When its your birthday and you hate yourself so much

when its your birthday and you hate yourself so much.

when did you learn you were a degenerate?

feels/self loathing thread

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i deserve all the bad in my life

Happy birthday OP!

thank you user-kin

ive bee on Sup Forums for 5 years, so i know there are more depressed anons here.

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c'mon Sup Forumstards

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Re2 feels

here ya go op, also happy birthday

the nostalgia and sadness rolled into one

thank you user

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im tired Sup Forums are you?

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welcome

im tired Sup Forums are you?

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Yes gonna sleep in a min

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once i finished education then realized i didnt actually care to get a career in what i was studying and now have to live the rest of my life at a dead end job.

i wish i had mental strenght to resist food so i can stop being fat

its never to late to improve yourself user. so long as youre not me

When I realized god hates me.

me too. she texted me for my bday. i miss her so much.

dont blame the food. exercise user-kin. i believe in you

he hates me too

here's a tip
>stop eating

Yeah i was thinking about starting again problem is it would be another few years of school and im already 25 living at home with my parents which would mean i wouldnt be moving out of my parents house until im like almost 30 lol

heres a tip. its a feels thread carlos

if your parents love you and you help support them, i dont see a problem with that. You deserve happiness user

So tired...
Tired of being unwanted by everyone, abandoned at birth and throughout life by everyone around me.
Be yourself, but only if others want the real you, otherwise enjoy being yourself alone.
Sick of the masks, sick of the fake laughs, sick of staring out at turned away faces and words that fall on deaf ears.
I am just a disease, a plague on the world
and I wait patiently for death's sweet embrace
My only solace is the hope that the rot inside my spreads and infects when it finally comes to an end
So sick of this aching chest and restless mind.

youre not alone user. i feel the same way

Things start becoming real from your head on out.
Believe in your own strength, laugh your temptation in the face and as concious as you can everytime you reprove you actually are better than the urge which made you want to eat.

I'm not a wizard either user so the first question is do you really want this or is it a case of you would rather see it different but only at zero effort?

Who is the man here user, your animalistic urge or your concious self?

What I personally do is repeating something screamingly in my own head until every fibre in me knows theres no oher way this thing is going to go.

Excercise would always be good but of course less intake is key.

you only need to eat less to lose weight.its that simple.yet im too retarded to do so

I hate that I can't seem to stop drinking.
I'm totally normal when I don't drink but when I do I can't stop until I black out and do something stupid or treat people like total shit every. Single. Fucking. Time.

not the whole truth. eating can be bad but with exercise you'll be a healthy weight

i cant stop smoking weed either. i treat people like shit when im sober. i believe in you

im glad this thread is slowly gaining traction. youre making me feel a little bit better

There are plenty of degenerates we can relate to and be equal in our degeneracy

i hate that im a degenerate.

Wrong. Change your diet from hyperconcentrated processed foods to plant based whole grains and just heealthy foods, and you can eat as much as you want and go down to peak weight. All animals in wild eat until they are full they just have the right food.

this man

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STOP being a degenerate ™

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im trying

im saving this user,thanks for the motivational message,stopped me from eating at this very moment


im not saying exercise wont help,im just saying if you have 2 meals a day without eating anything else through the day and past 6 pm,there will be no need for it.unless you want to lose weight at a very fast pace that is

Woah it's my birthday too and I feel pretty much the same :)

happy birthday too user. Lets be sad together pisces bro

i believe you, i genuinely do

youtu.be/mIsnIt1p978 thread song. feel free to add moreq anons

Sounds good

Im about to finish high school in few months,and have no clue what to do after.The only thing im really interested in is programming,but math is my worst subject.I feel like there is no future for me

hopefully youll get laid or can do drugs or drink. i can't do anything at the moment

put mirrors all around your kitchen
its a trick on your mind, you lose your appetite when you are somewhat forced to watch yourself eating.
Put a mirror pointing at where you normally eat or snack.
everytime you just chillin, eating in your spot, guaranteed to look over, see that mirror, see yourself eating and lose your appetite.
it works

thanks user,i wont dissapoint you

i didn't even finish high school but honestly education or work. math may be horrible but if you can program than you must be smart as fuck

worth a shot

i know you won't user

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fuck this hit me hard right now
i love you Sup Forumsros, the only ones who ever show an interest, even if only to call me a faggot.

i'm here for 11 years but things were getting out of hand even before so it's been a while now
you get used to it, kinda

what are your dreams and ambitions? i want to be loved and accepted because i dont love myself

Planning on quite a piss-up on Saturday, thanks, no chance of getting laid anytime soon though :|
Why can't you do anything atm?

i feel like this currently. just a lost soul in need of guidance.

youre not alone

i just had surgery. i cant smoke,drink or anything. i cant have sex either because im in love with someone who i dont know if they love me back. ill probably trade nudes with girls on pornhub like the degenerate i am sadly. i hate myself

can't have one with the other, if you don't accept yourself how can you ever be genuinly happy? you'd just be dragging someone else down who sees your true potential
be good to yourself

*without the other

Rough.

i cant. theres a part of me that wont let me love myself. im one of the few people i know that can admit their faults and flaws so i only see the bad in me, not the good

i know right.

again thank you to the anons who posted in this thread. i dont feel alone in my sadness

can relate. maybe it'd change if i stuck more to taking the advice i was given, it worked for a while until stuff came up again. thing is probably to really stick to it especially when shit gets more rough.

and it's not even much to do.
tell yourself every day that you're good. doesn't even have to be specific when you start with it. smile at yourself in the mirror, really force yourself to. you could even create some kind of fictional character that escorts you and just says "chin up, things aren't that bad".
the real effort is to focus on that voice and black out the negative one, even if that one sounds more "rational" to you. which it only does because you're used to it.
it's stupid but we like confirmation, even if it's of our own negative attitude towards ourself.

thanks for the words of encouragement. ill try for you user

also never thought stalin-user could try to make me feel better about myself

>image
fuck man
if only you could be like "hey, life sucks, im going to go to a universe where it doesnt"
god damn it hurts and i want it so much

i want it too but we dont live in a perfect world.

it's just one form of escapism
or what Marx described as the "opium of the people"

which btw wasn't intended as "hurr religion is bad like drugs, 'mkay?" but describe it as a painkiller
interestingly enough people also directly go for those non-figuratively today, causing quite the problem even in the US
i just like posting me some Stalin, i like that guy

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motivational stalin is the way to go user

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>incorrect use of Carlos
Fucking trash

by the way that fictional character, there's a term in psychology for it but i don't know how it translate to english
sympathetic companion or something like that
mine is this soviet pioneer girl

not a bad waifu user

she's cute but sadly not a lot of sfw images of her
and i can't draw yet

you can always learn to draw user, you got nothing but time

i should get back to it. when i did start out year ago doing circles and stick figures i did make some pretty nice progress till summer
again, i really should keep doing things and practice more
and my little pioneer girl is telling me that's a good idea and i'm a pretty dope guy

i believe in you user

That's a good drawing. You should def do it user

thanks
i will keep trying, please you do it too

I want to die too, this fucking liberal shit world