Bpd is literally the worst and has ruined every relationship I try to form. No matter how hard I try to overcome it...

Bpd is literally the worst and has ruined every relationship I try to form. No matter how hard I try to overcome it. I feel like I'm bursting at the seams with crazy.

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Flat Earther logic

Thats because you are bursting at the seams with crazy. Get psychotherapy, there is a small chance it can help with a skilled therapist. Otherwise dont get into relationships, its bad enough u ruin your life so dont drag someone else into your miserable existence

only crazy can love crazy. Remember that.

Bpd chicks are literally undateable
I once had a gf that had regressive personality disorder and it was a fucking nightmare

like she acted like a child ?
doofus, din't you ever dress her like a 2nd grader ? dem ponytails doe....

are you a chick? Heres your goals you crazy bitch.

You had me at Velma.

Are you in treatment...residential treatment seems to be a positive choice.

My sister is Bpd, which she flatly denies. We used to fuck alot. I'd prefer to fuck a Bpd who admits it, then we can have fun with that shit.

excuse me if you are not a femanon, I realize you didn't infer, so no TITS demand.

if you are not femanon, strike the last clause of my post.

I dated a girl who was diagnosed BPD. One of the worst mistakes of my life. Dear God, that girl was a fucking nightmare.

She was easily the most manipulative person I've ever known. The mental gymnastics, the games, the back-and-forth bullshit... it was fucking maddening. After I finally ended the relationship, she spread vicious lies about me, and told people that I was gay and that she dumped me after she found out I was HIV poz. If I knew I could get away with it, I would have brutally murdered that cunt.

practice practice practice

Why? What things made her terrible?

What negative effects does BPD have in your life?

hahahhha man, I spat myself at HIV positive

>The mental gymnastics, the games, the back-and-forth bullshit... it was fucking maddening.
Would you kindly give examples of things she did to you?

No, it’s not.
You’re you just can’t handle it.

Are you officially diagnosed ?

I got it, but I learned to live with it, because there’s still a normal personality inside you, just strongen that part to where you’re stable no matter what, because you know yourself

nobody has ever produced a description of borderline that matches the hell of experiencing it.

plus, nobody who has it ever admits it, except in very mild (misdiagnosed) cases, or end stages of (very rare) successful treatment.

did you reinfect ?

Maybe you could try to express how it feels and what is life like with such chronic illness.

Don't worry he will love you HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAAAAAA

After 10 years, I can now laugh about it.

She was extremely sensitive, and practically anytime we'd get into an argument, she'd threaten to break up with me--sometimes she would, and then call me the next day to tell me she reconsidered. She perceived any criticism as an all-out attack, and could not take advice on anything. She would constantly bitch and complain about her life, but the minute I would try to offer advice, she'd blow up. I swear to God, She once called the cops on me for yelling at her.

That's just a few things off the top of my head.

Relatable

I’ve had such a gf once, I just stopped trying to help because you cannot do anything anyway

Do people a favour and stay single.
You will be happier alone and not constantly fighting and breaking up.
Build a community of friends and people you don't have to live with and destroy with your insanity.

Stay strong and don't ruin anymore lives.

Yeah, most of the stuff I mentioned is just typical female bullshit, but with BPDs it's ten times worse. All the worst female traits are amplified.

How was her reaction when you broke with her?

you responded to my post
I lived with a Bpd for 14 years
In the beginning, she had me convinced that I was fucked up in the head.
What a long strange trip to realize it was all her.
It was complicated by the fact that I was in love with her, and she was in love with wtf.

so, can't give you the Bpd's view.

Did she go to a psyquiatrist or something?

My wife is like that, except breaking up, calling cops, and pooping in your oatmeal.

Alexander Dubcek !

Nope...doesn't think she has it. Bad therapists agreed with her that I was the problem....Now they are gone, and the bad non-diagnosis rem;ains. Malpractice!?

Literature says they get a little better as they become old and lonely. But its been decades and she seems much the same.

You just need to find Mista J and it will all be alright.

reinfect? the fuck?

Bpd bitches are so funny. I love watching them get so angry at nothing, then wallowing in their delusional insecurities

are you taking medication op?

lol?

She acted like she didn't care, and basically told me she had guys lined up. Then she proceeded to spread the lies about me and talk shit to anyone who would listen. According to a mutual friend, she was constantly talking about me over a year after we broke up.

No one makes it out alive, but I know where the killer hides tonight.

Yea that's why they need to find someone as sick as them that will find them amusing.

MwaHaHaHaHaHaHaaaaaa!!!

The bpd female Tool fans are the fucking worst.
>I NEED TO HIT ROCK BOTTOM AGAIN SO I CAN COME BACK AND FIND MYSELF SO IMMA GEEK ON DXM AND CONTROL YOUR REALITY BECAUSE I AM STRONK

She probably hated still loving you, Sup Forumsro

I've listened to this so much it sucks now

>Alexander Dubcek
What does he have to do with what you told me?

hahahhaah have been with one for 4 years. She tried to kys herself. Also cheated on me.
Been with one for 1 night. Jesus, you should see her room. The walls were covered in posters from worst horrors like guinea pig, gure, puking, human candipate, etc. When we went to sleep she asked me why am I shaking.

it will reinforce

I honestly don't think she's capable of truly loving anyone.

Mentally ill bitches are not worth it. Stay the fuck away.

Study psychology and mysticism/esotericism

FUCKING SPOILER ALERT!!!!

Slovak pronunciation: [ˈaleksander ˈdupt͡ʃek]

walter cronkite use to say: (breathe in) Aalll-egszander Dub-check

>mysticism
That's the last fucking thing a BP needs. They're already about as irrational and self-righteous as it gets.

Does yours like kike magic? I've seen a reoccurring pattern where they get into that and sacred fem bullshit. Like, sitting in circles naked doing drugs doesn't make you a magician, chick.
Yeah, it's sobering seeing them pass through everyone they come into contact with while swearing that this time is "different."

Ironically insane people are the ones that need your love the most.

There's a man from the afterlife at the door trying to sell his soul.

Bpds don't see other people as whole beings, with likes/dislikes, wants/dis-wants, needs, and a right to their own choices and seeming inconsisentancies, and right to be as they please.

They love the projection of their fulfilled needs onto you, so they don't love you at all...and they have lots of needs they poorly fulfill within themselves...so.. love them and you are fucked. that simple. They Cannot Love You, Ever. They Cannot See You in the first fucking place.

Like they need a pound of your flesh nearest the heart, m8.

>muh mental disorders make me a special snowflake

yeah im not talking about new age bullshit, im talking about the perennial philosophy

>dis-wants
I'm gonna try and work that into my conversations from now on.

>I've seen a reoccurring pattern where they get into that and sacred fem bullshit
I'm the one with the BP ex, and I can confirm this. She was into holistic quackpottery and astrology and pretty much any Woo Woo philosophy she came into contact with.

Dated a girl with BPD for 7 years. Thats shit will drive you insane. I always said id never hit a woman but after being with her i realized why sometimes some men end up brutally murdering their wives. It was like an all out psychological assault everyday. I dont hate her because if you could look into the soul of a person with BPD youd know their own existence is a personal hell. You can at least leave them but these fucktards cant escape the vast emptiness inside themselves

if I meet someone who says that, I'll know you'r just a kevin-bacon away

Bpd is made up, you're just a worthless human being

Eh, mysticism is mysticism. I do enjoy reading about Christian mysticism and shit like Aleister Crowley, but I can't take it very seriously.

dude, my wife destroyed my vidya computer cuz-reasons.
One night, she lifted my laptop, my last computing device, over her head.
Didn't realize I'd hit her till I saw her on the ground.

Only time in 40 years living with women....never know when your last nerve is gonna break.

its an awful thing to have done, but it happens.

So their life is utter suffering?

Is your name Chris? haha Shit is more common than I thought.

Take LSD, DMT

Nope. BPDs are usually very similar with respect to their interests.

Seriously, why did she destroyed your pichuta? Also, how many years in prison they gave you for macho violence?

Because you dont know what musical integrity means you non musician pleb

Tru tho

>we used to fuck a lot

I had a BPD gf for a while, and the sex was pretty good because she was so into it (it meant undivided attention, I guess). I imagine sex with your BPD sister was also pretty hot.

I've taken LSD. It makes things seem mystical alright

>narcissism rampant
>cynicism present
>bullying vulnerability
You get angry a lot buddy?

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hmmmhmmmm

Yeah, seeing as Crowley won masonic awards for eating shit, fucking infants, etc.

Agreed but the instrumentalism is imo quintessential for the metal genre, and MKs lyrics stand out for a lot of reasons. Good music is timeless.

Wouldn't surprise me. I just find him to be a fascinating character. In fact, I just recently bought his Liber ABA. I'm more interested in the history than the rituals and supernatural bullshit tho

what exactly are your symptoms?
do you smoke tabaco, weed or drink alcohol?
how do you sleep at night?
do you use medication to sleep? if so how dependant do you think you are?
age?

I take it you haven't seen the viral video...
m.youtube.com/watch?v=9E62iA6KCIQ

not op but the constant i want to die texts and in person jokes
then the back and forth i-love-you-but-in-a-minute-ill-completely-hate-you

Im not like that haha. Just really admire the band.

Dated one for 6 years. Utterly ruined my life. Worst part, still love that crazy slut. Or miss her, or feel sorry for her. Not sure anymore, crazy is contagious. Hopefully she'll just finally kill herself, probably the best thing for her.

Oh hi Jackie, how's it going with Christian? :^)

Guise, take them trips and get a room ?

Fuk u im no feg >:(

i caught the 46&2 reference too although its a little off

Hey, OP.

Please keep your head up. My wife has BPD, and it tore us right apart. I cannot imagine what it must be like for you.

Look into DBT Therapy (dialectical behaviour) and reach out to a therapist. By acknowledging your own BPD, you are already one massive step ahead of my wife, who is in denial.

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i have BPD good relationship /5yr . Don't feel sorry for yourself go to therapy like the rest of us . move on and admit when you fuck up.

You just need a loving caring guy that will tie you up, whip you till you bleed then fuck you while your dripping a bloody mess.

makes no sense

I was with a girl with BPD for three years. By the time we were together, she had been treated and was "better" than she used to be. Here's some of the crazy shit she did:

- Couldn't handle physical contact of any kind because she was insecure about her small tits. Then did a 180 when she was about 20 and started fucking random strangers...like once she met a guy at a bus stop and then went back to his place and fucked him. Another time she met this guy at a bar who bet his friends that he would fuck her...so she let him.

- Terrified of having "real" relationships so would just be the fuck buddy of abusive dudes. I was the first guy she ever called her "boyfriend".

- Cut herself when one of her fuck buddies dumped her.

- Lies all the time, even about insignificant shit.

- Can't regulate her emotions. Blows up and just destroys shit. One night we were drinking and she got completely out of control for no reason, knocked over a bunch of bikes, broke a street sign, went up to an apartment building and smashed all of the doorbell buttons.

- Huge mood swings. Would go from wanting to hang out to needing to be alone. Could be the funnest person at the party, spontaneous and full of life. Could switch it up and be completely anti-social, not want to hang out, make plans and then ditch.

- Threatened to kill my exgf if I ever got back together with her. Went into detail about how she was going to smash her head with a bat or shoot her in the face.

- Could be really psychologically manipulative. Like she would try to mindfuck me with the idea I was the one with BPD and that she was normal, because it's a symptom of BPD to project your craziness onto other people.

She did all kinds of other crazy shit, but for some reason I loved her. When she was in a good mood, she was the most affectionate, most fun, most amazing person. And the sex was unbelievable. She gave head like a porn star, loved kinky fantasy shit, facials, swinging...

I miss that crazy bitch :(

hot

Your'e just a piece of shit and most likely deserve all your suffering reap what you sow bitch.

Be honest are you a true BPD or just a redhead?

I feel you. Found out I had BPD a year ago, therapy helps a lot (depending on whether you get along with your therapist, I wasted a good few months with the wrong dude, honestly just fucked me up). Also it's totally manageable with practice and the right set of mind. Maybe get "New Hope for People with Borderline Personality Disorder,
Your Friendly, Authoritative Guide to the Latest in Traditional and Complementary Solutions", it helps me keep things in perspective.