morning
S/fur
Thread
Morning
Gavin Nguyen
Logan Turner
...
Juan Perry
...
Jayden White
...
Connor Sanders
...
Jayden Bennett
...
Jack Collins
wheres the feral
Eli Sanders
...
William Morgan
in trash bin
Brody Ortiz
...
Alexander Harris
...
Dylan Johnson
awww yea
Landon White
...
Grayson Wilson
...
Kayden Carter
...
Anthony Garcia
...
Aiden Myers
morning!
Matthew Morgan
Morning, Sunshine. How are you doing?
Samuel Bell
...
Grayson Ward
I'm doing well, got the day off
fell asleep at four in the afternoon yesterday, so I was up early this morning
how are you?
Dominic Stewart
...
Angel Ross
That's good to hear.
I'm doing really bad right now.
Hunter Cruz
...
Robert Howard
...
Aaron Cox
want to talk about it?
Michael Gray
...
Carter Gutierrez
...
Nicholas Myers
...
Christopher Sullivan
...
Julian Peterson
...
Eli Sanchez
...
Sebastian Cruz
It's a long story. Delysid emailed my mom about me using opiates, and she freaked out and texted me dad. My grandma told me about it yesterday, and I lied right to her face about everything because she thinks she knows me when she has no idea. A couple days ago I stole more pills from my dad, and wanted to take them tomorrow because I hate Valentine's Day. I tried to sleep a few hours ago, but not smoking weed has given me insomnia, so I just lied in bed for over an hour thinking about how I'm ruining my life, and how I'm going to tell them. I couldn't sleep, so I got up, ate, and smoked, and intended to go back to sleep, but didn't. I found a thread that was comparing the song Hurt by Nine Inch Nails and Johnny Cash's cover. I never actually listened to NIN's version, but I gave it a listen and looked it up. It hit me so hard knowing that album was about a man destroying himself, and killing himself, with Hurt being the final track and his death, and talking about self harm and heroin addiction. I'm still crying 2 hours later at the realization that this is where I'm headed because I've given up, and all I want is to shoot up and die. I'm too far gone, there's no saving me, and all I've been thinking about is heroin, even looking up places to get it... and one day it's going to kill me.....
Anthony Gutierrez
...
Nolan Parker
...
Brandon Garcia
...
Grayson Watson
...
Nathaniel Russell
...
Anthony Gomez
...
Evan Lee
...
Jordan Jenkins
I'd rather not have to deal with another opiate addicted friend
there are much less miserable ways to kill yourself if that's what you're trying to do
but I think you're probably mostly feeling bad from withdrawals, if you were taking those pills for a few days
I wish I could offer you more tangible help, but all I can really do is recommend you do your best to relax and distract yourself with a pleasant activity until your brain chemistry recovers a bit
Nathaniel James
I don't know if I can stop myself at this point. It's not withdrawal, I haven't taken anything in over a week, and I didn't even have withdrawals then because my tolerance was already so high. It's the realization that I really don't give a fuck anymore, and have given up and literally all I want is to shoot up and die. I didn't care if it ruined my life before, and part of me still doesn't. All I want is to get high, and I'm pretty sure I know where it's going to end up....
Sebastian Hughes
...
Bentley Reyes
...
Blake Jenkins
all I can do is ask you not to
really you need a total change of environment
I wish I had the resources to provide for troubled friends like you, but I don't
wherever you are now can't be healthy for you if it's driving you towards that sort of drug use
Kevin Cooper
I'll try my absolute hardest, for you. But I really don't think there's a way out for me. Even if I couldn't get pills, I just hate life and don't want to live, and I'm really close to trying to get some H. I just don't care anymore.
William Walker
...
Cooper Gutierrez
I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything
The fact that I can see myself at that point, having given up and resorted to that is what makes me cry. I've thought about it for years, and I really don't think I'm ever going to do anything with myself because I just don't want to. I'm practically writing my suicide note at this point because I'm so far gone. All I want to do is apologize to everyone because I know it's where I'm going to end up eventually.
Aaron Richardson
...
Daniel Walker
...
Adrian Smith
don't be so fatalistic
you can turn things around, it's just scary because it involves a lot of changes and unknowns
Ethan Ramirez
I don't think I can. I've never enjoyed life. If I ever do anything with myself it's going to be spending my money on motorcycles, and killing myself on one whether it's intentional or not. And that's if I don't become a junkie. I just hate living, I really, truly want to die. I feel so sorry for putting my family through this because they really have no idea that I'm this fucked up and lost.
Nathan Reyes
Anyone have the one with the really pretty fox in an apron baking something, with the guy in a window across the street with a bloody nose, i think?
Juan Smith
...
Anthony Anderson
...
Luke Roberts
...
Caleb Powell
...
Zachary Perez
...
Logan Adams
...
Adrian Johnson
...
Zachary Richardson
...
Justin Gonzalez
...
Ian Cooper
...
Ryder Hernandez
...
Dominic Lopez
I'm going to try to go back to sleep again. I'm sorry for being so depressing this morning, Sunshine. I hope I didn't make you feel bad.
Jason Barnes
...
John Reyes
don't apologize, I just want to help you
I hope you get some rest and feel better, talk to you later
Robert Roberts
...
Adrian Brown
...
Dylan Sanchez
...
Jason Hernandez
...
Luke Cooper
...
Aaron Ramirez
...
Michael Wilson
...
Ian Clark
...
Andrew King
...
Andrew Anderson
...
Ethan Johnson
...
Juan Collins
...
Ayden Gray
Virgin day in T-minus 60 seconds
Aiden Jenkins
...
Anthony Bell
Time for another lonely fap
Ryan Foster
...
Eli Thomas
...
James Perry
...
Grayson Cooper
HAHAHAHAHAHA
Blake Kelly
...
Cameron Allen
...
Jack Russell
...
Jaxon Turner
I don't even feel like it. Perhaps I should just sleep
Nolan Roberts
...
Cooper Thompson
...
Kevin Russell
...
Jackson Peterson
...
Michael Davis
...
Dominic Hall
...
Brandon Long
...
Joseph Peterson
...
Anthony Morris
...
William Clark
...
Tyler Long
...