How many anons here were abused/molested/diddled as children?

How many anons here were abused/molested/diddled as children?

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i was molested by a man when I was a young boy. I was 6 or 7 or 8, hard to remember exactly when to be honest. He lived in the basement apartment, my parents were the landlords of a 4 apartment building and we lived on the 1st floor.

He invited me downstairs when my parents left me home alone to just go shopping quickly. He showed me porn, so I saw a vagina for the first time in a magazine he showed me, a girl doing a complete split and spreading it open, so it was quite the first anatomy lesson. then he showed me a porn video of a girl in a white skirt, topless, riding a naked guy. he asked me what i thought they were doing and i was proud of myself for figuring out his penis was going into the hole girls have that i had only just learned existed, but then i got annoyed because he missed my answer as he shh'd me thinking he heard my parents come home.

I got molested by an elementary school teacher when I was like 11 for like a year.

So when did he molest you?

molested both my parents as a kid. Dad ended up gay because of it

we played a game then. he hid behind his recliner chair and pulled his pants and underwear down and jumped out and made like a weird noise and he laughed so i laughed, not really sure why this was fun or funny but the idea of nakedness was silly and hes an adult and seemed to think it was fun and so i went with it. he kept playing little games like that, which were basically just him hiding then flashing his dick at me to get me used to it. then he got me playing the flashing game, until eventually he built up to us just sitting fully naked on his couch watching porn.

he told me he thought my skin was dry and wanted to put lotion on me and give me a massage so i laid on my stomach. it took a while for me to feel the "lotion". was years later when the memories came back to me that i realized he was jerking off, came on my back and little ass, and then rubbed it all over my back and ass like it was lotion.

then he heard a car pull up, had me get dressed, i went back upstairs and played with my toys and as instructed never mentioned it

see part 2:

guessing that was not part of the curriculum

Yeah I don't think it was.

oh, shit. i forgot a part. during the whole 'flashing game', at one point i jumped out from behind his recliner with my pants and underwear down and made a funny noise, and he pretended to be scared, and we both laughed, and then he just sucked my little dick for a while. like less than a minute, and i dont remember at all if i reacted to it at all because the whole idea was so weird to me but again, he was an adult and he was acting like this should all be fun so i went with it

I went on vacation with my neighbour as a kid and got diddled

Do you have a cum fetish as a result?

When I was a teenager I got arrested for pot and me and my 3 friends had to be strip searched. It was done in a group and we had to strip naked in front of each other. One of us at a time would be examined (hair, ears, mouth, tongue, armpits, hands and feet, penis and ball sac, pubic bush, and asshole). The other three had to stand naked and watch. I think all of us got involuntarily excited even though it was humiliating because we'd never seen each other naked before.

a little, i have a lot of fetishes though. ageplay, bdsm, exhibitionism. as a teenager id fantasize about him coming back and me being better at pleasing him, or being able to go back in time to that age and be some sort of pedo's dream, a slutty sexually aware kid

Why the fuck is everyone getting molested?

One of my brother's friends got molested as a kid by a older kid and he never really got over it. Became a full blown alchoholic and would steal pills from his sister. Apparently he smoked meth once.

Also his dad died when he was like 7. Cancer or a car crash; I don't ask questions.

I woke up to a friend's older brother licking my feet during a sleepover once

Sucked my neighbors cock when i was 12 he was about 35
Genuinely never bothered me all that much

It's the "in thing" don't you read the news?

>Genuinely never bothered me all that much

Just don't shoot up a school whitey.

This is now the official #metoo thread on Sup Forums

I see the pedophiles are already here.

Got sexually assaulted when I was 18 experimenting with that gay shit

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Things a white male would do

>Shoot up a school
>Get molested by a trusted adult and never tell anyone
>Start a world war
>Become an Alcoholic
>Kill himself

Me and my sister were molested by a babysitter. He mostly just liked to watch us naked playing together.

molested by sister between ages of 3 and 10

did you like it?

are you a boy or girl?

When I was like 1 to 3 years old, my mom used to change my diapers, cleaned my private parts.

I can remember that the bitch made me love her like the mom she was. The memory of being such a pathetic diaper-shitter is very uncomfortable to me, moreover since I seemingly had been tricked into liking the people having their parantal way with me.
Since my current self doesn't fully appreciate the past situation and/or cannot identify with my choices back then it must have been rape.

not really it was kinda creepy.
I'm kinda fucked up tho, strange fantasies n shit

Lucky

boy

My ex received some form of diddling from a stranger in an elevator when she was like 8.

My younger sister and I were molested and "taught" by our babysitter over the course of nearly 2 years when we were little.

She stated it with me when I was 8. She would play with my dick, have me suck her tits, she taught me how to lick and rub her clit. and would ride me.

Not too long after, she convinced my sister (who was 1 year younger) to join in. She would have us play with each-other while she watched. She taught us how to have sex in various positions, and would have us mimic scene from porn mags.

When my parents moved when I was 10, they decided we didn't need that babysitter anymore. However, she remained a "friend of the family" for years after. She was never caught, and neither my sister nor I ever plan on ratting her out. Partially because we don't really feel "harmed" by it. and Partially because my sister and I have had an on again/off again sexual relationship all they way up through our college years.

disturbing shit.

did your tormentors also force you to suck on tits?

I would share the story, but I know you faggots would get off on it. No thanks.

Hahahahaha! I didn't fuck you before you're a loser.

I got molested BY kids. Does that count?

Woaaahhh.
Would you say the experience has warped your sexuality at all?
If so, how?

>alcoholic
>pills
>meth
A lot of people who weren't molested, too

It started with a C I'm not sure. Might have been cardiac arrest or crabs.

maybe the fact that he's been fucking his sister you retard

My aunt circumcised me when I was 14 if that counts.

Was she hot? (the babysitter)

I was 18, and met this girl at a party, she was really old, like 19 or 20. She followed me to the bathroom when I had to go, made me take off my pants and sucked on my pee-pee as she massaged my balls. I came, involuntarily, after about 15 minutes of this, just after she forced me to grab her tits and pull them out of her blouse. I have ptsd now, and need therapy and government disability payments for the rest of my life. You'll never understand if it never happened to you. #metoo

I was, multiple times by different people. I almost fell into the horrifying cycle of continuing the abuse, but thankfully that shit got stomped out real quickly.

When I was 6 my mother's friend had a kid my age, and he must have been experiencing his own horrorshow at home because no 6 year-old should know what he knew, and he ended up acting out a lot of the abuse he would sustain on me.

It was weird, because how do you tell someone about that as a little kid?

And then...
A year or so later I met a kid who was 2 years older than me, and me, not knowing how bad it was, introduced HIM to it. That continued for about a year, and by the halfway point I didn't want to do it anymore/I was starting to feel like we were doing something wrong, but he REALLY liked it and threatened to tell/stop being my friend. Eventually I just told him "no" so he told his mom that I was forcing him to do stuff "with penises and buttholes".

That was a weird fucking talk.

A few years after that and puberty hit and I almost did something really bad to a girl who was 5 years younger than me (I was 12, hormonal, and decidedly fucked up still). I know how terrifying of a statement that this is, but I swear to all of you that this girl actively came onto me. Like "sitting in my lap wriggling her butt on my hardening dick, and moaning" type of coming onto to me.

"Playful" teasing continued for about a year, and then one day it was her and I alone for a little while and I saw her naked and it just sorta... clicked.

This isn't what I wanted, this wasn't going to end well, and all that was going to happen was a significant fucking-up of this girl's future.

I ended up talking to my own mom about it, all of it, and that led to a really strained relationship between my family and their's. Some time after that they mistook a genuinely honest "I'm 14 with a random erection" for something way way worse, and that was it. Got my ass beat down, and didn't see any of those people again.

I was, and I liked it. Actually, those years are some of the highlights of my life. The days when sex was still new to me. The days when seeing and touching a big pair of tits was still new. I was taken advantage of by baby sitters, neighborhood women, mom's friends, tutors. It was all very good, and I have good memories of those times. I remember the first time I ate my tutors pussy. The first time I fucked my mom's drunk friend. The first time the baby sitter told me to play her games. I wish I could go back in time.

I had hoped for more

nice quads

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So I'm pretty sure that by introducing her brother to it, he introduced HER, and that's how she ended up being hyper-sexualized.

I really fucked that family up, I think, and I can't think of any way that I can make it better.

I've never told anyone these things.

I was forced by my mother to suck on her tits from birth to about 6 months of age. I didn't have the words to say "no" or the strength to stop her. Sometimes I would cry and cry, my dad said. Then she'd change my diaper, and make me suck on her some more.

I'd forgotten about this until I was about 15, then I began to remember. I've been addicted to sucking on women's breasts ever since.

This....this is all.... too much, anons. How can I stop wanting titty? How??? sob...

What insane town were you living in?

I feel you man.
What are your emotions around the whole thing now?
Do you blame yourself entirely?

Dude its like 1 in 5 kids are sexually abused at least once, and thats in first world countries.

Fucking.....kek....

Good humor, user. Your satire was not lost on me. I wish you the best in life.

Thats the actual statistic I mean

The children of single mothers are 30 times more likely to get molested and single motherhood is rising fast in the west thanks to theft-based socialism

Oh now I remember, it was celery.

He died from celery.

Fantasyville

That movie is sexy as fuck.

Holy fuck, you have some shitty parents. What the fuck where they doing that was more important than you?

My mother died in an accident along with my brother when I was 12. Soon after my father began having sex with me, this carried on until I was 18. While he definitely forced me the first time we soon entered into a weird surrogate husband and wife relationship that was very loving and affectionate. He was a genuinely good father in every other respect and I always felt safe and secure in his arms. To this day I'm torn on the whole thing, while it was wrong on many levels I still feel that we were two lost and lonely people who needed each other.

I'm now a happily married 27 year old mother of two and I still haven't told another soul.

Sometimes accepting these things and moving on is the best course of action. It doesn't necessarily mean condoning or encouraging them.

Consensually?

That's mostly paki rape gangs though

Bad fan fiction

I don't know if this counts

When I was a kid my uncle

Would pay me $1 to show him my 5 year

Old dick he never touched it very respectful man

the vast vast majority of abusers are immediate family members

fuck that's hot
everything happens for a reason
your mom died so your dad could sex you up. you father did that so that I could be turned on by your story. Please post more

Well, it's everywhere, not just in my town. I guess I was an attractive kid. I did play a lot of sports, so I was in good physical shape. I was taken advantage of, and the only side effect is I'm now hyper sexual. But, honestly, that isn't such a bad thing, either, because my higher sex drive means higher testosterone levels, and a very healthy sexual drive. Also, I've learned to "feel" who the sluts are. I can feel when a girl is into me. My intuition for who wants to fuck me has become very sharp over the years, as a result, and has helped me to get laid, many times, within the first date. I owe those sex driven pedophile women my entire adult sex life. They did me a great service.

You're a great daughter.

That's a pretty awful thing to say user.

I had quite an idellic childhood, my father was rich and successful, we lived in a big house in a nice suburb. My mother had decided to be a stay at home mom for the first few years of me and my older brother's lives but had enjoyed it more than her job so had carried on. I got on very well with them all, even if me and my brother argued a bit. I did well at school and had a lot of friends.

All that was shattered when my mom and brother died in a car crash. I was just lost and my father became depressed and started drinking more so we turned to each other for love and comfort. On nights when I couldn't sleep I would just climb into bed with him and he'd hold me while I cried.

I started finding solace in being a kind of substitute for my mother. I'd do all the housework and cook for him when he came home. Over time I started being more and more affectionate with him, lingering hugs, shoulder rubs etc and he seemed to enjoy it so I kept going.

One day, I still don't know why, I decided to wear some of my moms jewellery around the house. He came back later than usual having been to a bar and got really angry when he saw me. Telling me that I wasn't her and I should stop trying and thst it was getting creepy. I snapped back that he had loved it until now and he slapped me hard across the face, the first time he had ever done so. I ran upstairs crying.

Part 2 coming up.

>doesn't mention the town

People lying on Sup Forums? unheard of!

What movie user?

Kek what a solid guy probably

What if I molested a kid once?

When i was about 7 or 8 i was staying at my grandmothers house with my whole family because we were in town for a family reunion. At about bed time i have to take a bath and i had am uncle who insisted i take a bath with my cousin, his daughter, to save hot water. While we were bathing he sat there and jerked off. I didnt think anything of it and had no idea what had happened until years later when I was introduced to jerking off then I was like "hey wait a minute". I didnt see my cousin again until years later when were adults and she was now like 300lbs and had half black kids and shit. Turns out she had got molested by this dude pretty bad.

pretty baby

Pretty Baby (1978)

A few hours later he came upstairs and into my room. He'd clearly been drinking even more and climbed into my bed (this wasn't unusual for us). He told me how sorry he was and that hed never meant to hurt his "little princess" as he'd always called me. I pretended to be asleep because I was still mad at him but he put his arms around me and kissed my neck.

Then he started kissing it more and more as well as stroking my legs and sniffing my hair. He told me that I was so sweet and lovely and that I looked just like my mom used to. Then he flipped me over onto my back and started to kiss me on the mouth, pinning me down.

I knew enough about sex to tell what he wanted and kept saying no and thst it was wrong but I didn't try and fight him off. He took my virginity. Afterwards he started crying, the first time I'd ever seen him cry, and telling me how he hated what he'd done and that he was a monster.

Despite myself I actually had had my first proper orgasm and felt a real sense of love and safety when he held me. I was sure it was all wrong but I also couldn't bare to see him upset. I just started kissing him and said that as long as we loved each other it was okay. We fell asleep holding each other tightly.

Alright, thanks user.

Go on...

>rapes his daughter
>good father

>both enjoy it
>rape

When I was 8yo me and a girl my age were both sexually molested by a 21yo female babysitter.

She made me and this little girl french kiss each other, touch each other, rub our genitals together.

She had to stop when our parents came home early. I'd say that the whole thing was amazing. I'm glad I was sexually molested by a woman when I was a kid.

Elaborate? Did you like it? Did u say something? Did u develop a fetish?

Friend in kindergarten sucked my dick. Didn’t get aroused and felt weird about it afterwards. But it never really affected me. Not really molestation.

I never claimed it wasn't complicated.

Shared last week, am feeling raw

> at friends his big bro calls me over
> Dude got something to show you come with me
> Sounds awesome Im down!
> Leads me to his room, door closed locked
> Unzips
> Oh shit nigger
> Come on, just put your hand on it
> No I dont like this, think I should go
> Relax just some fun give me your hand I'll show you
> Im scared so do as Im told, keep thinking this is strange, why is he using me, this is stuff youre meant to do with girls only isnt it?
> Now stick your tongue out
> No way that's too much
> He's persuasive
> Tell you what, you do this for 5 mins then I'll let you can go
> Cool, sounds fair
> tells me to lick the head, kiss all up the shaft
> Now open your mouth
> Lol wot?
> You promised me 5 mins
> Damn, ok then, open my mouth
> Inserts dick
> Holy shit, how is this even a thing???
> stands over me, holds my head in place and feeds me his cock
> Slides it in and out
> I just take it, what else can I do
> It's unpleasant, but he's not hurting me
> Can tell he's really enjoying this, tells me it feels so good
> Grunting
> Stare at his belly button, then look over to the mirror. Just watch myself giving head, gotta pass time somehow
> Starts going faster
> Tells me to start sucking
> Look over see his butt moving quick
> He's squeezing my shoulders
> Bends forward over me
> Get ready little dude
> Ready? Ready for wh..
> Mouth suddenly full of gross warm gluey stuff
> He holds me still, I can't move my head
> Shit it's still coming
> Nah I can't do this turn away, it gets all over my cheek and tshirt
> He falls back in a heap on his bed, breathing heavy
> Didn't need the full 5 mins
> Sits up, gets a towel and cleans me up
> That was great, you did real good, but don't you tell anybody
> Holy shit, don't worry about that, I ain't ever gonna tell anyone, whatever it was we just did, it dies with me
> Run back out to my friend
> He asks what I was doing with his brother
> Mfw I have no fucking idea
> But tell him 'just stuff'

Reading about people who had bad sexual experiences in their childhood is depressing, but what even worse is the ones who had enjoyable, even loving relationships when they were kids and have since been pressured into reinterpreting their experiences as bad.

Being molested isn’t an excuse of being fucking retarded user. Also I’m not sure who’s dumber, you or your mom cause it sounds to me like she admitted what u told her to the girls parents. Why in the fuck? You deserved your beat down.

Dude. No. It's not how it works. Older people forcing themselves on kids is not a loving thing. There's no defense of your view.
At times it might feel good. But it's the bodies normal reaction to stimulation. The remainder is fear, anguish, disgust, confusion, self hatred. And it ultimately ends up having a major negative impact on that person's life as an adult.
Drug addiction, alcoholism, failed marriages, homelessness, unemployment, failure to relate to people, suicide. But yeah, go ahead tell yourself it's all sweet and loving.

Because it's what all the cool kids are doing now.

Also this is Sup Forums.
It's gonna attract those of us who have seen some shit. We feel we talk more openly here and say things about us that we would never share irl. My friends, family, no one knows what happened to me. Made the mistake of telling a gf once, what was a strong relationship broke down real quick from then on.

All of that but it is just a sick memory now of how sick most people are and I hate every one including you user so please die for me.

I was a child (boy) in a foster home. My "parents" were normal working family. When I become about 12yo, my so called father called me to a fishing trip. We were staying in a nature, tent, campfire, everything was perfect. After a couple of beers, he started making gay sex jokes, anecdotes, but did nothing. I felf very horny, and offered to suck his dick. He accepted, and I sucked him for a couple of minutes. It was kinda awkward, and felt wrong, but I did what I did. Never did anything more, or talked about it

Reading your account makes me feel real sad. Also can't help think your mother up there in heaven screaming at your dad 'get the hell out of my fucking daughter.'
Good to hear youve been able to deal with this and put it behind you.

>The remainder is fear, anguish, disgust, confusion, self hatred

No stupid fuck, that is caused by society's negative view on the situation being reflected onto the so called victim. You can't have a positive experience and then suddenly start feeling bad about it for no reason.

Which story is yours?