Im done with the degeneracy

I hate myself, i fap to degenerate porn everyday, and feel shit after it.

I drink, smoke, i am a neet and i don't exercise.

What have i become..once i was active and played, i had fucking FUN JUST BEING ALIVE!

And now..just look at me, degenerate scum, i just sit at home, when looking at old pictures i always cry, why is being a kid just such a short time? Why do we have to do retarded grown up stuff?

Isn't this pure happiness of an child the most redpilled thing there is? Living just in the now, having fun all the time, making unfunny things funny etc..

Is there anyway to stop my degeneracy and have actual pure fun again?

It's so..it's just sad, really fucking sad.

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It's merkels fault.
There is no joy to be had in a multicultural society

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Been a depressed neet for the last 2 years for the same reasons, I can't put myself out there and live that boring life full of responsibilities with no point

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Sounds like you're having an existential crisis. All I can say is you aren't the first and won't be the last. I know some people that are "out there" and they are still miserable. There's something in the air, I can feel it.

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Man, all I want to do is get a sexy girl to have children with and live in the woods hunting. I can't even do that.

You're not alone senpai. Hopefully God has a plan for us.

Oh no I've always believe that there was no point in life, like at age 12-13, that when it started goign downhill with me, no interests, no motivations

I too wish I could be a kid again man. Role-playing spiderman while going to school. Best days of my life.

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Same here, OP. I am quitting smoking + drinking though. I've started lifting weights and studying for IT certs though. I am turning my life around and Trump is my inspiration.

It's kind of hard for me to talk to somebody outside of my country, because in reality we have a different culture. There are plenty of similarities, though. I got married about six years ago. I had two beautiful children, and I was complete. My wife decided she wanted to work, and I was a stay at home dad. I got fat, I got used to laziness. I've been fapping to degenerate porn multiple times a day, every day. Guess what happened? She left me. I see my kids two days a week. I beg her to reunite my family constantly, but I know as well as she does that the dream is over. It sucks.

My suggestion to you is to get off your ass. It sucks, and it's extremely difficult to get up the motivation to do it. Find yourself a physical job. Roofing, carpentry, something like that. Work out in your spare time. That's what I used to do, and I was in great shape. I attracted a decent female and we started a family, because I had those things going on. It's when I stopped doing those things that things fell apart. Now I'm working, trying desperately to shed these pounds, but it'll never be the same.

I've lost everything. Please take my advice. Get off your fucking fat ass and get your life together. Keep it together. It will lead you to happiness and fulfillment. If you let yourself go, you will find yourself back in the depression and squalor that I'm dealing with now. Do yourself a favor and GET. THE. FUCK. OFF. YOUR. ASS. It won't be easy, but it will be worth it.

>GET. THE. FUCK. OFF. YOUR. ASS.

and have you done this?

I have, but it may be too late to save what was the most important thing to me. I'm working a physical job, and I'm making decent money. Not great, but enough to sustain myself. If I had kept up my life the way it was when I got together with my wife, I wouldn't be writing this right now.

Also, avoid alcohol. It has done a number on my life.

I'm starting to think Sup Forums caused you to relapse back into that

maybe it's a good thing if the internet is banned/restricted

>If I had kept up my life the way it was when I got together with my wife, I wouldn't be writing this right now.

here's where things went wrong for you

"my wife decided she wanted to work."

Sup Forums has helped me back into racism, sexism, narcissism, and a disdain for normal people. I strangely don't regret it.

>I don't exercise

found the problem

Exercising is really important for hormones and shit.
As a kid you were probably moving much more than you are now doing stuff outside instead of always sitting in front of the computer.
Doing the same shit all day can get extremely boring and your life becomes monotonous.
Start doing stuff outside instead of sitting in front of your pc.

And about porn, it's just porn. I masturbate to all kind of shit.

but sometimes I worry that maybe the whole resent for normal people thing is the problem. Since a lot of the times the "normal people" are the happy ones who have successful lives like you used to have, and 9/10 times the people making fun of "normies" are miserable. In that way Sup Forums is just a hugbox

Yeah, you're right. But for the first years of both of my children's lives, I got to spend my time making sure they were safe. I raised them to this point. In retrospect, the way I went about it was a mistake, but I don't regret the time I spent with them.

Unfortunately now I have very little control over them. I get to protect them two days a week.

>I get to protect them two days a week.

you dont pay child support?

I agree with you wholeheartedly.

Nope. Not at this point. It's probably going to change in the future, as our divorce evolves.

>I am turning my life around and Trump is my inspiration.

Same. Reading the art of the deal has been a blast.

of course the problem is that in many ways the "normal" people are degenerate in their own ways, but we really have to be careful to not take it too far (see a lot of r9k) and start treating "normies" the way Tumblr does "patriarchy". In the current year, dysfunctional people are the normies now and the minority are happily married people.

>Nope. Not at this point. It's probably going to change in the future, as our divorce evolves.

im getting really tired of hearing these stories

when are men going to change things?

Nationalism. Remember that God gave you a country and a home to defend and a heritage to carry on. Smoke weed and drop everything else. Keep reminding yourself that porn is a simulation you use to trick yourself into pleasure. Avoid it as much as possible. Some might disagree, but get into connection with God. Not the false god of quran, the God who created Jesus. Pray when needed. You might be surprised.

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it will make you feel like a kid again

Quit porn. Go on nofap. Please just try it. The rest will work itself out. Nofap is the greatest thing that ever happened to me. Done it for over two years now. All the shit they say on nofap is true. The confidence, optimism, motivation etc.

No nofap. Go completely celubate for about 6 weeks. It will change your life. The rest of your problems will work themselves out after this. Its like a springboard and its fucking amazing. Anyone reading this, do it. I promise you it will change your life and you'll look back and it'll be the best thing you've ever done.

I hate to bring a meme into this, because I'm old enough to not want anything to do with memes, but the "red pill" thing isn't entirely without merit. It is, however, without happiness. I wish I could see the world the way I did when I was in middle school. It's too late for that, though.

Think about it... All you people are saying your lives went down hill when you were 12-13. This is because porn and excessive masturbation RUINS you. It makes you shy and awkward. It takes the joy out of life. It puts you in this weird haze.

This is why kids go all angsty and depressed when they hit puberty. YOU ARE MEANT TO KEEP THAT CHILDLIKE JOY. When you retain your semen and don't masturbate you regain that childlike joy.

>just leave them alone, they're happily ignorant so why not join in
The whole reason the world is in shambles currently is because of people who just don't care, and like a puppy-dog, just go throughout life only worrying about being stupidly happy. The only true resentment I see is toward the unhealthy levels of pseudo-intellectualism and blind stupidity that come with being a leftist.

Oh fuck this made me feel, sounds like my situation. I want to strangle the son of a bitch looking back at me in the mirror every single day.

What's important, though, is that you have enough self-awareness to recognize that your lifestyle is terrible. Quit everything that's making you feel bad. Take small steps, slowly undo the degeneracy that's taken over your life. Slowly, but surely, enough time will pass to where you will no longer recognize yourself.

There will be those moments in time where you fall. You're not special, I'm not special. We're all human, we all fall at times. Just try to fall forward.

You hang in there you son of a bitch, you hear me? You hang the fuck in there, because we're all going to make it. Do not go gentle into that goodnight.

I love you, faggot.

I wish I could do something to change it, because it really is an injustice. I won't be able to do anything about it, though, and my future is entirely decided by the progressive legal system.

In a perfect world I would be able to make every decision for my children, because I raised them. The problem now is that my job doesn't allow me to be a father, while her job does allow her to be a mother. It's an unfortunate situation that I had hoped would reverse itself, but she's dead-set on letting things go this direction. Fuck me.

Nofap internet defense force is working hard i see

the one thing it won't do is completely fix social skills if you're actually, truly autistic (since before you ever fapped) and don't just have self induced social anxiety. The rest is true and it's still worth it for confidence and motivation, but it's not enough to fix your entire social life.

For true autists I think it's just as important to develop some craft that makes you satisfied with your own work instead of validating yourself by social life alone.

>while her job does allow her to be a mother. It's an unfortunate situation that I had hoped would reverse itself, but she's dead-set on letting things go this direction. Fuck me.

this shit is EVERYWHERE today

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I personally have no idea what its like for autists. But I have people say that nofap cured their aspergers or whatever.

Of course if you're a major autist it won't change that but it will still change you for the positive

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>I want a life like this
>I don't want to out forth the effort to get that life
>Fap, repeat degenerate habits
>Feel depressed
>Why can't I live the life I want without putting forth any effort
>Why cant I just wake up and have everything that I want

Stop being a degenerate entitled prick. The life you want or at the very least think you want requires effort. Stop fapping for a week

Get offline for a week. Make some fucking priorities. Do it as soon as possible.

It's like working out, you don't get instant results your first month.

Get some fucking discipline, resist your primal urges for fucks sake. Push through the misery.

It gets incrementally better.

Try hunting, shooting things is fu- oh nevermind.

To be fair, my skills are in physical, deadline-oriented jobs, where she is working in office jobs and sales. It doesn't make it any easier, but I wouldn't want her job. I couldn't do it, I'm much better at building things than selling things.

I can't say this. I'm actually diagnosed autistic and my life actually got MUCH better when I was 12-13, before that I had serious behavioral problems and spent 2 years in special education surrounded by literal retards. I was a social retard since a very young age even before I ever masturbated. That isn't to say that porn didn't hit me and make it worse a few years later. but there's definitely others like me who were actually socially retarded before masturbation.

I'm interested though, do you have sex or plan on marrying? or are you into lifetime celibacy? Does even marriage ruin innocence again?

I personally believe that people are supposed to marry at a younger age and delaying it killed pair bonding.

>To be fair, my skills are in physical, deadline-oriented jobs, where she is working in office jobs and sales.

ya because they hand women degrees and make universities totally hostile to men.

surprised shes got resume skills while you're digging ditches?

Make some money, buy some and grow what you eat. Have some sort of goal like that to towards.

I find Pol a lot of fun, but I don't like the porn imagery that gets posted. I decided long ago not to watch porn and I've stuck to that. I just knew instinctively that is was spiritually bad for me. In a few weeks I'm heading out on a bike tour for a month. No internet. I'd go mad if I didn't have these outdoor activities, as I tend to isolate. I wish you a new and better path.

I see it as not curing my autism but letting me use it to its full potential instead of feeling worthless and cursed. I've done 3-week nofaps several times and it's helped with my concentration in school and got me back into playing piano.

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I was exactly the same but re enrolled in college to study forestry, started going to the gym, only smoke the occasional cigar on special occasions, have a can of beer or ale on evenings, got a shit mcjob etc. I have the occasional slip back into degeneracy. I also stopped wanking 6 times a day and cut down to 3 times a week.

Just keep trying.

Also why did you post pic related?

Sex is fine. The problem is you are masturbating every day!! Your body is not meant to expell that much energy/semen. Of course you're going to have a "low" after such a high. You're living in a constant low. Now you're rationalising your masturbation and saying "probably won't work, I was fucked before it"....

Let me tell you, this shit makes you not care about anything. Who gives a fuck if you're socially retarded. That's what you will feel like. Right now, your hormones are messed up, your T is low. Your dopamine receptors are probably all fucked up, and your just in this pathetic state of fapping.

You know it takes 3 days to get back to baseline after an orgasm? How often do you wait 3 days? You just fap every day and then wonder why you feel like shit.

If you take nothing else from this, remember that nothing is free in this life. For every high there is a low. For all that energy expelled at the point of orgasm, that is a whole lot of energy that isn't their any more. Forget how taxing it is on your body to create sperm.

Try nofap for 6 weeks. If you can't do that there is literally no hope for you. But if you try it it WILL change your life, autistic or not.

being european is a social status now, divide and conquer society by incubating as many insecurities as possible

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I've done it for several 2 and 3 week periods and even when I relapsed I never again did it multiple times in the same 3 days. I totally understand.

I think the only real way is also quitting the entire internet. Because when I nofap I just replace it with Sup Forums addiction, and I'm starting to think that Sup Forums is even more addictive than porn for me. But at the same time even Sup Forums infoporn addiction is better than actual porn since at least it doesn't lead to hormonal losses. I think I'm better off dealing with the internet later after I've conquered porn alone. I know it will get easier in 3 weeks when I start my full time job

Let me break it down for you real simple.

Quit masturbating, quit smoking, drink occasionally, fucking exercise and find yourself a girl to suck your dick every night.

You will feel much better.

It's the nature of needing people to do certain jobs. They're both valuable. In today's world, for some reason, they're equally valuable. I don't really understand why.

>Tfw was aleays fog headed, sleepy, forgetfull and lacking energy
>fail engineering, kicked out of uni
>neet
>decide to stop wanking because I'm sick of my room being a cum stained jizz hole
>no longer wanking 8 tines a day
>havnt felt so good in years
>energy back
>forgot I was actually smart
>realise I fucked my life up

This guy is absolutely right. Follow this advice and you will find happiness. If you are relatively attractive, that is. If not, you're fucked either way. You may as well keep it up.

Never

It won't be never, but it won't be recognizable compared with what certain factions think it should look like. Most likely it'll be an SJW revolution.

Sweden might be just the perfect place for that. Have you read the SAS Survival Guide? That could give you some motivation.

You could also check out "bushcrafting".

I disagree you just have to lower your standards a little and realize that plain looking girls CAN be best

I have enjoyed plain looking girls for my entire teen/adult life. They like attractive guys. If you're willing to put in the effort and can withstand a lot of rejection, you might be able to get somebody out of your league. It's happened before.

You feel this way only because you visit Sup Forums and believe in "degeneracy". If you never visited this site you never would've felt anything.

If you wanna feel alive again you need to stop thinking about other people's problems and focus on what you want. Don't dwell on the past. Focus on the future.

Since you visit this board you're familiar with the rhetoric. Europe's fucked, WW3, Trump 2016, around niggers and Jews you lose, etc...

Does any of that actually affect your situation? Most likely it does not. Stop caring about these things. Ask yourself what you want in life and go accomplish it.

2 or 3 weeks isn't enough. When you hit the 6 week mark you will be flying.

I understand what you mean about internet usage. I haven't quit the internet yet and I think it will be much more difficult than porn as I use it for productive and essential things.

But the benefits from nofap are amazing. I think the best way to beat mindless internet addiction is to start going out and doing other things; then you'll just naturally get off the internet.

>realise I fucked my life up

Unless you are old like 45 years old you haven't fucked up your life.

It takes 2-3 years to turn your life around.

Mir geht's genauso so, nur halt trinke und rauche ich nicht. Wenn ich mal nicht mastubiere, denke ich immer darüber nach, dass mein Leben scheiße ist, weil ich aus einer Migrantenfamilie komme und ich Multikulti scheiße finde und ich ja ein ein Teil vom Multikulti-Scheiß bin und mich deswegen scheiße fühle und daran denke mich zu ritzen, aber dann hol ich mir lieber einen runter