Just venting. I just returned from deployment and I am dealing with it in entirely unacceptable ways. I can't keep my emotions in check upon returning, I'm quick to anger and even more quick to sadden. My mind is taking me places it shouldn't. Indulgence is dangerous and I'm not okay with what I've done.
I just want things to get better. And I want to get over this sickness.
Ethan Phillips
kys you POS
Jonathan Bennett
why would you come to Sup Forums of all places?
Alexander Rogers
Tai Chi.
I'm not even fucking joking. Thank me later.
Jeremiah Mitchell
Smoke weed dawg. Get out of the house. Find someone to talk to
Owen Anderson
Talk to other vets, get a therapist. Do some physical activity like bouldering or lifting to decrease stress and distract yourself. Talk to friends and family about how you feel.
Carter Butler
not okay with what you've done?
why are there so many pussies in the military nowdays? oh right I forgot, it's the new welfare
Eli Carter
kys kikepawn
Ian Nelson
Kinda sucks that you have these issues after going abroad and defending our freedom. Lol.
Leo Richardson
This guy right here should have his own advice column.
Sebastian King
That sign would have been so much more worthy of respect without the little mini rant at the bottom.
Death squads? Why not just say paramilitary? That's actually scarier, especially since when you get people to look it up. Anyone seeing that sign now is just gonna write it off as left wing horse-shit
Kayden Edwards
Welcome back, thank you for your services, don't be afraid to seek out group counseling. I'm sure there plenty online but depending on where you live you might be able to find one to attended in person which would be optimal. I can't say much to change your heart but know there is people out there willing to help many of whom felt like you so again thank you and hang in there brother it gets easier.
Hunter Butler
Basement dweller upset he ran out of cheetoes better call mom.
Wyatt Myers
Talk to your doctor, sounds like mild PTSD, at any rate as we grow older our emotions get stronger. Fell how you feel, don't hide it. Also has a point.
Best of luck mate.
Pic unrelated
Carson Turner
I agree. It's the first image that caught my eye when I searched "US military is a corporate tool". I still like it better than Uncle Sam's propaganda.
Kayden Watson
Brainwashing at its finest.
Levi Jenkins
I don't know; pray, drink light beer, drive around in your truck, sleep with one of 750,000 95lb blonde girls looking to marry for military benefits - I don't know what you people do
Matthew Sullivan
Killed some innocents in the name of your power-hungry country that uses its people for wealth?
I'm sorry. Consider therapy and moving abroad, maybe a non war-mongering brainwashed country.
Robert Miller
Go to the movies, 2018 looks like a good year for nationalist propaganda
Julian Gonzalez
Did OP buy the farm?
Isaac Baker
Smedley Butler knew his shit. I didn't enlist because I wanted to be some big damn hero, I enlisted because I wanted to fight and kill and maybe die. Also lol money.
Ryan Lewis
THISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
There are a VAST MAJORITY of Veteran services and even military help forums for this type of behavior. You aren’t alone. Come here and one of the first responses being “kys” is apparent you are in the wrong place.
Logan Edwards
OP probably abandoned thread due to not getting the (you)s he was expecting.
Aiden Kelly
You listened to a guy named Smedley? The situation is graver than I thought...
Jaxon Powell
I'll take some if the blame, my passive-aggressive nationalism reserves are a little tapped out to give him a proper response
Mason Jackson
LOL anyone who joins the US military belongs to the dregs of society. You are too stupid for college or even a trade school. Thats why most in the military are white trash, niggers or spics. You have the IQ of a chimp and will end up dead or paralyzed fighting for jew interests kek
Benjamin Morris
Look up veterans association is corrupt and then come back here with advice.
Elijah Edwards
accept responsibility for your choices and actions, right or wrong, learn from them and form a strong foundation of principle / ethics. abide by those principles from this point forward, with honor and integrity. if you know you've done wrong, make amends in whatever way you can. even if not directly, contributing to your community or helping others can really help. look up adam kokesh's youtube channel, he was a marine and has a lot of good things to say about his service.
Ian Gutierrez
smedley butler, the most decorated marine in US history.. his book "war is a racket" is right on!
Blake Fisher
I'd tell you to kill yourself, but I doubt you could figure out which end of the gun is lethal.
Ian Campbell
Besides living in poverty and having no other choice I don't see why anyone would join the military. OP, you sound like an intelligent guy. Why didn't you pursue other options?
Jaxon Murphy
I don't know why, but you strike me as a big Waylon Jennings fan
Michael Ramirez
The VA is still being purged. Yet another thing to thank Trump for.
Jackson King
Adam Kokesh is a jew shill.
Dylan Martinez
I'm pleasantly underwhelmed, I'm surprised you credit me with even knowing what a "gun" is
Jonathan Hernandez
Hey user, This goes away in a month if you do the things you would normaly do as a civilian, Workout, breakfast, lunch,dinner and at night go to the city and walk on the street, You are currently in military mode ( i am dutch btw) and you are living in that little loop ( u still feel like u can do everything u would like in the service right?) but now visit the city for a little while, because u got no reason while in deployment ( assuming u were in middle east)
Lucas Peterson
Not OP, sorry, I was actually going to make fun of OP
Jayden Cook
You could always just go and shoot a sealnor something, Chris Kyle therapy
Bentley Watson
Breathe
Chase Martin
I would been grinning ear to ear. PTSD is for fags.
Robert Foster
Here's what's happening to you. 1) You left a structured environment where they actually gave a shit about you. 2) You entered a toxic environment full of babies that are adults that immediately assume you are evil for joining the military 3) Your structure and support were removed because those same babies control most of the government and once you've done your time they are done with you. 4) Your patience is at an end because you see the obvious petty shit and don't want to deal with it but are forced to.
Understand you are more adult than half the population. You have seen shit You have done shit Most of these pukes haven't even come close to doing what you've done Yet they make it seem like they are better because they went to "college" instead of serving. Most of them would wet themselves if shot at
Blake Brown
Hey OP, let me just tell you that you're going to be okay. Just like physical wounds, a mental wound will take time to heal. Right now you have a scab; it's itchy, it's sensitive, you know you shouldn't fuck with it but you desperately want to rip it open at the same time. This is completely and totally normal, especially with you just getting home recently. How you handle yourself over the next few months will determine how well you heal, whether you'll have deep scars or small ones. You'll find it easier to talk to other vets about the things you've seen and done, but don't make the mistake of shutting out your family. Talk to them about your feelings. They don't need to know specifics about the violence, but you can tell them that certain things remind you too much "about the war" and talk about what you're feeling right now. If you think it will help, try talking to them on a good day first, and let them know that you don't need or want them to fix anything, you just need someone to listen and give you comfort.
Cooper Hughes
1) Who gave a shit? 2) Entered an environment where the rest of us don't buy into the "Be all you can be" propaganda bullshit. 3) Fucking what?! Please refer to your own 1)> You left a structured environment where they actually gave a shit about you. 4) You have to own up to the choices you've made.
"Us pukes" would rather do other things than go to other countries spreading "freedom" or defending Israel.
Most of us are smart enough to not put ourselves in a position to be shot at.
Keep up the good work. Thank you for your "service", and thank you for defending the country from all those terrorists.
Christian Kelly
>implying the military actually gives a shit about the ranks it treats as human cannon fodder, repeatedly denies at the VA for months or years until they die for lack of treatment, etc..
you might be the dumbest faggot i've ever seen on Sup Forums in the many years i've lurked here. kys.
Connor Johnson
He's not dumb, just brainwashed. Too much Nascar and gubment propaganda.
Logan Carter
definitely brainwashed / indoctrinated, but you might be giving him too much credit on the not dumb part. people who aren't dumb can often see through propaganda, or overcome their indoctrination, at least to some degree.