Be honest. Would you kill yourself if you were a 5'5" foot male?
**I don't CARE about relationships. I never did** so don't bring that up.
ALL I cared about was physical power and masculinity. I am almost 23 and have been this was since I was 12. This height emasculated me.
Long story short, I would do thing lile 17k pushups with 45 lb in a month, lift a 20lb dumbbell around 1800 times per arm (an hr, once every 2), nearly max the machines in the hs I used to go to, handstand pushups, 51k situps in a month, 100 squats woth 45 lb,trained with ankle weights, etc etc etc etc it's a looong list.
Point is I trained for 2-3 hrs a day for 4.5 years starting at age 12 but have done nothing since I was 16.5 so about 6 years. I was even going to DOUBLE the 17kpushups, along with the rest of the METHODICAL routine I had the month after wards and the month after that, etc.
I lived for ONE reason and that was to obtain the upper most pinnacle of my will power. Not even fucking anime characters had my obsession.
Training was EVERYTHING to me and proving to myself that I had the ultimate will power out of any other human was my PASSION.
I ONLY stopped because of my height emasculating me and turning me from a MAN into a BOY. Pathetic.
It got so bad that even if I were to get 6 sets of surgeries to increase my height (2 for each arm, 2 for each leg, and 2 for my spine), I will NEVER be the real me ever again. Just one surgery in beijing costs 45k for 10cm for both legs (4inches on your tibia). Imagine all 6? Probably like 300k... ya no not happening. Just one is a fucking mission to get.
Jokes aside, would you kill yourself if you knew for a fact that you would never be the same ever again? If you knew you would always be a little boy for the rest of your life?
For the record, the ONLY reason I haven't done it yet is because of my fear of hell (I believe in a tyranical creator. I am not religious however). Damn. I need to get over that fear. 6 years of being suicidal
You're a boy because of your attitude, not your height.
Grow the fuck up, figuratively.
Christopher Rodriguez
5'3 male here. Shit sucks but its not worth killing yourself over lol
Dylan Young
Nope. I need the surgeries. They are symbolic to me.
Being short = not a man
If you can accept it, good for you I guess but my dominant masculine personality makes it literally impossible to accept.
Elijah James
i wish i were 5'5 instead of 5'8 because i'd be cuter >:3
Ryder Hill
>training was EVERYTHING to me >squats 45lbs
Doubt it t. /fit/
Blake Bailey
>Dominate masculine personality >Being insecure about height
Pick one.
Hunter Ward
nah, I'm 5'6" and I can't imagine one more inch being my breaking point. I got a great job, amazing friends, a devlish sex life and fulfilling hobbies. not going to say it never bugs me, but it doesn't seem to effect mt the way it does other manlets.
Isaac Rivera
I'd become a trap
Ryder Thomas
Being a man in my eyes = not accepting things that symbolize weakness.
Height is a weakness. The shorter you are, the more you resemble a little boy.
Logan Anderson
I'm 6'1" myself, and have nasty back problems. Fuck being tall.
Carson Moore
>Those mental gymnastics.
Ayden Murphy
kek, 6'1 isn't tall. you're barely out of manlet territory.
Lincoln Phillips
>5'5" foot >5'5" foot >5 foot 5 inches foot
Stopped reading right there. Kys
Charles Parker
The thing is physical power, masculinity, and dominance were the only things that mattered. Not some slut. Not being rich. Not having friends.
Just training gave me meaning.
In my eyes, 5'10" is good enough. I wouldn't have become a broken shell at that height. 5'10" - 5'11" would have been perfect. Now it's too late. The superior version of me is dead and I am basically just a pathetic shadow of my former self.
Jeremiah Bennett
>I trained for 2-3 hrs a day for 4.5 years starting at age 12
Didn't anybody ever tell you that lifting weights from a young age stunts your growth?
Well you're paying the price now, aren't you faggot?
Jeremiah Nguyen
No I wouldn't. Here's why, I am 6'7" and there's a great many things I have to try doing that would be monumentally easier if I was shorter. Stooping down low kills my knees, I have to practically get on my knees to clean under my cabinets sometimes. Also I hit my head on things, door frames, ceiling fans, low hanging support beams in some garages. I have a hard time fitting in a lot of cars comfortably. So if I was you, I wouldn't consider your height a curse.
Samuel Gonzalez
nice troll thread
Asher Fisher
You dont believe my workouts were real? Sounds lile jealousy Well it doesn't matter either way because by not doing anything for 6 years, I am basically back at square one and can't even do my basic 12 year old workouts. I can't start over without at least one height surgery either. I have a mental block and only the surgeries can begin the healing process this emasculation caused me.
Owen Barnes
Are you trying to say that being taller would be better? I can't fucking imagine the problems of being taller, if my height is already shit and is not "that tall". At any rate, any taller than that is just freak territory.
Luis Murphy
K
John Allen
The REAL problem was my shit genetics. My parents are shorter than me.
Angel Martin
Ain't a troll thread. Look at the stats. Short males are statistically more likely to attempt (or maybe it was commit) suicide.
Zachary Perez
I read it as "Five foot Five foot" in a nursery rhyme tone on
Ayden Turner
but wouldnt it make you even more manlier and more dominating if you still overcame people much taller than you? seems like this betters your chances of being more dominating if you can achieve the physical strength
Wyatt Murphy
user, I'm going to be 100% real here. Offing yourself because you're short is just about one of the silliest goddamn reasons I can think of. Though it sounds less like you're bothered by the height itself and more about what you feel it represents, which is masculinity. Truthfully, if you want to be a strong man, the best thing you can do is just deal with your shortcomings in a mature way as opposed to killing yourself over what you were dealt with, and stop equating masculinity with just size. Keep training if you want to be stronger, but if your goal is to be a man, then all I can suggest is manning the fuck up.
Christopher Butler
Hell no. I have standards. Anything under 5'10 is basically worthy of suicide.
I cared very much about piwer but I wanted a body that ALSO reflected the immense will power I had. 5'5" doesn't fucking cut it.
Kevin Flores
Even if you we're 5'10 you would look up at people who were 6'6 and still feel just as emascluated. You're mentally a cuck, your height has nothing to do with it.
David Lewis
Its easier to punch up than down,
Michael Hall
sucks to suck i guess. meanwhile no one else cares, so feel free to off yourself i guess.
Michael Campbell
Going with or against gravity is easier?
Aiden Cox
I forgot to mention having to special order clothes and shoes because no stores around you carry your size at all really takes a toll on your wallet after awhile.
Bentley Murphy
Nothing says you have immense will power than killing yourself for being a few inches shorter than standard.
Wyatt Parker
Not possible. It does sound silly but damn do I have so mich evidence to back up how this got to me.
On my phone alone I have like a little under 2700 notes. Basically a diary of me explaining how badly I want to kill myself. About another 2500 got erased. I also have written in this forum for over a year (30sih posts).
It sounds silly but it fucked me up.
Samuel Price
Have kids with a girl your height or taller, you will have talls sons and not only procreate, but also improve your future genes.
Luis Rivera
Being short isn't your worst problem, its your insecurity
Parker Johnson
Nope. I actually LIKED feeling like an underdog before. 5'10 is good proportions too in my eyes.
I actually lived by the philosophy that hard work was >>>>>>>>>>>> superior to genetics.
That was until I was emasculated. Not my philosophy turned 180 degrees. Genetics > effort
You have to draw the line somewhere. 5'5" is not a man in my eyes. I'm basically the height of a 12 year old boy.
Juan Adams
>Not even fucking anime characters had my obsession. Top kek Seriously though killing yourself because you're short is a dumb fucking idea, maybe stop being so insecure about your goddamn height
Luis Kelly
I have 0 will power left because I was 100% defeated. The only way for me to possibly become my old self again is with the surgeries.
Oliver Phillips
your muscular and bone structure are more limiting than gravity when it comes to a single punch. gravity doens't compensate for the fact that human arms arent designed to punch down, but they naturally lend to punching up.
Asher Stewart
I agree OP, kill yourself. Not because you're short, just because you're a faggot.
Angel Bennett
1.90 meters or around 6.2 for ya Amerifags here. Believe me OP, being tall isn't that fun and it doesn't make you masculine either. If I lift some heavy shit, I can almost hear my spine crack. My back is really fucking killing me sometimes. It doesn't end there, being taller makes you look skinnier as well which you would have to compensate with training even more. Believe me OP, sometimes it's better down there
Ethan White
This "one" forum. Not Sup Forums
Thomas Foster
This man lived a full happy life, and he only got to a maximum height of 1'10". What's your excuse?
Robert Miller
You were defeated long before you were 'emasculated', as you keep saying. This is deeper than 'emasculation', this is deep, DEEP insecurities. The fact that you were working so hard just to prove that you were the manliest man in all of mantown from such a young age is proof enough that this isn't about your size, it's about a deeply rooted mental issue. Instead of spending thousands upon thousands on a surgery that will likely leave you looking like Jack Skellington, please, see a therapist or something of the like.
Andrew Baker
So he was a body builder too?
No... my excuse is that every person is different and lives for different things.
Comparing me to some other person is like comparing apples and oranges.
Christopher Ward
Meant to say *Apples to oranges
Luke Jenkins
My point was he didn't let his height phase him throughout his life. And here you are 3' taller than him whining about your height on Sup Forums.
Parker Roberts
>So he was a body builder too? He didn't have to, he clearly wasn't insecure about himself.
Jacob Nelson
But my point is that everyone has different things that make them happy. Some don't give a shit about my dream and visa versa. Apples and oranges. Some people need height, others don't care. Different strokes for different folks.
James Martinez
Exactly like I said, you are mentally a cuck. Either mature mentally or kill yourself.
David Hall
I guess the latter eventually because I'm not changing who I am.
Matthew Martinez
This is Danny Padilla He is 5'2"
Ryan Wood
So that means you can either change your height or you can change your mentality. You've already said that changing your height is out the window, so its either change your mentality or be miserable.
Jose Campbell
Ik midget body builders exist but that doesn't make me feel any better.
Benjamin Turner
It's not 100% out the window. I am slowly and painfully grinding towards the 45k needed for the surgery in beijing.
David Howard
No. I'd be like Napoleon but better.
Easton Parker
This My suicidal thoughts are because I might be going BACK TO JAIL tomorrow. After child support, I make 8k a YEAR and I can't afford it, so I might be getting locked up Fuck you OP Please kill yourself squirt tiger tiny little man shrimp
Bentley Brown
You're not changing who you are? Don't tell me you intentionally keep that shitty attitude instead of improving yourseld becayse it is 'who you are'. That is pretty much admitting that who you are is a miserable person. Grow the fuck up. Act like an adult, acknowledge your flaws, and fucking work hard to do something about them. Don't make excuses like that.
Brayden Torres
This motherfucker's about to spend 45k to look like this nigga so he can think he won't have to deal with his issues for real.
Have fun you somehow less masculine version of Michael Jackson.
Colton Smith
Good luck man
Grayson Cook
this man speaks TRUTH
A M E N.
Thomas Miller
just do weight lifting competitions if this is all true. become a trainer or something, theres other things you can do. im a slim tall guy whos 6'2" but you just have to rock what you go with. i joke saying im a skeleton, you can rock being buff. just gotta use what you got. i dont consider myself attractive, but i can make myself seem hotter depending on what i wear or my attitude.
tl:dr if this isnt bait and op is telling the truth, embrace what youre good at, dont care about other stuff. youre short but strong, rock the strength part then
Juan Reed
I am 5'5" I want to kill myself because I'm a terrible person that is somehow incapable of doing anything good or productive, but I alsoexcel at being creepy, disgusting, and toxic but being short never really bothered me that much
Landon Scott
height is like dick size. nobody but yourself cares how tall are you/how long your schlong is. i would suggest stop browsing Sup Forums, fucking everyone takes the height meme seriously. irl nobody cares.
Angel Carter
Thing is height bothered me since I was in 1st grade since I was always the shortest male. The only reason I was able to successfully cope was because I ised to be a super optimist and just assumed I was a late bloomer. I thought that as long as I remained positive and put it effort, it would be enough but in the end, genetics is superior to effort.
Cooper Torres
You say that because you fucking stopped putting in effort and used your height as a scapegoat. You have been insecure your entire life, regardless of height.
Real talk? That surgery will make you look like a freak. You will be fucking strange to behold, and I doubt you'll be able to actually put on much muscle (since that's what defines manhood apparently) with such a mutilated body.
You can be 'strong', and 'dominant', and 'manly', but if you actually were any of those things then being 5'5" wouldn't stop you.
>"But muh e-emasculation"
That's no excuse. You have the means, fucking use them. I bet if you could make yourself six and a half feet tall then you'd just find a new excuse to stop trying.
Michael Barnes
>That's no excuse. You have the means, fucking use them. I bet if you could make yourself six and a half feet tall then you'd just find a new excuse to stop trying
No man. I promise you height was literally the only reason I stopped. Literally the only reason I broke. It was the final piece I needed. No one gets that though.
William Murphy
Nobody gets that cause it's fucking silly. You say it was the final piece? What were the other pieces?
Isaac Clark
my brother is 5'4" and in medschool. Has a gf and just doesnt give a fuck about his height.
Just kill yourself faggot you sound like a loser not worth living in this world. This world will chew you up and spit you afterwards.
Asher Sullivan
No because that's the most childish way to off yourself. Also you must have a problem if you get that invested in to something (mostly) out of our control. Damn nigga, sad as hell.
Connor Johnson
Just height actually. It was basically the only prereq I needed. Had I just had that, I could have worked eith this body.
You don't get it because you don't understand my obsession for training and being dominant. People don't seem to get that every person becomes fulfilled by different means.
Brandon Foster
I will eventually, dumbass. Easier said than done to actually get the nerve. I also already said I don't care about being rich or about relationships. I also already said what makes people happy varies per person.
Michael Reyes
>you don't understand my obsession for training and being dominant
I don't, cause you look for any excuse to not train, and you've never been dominant.
Lucas Hall
Then you're either mentally ill or this is one hell of a copy pasta. kek
Liam Scott
You seriously don't get it at all. There's no point on training if I will always feel like a little boy. Being short makes me feel like a boy. It's not hard to get. No amount of physical power will make me feel like a man if I am stuck with the body of a child.
Isaac Roberts
I don't see how I'm mentally ill heh...
Being suicidal over being a degenerate is logical. If anything, suicide is the right thing to do if you have shit genes as people like me would only dillute the gene pool. Also, survival just for the mere sake of it is meaningless.
Luke Reyes
I'm tired of trying to convince you that you shouldn't do it, or to seek help. You clearly don't want help, you just want to wallow in your own self pity. You prefer things be bad so you can bitch and moan instead of actually trying to make them better. Just know that you are the least dominant, least masculine person I've seen on this site, and that has NOTHING to do with your height.
Asher Flores
5'5 manlet here. Help.
Jacob Peterson
In your opinion.
I only cared about my definition of masculinity. Yes convincing me to accept this height is impossible.
Sebastian White
Don't be like OP and let your height define your worth as a human being, follow your aspirations and people will appreciate you for being able to follow through with them. Don't feel a need to compensate, cause honestly, there's nothing to compensate for. Unless there's a really high shelf and you need a stepping stool, then maybe it's acceptable in that scenario.
Asher Myers
What the actual fuck is this
James Howard
You have body dysmorphic disorder, see a specialist.
Xavier Walker
>Look at the stats. [citation needed]
Dylan Harris
"dilute the genepool"
what the fuck cunt. fuck. im a foot taller than my dad and nearly the same over my mum, whos fucking genes did i get??
Jaxon Myers
point being your not diluting shit. unless you have 3 midget kids
Jaxson Myers
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Tyler Ross
Also seems like your not really thinking realistically... this isnt ancient greece... why do you need to be tall to be masculine
Carter Evans
The mailman's
Colton Price
He doesn't, he just likes to think that it's not his fault, so he finds nonsensical bullshit to blame it on
This is the only relevant part in the link: "Being born normal length (51 to 52 cm) but remaining short as an adult increased the risk of attempting suicide by 56%. The taller a man was, the less likely it was that he would attempt suicide."
19, is there any change of me growing at this point, i am not that small but would prefer to be a bit taller
Benjamin Davis
Wrong. You just make baseless assumptions about me.
Dylan Hughes
When I was 13 I was already 5'11 I'm so sorry for you guys
Evan Murphy
nah bruvva it seems fucking ridiculous you're this sad over how tall or short you are. and the fact youre scared of hell or satan or what the fuck ever says alot about you too. you probs laugh at suicidal people with real problems yet wanna an hero over being short
Jayden Perez
you know whats actually sad? kids being born sick. Human beings being treated like shit for the colour of their skin, cancer, the american poverty rate etc. i dont get how your so caught up in yourself
Michael Bennett
I'm 4'9" pal, 22 years. You've got it good, pal.
Daniel Ramirez
That stuff sucks but long story short, I basically felt I lived in my own little world while I trained.
Training was basically where I could have peace of mind. It was basically my "safe space" from all the bullshit of the world. It was my linchpin.
No bullshit culture. No people. No concerns about money. Just me and my own little world. The one con is that I needed a body that symbolized my will power. It isn't hard to get that being short makes you look like a child.