Feels/life questions thread. i'll go first i guess

feels/life questions thread. i'll go first i guess

>be me
>16
>fucked up childhood
>very popular kid, friends with everyone
>drink, party, dabble in hard drugs
>love has always been one night stands or fake relationships
>everytime i try real love it goes to shit
>pretty much emotionally numb
>tries to confess love for girl in my class
>very good friends att
(i thought more than so)
>she denies me and says shes not ready for a relationship
>literally tell her "oh, thats fine."
>she gets upset cause she thinks i'm upset
>fuck.jpeg
>dont know how to explain to her that i dont care without sounding like a psychopath
>calm her down and go on with my day
>later on thinking back on what just happened
>getting dissed by my crush
>not giving a fuck

am i just fucking autistic or has life and drugs really fucked me up this much?

drugs fuck you up like that

This is normal fucking behaviour.

What happened I your childood? Have you tried going to a therapist?

your crush wasnt really dissing you
she was upset not because she thought you were upset
she was upset because she noticed you actually dont give a fuck as much as she thought so you took her emotional tampon and confidence booster away from her

Shes pissed because you're not butthurt about it. She wants you to be a bitch about it. Nothing is wrong, shes just more insecure than you realized.

>16
Get the fuck outta here fucking kiddo

Prob a sociopath my dude

retard

ok ill go next
>be me
>girl has crush on me
>her friend comes over to me and tells me that she likes me
>asks if i like the girl, too
>i stand there thinking to my self the girl can ask that herself to my face
>mfw i refused
>mfw still with v-card

i guess its kinda just normal stuff, aspergers dad running off at 12, mom at home sick, money isnt good. my best friend died in cancer the same time my dad left, i've tried talking to a therapist about it but it just made me feel worse. i generally keep to myself alot

That makes me think..... What is your educational status ? highest degree ?

i'm not really that book smart but i keep up with school quite easily, i've got a's in all "creative" subjects like arts and craft, music, english aswell

Isnt that the most human way to accept rejection. Girls are cuntfusing

i guess.. maybe i'm just overthinking everything

you sound like a pretty decent person... no really!

what r u talking about school ?
y u still in school

some people are just better of as lone wolves for a while ... may i ask what zodiac you dropped in ?

watchumean why am i still in school i have like 3 more years and then uni

aquarius boi

are you a kid or what, youre not allowed to be here

just turned 18 the other day lol, story is from 2 years ago

ok so you will be ready with school by 21 ?

maybe i shouldnt be so worried about my future since im 21 and already studying for over three years

im not an amerifag, amerifag

im from sweden.

you're just ugly brah. start lifting and you'll be good

Not only are you autistic, but also wildly delusional. "Love" is an excuse preteen girls use to overestimate the value of their pussy.

actually love is a biological phenomenon that you can't really control unless aware of. you are friends with people because they make you feel good. survival instinct for trust and having people around to fight off danger, bigot.

ehh ok so youre not that guy ?
i mean, 18+3 = 21....

>beta/emotional man children thread
grow some balls and get pussy and there won't be any problems. when u have pussy, u have the world

Once again, delusional rambling. Retard.

im confused. this is op.
is not op lol

i get pussy no problem. i just wonder how it would be to actually feel something for someone

The biggest problem of cognitive thinking is: everyone is unique.

The modern psy analysis is rubbish. There are now new theories/tests about the brain chemistry and they found out, not one human has the same setup.

Don't waste your lifetime to think about what to do, start just doing without doubt. Love as a state of mind is overrated, it's a moment of recognition.

You look at a sexual compatible person, and feel the urge to mate. We humans tend to stretch this moment as long as possible. But reality shows us it doesn't last.

Enjoy life and sex