Killing myself in a few days. What should i do before i go out

Killing myself in a few days. What should i do before i go out.

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How are you going to do it?

overdose prescription drugs

What kind of drugs?

Electroconvulsive therapy, ECT of course. 8 times, every other day.

Go to mexico.
Do coke hookers and viagra until you have a heart attack.

Don't end it like a pussy

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Promethazine (Lergigan)

Just don't

Bucket list OP

I don't care if its selfish or im a pussy for doing it. I've been a pussy and a failure all my life. I just want to end it.

Sorry...

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give me you heart i need it my is shiet

what do you really want to do but are to scared to?

Don't kill yourself kid. Things will get better.

front flip off a massive building

just don't do it. Things can improve. Get a life coach, do some sports, etc.

Seriously don't do it please

dont be a fag, let him do what he wants. its a free country you commie fuck

I have a friend who was deep deep down in depression and drug abuse, he was sure things was never ever going to get better so he took a shit load of heroin and slit his wrists, 2 times and miraculously survived both times. Now all his problems he had then are solved and he is pretty fucking happy he survived. Bottom line, don't do it, there is always another way out, you just can't see it right now.

Im not scared of doing anything it's just that i can't stand the people around me. My family is bunch of dicks and the people i know too. It's like they think with their feets

I can tell you this, OP. Everyone I know who has tried to kill themself and failed is happy that they kept living long enough for things to get better. But everyone I know who tried to kill themself and succeeded isn't complaining either.

Have you heard of this german boi marcel Hesse?

despite some of the well-meaning posts in this thread, dont listen to them. and whatever you do, don't get a life coach.

take some time to sit alone and think. think about what you're feeling (sad, worthless, apathetic, angry, or self-loathing) and think about why you're feeling this. what in your life is causing these feelings?

then, think about how you want to feel (confident, enthusiastic, calm, accomplished.

now, think about how you can limit the things in your life that are making you feel bad and how you can start working towards things that will make you feel good.

that's it.

thats stupid to kill yourself for, it doesnt matter if they are your family, if they make you that unhappy you have to split and live your own life, only soround yourself with people you want to be around and don't bother caring about the idiots in this world.

Also i just dont feel enjoyment of doing anything anymore. I have poor appetite and i feel down all the time. Can't laugh. Can't Cry. Can't feel anything

Why you lying for?

Do cocaine and fuck toilets for an entire weekend

If you're at this point you have nothing to lose homie, just go live another life. Somewhere far away from where you are.

sometimes I wonder how many anons actually off themselves when making a thread like this

do a mass shooting and take a lot of pepole with you
do it in a white church if you can

>do it in a white church if you can
kek

thats normal if you have depression, it's far from impossible to get out of even if things look like it's never going to change, it's just a illusion your brain is making you belive

Not joking

I've had this feeling for over 6 years. I had enough...

Don't underestimate the way your brain can trick you, if you have a panic attack you are 100% sure you will die, but you don't, it's just your brain fooling you. Same thing here, your brain is creating the illusion that there is no way out but suicide, but in reality there are lots of other ways out. You just can't see them right now.

Probably a bunch. It's one last cry for help. Like calling out in a noisy crowded room to say you're leaving, one more time to see if anyone hears you before you step out the door.

Man the fuck up. Go travel. Find a purpose. You're gonna die and get be forgotten. Deal with it.

what

>be forgotten
just what i want. :/

sucks man

Show us a photo of yourself, you might as well so we can judge you.

Why do you want to die?

if you have had that mindset for 6 years of course it's going to take time to change, it's not gonna happen over night

Calm down. Dont do it. Your family will be devastated whether they bash on you or not. Seen it happen man suicide isnt the way to go. Do you work, go to school have a gf friends etc ? What do you do and how old are you ?

This is Sup Forums of 2018 he is not going to kill him self... He is just an attention whore...
If you truly are going to then post a picture of your face with timestamp...
>you have nothing to lose and shit

I'm not saying I want you to swallow the pills right now and provide evidence of it so there can be a happening in this thread, but I am saying that it'd be more entertaining.

Murder fag in the pic

Are you white?

I've hurt them so many times. They might as well be happy that im gone. 19. never had a gf.

lmfao

Do a live stream faggot

rape, murder, post on Sup Forums

Dubs of truth. OP should start a tumblr.

>19
You are a fucking baby jesus christ. A full life ahead of you. Dont do it. you are in your prime man go out talk to people, find a girl, and travel. Whats so depressing ?

Swallowing some pills and wait a couple of hours. How entertaining is that?

Then buy a hooker you massive gaylord

Do everything to hype up ur adrenaline

My question is relevant!!!

Sorry. Im not seeking attention i just wanted to hear what my Sup Forumsros thought i should do before im gone.

How boring life is. Why even bother living?
we live. we die. we get forgotten. So why does my life matter?

No im fucking purple. Yes im white...

19 lol, thats nothing, come back when your 40, then it might be too late

bring us some joy

watch your favorite movie and doze off to your favorite playlist of music while dying from the meds, make it at least a nice way to go yaknow? write out your suicide letter now and prepare for the day of the rope

OP, what you need is some pussy.

Women are never gonna come to you if you have such high standards yet low self esteem.

Lower your standards and get with someone, even if it's a one-night stand. You'll feel better about yourself and you can go from there.

>How boring life is. Why even bother living?
>we live. we die. we get forgotten. So why does my life matter?
thats just your perspective, not the truth

These are some faggot things to say

Listen to this album. You won´t kill yourself after that. It is good shit. youtu.be/B70Tp-ifFZg

What you want to see? Nothing that requires money because i dont have that. Also rather not show my face.

Then post shit that show you have nothing to lose faggot! You are going to kill your self... And yet you dont act accordingly, attention whore.
You like it when they tell you not to dont you?
A little attention from someone finally when no one gives a fuck about you even if its a banch of brats

>How boring life is. Why even bother living?
>we live. we die. we get forgotten. So why does my life matter?
Well no shit its depressing but you dont have to dwell on that. There is more to life than to be sitting around all day saying how bad life sucks and how pointless it is you're just no seeing the bigger picture. You need to really think about how you think. Start exercising, find a career, go visit other states. Do something with yourself you sound pathetic. You are a kid man.

>Hopsin
fucking kill yourself nigger

Btw obviously attention seeking.

Sucide does not work like most on B seem to think.

Suicide is impulsive, it is a symptom of severe depression. That is why when guns get legalized them rate of suicide increase drastically because it is a quick and easy way to kill yourself.

Idc if im a fag. There will just be one less fag on this planet when im gone.

>hopsin
christ user were trying to help him

who's your favorite pornstar?

Hopsin is fucking good shit dude.

Then don't fucking do it. You think we all have easy lives I've been a beta for a shot ton of time 1 semester in my engineering course a d I haven't talked to 1 person. We ducking need you to breed you dickhead I haven't kissed a girl year and I'm about to turn 19 mist of Sup Forums is that way we just don't throw it all away.

Schhhhh

Thats truth faggot, there is no god, in 100 years no one will remember you, you come to this world with no perpose and you are not special.
Deal with it

kys

Kill a bunch of niggers. That way your death is honorable. Godspeed, OP.

Im poor af so i can't really travel anywhere

Fucking autocorrect who dafuq uses ducking

Man just go outside for a walk, take a deep breath and just relax.

trash
nice b8

i'll admit hopsin seems a bit more matured, and his asian porn music video was kek inducing. buuuut....
>fucks slut in australia
>now has race-mixed mutt that will probably join some nigger african gang like Apex
Fuck Hopsin for spreading nigger babies, and fuck you for supporting him.

You gotta hustle (and not in a nigger way). Seriously take my advice. Start working save some cash and go out and enjoy the beauties life has to offer.

Don't watch poor anymore just because it's depressing and reminds me that no one will ever love me. Although i remember that piper perri use to get me off.

congrats, you have the answers not even einstein or other scientist with insane iq had, must be gr8 just knowing everything

Porn*

Not Baiting dude legit like hopsin. He is the best rapper ever.

I thought witch doctor was dope af. But yeah sure he kinda fucked himself.

Make the ugly universe beautiful to God by remembering your birthright of life, and forfeit it not, salvation is coming

Will do...

>best rapper ever
Chief Keef out here bruh, fuck you mean
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Lowkey though if I am gonna be honest I like hopsin but he is not close to best rapper that was bait.

alright well im out. hope you you dont kill yourself OP. you got a full life ahead of you homie. stay up and dont be a bitch.

Look at this sickness wait at least until your 25.

I'm willing you bet you're pretty darn special to you though, idiot. Just because the whole universe doesn't end when you do doesn't mean life is pointless.

This are not answers faggot those are truths that ingorand faggots like you try to give perpose by creating an imaginary big papa in the sky, or saying that "you can impact the world" with your actions when in 2000000 years (which is nothing compering them to the time scale the universe works) the sun will burn us to crisp. The ingorand looks for perpose, the smart creates it