I have a cuckold impregnation fetish

I have a cuckold impregnation fetish.
Sexually, I love it, but it kills my ego.

How can I stop hating myself for having this desire?
I may or may not go through with it some day.

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I have the same issue. You can repress it but 9/10 it'll come back. Or just accept your self and have fun with the time you have.

How do you live with it?
Would you actually go through with it?

My gf and I talk about it, but I think I'd only go through with it if she found a long time lover and she wanted it. We have plans to have a kid of our own so I feel like it wouldn't bother me as much to have another by some one else

I actually want to have a big family.
The logical side of me wants the kids to be mine, the sexual side wants them to be by someone else.
Maybe I could go the middle road and have half by me and half not by me.
I also fear I would get hooked and have all by other men.
I would definitely want the first one to be by someone else.

Well just do you best to have moderation. Have at least one you can call your own then leave the rest to chance. Or both you and lover cum in her and leave it a mystery.

I don't like mystery.
I actually want to have a BIG family.
3 by someone else and 3 by me would be a nice combo.
First one by someone else, then one by me and so on, me always falling 1 kid short.

Sounds like you have it figured out

I know, but I still feel guilty for doing it.
Not guilty in a moral sense, but for "mistreating" myself.
You get what I mean?
Losing procreation opportunities like these can be rough on the ego.

I do understand were your coming from. But you'll have your own as well, so perhaps that will balance the feeling out?

Fuck no. Impregnate her yourself pussy.

Maybe I should just accept myself the way I am, and then not do it.
That's what pedos do.
The only difference is that they hurt children, while I hurt myself, possibly the wife and even "our" kids when they find out the truth.
You see, in a way this is worse than pedos.

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As in you want to be cucked? I have the total reverse. Id love to fuck a mans wife and cum in her unprotected.

Don't.

this. breeding bull all the way.

Yes, to be cucked.
I would want it to be done out of love, so it wouldn't involve any sort of humiliation or some shit like that.
We don't choose what turns us on.

>I have a cuckold impregnation fetish.

good goy.

go 100% NOPORN and NOFAP and you'll heal.