it under control to where I can fucking work normally.

Does anyone else have a similar issue here and if so, how did you solve it? Anyone know if acupuncture, neurontin, etc.... Anyone else have a similar experience and can perhaps pas on some tips for how to deal with this and hopefully be able to get back to living a normal life and not have to take this shit anymore? Any serious answers sincerely appreciated.

Have you tried ketamine?

Is there ANYONE else here who has a prescription for methadone and still finds it's not doing fuck all for them? If so, have any of you found that trying to switch to....something else other than opiates but that would allow me to keep in he functuihh

Bet your ass wishes they didn't think going to south fucking america was a great idea now huh?

>ketamine?
hey don't write scripts for it in the US, dude, as far I know it's used as an animal tranquilizer. Years ago, you could go down to tijuana and get it and bring it back but those days are done now with all the new border stuff.

Qm I wrong? Do they now prescribe ketamine for pain stuff that would finally allow me to be off these miserable fucking opiates which do nothing anymore but leave me with an addiction ad about 10 days of misery when I try to get off them (which I ca and go get through OK...I saw a neurologist last month and he said he had no ideas, that in his advice I should just keep on the methadone and it's driving me nuts)/

Serious answer, kratom can help you once you stop methadone. about to see if I can't help you more.

Have you tried gabapentin? It sometimes is a game changer for nerve pain.

>was a great idea now huh?
Oh, save the fucking bullshit. If you live you life like that, might as well be fucking dead. This wasn't something that could be reasonably expected, and even all the tropical disease specialists have told me they can't even tell what it is. I didn't go there because it was "trendy" and I don't have a twaater or integral or any other social media bullshit to try to show off to people like a "basic bitch." I was a actually interested in tracing in the footsteps of Cortes, Pisarro, and Darwin and to the extent possible, follow their routes because I sensed it was all becoming a true tourist shithole with people who had no idea who "Darwin" even was and were nt copying a copy of his journal s I was and trying to follow in his footsteps.

Question now is, has anyone found anything other than strong opiates that seems to work for pain? For me, even the fent patch are no fucking good unless their are paired with a decent dosage of methadone.

>Do they now prescribe ketamine for pain stuff
Low doses of ketamine are currently being tried for various issues, including chronic pain and depression
You might have to talk to various pain doctors before you find one willing to give it a try in your case
Also as others have already said try Gabapentin as well
Stay away from Kratom, it's just another opioid and you don't ever want to be addicted to those

>This wasn't something that could be reasonably expected
hahahahah enjoy your retard pills retard

>kratom can help you once you stop methadone
I hear this. Actually ordered some...red vein this (???) I think it was called from a groups called mu-s-----" (won't mention full name in case it gets me in trouble). My problem...I'm not sure I go the right one or best kind, and due to FDA bullshit when you ask anyone in the US it has to be a discussion as to which one "has the best aroma," etc....

But if I could find a real kyatum type that worked, would love to fucking dump both the methadone and xanax after 10+ years that have made my life miserable in their own own,

>enjoy your retard pills
too edgy for me. Mummy lets you stay up this late on weekends, or is she still turning her tricks and so you aren't worried about her catching you posting from your phone while hiding under your blankey?

Don't cruise on kratom, but use it for the withdrawals. It saved a heroin addict I know. Take it, then wean off. Methadone won't let you do this.

you're so ANGery lol enjoy your lose cruise faggot

glad that obamacare is paying for your jobless ass addiction. fentanyl is the cure for you junky faggots. hope it kills you all off when you OD.

>Low doses of ketamine are currently being tried for various issues, including chronic pain and depression
this is interesting stuff, thanks user, will look into it. It's a fucking shame, because 8 years ago could have just ordered it and tried this method on myself, but no longer since customs and postal insertions now Stasi-like in desire to catch you for anything.

You recall which unis were doing the studies? I'll look it up, thanks mate.

I wish I could help you. It is now a state specific ban. It is used by shitheads as tea. Te answer is out there, I just don't know where. The person I know went to a rehab clinic in mexico that used kratom.

old b doc

quit complaining and get your 9-toe limping ass down to 3rd street, catch the D bus downtown, and meet a latin-american fellow named Martinez.

>paying for your jobless ass addiction.
I work for one of the biggest banks in the world and graduated from a 1-10 LS. I can assure you that I could buy and sell your worthless nigger ass based on my bonus alone fro this prior year, but thanks for the sentiment Pablo.

I can also state with complete confidence that at 29 years of age, I've already paid more taxes (both from my income and capital gains) than you ever will in your entire fucking life. Just because I'm constantly miserable and in pain, I still drag my ass out of bed each day at 5:30am and work for ~10 hours and the bring more work home. So please no ciic lectures from your ass about "obama-hones, obamacare, etc.." Pay more taxes in a single year than you ever will in your life, scum.

trying this hard. proof jobless faggot. all that racial projecting...guessing you live in the south, yet are still jobless. probably 25-30. it's so sad how defensive you get on an user board and how hard you project. it says a lot about your inabilities to cope with reality. but at the end of the day at least i can go to work sober and live a happy addiction free life. but yes...i do still hope you OD on fentanyl one day. along with all your junky friends. leech.

haha guessed your age and your personality perfectly based on how retarded you are.

I ordered a whole shitload of Kratum online user (legal in my state still, ordered about $500 of ir after researching it and finding the most reputable place I could find). I have a lot of different bag of it with all sorts of unusual names (boreo white leaf, thai red vein, etc...) I have a bunch of it, but when I try mixing it with chocolate milk (and I'm really squeamish about taste), it just turns into a glob of shit that congeals at the bottom.

Not OP, what do you do? Do you want to keep doing it?

picture of your tax information or bullshit. i mean come on i could sit here and say i have accumulated $10b then call you scum and mexican and nigger too. do you even know where you are dipshit? fuck outta here tits or gtfo.

>inb4 google search img of "rich person tax return"

You're literal trash, I could not give a fuck what you believe of me, think of me, don't think of me, etc.. You probably work as my fucking doorman, assuming your criminal record hasn't disqualified you for even that. Filtered.

"le I got him so mad! :} le epic:]1" No, pedro, you didn't.You just bore me. filtered.

Honestly good call on the milk. "The person I know" drinks it with a ton of other herbs in her coffee mug and it smells like a mix of grass and rot. She seems to like it. . . it's green.

wow i was not only right about your age, but also right about you being retarded. look at you go.

Fuck you faggot I'll kill you and your family with my money, I own half of New York City and I'm a champion MMA fighter. I'll send your ass back to mexico I pay more taxes than your entire family. So what if I'm addicted to drugs and occasionally have to suck dicks for them. I'm still better than you NIGGER! AND NO IM NOT FUCKING MAD OR RETARDED.

Go find a safe space, snowflake.

shit can't argue with trip dubs. guess this dude isn't angry, retarded, or an addict. kek has spoken.

>picture of your tax information
sure. How about my SS# too? Hell, about all my CC#s too just for "proof," you know? you must really think you have a fucking mark here on your hands asshole. The bad news for you? You don't. Eish. Believe it not, this has always been a hive of degeneracy but you used to sometimes be able to get some decent advice here. Nope, sorry, you don't have a mark here and I really don't give a shit if you believe me, if you dig up your mother's corpse and have sex with her dead body, etc.. You're low-class scum. Which, would not even bother me but you're also low-IQ and boring.

>not mad
>all caps
choose one.

tl;dr. bro you're trying this hard to prove a point here but you can't even try to quit your addiction? sounds to me like you're a piece of shit. and you might be a retarded loser.

blah blah blah nobody is going to read paragraphs of junky rant. OD on cam already, be a man.

>Go find a safe space
You pathetic newfag motherfuckers who have been on here for month and now thing you know how things worth here. you don't. Also, you have to over 18 to use this site. If mummy catches you, she may well change the wifi code so I gist you go to bed junior and then the (very few) remaining adults here talk.....

you're projecting again. you've now told us you're 29, you're a junky, and you're 1 month into this site. also you told us you live with your mom and use her wifi. do you even know how retarded you are? fucking laughing so hard right now please don't stop!

Damn bro you fucking lit that dude up. He might OD tonite.

Eish...you motherfuckers, congratulations. You've successfully managed to ruin literally EVERYTHING that was cool about old Sup Forums. Congrats, you win, it's your bored now. No semi-reasonable, adult-level discussion allowed.

I beg you pardon for the disruption. Please return to your trap porn, edgy satanism. etc.. You all are just far too cool and edgy for me. Carry on as before. I can clearly see now, Sup Forums most certainly under new management. Congrats to you all. You've earned it.

tl;dr
you're gay and all your shit sounds gay.
you want attention go to an NA meeting
you went on about being rich and gay and nobody cared. you got mad when nobody cared and blamed the website because you're retarded and boring.
please just OD and stop wasting our tax dollars.

worthless fucking retard.

Trips of truth.
KEK has spoken.
he no de wei

REKT

I have chronic pain issues from an injury and two illnesses that compound it. Led me to turning to dope when the scripts wouldn't touch it, but I got off that, and started making some changes and it worked for me, but YMMV.

Paleo diet, exercise, kratom tumeric, celery seed, and magnesium is what I'm using and it manages my pain and helps with neuropathy too. I use cannabis occasionally for the pain, but mostly for insomnia, if you have MMJ in your area give it a try.

I'd also tried ketamine in the past for the nerve pain and for a case like yours a topical version might be plausible, they usually use it in palliative care for hospice patients, but there are others on it too. If you had to use illicit sources it'd be a cost prohibitive.

Also tried lyrica and it only slightly helped, not really a fan.

Hope you find something that works for you too, user.

Oooo. You'd think an OG of Sup Forums could hold his own with some words instead of get mad and cry tho?! KEK'd.

Kratom isn't an opioid, it plays on the mu receptor but is non-opioid. Educate yourself.

Look I'm just trying to score drugs, this is the dark web. Fuckoff if you're trying to insult me for being addicted to heroin and can't even find it in my neighborhood. I'm so sick of people making fun of me for not having a job and using Obamacare to get methadone. Either hook me up or fuckoff. Sick of you assholes.

>dark web

how about you stfu and gtfo?

try disabling angry retard mode and you might find help one day. but until then...you still just an angry retard.

Kratom isn't an opioid, bud. It works on the mu receptor, but not the way opioids do. Far easier to stop use than methadone even IME.

You're right user. I will quit ever using this website forever because you suggested it in a reply to my legitimate post. You are of sound mind and limitless intellect. Thank you for your wise words.

...

Encapsulate or drink it as a tisane. The people that mix it with chocolate are insane. Just chug it instead. I've been using it for 7 years and the only thing that I occasionally do to mask the taste is mix crystal light into it. Like fruit punch. Still tastes horrible, but it's more palatable that way.

You look nice in your picture Kyle

ITT OP gets defeated not only by life but by his board he claims to have been a member of since day one. We should all be ashamed of ourselves for not giving him our money and (you)'s.

Score drugs if you want, idgaf, you're an adult. And I didn't insult you, bud. I've been there and used heroin for my pain, I get it. Relax.

If you think jews look nice you are part of the problem.

how the fuck do you still feel anything while on methadone

Fuck you, you don't know my struggles, I had to suck dicks for an entire year to get tylenol 3's to support me during my 8 years of college that my parents paid for. It was so difficult to live like that, having to apply for free insurance and free food through the state and being ashamed of not working what would you know about anything I went through. My life was so tough I deserve everyone here to apologize and I demand they do if they want to be anything other than newfags.

tl;dr boo fucking hoo life is hard waaaa

Neck yourself pussy

Naw you're not Jewish. Sorry, I meant the one on your mom's wall Kyle

damn bro i can't imagine how tough it was to get all that free shit, including practically free dick.

Shut up crypto kike

>you dont know my struggles
>i will now proceed to tell you my struggles

nice one op

tylenol 3? robitussin is like $2 at the grocery store. they don't teach you to google at your ivy league school where you learned to make billions a year then come here to complain about your life? damn. shame.

Mein Kampf was better.

I can't use cannabis, makes me too paranoid. I had to leave law school, but my father has a reasonable powerful position with a big bank, so I've been able to keep a decent job through that connection and do fairly well for myself.

The odd thing about this is-- and I've had lots of injuries in my life, broken all sorts of bones while skiing, etc... neuralgia is a very unique sort of thing since it.....eve getting into a shower feels like you are having boiling oil poured over me.

I'm on nuerontin now in addition to what else I'm taking, hoping it works for me. I won't touch pot, simply because it makes my mind race and gives me no relief. Even the methadone now doesn't seem to be helping much. And with few doctors even want current atmosphere of insanity over this shit (despite face I've been on these 2 meds here since I was 17), they may even cut those.

In my experience, best combo was a fent patch, methadone, and xanax. Which, up until about 2 years ago when motherfuckers began selling them illegally over darkweb,and now doctors don't want to even touch it.

I have no idea where to given go from here mate. Just wish I could go back to feeling as I did before all this bullshit began. Have no idea where it's going go from here.

ITT OP complains about Sup Forums not being the same, then gets hijacked and fucked, then mocked repeatedly. then shuts the fuck up because realized Sup Forums has improved. evolved. you're welcome OP i just gave you hope. now shut the fuck up and take all my fake OP bullshit posts like a fun fucking comic and move the fuck on with your pussy ass life. You're welcome. That's all the attention you're gonna get with your boring ass, for a while here I made you interesting. Enjoy it.

neck yourself, you poor injured creature, it will all be over, the pain will be over, you'll fall in a comfortable and pain-less sleep, forever and ever.

You are not OP stop stealing my thread.

damn son...don't take all the credit I threw a few in there. chekd

Fuck kratom. It's the same bullshit as methadone. You'll get hooked on it. It almost ruined my life

>Look I'm just trying to score drugs, this is the dark web. Fuckoff if you're trying to insult me for being addicted to heroin
Gee, le epic burn. You sure do sound like me, exactly the sentiments I was trying to express. You fucking pathetic spic trash ruin each and every thing you touch.

Where you somehow expecting me to get angry an chimp, as in I don't know what you scum have done to this board? I don't care. You scum get your rocks off trying to act like you are relevant now, like old Sup Forums used to be:

NEWSFLASH-- YOU AREN'T. You're the fucking dregs of humanity.

hahahaha this nigga got addicted to kratom. wtf is your problem mate

Kyle don't make this harder than it has to be. Now that I'm your new dad some things are going to be different around here, but I'll take your input into consideration. I hope that one day you'll come to respect me as your actual father, and not only the father of your incoming brothers and sisters

Is anyone that pants on heads retarded really? It amazes me how these people exist unless they're using k shots with mystery adulterants or extracts

This thread turned to shit quick, sorry OP.

>hen gets hijacked and fucked, then mocked repeatedly. then shuts the fuck up because realized Sup Forums has improved. evolved.
LMAO, you fucking trash have no clue. Got "hijacked?" Do you genuinely think I give a fuck or take any of you pathetic motherfuckers seriously? I'm getting some decent info on kartum, all I wanted. "Hijacked?" You dumb fucks still do't seem to get t, it an ANONYMOUS board. I don't give a fuck how many pathetic assholes try to "hijack" if that's what gets their faggot rocks off. I filer, and get the info on Kratum I was looking for.

You degenerate cocksuckers still can't stand the idea that non one cares about this board, it was eclipsed by Sup Forums years ago. Now all you regular can do is post fucking trap born and "Le epic burn, I'm pretending to be OP aren't I edgy?" What you fail to realize is that neither I nor anyone else cares.

I got some decent info on Kartum. the rest fo you, you can wake up tomm find your dead mothers sitting in your living room on the sofa in her best-sunday dress with a cup of warm tea in front of her.

Suck it up, have you ever heard of Cool Hand Luke? I'll call you Dead Toe Bob

You can call me daddy if you want to

If you guys make this junkie off himself you're gonna feel bad

i like being bad

OP here, my feelings are hurt, I demand you apologize at once or I'll be forced to have myself diagnosed with PTSD in order to receive the proper medication, did I ever tell you about the time I wouldn't take any medication less than Norco to take care of my stubbed toe pain... well, when I had a toe...

>sorry OP.
Oh, I've no doubt you are, since you were the one who began it. What really blows (and I know you're in on it), and old Sup Forums at least you could get some serious answers if you were looking for them about as issue with drugs or whatever.Now the board is just pure shit, though and though and through with eery post "look how edgy i can be on Friday night when mum is asleep!"

Even if it were entertaining or funny, it would be excusable. But it's just retards destroying what was once a semi-useful board. Anyway, fuck it, I'm going back to infinti-chan, which at least is a shadow of what this board used to be. Forthose vert few oldfags left, suggest you follow and try to salvage the few decent posters who might be left from old Sup Forums. i com back for first time in over a year, and if it were even fucking possible it has managed to get even worse. Less

>OP here, my feelings are hurt,
Edgy hymie. Le epic burn.

Last time I checked cannabinoid lowered long term neuron potentiation.

U wot m8?

jesus christ faggot you keep on typing these walls of text, no one cares, if all you feel is pain neck yourself.

>get drunk out of necessity
>cry at the end of Gladiator

Sucks about mmj not helping, but there may be some other alternatives. TBH even with all I do I still have pain, but the stuff I mentioned above helped a lot. Even when I was shooting dope I still had some degree of pain though. Depression, which lets face it chronic pain results in depression, definitely makes it worse. Managing that won't fix your pain, but it could help.

Hopefully you find something that works for you. If you get a line on dissaoctiaves like ketamine or mxe that might be the ticket, but you're one of those cases where doctors are afraid to write what they may need because of idiotic junkies and the threat of the DEA locking them up.

you are absolutely full of shit.

120 mg of methadone would have you out like a fucking light

Heroin is a common treatment for stubbed toes! OP is obviously full of shit or he'd post his fucked up foot with time stamp anyway.

What you're going to want to do is get 48oz of Aleve Liquid Gels and crush those up with some Pez and half a cup of Bisquick, add that mix to a cup half full with vodka

junkies build up a tolerance, that's why that shit isn't cutting it

>well, when I had a toe..
I did lose my toe. Your mother had a fetish where she liked to have digits inserted into her cunt. After numerous listings, her cunt had been stretched out so wide, that wouldn't satisfy her. So finally I decided (despite the flies and maggots) to stick my foot into a cunt (with shoe on) so she's shut up and get back onto the street to suck nigger more niggers' pricks to pay for the more dope I needed.

So, anyway, I stuck my foot in (some on) to her rancid, fly covered cunt and even though the sou--her fucking vile twat was so rancid, it melted right through the fucking she and I lost my toe. Since then, EPA has been forced to warn hat your mother's filthy cunt (which reeks of rotting cheese and dead fish) is a safety hazard to the public and she needs to keep kept in solitary confinement as the niggers pass her the food tray in through a hle in the door so they don't need to get her her nd her rancid cunt the gave birth to a disgusting spic degenerate like you-- up at 3:20 am with literally nothing fucking else better to odo. you literally don't have a single friend in the world.

Miserable as my life me, if I were you I think I would've blown my fucking brains out LONG ago faggot.

Worked for me and now my HIV is cured! I'm still a faggot tho.
Thanks doctor user

That's what I said! You don't know the half of it, I had to take oxycontin after I got hit by a ball in P.E., plus I got out of P.E. for the next two years.... everyone calls me Paperboy, because I'm so feeble, I couldn't be a real paper boy, I rode a bike once and ended up on bedrest for 16 days

>junkie calling other people degenerate

wewlad

so fake or your doctors are retarded opiates suck for neuralgias, youd get a tca or some gabapentin fuck off