I kind of want to die Sup Forums, my brain never shuts up ever, like a second voice constantly yakking my ear off...

I kind of want to die Sup Forums, my brain never shuts up ever, like a second voice constantly yakking my ear off. sometimes it helps me in intense situations, but also makes me overthink basically everything, sometimes to the point that I just kinda shut down and end up doing nothing all day but thinking, whats your solution user?
My I.Q. is 142 if it matters
>inb4 kys

Clean ur room

god damn it you never help me EVER

>Petersonfag detected

Thats why I loath this site tbh
Too bad you can never leave.

it was a yugioh abridged reference

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Ah thanks Bro, got lost on this crazy new website

Ohhh yeah, that was Kiba right?

Not sure if b8 but on the off chance it's not... being genuine here, you probably have aspergers. Just look into it and see if symptoms line up with you.

It's not b8, my parents had me checked when I was younger, my psychologist warned about possible sociopathy. I might add I was homeschooled, so the isolation probably added onto it. I had classes once a week bit they were all holy rollers so I never got along with em, so I was an outcast (beit a badass outcast). I worked from a young age so I'm outgoing with people when I need to be, a mask albeit.

Alright you seem legit. Yeah I'm being serious about the aspergers thing. My girlfriend has it. She also gets worried she may have sociopath since a lot of the symptoms between the two can be very common. We have since ruled that one out. Just look into it :) do you have issues with identifying emotions? Do you find people boring? Do you seem to misjudge social situations and body language (take everything very literally) ?

I don't really have any emotions that I can really identify. I didn't cry at my grandmother who I was very close to funeral.
People are unbelievably boring but I crave physical attention, which I can get easy when I'm not an idiot.
So yeah I misjudged a situation last night by making out with my friend who I really like, because we are very alike. She was very into it and embraced me. She said afterwords "I really should not have done that I need my guy friends"

I can read people like a book and have been on the record predicting things about them and I was right about the time and how.
I also like breaking the law for shits and giggles lmao

I'm being honest you sound very similar to my girlfriend. I'm not a doctor so I can diagnose you but look into it yeah? Even understanding what you have and how to take advantage of it/deal with it can be very wonderful. I hope I've been of some help tonight user. Take care friend :)

You have been user, I really do appreciate it. I'm gonna contact my doctor about it and see how to get a stronger hold.

meditate bro. learn to control your inner monologue so that you can shut it off. look into zen buddhism if you're into that eastern shit

I already do, not as much as I should, I've found yoga, meditation, small doses of pot or liquor (mostly pot unless I'm needing to be social) help with controlling it.

that was a reasonable advice, faggot. If you can't stop thinking about stupid shit then start thinking about constructive things. You are able to stop your thinking patterns, you just need to want to do that in the first place.
If nothing else works then try saying to yourself "I was wrong, I was wrong...". It works with myself - helps me get more humble for a moment and calm down.

My issue is I am thinking of constructive things, I just go too deep and start to forget the original purpose and then I get bored, writing it down helps but I broke my phone and now I'm without a note pad I can easily carry while working (I'm bluecollar as fuck because $$)

sounds a lot like me lol. I have over 2000 notes in my phone. Some of them 1000 words long. But I also like to get high and write whatever first come to my head, you know, like a diary.
I don't know mate. I like to waste time, I mean I can't find a reason to do anything else. I doubt all those things I dream of will give me the same level of satisfaction as weed & hardcore porn. Maybe that's the issue :/.

>I have over 2000 notes in my phone. Some of them 1000 words long. But I also like to get high and write whatever first come to my head, you know, like a diary.

arent you worried about what might happen if someone gets a hold of all that? a cop for instance

yeah, a little bit. But on the other hand I'm so lonely that I wouldn't mind if someone started reading it and didn't get repulsed after 10 seconds. OK I'm going. Bye.

I understand that, I've been tempted to redact info on me in the writings (which isn't much), putting them on USB drives and just drop them around the city, with the thought that someone might read it. thats why I enjoy graffiti.