How's your mood today, user?

How's your mood today, user?

Feeling lazy, honestly. Had some coffee and a piece of pie for breakfast and am just on the chans now. But no good discussions there either.

How about you?

I have enough duloxetine to kill myself whenever I like. I feel great.

Feeling ok. Reading Dr. Peterson's 12 commandments

Neutral. Woke up with a hangover after a birthday yesterday but it passed quickly. After that, I was just playing LoL all day

Absolutely horrible.
I've got a cold and ran out of antidepressants on friday, and my gf has recently been very distant and quiet, which makes my anxieties even worse.
Can't wait for this day to be over.

>Duloxetine
>killing yourself
KEK
That ain't possible, lad.

I take em every day, that's the ones I ran out of.

Lazy as fuck. I’ve seriously just laid in bed and have been looking at my phone for 4 hours

I still haven't given up on the idea of revenging my dead father. I know who the killer is but I'm too much of a pussy to do anything. I think about the ideas to kill/torture/catch etc. almost every day. It happened 20 years ago but now when I'm adult and have no other plans for my life I know it will hunt me till death. I need to do something about it or I will hate myself forever. I can't see any other way. Thinking about it makes me hate all criminals and basically or dangerously looking people what makes me ultra paranoid because I can no longer hide that hate, I'm so full of anger. I'm on the edge most of the time... I'm sorry, all the time. I can relax only when I'm taking a shit. Sometimes I think that it would be easier if another piece of shit killed me instead so I can be free from all that bullshit. I can't even cry anymore.

1000mg will kill you

Alright, eating pop tarts and playing paladins

Man, maybe u bluffing but if you knew my story, i can feel you. Being a white knite led me to being manipulated fucking big time by a thot, drug dealers and shit, being afraid home is wired by cops, went so over the top am now mostly recovered but some sort of PTSD + hate of criminals, psychopaths and so on it would be easier to just become an hero!

My dude my throat has been feeling like I needs to get ripped out of my neck it's been so petrified. My adams apple has been uncomfortable for months now and I'm getting the mustiest smells at the face random times of the day. Water kinda hurts

Whats the issue? Any idea where its coming from?

why would I be bluffing? I go to poker tournaments at local casino sometimes and there is one criminal who is already calling me "king of rats" because one day he was at my table sitting next to me and someone farted. I made a tiny nervous move with my head in his direction and he started threatening me. I'm either fucking mental or this world is just fucked up. An hero!

I believe its at least half mental (over reacting?) and btw, just be the king of rats then. Criminals engage other criminals cause criminals cant call the cops, they mess no with regular people as they now they always will. Choose your side and dont try to impress those whose values are straight outta garbage can. Although, easier said than done. Im a fucking wreck too

I've been a little more impulsive and self indulgent since I might be going to jail.

>use rent money to gamble
>lost money
>proceeded to use rent money to eat out and race go karts

>accidentally ran a red light street racing
>might have to pay a ticket for that

>a speed trap was set up where I like to speed
>I might get speeding that, too

I just bought back a few of my instruments a few days ago, but I might just have to pawn those again.

Yes man, you are right about all that but I just need to release this anger somehow and they seem like a perfect target...

>>I might get speeding that, too
I might get a speeding ticket for that, too

Therefore, I fee like shit, accompanied by cold indifference, and maybe some contempt

feeling oldddd... feeling good.

>feeling oldddd
I'm young, but that's not a good feeling for me.

I advice to just be, and wait. If nothing happens at a period of time, your ok. Then figure why that shit pops into your head all the time.