Anyone else indulging in their bad habbits tonight? What's your vice, Sup Forums?

Anyone else indulging in their bad habbits tonight? What's your vice, Sup Forums?

Pooping in the living room

haunting Sup Forums

Pushing so hard until i get hemroids.

You shouldn't snort ketchup off knives man.

Nope, taking three week break from alcohol

Tolerance break or just trying to cut back?

cut back, mainly because it makes me feel like shit for a few days afterwards, also negatively affects my gains

Sometimes I like to lay down alone in highly forested areas naked. Paint the words 'Take Me' hoping that aliens will take me aboard their ship to do things to me.

Kek good luck with that

That's kind of hot in a super weird way.

Thinking about heading out to my usual spot tonight, I'll post pics then

Please do.

not indulging, fantasies about underage girls.

Yeah I don't advise indulging that one. Look but don't touch, as they say.

Burning things.

Have you ever started a forest fire? Those are fucking beautiful.

oath brother, touching gets you stabbed in prison, looking is harmless fun.

taking a shitload of opiates. Probably should save some for later, but its pretty fun right now.

My dude. I've been out of work too long so I haven't had any for quite some time. Can barely afford my tobacco and booze and this point, Doesn't help that oxy 15s are going for $20+ a piece around here.

I only get mine as prescription. Hard to not binge as soon as I get them, but then when I'm in pain later that month I wish I'd kept a few.

Been getting better by only binging one night and then saving the rest, but very hard to self control myself.

Prices on the black market are just ridiculous. Probably because doctors are no longer giving them out like candy. Wish I knew enough of pharmacology to make my own opiates.

Incest porn.

Im waiting for my last module to finish, them im going home to drink beers and smoke until i pass out

I fantasize about being an underage girl getting raped. Probably because I had sex too young and I've been raped. Lot of messed up shit in there.

clearly yours is misspelling

Smoking til i don't feel like puking and crying

I wish it was ok anons

Coffee and video games

I'm so fucking vanilla and I love it

Prescription opiates haha. Eastern fag. You no go to hood? High class white fagboi

I wish I had your problems

Yeah sucks /bro. Messed up shit is the fucking bane of our damn species. What you just said is the reason I don't ever wan't to get to the point of fucked up that I realise my fantasies. I don't want to screw up a fellow human being just because I have sick degenerate fantasies. If anything the logical course of action is to meet someone just a little fucked up like you and indulge my fantasies in a safe way. I'm fucking disgusted in our species and likely that evolved from an understanding of my own nature, but considering that rape and underage molestation are as much a cornerstone of our society as capitalism maybe I'm just right about our species fucked up nature.

giggling at losers on Sup Forums

The dream

It's true I have trouble loving myself/thinking positively about who I am and I often stay up too late, but... I have good hygiene, I like my body, and I work. So I try to complain as little as possible.

Yes, something fucked up happened at my job today.
We got a load of new finds in from a medieval Europe dig (mostly Germany and surrounding countries) and just when we were about to unload everything and start categorizing some government people showed up and took it all.
Our manager sent us all home early.
So I'm drinking scotch and trying not to be angry..

im on midicaid and am disabled. Have zero money, no job and can only get the meds because they know i can't pay. Honestly, heroin cut with fentanyl is cheaper and better high, though not knowing how its cut can kill even the seasoned opiate users.

I'm a drunk. Guess what I'm doing.

Smoke crack then jack

#Heroincapitaloftheworldepidemicsurvivorps.fuckwhatyaheardandanynigganotnamewhatyasayJ

Yeah they don't give them out for shit anymore. You have to be in some serious pain with a spotless record to even get them. (At least around here).

We all do, user. One day at a time.

I feel like I know who you are, but probably not.

You have really good insight. That's what's key; understanding your weaknesses and taking control of your impulses. Enjoying something you desire can be good when it isn't hurting you or anyone else, so long as you are controlling your desires, emotions, and impulses not the other way around. I think it's debatable whether you can help what you desire though. I think you can't control what you like initially but you can train yourself away from it if it's wrong. A very subtle example would be retraining your mind not to want McDonald's. But yeah, if you can't do that, at least find someone you can role play with safely with consent.

>I feel like I know who you are, but probably not.
Give it a shot if you like. First letter of first name?

>getting drunk before going shopping, spending last 40 Euro on alcohol, go home get even more drunk, wake up next day and feel regret, then get drunk again and be happy I bought more booze.

P.

Atleast your happy

Ive had addictions a plenty. Go down Penn north look for dude in wheelchair behind him little skinny dboy. Tell him J say what you say. Now you know the real meaning of addiction.

>You have to be in some serious pain with a spotless record to even get them
I have a long history of nerve damage and severely damage spinal discs, but they still are difficult to get. Seems that old people get them easily, but young people like me they think are just trying to score drugs. That is sort of true, but there is a physical pain need for them that some tylenol isn't going to help. You'd think 6 years of monthly visits to doctors and multiple surgeries/being forced out of work to recover would be convincing, but its a lot harder now thanks to all the tards that keep ODing on them, fucking it up for the rest of us.

Are you Mexican?

Nope.

I wouldn't say this lightly, immersed as I am in psychology and philosophy, but damn if that wasn't a very wise thing to say user. If only other degenerates like me could safely control what is not right about their psyche then humanity would be a damn sight brighter, If you prescribe to that crap; closer to god, closer to godliness.

Nope, though why would it matter? They tend to try and score from docs more than others?

No, I only ask because an old enemy of mine has very similar problems from drug use. Nothing personal, just wanted to make sure it wasn't him.

no problem, no mexican

Unfortunately not. I did drink a little earlier tonight (not much; just some beer). Only a few hits off of the bong too. I guess I did spend all day playing fighting games instead of looking for a job so I'm still a degenerate NEET.

No im not really an arsonist, i just like to burn things.

Wait tables or become a vet assistant, or look into being a trump cabinet member. You seem good and making making the obvious wrong decision just because you are stubborn

I am farting

A LOT

Thank you. I also study psychology and sociology for my own growth and to help others. I think whether you prescribe to a belief in a god or not, the truth is that cleanliness is vital for our health as human beings, in every sense of the word. Cleanliness leading to god, in that sense.

Drinking because I'm that kind of asshole who drinks craft beers to get drunk.

I pretend it's better than liquor or drugs, but the truth is that liquor fucks with my medication and I'm too square to know where to get weed.

This is what it looks like to be an old loser.

oath. clean mind, clean body, clean 'soul', better for your own well being than anything most of Sup Forums would recommend...

also, I understand what you mean by ''whether you prescribe to a belief in god or not' god isn't a certainty, merely a belief system, If it takes you closer to essential humanity It's good, I'm agnostic by nature I wouldn't bother to give a hard certainty insofar as science vs God, but any who dent the possibility of a God are just deluding themselves, existence by nature is uncertain and that's basically all I'll say on the subject.

Yeah. Honestly I don't know why I even started coming on this site.
Yes I do...PORN. Smh lol

I do prescribe to a belief but I appreciate agnostic belief because of what I've learned from philosophy and what the saints theorized about the existence of god. But yeah, that's that.

ha. maybe porn and the unfiltered understanding of humanity that arises from complete anonymity. funny what you can learn of the human condition based on the understanding that no one will ever know who you are, thus you can bear your 'soul' to the rest of humanity and not feel unduly judged.

what so you believe user? no judgement, call it my insatiable curiosity, I love to know what makes another human being tick.

Hahah. That too! I appreciate raw honesty and like anyone else, it's like uncovering a mystery or looking under a rock at the grotesque truth.

Meth and heroin

I believe Jesus was the son of God. But that God exists, even if nothing else about my religion is true. But I don't throw things out easily. I look for the logic in believing something. I'm not set on throwing myself into the philosophy until I learn more, but the spirituality of the religion is definitely good and true.

grotesque is right lol, funny how much of the human condition is nasty and socially unacceptable.

Everyone who take drugs for non-medicial reasons is a degenerate

I agree with that, all aspects of religion make me feel humble and awed... despite the fact of no concrete belief every now and then i wander into a church or place my hands on the door of said church long after the time that no one would accept an random person walking in off the street ( I post humosly miss the times of 24/7 sanctuary) and feel the raw power of unfiltered belief, there's fucking something in belief of god even if it's the nothing of the energy of thousands of people imbuing a church with power beyond it's physical dimensions. Last night walk i went on ( I do that a lot) I placed my hands upon a church door and was filled with an all abiding suspicion that my my hands would be thrown off with a bolt of lightning for the non believer, but instead i felt a chill, a power beyond me, that judged me but did not hate me, that welcomed to to this hallowed place, and i bugged the fuck out because i got the creepy feeling that an angel would materialise at one of the stain glass windows, peer out at me and consume my soul. I don't know why i shared that but damn if i'm gunna delete it after all that typing lol.

gay

well fuuuck you. stupid anonymous asshole

If this thread dies, you're welcome to message me on some other thing. I don't remember my kik or whatsapp.

But that's a really cool experience. The goal of Christianity (catholicism partially included) is not judgment, it's renewal. Taking the broken, dirty thing, and purifying it again. Purity is not a track record (which I think catholicism doesn't quite understand). You're not pure by how many "good" tallies you have left on your actions list and how few have been tarnished. You're pure because in the present moment you are continually choosing renewment. That's the whole point of the crucifixion. He was renewing the law of retribution that says we have to be punished for our tarnishments, it just makes sense for goog to reap good and bad to reap bad. So he took that and rewrote the rulebook to say that the tarnished person can be purified again and again so long as they continue to choose that purifying gift in their current state of being. Sorry not trying to preach, just saying because it's common for people to feel rejected by those seemingly "pure" people when they feel tarnished. Truth is, the fact that purity is a current state of being, means everyone is subject to impurity at the moment they choose it.

>be me
>be 27 years old
>do alot of drugs, coke, speed, pot, opiates, mushrooms, lsd, 2cb, alcohol, mescaline
>spent 8 months in mental hospital last year due to paranoid schizophrenia
>get out on november, be clean
>relapse at new years eve, snort coke til my nose bleed
>have a break for 25 days
>yester play cards with friend, couple of dealers come by and hang with us
>currently doing amphetamine and pot

Meh.

Props for the gif. It made the post.

just kill yourself already

I cup my own farts and then suck them up

My problem is my "other half" for lack of a better word. We argue over stupid shit when we're bored, and it can tire us both out. Like, split personality or something, but we are constantly in sync, and work together. And are constantly aware of the other's thoughts and views and all that. We used to hate one another, but through some long discussion, we've become close friends aiming for the same goal. We discuss our views and what we should do next, and look after one another. My problem is, we have been together for so long, as long as I can remember, that I don't think we are possible to separate. And we aren't stupid. We knew from a young age it's not normal, and that is considered "bad", so we try to seem like one, even back when we had disputes all the time. I don't even know what it is I have, but I don't feel like getting locked into a mattress room, so I'm happy being a dual-minded psychologically stable pacifist. I function well enough in society, I don't see the problem. If it isn't broken, don't fix it.

too bad if one develops an addiction but the other one not, or starts to enjoy rape a little too much

Mine is exposing nudes of my gf.
Idk what it is having people desire her,
don't do it much anymore but always tempted to post them.

My kik is HeyRK if you want to message me and continue talking.

Do you call your other half "Precious"?

taking thing personal

did this yesterday, pretty sure the only thing I did all day was put off studying to play a bunch of for honor and new vegas

You can easily grow own.

Do you want to stay crazy? Or are you just to addicted/stupid to understand that your mind is already saying you have to stop

I'm working hard at my habits. I'm saving money. Increase my studying. Workout. And try to build an relationship with the girl i'm a bit in love. I really hope i suceed :). I'm still procrastinating too much.

Gene