I'm planning a "sex-trip" soon, taking MDMA, cannabis edible...

I'm planning a "sex-trip" soon, taking MDMA, cannabis edible, horny goat weed and maca and spending my time looking at and studying all things sexual. Every time I have sex on MDMA, I retain the memories but not the "gist", not the feeling, not the things that drove the experience to be as awesome as it was.

So I want to write down for myself whatever I can, anything I can, convey to my sober self things about sexuality in general and my sexuality that I can only see on MDMA.

I'm looking for everything under the sun that has some gist of... raw sexuality. Amateur porn, pro porn, castings, homemade pro or amateur, instructional videos, whatever the fuck ever that's genuine, really genuine.

So, what do you consider to be the most... enlightening porn/sex videos out there?

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did she feel anything????

nigga how bout u eat a bleach brownie and fuck off.

kys retard

you are missing some things on that list that would work really good with maca and horny goat weed. but if you drink beer, eat candy, or cheese pizza, burgers none of this will matter anyways

I can tell you just about what is going to happen.

You will flap around like an insane person the first hour after it kicks in, then you will proceed to lay under a blanket and shake furiously, begging the feeling wont ever stop.

until it does
then you will keep dosing until your bag is empty

and that my friends is MDMA.

try and save the edibles to when you are coming down. mdma is much better when you are not stoned and you will absolutely trip balls if you wait.

i forgot my most important point.

dont expect to get much done. you could litterally sit and shake for hours undisturbed and have the most fun in your entire life.

try and film yourself tho lol, you will look absolutely horrible if you do enough

Is this your own experience?

edibles + MDMA is some of the greatest shit I've ever experienced in my life. It's so fucking serene and the weed really enhances the psychedelic element of the MDMA without suppressing any of the other elements

I've got loads of aphrodisiacs and boosters, I was thinking of taking some damiana, calamus and muira puama but they all have this jitteriness to them. I choose maca and HGW because they are the purest of horny inducers, without having any real mental effects beyond it of their own.

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Yes.

Done MDMA way too much.

My experience is that its nice to save your weed until when the mdma stops taking its turn.
Smoking/eating edibles on forehand will take the top of the mdma effect, and you can get couch locked within a few hours which is way too fucking soon.

Mdma will stop having its intense effect after 4-6 hours of rolling. You can keep dosing but it only feeds to give you a headache/ feelbad hangover.

Coming down can be pretty exhausting sometimes all depending on how hard you went, so I always like some weed for the headache that might or might not occur.

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>Done MDMA way too much.

How much?

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More than 20 times in the past 4 years.

moar?

Sauce?

Sauce?

I want to get some but I know no one.

Maybe I'll just synthesize.

Dear OP,

I was on the same quest as you. It took me several attempts within a 8 year timespan.

Even though I did eventually find what I was looking for, I fear I also destroyed a part of me that was genuinly enjoying porn. Knowing too much kills the mistery you know.

I had the best experiences on a small dose of MDMA combined with weed and poppers. Especially poppers turned out to be THE catalyst I needed in my search. As a 98% straight guy, it completely changed my perspective on sexuality. It made me see things super clear. I could formulate truths about my sexuality that I could not have thought of myself. I also fapped on LSD once ( the last few hours of the trip) but girls looked a bit weird. Was still epic though

I can recommend you some clips but it is all personal preference I guess. I mostly like lesbian sex, or explicit pussy themed solo clips from sites like inthecrack.

I also like unpolished, raw, amateur lez stuff from studios like Sappho love films. Maybe you can find Lesbian Tribadism Sara & Katia or I Love My Friend Second Time from this studio.

Girlsoutwest also has a few awesome clips with super hot and passionate lesbians like the clip with Nataly and Blaire or "Angie&Blaire SexyTimes"

I'm also a huge fan of Lexa, a model on Inthecrack. Episode 552 is a favorite where I reached a mental high that is still giving me chills.

But hey, find your own ultimate clips. I will only point you to where the tools are. I recommend joining empornium . me I found this to be a great torrent community but I'm not sure if they are open for registration atm.

yes sauce? first time ive gotten aroused looking at female masturbation

Try your local rave-scene if there is one.
Its easy to spot people rolling on mdma and they might want to help you

I'm old enough I'd be creepy at a rave.

Try and look young lol. You are about as old as you feel

This is so fucking hot. Imagine the two of you have the most insane steaming sex you can imagine when you finally overcome the initial kick in of the drugs.

also: nitrous oxide (cream whip capsules) is a great tool for your divine search, OP.

>Knowing too much kills the mistery you know.

Considering I'm a neuroscientist who looks at all life as biological computing and every feeling and experience as a function of species-typical behaviours required for survival and procreation, I'll be great. For my the mystery is the fact that anything exists to begin with. Sexuality is the product of an amazing system of development that has shaped us to experience and do insane fucking shit. For me the mystery is whatever the products of that system are.

>I also fapped on LSD once ( the last few hours of the trip) but girls looked a bit weird. Was still epic though

I love fapping on LSD, the best is on a microdose after a workout, it's so fucking primal.

>I can recommend you some clips but it is all personal preference I guess.

That's exactly it, my personal preference can only help me find a fraction of what is out there in terms of usefulness.

What about BG stuff that you know?

Sex on MDMA is fucking nuts. My ex and I fucked for 6 hours straight, absolutely non-fucking-stop, we couldn't get enough of eachother, not for a single fucking moment. We were still in the honeymoon phase when we did it, it was fucking insane.

The only downside was that the MDMA constricted shit so much that I couldn't cum in the end.

A cliche but it is about the journey, not the destination. Haha, sorry, but there is truth in this.

What I sometimes to is go on motherless and search with keywords like '420', molly, mdma, rolling. You can find amateur stuff there. It is a steady source. Sometimes clips get deleted.

In mainstream porn I kinda like classy and glamourous porn with high quality lighting etc. Harmony films makes this kind. Or Marc Dorcel.

I have a few clips from mothereless that are taken down now but I have no way of sending them to you.

I liked pornfidelity episode 422 with lily labaeu
or Riley Shy on pornhub in clip RILEY SHY REVERSE COWGIRL ANAL because she is such a hot girl but totally reduced to a fucktoy.

I blew my mind why girls like her would do this. Mompov also has a few good episodes. Sorry im not that specific

have you ever tried them with MDMA

guys let's just call the cops now before this dude goes full pedo on his "sex trip"

Oh Steve why are you always picking on the damn boy.
This is why he's online talking about drugs and "traps" - whatever that means