Guys I'm scared

guys I'm scared

I'm scared I might become a murderer, it's scary how willing I am to do this to people that make fun of me, I wish I had cancer that would kill me so I would live the last days on a deathbed happily knowing I didn't kill anyone

but I'm also scared that in the afterlife I might be able to live out my murderous fantasies and intentions, I don't want to be a murderer even in the afterlife but it just seems too easy for me to become one

what do I do?

It's literally not doing something. how hard can it be. don't kill someone. I don't kill anyone because it's literally not worth the effort to do so.

Don't be a pussy, go kill some one, see what it feels like.

Extra points if it's a muzzie.

Grab a gun, kid. It's open season.

1. Become President
2. Ban all guns

Problem solved

Smoke weed, just keep to yourself and be chilled, if someone gives you shit beat their ass, if someone tried to take your life kill the cunt. Such is life bro

stop being so edgy that you start pretending to have mental disorders, go and watch a clockwork orange you fucking edgelord

If you ever want to live let go of opinions on religion and politics it's all just a game to turn everyone into lunatics. Shoot your school up and lets see america go batshit crazy kid it's now or never

Go to a therapist

dont give him this, hes just being edgy there is nothing wrong with him, if you give him what he wants that makes him feel good about himself, hes literally worth less than squished shit on my shoe

> if someone tried to take your life kill the cunt
Thanks man, I'm sure I won't end up in prison for self-de...

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I was and am close to hamming chavy school kids to death on a bus I don't want to do this but I get moments where im close to doing it

TITS OR GTFO

Fantasizing about killing someone and actually doing it are IMMENSELY different. When you go to commit the act, you become extremely aware of what your hands are doing, the power they have, the responsibilities you owe the world. Time slows down, and it’s near impossible to do if you have even a microscopic shred of morality. It’s easier to do with a gun, so just don’t own a gun. If you can kill someone by stabbing them, looking them in the eye, props to you, you are not human.

Kill yourself.
It's a win win.
>Get to kill someone (yourself)
>Not killing someone else

it just seems too easy for me to do, I plan it out and stuff

well I'm going to the doctor tomorrow to explain my situation but I'm not sure if they're going to help me because its complicated, I'm losing hope

Work out, get a job, get a gf, have something in your hands that isn't your dick or a gun.

grow up you're 12

mate fuck off you edgelord, i was exactly like you in highschool, firstly you shouldnt even be on this website (your clearly a 14 year old edgelord) and second you only do this shit for attention, i was exactly like you, and tbh you should fucking kill yourself.

i'm 21 and having serious problems about this

this, also he got quads which makes it 10 times better

Stop being a little bitch, do something good for yourself and build your life, other people will give you shit your whole life and the less fucks you give about that the better your life will be.

oh shut the fuck up you fucking edgy cunt, go jack off to some furry porn whilst listing cutting yourself faggot.

Meditate,eat healthy foods, run and stretch

Emphasis on the word “seems.” But when you’re in the moment, and you know what you’re about to do, your body just physically stalls.

at least do us a favor and make a thread if you decide to kill someone

The vans will be there shortly.

Kill a Muslim instead. Do good for the world and feel good about it. Turn your illness into good.

Noice.

I act out how I will kill and it feels so good and satisfying, I'm scared that I might do it in real life and also get motivated to do so, to get my satisfying revenge

Yes because losing your whole life and going out like a punk is way better than taking a stand and losing a few years

checked

your biggest problem is anxiety..that keeps you from killing people, and the numbness and vulnerability you feel drives you to want to kill in a perverse kind of self defense against those who do not threaten you.

You need mental help, meditation, a goal that is productive and rehabilitative of what ails you....else you gonna get yourself some murder by cop.

false, the more you think about something the more you are inclined to do it. Always, works on everything

That urge mostly overcomes me when I'm drunk.
A few years ago I was on a big college party. When I left there was a guy I didn't know, obviously wasted, on his way home so I followed him.
I followed him quite a long time until we reached a quiet area, he had noticed me at that point but didn't seem to give a shit.

I had a bottle still in the pocket of my jacket and when we were far enough away from people I got it out and tried to throw it against his head but missed. He noticed that and got both pissed and scared and eventually ran off after threatening to call the cops.

I pussied out of trying to chase him.

There were several occasions like this where I had the urge to kill or rape someone but only when I was drunk.

Don't start hurting animals, learn about psychology or become a statistic.

watch vids of cute things on youtube and do not watch shit about murder or death

i was the same dude, surrounding your self with shit like that makes you think of shit like that

surround your self with positive shit you become positive

also when ever you think about shit like that do something to take your mind off the thing

Alcohol lowers inhibitions.

If you want to avoid these feelings consider avoiding other anxiolytic drugs.

Alcohol, Benzodiazepines, ect.