How do you go on living knowing you will never have what you truly want in life?

How do you go on living knowing you will never have what you truly want in life?

Stop acting like a little bitch.

Don't even have the motivation to want anything at all.

It's just what you want now. By tomorrow, you will want something else.

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I've wanted "this thing" for years now. It all I want and I know I'll never have it because it is illegal

you want to fuck kids?

I adapt. For most of humanity what they want is an unaffordable luxury and you get whiny and sad because you cant make up your mind about it? Fuck you. Get some responsibilities and start acting like they matter, because they do.

Because that is not life, but a fantasy. It's not about dreaming about being a successful millionaire movie star, director or musicians, a well known athlete or artist. We are not created equal and life is not fair. But we all get to enjoy the beauty of it all and endure the pain. Death is the great equalizer.

Let's not focus on specifics. Just tell me how to cope with this depression

beats me pal
you and I are in the same boat

You want to fuck kids?

let's not focus on specifics

1. Dont excercise
2. Eat shit.
3. Dont even try to earn what you get, just expect hand outs.
4. Blame others.
5. Get excuses, lots of them.
6. HURRRDURR I WONDER WHY DERPRESSION.

making a lot of assumptions there

How do I achieve my goals when those goals are illegal?

How old are you? Old fag here. And I, like many people in there that teens early twenties struggled with reality slapping then in the face. It'll pass. You're tiny balls will stop producing some many hormones. You'll stop dreaming of bullshit dreams the entertainment industry tells you what you're lacking in life so you'll buy more shit and blah blah blah. Find a partner you can have fun with, hobbies you enjoy and plan for retirement.

Also you are responsible for the things you fantasize about, if you want to fuck kids you sick fuck and get depressed cause you cant then maybe just maybe its time to address that shit. Noone can fix you, except you. Fucking kids these days.. pun intented.

You want to copulate with a particular category of Homo Sapien Sapien?

K E K

So tell me I'm wrong. Also maybe you have shit goals.

You can't reason with pedophiles. They are fucking immature assholes

I don't even care anymore. I always think about how others experience the same but in the end it always comes back to how many bad choices i made and fucked my future by doing so.

Not responsible for his fantasy's, but he shouldn't at all feel depressed he can't live his life to its fullest depravity.

>They are fucking immature assholes

Like what?

You won't get what you truely want if you're dead, either. May as well stick around and enjoy the ride

I'm not sure about the point you are trying to make, care to clarify?

So does the empty box represent a perpetually unfulfilled life?

Well, there is always options. There is plenty of young looking cute girls out there that is legal.

Unless you want the preteens, then I dunno. I personally like the "fresh" looking ones that just started it. Lots of asian girls that fits the bill.


That said, I'm married with a girl that does not, so I'll never have it either.

It's not empty. It's filled with what I want

Picking the wrong jobs
Learning the wrong things
Getting motivated for the wrong things
Having the wrong friends
Buying the most useless stuff

The list could go on and on

I have what I want in life and it fucking sucks
I need something better to want in life but I can't figure that out for the life of me

Could've been born as a dedicated pubic hair trimmer slave. Could've been born 200,000 years ago with your largest concern finding water to drink.

Born today and people are all pissed that they can't be in careless bliss 100 percent of the time. Fuck off.

So, in reality you just have lots and lots of excuses. Maybe you should talk to a doctor about anti depressants, not to cure you but maybe give you the stability necessary for working on and improving your situation.

I and anyone else can fantasize all they fucking want. He won't act on it, so there is really nothing for you to get on about.

He just have to find a way to be content with it to deal with the depression that comes with not being able to act on ones desire. Personally I'd say find a good substitute, they are out there.

>sell all your shit - car
>drive to a city pretty far away from yours
>find a kid
>abduct, fuck
>do your best to fuck with their head so they don't report you straight away
>sell car
>move to Belize
>fuck more kids

grats you're living the dream

It's never too late. You can always relearn. Spend 1-2 hours a night learning something new. Find a new job and move on.

I've decided that if I can't find the will to live for myself I will try to find the strength to live for others

Knowing me i'd probably end up never taking them anyway

Do you have people that are dependent on you? EG; children?

If not, what do you mean?

That's basically me. I mean if I didn't have a family I would probably just kill myself.

ill get it one day now stop posting these threads

Old fag here that's just the experience. Yes some of us don't have to struggle as much. But I wouldn't trade any of all the shit of been through for anything else. I was never sheltered and never wish what I experienced, what I did on anyone. Abuse (family), war the early days (Iraq 2005-06), addiction after (oxy/heroin). It's only given me prospective and wisdom sheltered people don't get. The world's shit always has been. And I feel grateful for the comfort I have achieved now and the insight to over come anything really.

What if we pretended to be a gay couple and we adopted a little girl? Would you be down?

I dont think thats entirely true. "I dont act upon it so there is no harm", and this entire thread revolves around how someone is miserable because of them, even though he doesnt act upon them, its selfdestructive. Maybe you have everything underwraps with your own horrors, but thats just you.

This, we waste our free time and it's all to easy to learn anything now, more then ever. Fuck cod watch some YouTube videos, read a book. Take some online classes.

Binge watch anime, smoke cigarettes because weed is illegal here and drink about 15+ pots of coffee daily. Gonna move to a state that sells weed and live a life of self-indulgence doing similar.

u can pretend im whatever you want

But what if I want to die?
Would that be something I want from life or something else?

Well, yes. To die you have to first be alive.

Would you pretend to be a little girl? Because that might be a lot easier.

ask my tiny tits

He sounds like a pedo or anons are making him out to be one. Not faulting he's fantasy. But it's not a reason to be depressed. It's like saying I'm not rich I'm depressed I can't just go in to a bank shoot a bunch of people and take all the money.

"Boo hoo, I can't be happy all of the time and live every fantasy I have. So depressed. BRB going to watch netflix and get fat on a virtually limitless amount of food.. Wait, what do you mean I'm being an entitled little shit??"

Exactly, sorry all your fantasies won't be met boo hoo, that's just life.

Basically I will just do my part in society. Going to the military soon, I'll probably learn a skill there, if not they'll pay for training afterwards. Provide some kind of service to people or a company that needs it, in exchange I can have some money to support myself and enjoy my leisure more. If I get a family that would be great, if not I can just donate all of my money when I die, live kindly, and make the world a better place.

Make true art of the stuff you can’t have, then, eventually, one day, you will have what you want.

user, stop being a moron. Unless you have something else to offer. You're just a whiny newfag. Sorry life is hard. It'll get easier and you'll stop being motivated by the dumb bs that's driving you now. Which is pedo fantasy? I'm not sure. You'll get old and you won't be so obsessed with, you know. Time heals all wounds.

Are you op? Oldfag vet here?

I resort to watching absurd volumes of gradually more and more fucked up porn, until I reach the point I'm fapping to a blank screen, at which point I realise my expectations were bullshit and I can be happy with the things I can actually achieve

There are always options.

Well yeah we all have our demons. But depression doesnt work that way, just because it doesnt make sense to you, doesnt mean it wont make sense to the person suffering from it.Perception of pain is largely subjective and varies wildly from person to person, it only ever truly makes sense to the person suffering from it. Dont try to make sense out of other peoples depression with logic and anecdotes, youll just end up alienating them because its not supposed to make sense to you and that doesnt make it any less real.

Idk stop porn for awhile. Stop being a dumbfag. Or keep living in fantasy and ruining your reality.

That's going to cut into my "me" time where I get drunk and play vidya tho! Offer some real advice please.

I would never wish for anyone to go to war, i respect you for doing your duty and being a functional human after doing so user

O believe me I get it. I'm trying to help.

That was a joke, except for the last part, realistic optimism is a decent way to live life, find happiness in reality, that's the trick.

I get unwinding. But you should also be working towards something? Anything really.

ah, good old fritzl

a true australian hero

What if I'm already making 6 figures a year, have my own house, bill are paid and will continue to have a good job where I set my own hours for the next 20 years?

I kind of feel like I earned it rn.

It's fine it's been 12 years. All it really was, was seeing how some poor bastards have to live. We have it so good compared to billions of people. Idc what kind of neckbeard/incel you are you have a better life then billions of people.

To be honest I’d settle for an old hag who doesn’t care that I’m a pedo. I want someone to love ,e the way I’d love a loli.

if you want to love them like that then the fact that your a pedo is irrelevant faggot

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trust me i grew out of the little girl shit to the point where it isnt even attractive to me anymore. you have hope

you could always save up and buy one of those loli sex dolls

Do you have kids or hang out with them. Cause yeah sure they're cute and attractive. But I just couldn't. They're just to sweet and innocent why would you not want what's best for them. To protect them and teach them anything you know.

Are you op?

That is true, we do have it better than a lot of people. But with a great society to live in comes great social and economic responsibility
(yes i used that quote) and i'm not sure if those are getting too big for young adults to catch up to and maintain...

For example, you could go to a good school, finish college/uni whatever and get a job. You then realize that you don't actually like the job or it's paying not enough money. What do you do then? You can't just walk up to the next best company and ask them for a well paid job you have no experience in doing...

no
i actually grew to dislike children, lol

No, I'm straight.

No, he posted the last 2 replies or so

I don't have any answer to this, and I never will.
Knowing now that I never had a chance doesn't make it hurt any less.

Yes, we always want more. It's human. An evolved human will understand contentment.

>tfw your sister is only having one child and it’s a boy

You should watch Boku No Pico. Trust me on this.

They're too much work and annoying and I'm too old to deal with them. We really just miss our youth or for most pedos had a super shitty childhood. The attraction is not rational. It's easy to overcome.

truth right here. i thought i was full on pedo when i growing up but then i realized that the only thing i really want is an adult mind that can fully grasp complex emotions.

I already have. It’s a nice story but I’m not gay so it wasn’t really for me.

anal is great. You just need to buy your nephew a really pretty dress.

It's really just, attractiveness. I've never met a full on pedo. I like teens of all ages and up. But I live in the Midwest where chicks get fat as fuck soon after high school. I totally like older chicks but not fat chicks. Younger chicks are just skinner.

For me, I just like the way little girls like to crawl up on your lap, stare you in the eyes and grind on you.

maybe in your japanese animes

>How do you go on living knowing you will never have what you truly want in life?

once you accept it. it turns funny because you dont want anything and as you dont want anything you already have what you kind of want.

lots of weed

I dont want anything non-material so, its just a matter of time.

Fine, it don't need to go beyond that. I have many young female cousins that did that. The only reason I can still look them in the eye now or have adult relationships with them now it's cause I never went beyond that. I was an older horny teen they were younger horny teens or preteens. It's about regret/guilt. I have none. Even if the desire remains.

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