What's your biggest ongoing failure in life, Sup Forums?

What's your biggest ongoing failure in life, Sup Forums?

Mines shooting up meth in the bathroom of a Salvation Army emergency shelter.

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How is that ongoing?
Are you currently doing that?

Like every weekend at least. Usually up for 2-3 days at a time.

I get the feeling of sickness and urgent need when I don't.

when everyone was going out i stayed home to play videogames

and now i have poor social skills

Not having the balls to deal with women

Welcome to your home then.

Does it always feel the same or is it like a take-it-once-every-few-months-to-feel-the-effects kinda drug.

I really can't think of any real mistake right now. Good for me, I guess

It does not always feel the same.

Meth releases all the dopamine stored in your brain. In order to experience the best high it can give, your brain needs a weeks recovery in between shots at least, preferably two, but being an addict I take 2-3 hits in a row each week/week and a half.

Otherwise my hands shake and my brain aches.

I know nothing about drugs, I think drugs are bad m'kay, and the few times I've even touched alcohol, I've not even been black out drunk yet. That being said, if you're at a point where you feel the need every weekend, this seems like an excellent time to try quitting altogether. Meth is supposed to be highly addictive, sooner or later you'll feel the need every day instead of every weekend.

White knight out, hoping this was the reply you're looking for

Do you plan to quit sometime or are you just gonna get high until you die?

Not doing anything except playing void games and smoking weed. That's been my daily life for almost a decade now. Somehow Ive managed to snag a mommy gf during my brief stint at college who is now my mommy wife. She pays for everything and tells me im perfect the way I am. Still can't help but feel like I shouldn't be such a lazy piece of shit.

That's one of the most degenerate lifestyles I've ever heard of.

Not really, no.

I plan to quit when I get sentenced for my assault charge and go to jail.


I smell a yandere.

>assault charge
Story time?!

Don't even remember it. Was blacked out on rum.

Apparently I fucked up three security guards at a public library.

public libraries have three security guards? Where do you live?

In a city with many homeless who peruse the downtown area.

WINTERPEG.

Yeah, sometimes I think to myself "what the Fuck are you doing with your life." but then I hit the being again and the existential terror fades away.

She's a little crazy, but that is overshadowed by her huge tits and ridiculous sex drive. Most mornings i wake up to her boobs shoved in my face while she strokes my cock.

Neechee. Kys you filthy injun

As long as you like it and nobody gets hurt, live your life (if THAT can be called “a life“).

Nah, if I did that how would I shoot meth or peruse Sup Forums?

Why are you neechees such terrible people literal garbage.

Nobody makes me feel guilty about it, which oddly makes me feel extremely guilty about it. I want to improve myself but I don't know how...

Chug lysol or hand sanitizer I hear you people are good at that.

You'd have to leave everything behind and start a completely new life to get out of that situation. But given that you are weak-minded and probably stuck in that life for a few years, it's just not gonna happen.

Didn't even know you could shoot up meth. (Or much about meth at all really)

Whoa, good idea.

I tried the whole get a job and live clean thing.

You white people won't even give a chance to neechs who live right. So fuck you, feed my habits.

Pretty easy. 10cc's of the stuff into a needle, plus 20cc's of water and dissolve it by shaking the needle.

Put into tied off arm, pull out some blood, making a blood/water/meth mixture into the needle and inject. Immediate euphoria and energy.

The fact that I'm doing basically nothing with my life. Absolutely fucking nothing. I have a shitty degree and I don't have a job. I would love to study more but I won't because of my social skills or anxiety issues. I just get into this extremely uncomfortable state for literally months when I know I have to make a presentation or something like that. It makes me feel physically and mentally bad. I'm smart enough and I could study basically anything I wanted (studying is free here) but because I can't deal with certain situations, I won't do it.

I guess I could look for a job but I don't want to because I have all the money I really need, which I get from the government.

I won't put myself through the hell of graduating again and I have no motivation to do anything else either. I have been considering suicide relatively serious for the past 2 weeks. I wish I had a gun and no family, would an hero.

I googled that too. I was surprised when watching Breaking bad and seeing Tuco snorting it. Thought it was smoked only. Seemed logical, seeing how crystalline it appeared.

He was talking to me, meth indian, but okay.

Post picture of wife.

>probably fat and/or really ugly

WE WUZ SAVAGES. WHITEY KEEPS US DOWN. Dindu nuffin wrong. RWD alert let's kill people cause we're PATHETIC meth smoking losers who have loads of schooling / financial and other benefits. But let's smoke meth and blame whitey

How long does that shit last? Is it in some way comparable to mdma?

>pull out some blood, making a blood/water/meth mixture
For the learning experience here, I thought the blood extraction was just to make sure you hit a vein?

You literally just described my life, bro, but I have the extra burden of being brown in a white mans city.

Snorting meth is the least efficient way to get high off it. Plus it feels like snorting ground glass. The drip also tastes bad.

Wtf how you pull blood into insulin needle?

12 hours is the standard for stuff around here, which is watered down as shit. But REAL meth can keep you going for 2-3 days easy.

Meth doesn't make every little sensation feel great, like MDMA, but it does make you feel like king of the world, a social butterfly with unshakeable confidence and energy.

It is, but it also makes the initial minute of the high less brutal, and less likely to hurt your brain if you shoot up a dense mixture of a shot, like I do. That 1 part meth to 2 parts water is the safest density of shot to do, but you can go further if your that crazy and desperate.

What's surprising about that? I think they do it, to make sure they've hit a vein, but once the needle is in the vein, you just pull the plunger. This is literally the least baffling thing OP has said so far.

You should get a PhD in meth

Say I get clean and have been clean for half a year.

Say I get my GED despite being a grade 11 dropout.

Say I live in my own apartment and have a phone number, temporarily paid for by social benefits.

Would you even hire me as a janitor? Or do not fit into your demographic enough?

By pulling the plunger and holding it there. It works just fine. The needle will fill.

What is the most baffling?

Nah, some folk still know a lot more than me. I've just learned a lot through experience.

I've overdosed twice now, came close to a stroke on one occasion, given how my neck jugulars felt like they were going to explode.

>boohoo i'm a victim
>oh god i'm gonna start using meth
>i'm a victim of using meth
>it's all whitey's fault

Yea. Ez peasy. Like how is this even hard. Get your license and drive 4 money

Kek this needs to be a meme

You avoid my question posed here You say so, but experience has taught me that's not the truth.

If injun's problem is victim complex and laziness, White Mans problem is fear, and not wanting to be around people who are different.

Idle No More

meth more

>What is the most baffling?
I'm a boring guy from a boring country (Norway), enjoying the fruits of a rich, socialist country and full bore white privilige (Yep, I certainly think it's is a real thing) - that comment of mine is mostly out of how I've never seen the appeal of drugs at all. Any kind of mind altering drug, it frankly scares me a little. But then again, I've been overprotected by family and society from birth, and never endured much difficulty from poverty.

I am socially insecure as fuck though. I function in a workplace, but not at the pub after hours. I would not be surprised if alcohol or weed could help me, but I still don't want to touch either.

My biggest ongoing failure(s) in life are...

Went to college during 3 years to get a graphic design degree. Ended up working in a factory at minimum wage anyways.

Played too many video games when I was younger, like cs 1.6 and Dota. Got quite socially awkward and dopamine depleted.

I used to love art and graffiti. I would try stencils with spray paint... INSIDE my freaking room. I did that for a long time in high school. Then I noticed that my Math class was suddenly getting harder and harder. Probably fucked my brain.

>never seen the appeal of drugs at all

You had a mother who loved you and a father who never beat you. You wouldn't, you have basic fulfillment. Or thats my best guess at least.

>but i still dont want to touch it either
It easily becomes a crutch.

>Then I noticed that my Math class was suddenly getting harder and harder.
Math was my hardest subject too. Did fairly well initially, but was definitively harder than the other where I cruised by on superhuman memory.
Then maths started being more and more abstract.
If you're not doing worse in the other classes, it's probably maths that are changing, not your brain.

A wild tribe of Indians have appeared

Living with the rents after college. No real job. Not looking to move out any time soon either.

Chug lyfe

bamp

kek
What a load of bollox!
>addict
>shoots a day/week
That's called recreational, faggot!
Fucking OD for real already!

Checked, nigga

All of my time in life is consumed by work and responsibilities

At the end of the day, when I am done, I am drained of all energy and mental focus, too much to apply myself at a number of things that I am good at - I just drink away the deep sorrow that I will never have the time to realize my potential, pass out, wake up and get back to work, to responsibilities that, while they help me in some ways, they kill me in other ways

I'm good enough at these things that, if I had 5 hours a week to work on them, I could make something with my own mind and hands that I could make a living on.

I seriously feel cursed.....If I were to call in from work just to have some time to myself, a fucking meteor would fall out of the sky to stop me.

The opposite of my problem. I do nothing and fill the void with amphetamines.

Yet this is the life I get looked down upon for not living.

'The pursuit of happiness' indeed.

well um...
question:
do you pay rent?
own land, or a home?
work a job?

Other side of the medal, OP. Cursed if we do, cursed if we don't

Did you know that the first Matrix was designed to be a perfect human world. Where none suffered. Where everyone would be happy. It was a disaster. No one would accept the program. Entire crops were lost. Some believed that we lacked the programming language to describe your perfect world. But I believe that as a species, human beings define their reality through misery and suffering. The perfect world would dream that your primitive cerebrum kept trying to wake up from.

Lmfao that's hilarious

youtube.com/watch?v=mxhazMmfp2A

Not at the moment, but I have in the past. Cleaned a literal bingo hall for a living to pay for my room in a rooming house shared with 6 other people. My only source of happiness was getting drunk and voice chatting with random people over Rabbit, and Discord. I like chatting.


>other side of the medal
Yeah, no kidding.

i guess what i mean to ask is this:

why are you not homeless?

i.e., who pays your rent?
you're saying you used to work a job to pay rent, so what do you do now?

this is all leading into why you feel "looked down upon"

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This is a prime example of what we deal with in winterpeg on a daily basis .

Model citizens of Canada right here

>why are you not homeless

I am, i sleep on a gym mat at night in a shelter


>ou're saying you used to work a job to pay rent, so what do you do now?

I live off of a tiny amount of benefits 60$ a month and make some extra money on the side through a temp agency, all of which goes to my addictions, meth primarily.


>this is all leading into why you feel "looked down upon"

What? People have literally climbed a fucking hill to avoid passing by me on the street. Not sure what you're saying.

I was 28, had a gig in southern Sweden (comedy based music), got a completely dead audience..
Thought it was a one time thing but every time I perform down south I get the same audience...
Up north I'm killing it.

Bowser & Blue?

Nah buddy. Swedish here.

i now also look down upon you.
if i were you,
i'd get off the meth.
and if i couldn't,
i'd kill myself.

>southern Sweden
Guessing Stockholm... Dead people.. Ignore them, stay north

Just doing meth in-general...

What?

>What's your biggest ongoing failure in life, Sup Forums?
My life.

May not be north vs south either, might be urban vs rural

What?

This. Noticed the difference a lot of times.

What?

Just look for basic ways to start improving yourself
Find some productive hobbies
Ect

What?

What?

this one

Nani?

bamp

Chè?

not talikng to an asian gal who was eyeing me up at a lidl checkout

i've been in that shop a shit load of times but still haven't seen her again

problem is i haven't been in there at the same time i saw her last (about 10am )

i only i could go back in time ey

Kek

>be you
>be a poorfag
>no job
>shops at 10 am
>lidl
>sees qt 3.14 chingchong
>massive crush
>keeps going back
>stalking power 100
>can't find her
>yfw she accidentally walked into a chav shop