I need help. I think I am transgender. I don't want to be. I find myself constantly looking up how much surgeries cost...

I need help. I think I am transgender. I don't want to be. I find myself constantly looking up how much surgeries cost, and fantasizing about having tits, and being a woman. What can I do to stop these thoughts.

Two options
1. Become an hero
2. Stop being a faggo
You have a dick you are a man. No surgery will change that.

Die or get surgery. Or trip on psychedelics and hypnotize yourself mk ultra style

I like this idea. Even when I just smoke weed, I'm disgusted with myself.

Get out of Sup Forums. This board is a trap factory. Leave!

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I'm not bothered too much by Sup Forums. I stay away from those threads anyways. I haven't fapped to anything except transgirl getting fucked in ages. I always imagine I'm the transgirl getting railed............I think I'll just an hero, jk, but maybe not really. I'll never be a hot girl, and by the time Id even have money for surgeries I'd be almost 30....

Pics of yourself? Gotta see if it'll work or you should kill yourself

I already know I should prob just kill myself. I am totally not passable at all when in drag. I would need FFS and laser hair removal. I look a lot like this guy. Like almost identical. Very Scandinavian.

Except I'm not a Chad douche

omfg, just jerk off, then do it again later

>transgender.
EAT SHIT AND DIE FAGGOT
KYS FAGGOT
DIE FAGGOT DIE
DIE AND NEVER FAGGOTPOST AGAIN

It's constant thoughts. Unless I'm lost in vidya or something. It grinds at me 24/7.

How old are you?

Fantasizing about being a woman is perfectly natural for multiple reasons. Other than the obvious sexual ones, it's also just natural to believe "the grass is always greener" and want what you don't have. Plus objectively women have a lot of things easier in modern society, making it a desirable position to be in.

Similarly wanting tits or a vagina is very normal for a man from a sexual perspective. Nothing wrong with wishing you had what you constantly desire.

What's a bit extreme is looking up the cost of surgeries. Although if you're young (16-24) then this could easily be explained by rebellious teenager syndrome, hormones, or social pressure. Not to mention the media and school campuses have created a very cisphobic environment where transgenderism is actively encouraged and being normal is considered evil or misogynistic.

If you're older than 24 and you still find yourself looking up the cost of surgeries, then you've got obsessive compulsion and should consult a psychiatrist.

I'm 25, and I have always had these thoughts. As far back as I can remember. I would wear women's cloths even before I knew what sex was. I just want these fucking thoughts to stop. It's constant torture. I don't want to be a woman. I want to be comfortable in my own body, but my brain keeps telling me something is wrong.

take it from my experience, youll lose all your friends, your family will abandon you,say goodbye to having a sexlife, ppl will constantly torment you to the point where you dont want to go outside or even to the grocery store and no one will want to employ you.so unless your rich and can afford $120K of surgeries and not to be employed for awhile just forget about it.

ehhh, i still bet if you just keep fapping and doing other shit, you can get back to normal, while still fantasizing about that, i mean you can live a pretty normal life, thinking deep inside that you are actually a girl who born to be a man

Which I'm not, at least yet. I have an interview as a python developer at a silicon valley fortune 500 company coming up. Blahhh, I just hate fucking life with a passion. Anyone who doesn't have these thoughts constantly is lucky. I wish I had one of those things from MIB. Just wipe away these faggot fucking memories...

I've been trying user. I've been played 90 hours of CSGO, and other games these past two week, as well as probably coded another 90. Somehow the thoughts like to stick around, and when I finally have them out of my mind they poke my brain with a stick like, "Hey, don't forget about me!" If it wasn't for my family I would have became an hero long ago.

You're not, you're a man, you'll always be a man go to a fucking psychiatrist and figure out what's actually wrong with you and stop lurking the trap threads those faggots are cancer

I know this. There's three outcomes. One I just let the thoughts eat at me forever. Two I an hero, or three I transition; which I'll be so hideously ugly I'll probably an hero anyways. So, I'm probably going to have to stick with one. I know I'm a man I just want the damn thoughts to stop.

I really was honestly going to try hypnosis, and if that didn't work, deal with this faggot demon, suck up my pride, and see a psychiatrist...

then you are either a fucking weekling with basically non-existent will power, or/and an idiot

also its hard to tell from here, but i wonder what is this "poke back", cause i kinda have to guess you are somehow living a "normal" life in the meantime, otherwise ppl would know this already,

you knoow, fantasizing about stuff is not that abnormal, you are probably just an idiot faggot, or if not, then go to a fucking doctor or something, and tell him you are a retard who has no will power and would like some help/medication to be able to not act like a retard

>I an hero, or three I transition; which I'll be so hideously ugly I'll probably an hero anyways
Seriously man suicide rate is above 40% don't fuck your life up, two questions are you attracted to guys or girls, meaning is it sexuality you could just be gay, and how often do you expose yourself to this shit, looking at some SJW type shit saying that biological gender doesn't matter it's all how you feel all that shit. You could just be gay and have convinced yourself of some shit. Or you could be straight and still delusional.

I really think there is a chemical inbalance in my brain. I think my testosterone is off. My dick is literally 4 inches while everyone else in my family is much larger. I think something fucked up happened when I was a kid.

Honestly, I'm pretty asexual. I don't get attracted to other people very often, but when I do it's usually women, or extremely feminine guys. Im not attracted to guys in the slightest bit unless they have feminine features, but always had a strange attraction to dick. I would never have sex with a guy though.

Wearing women's clothes when you're young isn't abnormal at all. Clothing has nothing to do with our bodies and is in every way "extra". The only rules dictating what's "women's" versus "men's" clothing are not only social rules, but rules that vary heavily with the times. It used to be common to dress boys in dresses since you can wear the same dress for 7 years without "growing out of it" -- it just goes from covering your ankles to covering your knees. When boys finally outgrew their dress they'd have a "pantsing" ceremony where they got their first pair of pants.

You're suffering from obsessive compulsion. You're no longer just concerned with being a women, but you're concerned with the fact that you're concerned with the fact that you're concerned with the fact that you're constantly thinking about thinking about thinking about it. You're in a cycle.

Often when we find ourselves in these cycles we focus on a few key memories from our past as "evidence" or "proof" that something is amiss. And since the past can never be altered, it's the perfect trigger for our psychosis since we can refer to it at literally any time and the memory is still there waiting for us -- unchanged. However it's unlikely you've had transgender thoughts more than any other guy. The thoughts you HAVE had more than normal are the distressing fixation on your transgender tendencies.

See a psychiatrist. You have OCD.

Let me help you.
Do something with your life.
Do some sports.
Go ride a bike or something.
Do something productive
Play less videogames.
Be less on the internet.
Read something which isnt political.

And remember here is nothing wrong
with you if you like
dat dick more then pussy.

In the end we all like ass.

You're not, it's just a fantasy. After you cum, do you still want to be a girl? Didn't think so.

Yeah you're straight or mostly straight so you're just delusional, go see a doctor and keep in mind that whatever you have is a mental illness. It's ok to feel confused at times, a lot of people do, but actual transition works for a very small number of people, I don't think that stuffing yourself with cancer inducing hormones and getting tit implants is very different than wanting to put on a dress. Seriously see a doctor you're probably not dysphoric but might have some other conditon

Unless you actually are having an identity crisis.
Being Transgender is a disease.

I know I need to user, but I can't pull the courage out to do it. My family is half Scandinavian and half Italian. The wops would basically disown me if they found out about me seeing a psychiatrist. I just hate fucking life. What a mess... unfortunately I do think it is time to see a doc though. I can't deal with it any longer. I want to be normal.

Yes I do

Just be glad it's OCD and not true gender dysphoria

Also, I rarely fap. Maybe twice a month. This isn't about sex. This is about me not feeling right in this body. I just want to feel fine in this body.

How would one truly tell the difference?

Serious question do you lurk Tumblr if so stop immediately

stop diagnosing him you e-psycologist morons.

can it be possible that OP gets horny over the thought of him being fucked like a bitch and he's just a horndog who watches too much porn?

Either you gotta accept that you want to feel like a trap or that you have to realize you're a pervert and these surgeries and costs are an invention and nothing natural.

No, I used to have a tumblr in the late 2000s but left after it went extremely left wing

Did you miss the part where everyone told him to go see a fucking doctor, shut your fucking cock gobbler

I'm asexual though. I rarely watch porn, and as said above fap map twice a month. I fap so little my balls hurt sometimes.

everyone are morons.

irrelevant

as someone who is intersexed and is genetically a girl, but has a dick. wtf is wrong with you freaks who want this? Do you not realize it's a fucking weird and lonely life, not like a porn or your stupid gender flip animes. you people make me sick

Shit bait nigger

eat a dick, shitnigger.

Well you tried too hard faggot

Yeah shit bait mate

kill yourself before you start traps threads on Sup Forums, we have more than enough of that shit

You just have to keep your mind busy OP. Start seeing a doc, and stay buried in work, vidya, or whatever hobbies you do. Keep your mind moving.

Gender dysphoria involves the inability to understand or distinguish between what's "male" or "female". Instead of "I'm a boy who wants to be a girl" it's more like "I don't understand the difference between boys and girls but I like football and pretty pink ponies"

The trap threads are already here...you're a little late to the party anonymous

yeah, yeah. you do now I am the same right?

I like dick. I like pussy too but lets focus on the dick.
I like the thought of me getting fucked like a girl.
I thought of dressing up or a sexchange.
I like traps and femboys.

WHEN I am horny.

After I busted that nut those thoughts go away.
Now. OP could be like me. Just someone who likes that stuff when he is horny and doesnt if he is not. Now he could be actually wanting to be a
girl. thats fine too. But its most likely he is the first type. thats all.

Wouldn't that just mean they're retarded?

OP
I like the thought of being a woman. Cooking cleaning, cuddling...etc I would be content standing in line at the store as a woman, just not a complete freako weirdo that would think he's a woman. So, what I really want in my heart is to be a decent or averagr looking woman, that isn't possible without 50k in surgeries. So, I want the thoughts gone from my mind. I don't want to think those thoughts anymore. I am a man, and I will always be a man. I just want the torture to stop.

Sorry OP, sounds like I would probably kms with that going on in my brain. I'm glad I've never had to deal with it.

>I just want the torture to stop.

Let's choose a different option for this one.

Fine, this?

Nicely done though user.

I already have this one saved for a rainy day.

CBT, retard. stop masturbating to trap threads on b. you are programming yourself

I will not become an hero here. I have a great job opportunity coming up, and almost have a masters in computer science. Even though these thoughts grind at me daily I would never kill myself. There are things in life that I do enjoy, that have zero to do with gender. I will just become an loser with no spouse living in a studio apartment.

I don't fap often. I've said this a few times. I'm borderline asexual. Not many things get me horny. I rarely look at trap threads, Im more here for the computer culture, but even that has been lackluster lately.

same as what? I don't get turned on by wearing clothes or sex changes. op is definitely like you. all you faggots on b and the tumblr faggots with their 30 genders are the same. fucking retards

Sex isn't goal here. After I fap I feel the same.

CBT, look it up. think the way you want to think. never look at trap threads. masturbate or don't but stop dwelling on this, idiot.

Like CBT as in weed? I take that everyday.

you aren't the guy i responded to, fuck off OP

Cognitive behavioral therapy, dummy

Fuck you virgin

Ahhhh hur dur

Nah pretty sure he is talking about that
cock and ball torture. How would that help?
I guess it would help op focuse on different thinks.

Lol, you dumb nigger

Where can I find more info on this

yeah would like that too.
How does that work?
Is it like therapy?

Sometimes I'm not the brightest. I honestly might be the most retarded person ever to receive a CIS master's.

If OP properly applies CBT he can be a mangle-mitt in no time!

Yeah dude thanks a bunch

Do it OP. I'd tap that ass

get laid.

you can try being a man, but doing girly things to calm those thoughts.

think about it like a lolicon. pedophiles have this desire. so to calm it, they masturbate to hentai little girls

Sex doesn't really turn me on. I had plenty of sex in my early 20s and now it's just kind of off putting and gross.

read this thread

True, I was thinking of maybe cosplaying as a chick at a conference or something. Maybe that would help. I can get laughed at, and it will put me off for good.

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Psychiatrist here. I wouldn't say that it is OCD. It is not so simple, OCD is a symptom common in many diseases. From Aspeger and Tourette's syndrom to a schizophrenia.

It is not so easy with transsexuality either. I am not working with this but my colleague works. It is very common that trans persons are not satisfied with surgery results, they want to have more surgery or they consider suicide. And this is one direction way - you cannot got back your gender.
Be careful with psychiatry, psychiatry and psychology is under a huge influence of politics, it is easy to find a bad counsellor.

I do not want to say that you shouldn't do a surgery. But if my own child had such a problem, i would recommend to accepting self as you are and trying to find some way without a surgery. Sex and gender are not so important as we think

If serious. Surgery is too much for your evident lack of commitment, just hormones and diet should be enough.

If not so serious. Everyone has a feminine side, you can let yours shine brightly without giving up your masculinity.

Or he has a mental disorder idiot. He can't help being a faggot he's fucked in the head

Everyone on Sup Forums is fucked in the head one way or another. Tell us something we don't know faggot.

I guess I will have to start seeing a doctor. I just have to suck up my pride. I never ask for help from anyone...