Be me

>be me
>Stereotypical 300 pound neck beard with poor hygine/kissless virgin
>Never went to school
>It's 2009
>Celebrate pathetic 18 year old birthday alone with family, no friends
>at night use new bank account to have personal interaction with women
>see cute southeastern Asian girl on camsite
>Strike up a conversation with her about random bullshit and get along with her.
>Start a long distance relationship with her
>Falls in love hurts like shit when she does private camshows
>Talk about her doing something else
>She says it's just work doesn't mean anything says she loves only me
>Asks for help a lot think she just wants to use me
>Eventually bothers me enough to stop talking to her
>Continue to be a shining poster child of R9K
>Creep on her from time to time to see if she's still camwhoring
>Talk to her every few months
>Says she plans to quit every few months we talk
>Says she's miserable but has to for her family
>Says she hasn't and wouldn't date anyone but me
>Asks me to wait for her

>Be 2015
>One day notices while creeping on her she doesn't come online anymore
>Get worried and she eventually messages me on Facebook
>Says she needs help to go to doctor
>Still no job but sell some things for money for her to go
>Says In a boarding house has nothing anymore uses internet cafe to talk to me
>user has to defend his maiden.
>Get part time job to help her out
>Worry getting used
>First time working or interacting with others outside family or online
>Slowly help her on her feet says she doesn't want to do camsites anymore but won't tell me much
>Doing good at particular company I'm a temp for
>Gives me glowing commendation to temp agency I work for
>The company has to let me go out of work small business.
>Remember place in back of mind
>Waifu slowly piecing her life together silently from nothing

>Be 2016
>Work part-time for book retailer with Mom
>Supervisor likes me says I remind her of her kid. Gets me full-time.
>Department manager hares me but supervisor defends me.
>Department manager pulls me into office every time I take a bathroom break yells at me because of two 5 minute downtimes per day for bathroom breaks
>Waifu starts telling me things about herself.
>Was actually 15 when she started exposing herself at her uncle's request
>Bastard child with no parents who's never had a proper boyfriend or childhood
>Was groomed to cheat men out of money for her uncle her whole life
>Wanted to have a boyfriend and live life
>Eventually stood up to uncle and he beat her until she continued to work
>When she got a chance she fled
>Live in shitheel third world country alone on streets in remote barangay
>Can't support herself no job pays living wage
>Gets all saved archives, videos, and pictures removed from site pointing out they are child pornography.
>Works on purging internet of waifus lewds
>She's uncomfortable with anything sexual says it reminds her of past
>Thanks me for everything and says she will be more open about past
>Dickpartment manager constantly extends 90 day probation
>Get fed up after I got the job formally and he takes it away for calling in sick for the first time a week later.
>Stands up to him and storms out
>Has supervisor get me and takes me to his office to beg for his forgiveness
>apologize and go to HR to report him
>HR doesn't take me seriously but from then on the cunt sends his threats through my supervisor who protects me.
>Makes her life hell too.
>Decide I can't stay here. Apply for job at small company I used to work for.
>Gets job.
>Write a thank you note to best supervisor I could have ever had cheering her on and leaves dickpartment manager behind

Leave the slut, people like her always end up screwing the people who care for them’s lives

>Be start of 2017
>Start hitting gym
>New job but know people fairly well all friendly
>Lost a lot of weight since starting working
>Waifu looks to future is hopeful and wants to do cherity work in her spare time
>Waifu also looks sickly and complains mold from flood season making her cough and can't breathe
>Decide she has to move to a better house now I got better pay
>Complains heat makes her heart hurt and when she sweats she gets sick
>I Think it's just anxiety
>Buys her first air-conditioner
>Is amazed at the most typical shit you wouldn't consider as an American.
>Starts talking about coming over to US soon to marry me
>Been working a few months at new place goes flawlessly everyone gets along with me dropping weight like crazy
>Actually look forward to work come in every day I'm allowed
>Life is good
...
>Waifu doesn't come online for awhile complains about breathing and says her puki is bleeding heavily
>Says she never had sex and is terrified of going to doctor for pelvic exam but afraid she will die

>Convince her to go to see why she is bleeding in pain and can't breathe with heart problems
>Doctors find a massive cyst on her ovarie And diagnoses her with emphysema
>Bad enough she would be on disability in US
>Put off bringing her to us as embassy wants $5000 to sponsor her
>Instead invests everything into getting her modern accommodates to make her life and strain on Her easier
>She starts looking healthier and stronger
>Devote myself even harder to my work.
>Plant manager and owner notices my devotion and hard work to our customers and quality
>Starts trusting me more with responsibility and gives me a two dollar raise
>Decide to take a risk a job bid for the highest paid department
>Really love my plant manager he's retiring soon
>One of his last acts was to get me into the best position I could be in to further my future with the company
>Gives me all kinds of advice.
>Gives me a commendation to the manager of department and plant manager gets me the new job.
>Finally able to save up money to claim my waifu
>Tax return comes and pushes me over what I need to get her here.
>Talks about starting family right away
>Talks about wedding always.
>Visa is approved
>Will be here soon!
>Thanks me for saving her life.
>Deep down, I think she's the one that saved me.

I was actually worried about that myself for the first few years I couldn't be happier to be wrong.
I decided to post this before work because I wanted to reflect on the crazy past few years it's been. It's insane how meeting the right person can be the catalyst of change both of you needed.

Did you finally get to meet her? I'm proud of you user

Good for you! Post her tits

Her flight is this month can't wait!

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holy shit user . faith in humanity restored .
thanks dude

she's never coming user.

If se does come, good job on getting on your feet, and being a really good person. You must be great person to work with.

>Deep down, I think she's the one that saved me.
The fact that you did all these things "for her", improving yourself to a great extend, means you probably saved yourself by fixating on her. Either way it's a win win.

A personal question though, have you ever had real human sex?

I read the entire story and did not expect it to end well. She must be very special, Good job user.

I was a kissless virgin before I met her and ive only loved her so no but she's never had anyone close to her either

The real question is, having a history of sexual ?abuse? - will she let user stick it in her at all? Will OP be a weird wizard-with-a-awaifu?

>Was groomed to cheat men out of money for her uncle her whole life

Ya think this was just limited to camwhoring?

She's come a long way to opening up but your version is amusing too
Not at all it worried me until about a year ago but has never gone against her word. I paid for her ticket Visa fees and everything directly. She attended her interview and submitted her own documents I have no reason to doubt her anymore

OK bud. I'm just pessimistic like most about this sort of thing. Good luck to you and your waifu for everything in the future.

Post sex videos

Sorry bud I got those yanked a year ago

Wow user, if this is true, good on you i expected it to be a sad story

That’s cool. I once paid a camgirl to film herself masturbating with a buttplug in and then send me the plug. It smells nice.

Much more touching and realistic than OP.

Same advice I give to all of you.

Get moving. Get some exercise. Couch to 5k is an excellent programme that can you from a potato to a running man.

You will feel so much better. And best much more attractive to women.

You are on a dark shame based road user. You know I am right, turn it around.

Step 1 google couch to 5 k

Sorry your worlds so bleak

tldr but from just reading the first few lines and reading she is an asian camwhore - she is never coming to you

Good luck OP, I got a filipina bride I met online 6 yrs ago we have kids now and all's good. Weird you didn't have sex with her first to make sure you're compatible, but for a guy as nice as you, it probably won't matter. I know you'll do everything to take care of her regardless. Hopefully she doesn't become a burden on you. Glad your dream is comin true

>Long distance relationship
>With a cam whore
>A SEA cam whore
>????

Fuck your dumb. She's going to bleed you dry.

she will always be there "soon" bro. Filipina will destroy you for a few dollars