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I was arrested at 18 with 3 of my girlfriends for pot. I was terrified, it's the only time I've ever been arrested. My car was towed, we got frisked, cuffed, and put into a van. We got to the station they took our mugshots, prints, medical info, and lead us to a room that was like a mix of an office & gym. A policewoman in her late 20's early 30's came in, put 4 boxes in front of us and with a smile, said "Strip, bra & panties too!" The looker room at our old school had private stalls, my doctor was the only person who'd ever seen me naked and I thought that was humiliating. We got undressed as slowly as possible, my hands trembled as I took my bra off. We stood there nude, trying to cover up to preserve what little dignity we still had. "Hands behind your head!" smiling as she said it, I don't know if it was sexual or a power thing but she loved her job. "Wow, you'er going to be popular girls in here tonight. Now stand on the red line, facing the chair." She put on gloves making sure to loudly snap them, then ripped off a piece of that paper they use on doctor's tables and put it on the chair. If you want a visual of what what happened, look up "ACLU prison strip search is abusive" they show a training video, censoring the girl's face and nothing else. She told us 1 by 1 to do that, plus said to do jumping jacks and "Lift your tits by the nipple." even my friend with A cups had to do it. She'd make rude comments about our bodies and look at our faces. If she saw we looked away she'd yell "Eyes forward!" she made sure we saw every inch of each other's skin. "I still think you girls are hiding something." and 1 by 1 we had to do it again. We showered next, she'd say things like "Scrub those pussies, girls like fish to be fresh." We got on uniforms and she walked us to our cell, during the walk said we'd have 3 lesbian cellmates. I was trying not to cry, she put us all in a 4 person cell, laughed "told ya!"

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I never click links and refuse to view YT vids that have "must see" in the title

i fucked my 14 years old niece and i want to kill myself

I learned sign language so that when I go out I can pretend I can't speak/hear to avoid people.

At least wait until she enviably tells someone and you get vanned, otherwise don't see the issue

Storeie tiemm

My half sister turned me into a hebephile / ephebephile

I’m having sex with a 12 year old in 1 hour in the Bronx

im letting the love of my life get away and im just watching it happen because of bullshit

not much to tell, she is just a slut and will fuck anything

swallow your pride and do something about it. Unless its something like she cheated on you then there is no reason to give that up.

i got cucked and didn't punch the fucker in the jaw because i thought peace was the way or something. I want to punch the faggot now but i cant anymore since its too late

are you me?

Sounds like we need a location and a name... for research purposes.

Was he your friend? If he was, then you should of punched him.

Was he some random dude who didn't know you that your gf decided to fuck? Then it's not his fault, the person to blame is your ex, not the dude she fucked. Unless he knows you in some way and should have some form of loyalty to you, then you chose the right path.

i can't love anyone else since she left four moths ago. it's killling me inside and making me a hard hearted person. i need her to come back please.

sometimes is not about pride, sometimes there are things that you just cant have, or getting them will ruin other relationships, in my case the only girl i ve ever cared one bit about apart from my mother and sister is my best friends girlfriend, and this friend is more of like a brother to me, so trying anything would mean game over for everyone

Pretty good idea there, user

We used to be close 9-10 months ago but i stopped talking to him. Cucking happened 3 months ago

my bad, I assumed the love of your life was your gf not someone elses. Guess that was a mistake. Sorry but she isn't the love of your life because you don't know how she is in a relationship. Your doing the right thing by not doing anything then.

kill yourself

If he knew it was your girlfriend then yeah you should of punched him, dumped her. That sucks.

actually, we used to be best friend me and her, if not really close friends, and no girl ever made me feel like she did, so you are wrong on that one too im afraid, its just one of those situations that you just have to accept the fact that you are fucked, and things wont go the way you want, im used to it anyway

>i got cucked and didn't punch the fucker in the jaw because i thought peace was the way or something. I want to punch the faggot now but i cant anymore since its too late
it's never too late.

I'm jerking off with a nestea bottle. I put my dick in it in an unerect state, look for some good pov porn because everything else is for cucks l, get a boner and the rest is pretty obvious.

>its never too late
that'll just look like rancour

I don't think I'm wrong. Being best friends is not the same as being in a real relationship with someone. It really sucks you were close and shes dating a friend, but truth is, if you were that close she could of easily dated you. She choose not to. Be a good friend to her and your other friend but you will have to get over it.

Wow, I like that idea! I'm MtF (and that's my secret...) and it would help me to hide my male voice. I definitely need to learn the sign language...

I jerk off to my gf's little sisters panties

bruh thats what hurts the most, that she doesnt like me that way, no matter if she did, nothing could ve happened anyway. Point is no girl ever made me feel like she did and there is nothing i can do about it so yeah, life sucks, and now i find myself hating life because nothing ever goes the right way with women in my life, even in my past experiences, im past the point where i try to make things work with females, and just say fuck it and be to my self, masturbation is easier

You can learn just a few easy things and once you start 99% of people will just smile and walk away. Kind of like learning "Sorry I don't speak X" in another language. The only reason I learned it more fully is to avoid that awkward moment if I run into someone who does know sign language, which I've done a few times.

how old is her sister? Do you put them back I assume they are dirty ones?

Every single day I think about buying a Remington 870 tac-14 and killing myself. My life isn't even that bad. Normal people don't think like this do they?

Have a short ex who's gorgeous as fuck but have a gf of 2 yrs. Wish I could fuck ex instead.

i record myself cumming on my teen daughter when asleep and then selling videos online

Proof?

One time I slept with all the girls in the world
And I smoked with aliens
And then I walked arcriss the earth non stop and only stoped 2 times and I met Pedro and told me about his weed field and I picked some buds and smoked it by rolling a huge blunt and I got high and walked across the world again exposing about the hate of the blacks that the whites has for the blacks then I read my tablet and ran in the air port and didn’t get tired or tortured or in the air plane and found the funniest vids on earth and traveling for me doesn’t get me tired at all and my life ain’t that bad crap

Proof or it didn't happen

>I have a bad drinking problem that I hide from my family
>from the ages of 14-17 I raped a number of girls in their sleep
>my mom once showed me her pussy when she was high on pain killers
>when i was a little kid I'd run my fingers through my mom's bush when she was sleeping
>my best friend and I sucked each other's cocks. He asked me to fuck him, but I didn't because I'm not a fag
>fucked his gf together, now they're getting married
>one of my brother's kids is autistic and I hate him
>when I'm hungover I can easily masturbate 10 times in a day. The endorphins or whatever help the hangover more than anything
>I once killed a turtle with an anchor. Don't know why i did that. I consider myself an animal lover now.
>wet the bed until I was like 12
>obsession with fire
>suicidal fixation

18.

Yeah, only dirty ones. I usually lick all of the cervical mucus while masturbating, and then fill the panties up right after.

One evening my gf and her sister went to see the new Fifty Shades movie. I found the panties she had worn - damn they were delicious.

Sometimes I go commando on purpose, only to see if she looks. I have gotten some glances sometimes, and I like to think that are dirty panties which I am enjoying later are because of me

I photoshop the faces of my wife's BFF's and hot sisters on to the bodies of porn star pics, then fap to them furiously. I then delete the pics immediately afterwards in shame. Good times.

You seem like a stable well adjusted person.

should have*, not of

only for bitcoins, not because of the recent craze for coins but must do it that way, will explain further. so if you don't have them, let's stop it here, on the other hand if serious about this throwaway mail

someone get vids from this dued an post here

I was about 13/14, I was drugged and raped repeatedly by an excess of 10+ guys for the night.
The whole thing was caught on video and I received clips of it the next morning over facebook.
I was in frame the whole time as they fucked my unconscious body and came inside and over me.
One of the guys threatened to release the video if I didn't meet up with him.
Ended up being abused by this 40yo+ man for 3 years before he was caught by his wife and arrested.
I've never told anyone, only his wife knows.
I'm 22 now and I get off on rape fantasies and the memory of those videos.

At what age/timeframe did you realized it excited you? Obviously it was likely pretty terrible the first time and the next few years

at around 16/17, That's when I "found" myself and really figured out my kinks and turnons

Vids or it didn't happen

same for you

Why is incest normalized on this board ??

Kill yourself you fucking degenerate

I'm going to fuck one or both of my married neighbors.. one is blonde with big tits and the other is a red head with a big ass.. i live on a military base so not sure if I'll get away with their hubs not knowing. Honestly couldn't care less though as they seem to be cucks anyway.

someone on the internet told me to kill myself, I guess /wrist

I let my roommate fuck my ass every time my girlfriend leaves me with blue balls

You really actually should

i feel like i've reached a point in life where i made enough wrong decisions that i won't be satisfied with any possible outcome from this point on

things i was interested in were one by one shut down as i found out i had "fatal flaws" in each area (bad at math, can't memorize, dyslexic, etc)
been suicidal for almost a decade now, only reason why i haven't is because i'm too afraid to do so (tried to jump, couldn't let go of window frame. overdosed, but was found in time. tried home electrocution, didn't work.)

can't even talk about it to anyone because even the most well-meaning person eventually will say "it's just all talk, though"

kinda wish i had a baby sister or a child of my own, because i feel that would give me the motivation/strength to survive, but i don't want to put any child in that position of being dependant on a suicidal person

> out hunting with my dad in Russia
> dad gives me his rifle and asks me to shoot at a deer some hundreds metres away
> I shoot and miss
> after 20 minutes we relocate to the deer last location
> I accidentally hit another hunter
> he was bleeding pretty heavily from a hole in his chest
> the only thing I remember well is his last words
> help me

> my dad tells me to run to the car
after some minutes I hear a echo of a gunshot

>my dad comes 10 minutes later and drives me home
> we never spoke of it since

I hate being a dad sometimes... is that bad? :/

Same user

Same here

Try moving on after your ex dumped you 4 days before your birthday and later aborted your 2 month baby

How much did you see?

We saw literally everything you could see from the outside.

Doesn't that just make your blue balls worse? Or do you cum from getting fucked? Do you let him nut in you?

My aunt had me give her dog to one of my friends for a good home (this was planned because my aunt was moving and couldn't keep the dog ). But my friend backed out last minute and I ended up stuck with it. I ended up driving an hour out and dropped him in a wooded area. I didn't know what else to do with him.

newfag detected.

That's some delicious pasta!

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I let men piss on me and fuck my ass and I have breasts and long hair I hide at work and around family, when I have my weekends I go straight to my friends house and shave and get dolled up like a woman and live like that for 3 days and nights straight every week.

Really considering killing myself, I can't take this dual life bullshit anymore

My dad killed a guy that was breaking into his truck when we were out hunting, local sheriff came and said the guy had been robbing people at gunpoint for a month and they didn't know where he was living, my dad only had to fill out a single form and never heard from it since, I still can't shake seeing the dudes fucking arm and chest get blown off, my dad had a 1 gauge blunderbuss because he was a nut job.
I'm btw

I remember the names of the hookers i fucked. Implying those are their real names.

>secret
Anyone who’s ever seen you knows it, you filthy degenerate.

like father like son. 'Cept his son is crazy for the cawk

I have eczema on my dick

So you had to spread apart your legs and pussy lips?

I blame my mom, she would never let me leave her side after that and i was 11, I spent till 17 being dragged from one mall to the next to the next baby shower or garden party or candle sale you could imagine. My dad instilled life and death in me and my mom feminized tf outta me

Dont watch it happen. There are many things in this life we will regret. Don't you want to say you at least tried? Real love is fleeting and you have to fight for it.

I think it's genetic. 'Cause I'm boarder lined trap and the only thing that stopped me from transitioning is the excessive amount of father figures in my life. Even so, I'm still gay.

Ew. I take back telling you to at least try. Leave your mate's girl alone. For fucks sake, that's not love.

>I think it's genetic
That's what you get from my story? My mom basically feminized me without knowing it. And now here I am crying over my ex bf and realizing all he wanted to ever do was fuck me and pee on me

So you liked her first before your friend made her his gf? Doesn't seem like much of a friend...

Sorry to be blunt but no wonder you were friendzoned

I don't think you should blame your mom tbh. It's just who you are. My parents dragged me to church until I was 18, 3 days a week, and it honestly didn't change anything in me except learning that I didn't believe in God. I don't think it's your moms fault for your bf treating you like shit. That's your fault for picking an asshole.

Hmm i think i am that friend?

how old are you

I fucked a cow

When i was a kid at the beach I filled a Ziploc bag with small sea snails and shook the everloving shit out of it, crushed it, etc. To this day I don't know why I did that and feel guilty about it, I empathize with those poor creatures that suffered for literally no reason but a child's morbid curiosity with death and being in control of it. It makes me cringe now. I randomly feel guilty for it. Never did anything like it again. I dont even kill spiders now.

Yes

People treat me as a girl, people in LGBT-center said that didn't think about me being a trans (and it isn't a hugbox, they are pretty harsh to some trans*). Don't think that you said is true.

I used to be a regular IT nerd but on the side I was a drugs dealer