How can I become more engaged in what I'm doing...

How can I become more engaged in what I'm doing? I seem to just passively read/watch/listen without being insightful or being able to come up with a witty comment. I mean, I have my moments where I shine, sometimes, but it feels like I'm on auto-pilot, stuck in a fog where data is received, but not analyzed for any sort of chance to reflect on things. What the fuck is going on?

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Just dong

This will sound like a meme but it's true: you've been spending too much on the internet.

That's it. That's what's going. The internet gives such a big stream of information that you no longer stop to think about it. You just let it come and that fucks up with your brain.

Don't be an austitice dweller spending 12+ hs a day on the internet and get a hobby that doesn't involver reading endless amount of shit online.

You need to speculate beyond what you currently know, even if you expect to be wrong. The well developed mind is master of hypotheticals and is unafraid of intellectual "humilliation".

Think more, be wrong more. Don't just wait to be shown the right way.

my nigger, that is ALL I DO. I fucking lurk Sup Forums like I'm getting paid to do it. It's so bad that I even do it at work when I get a chance.

try just dong

ok, i have no idea what this meme is. explain

You're not actually doing anything. Real learning and development happens more like

>attempt
>start sinking
>patch the holes
>repeat

and less like
>prepare
>prepare
>prepare
>mastery

Nigga, give yourself a break, focus on your job for once, I'll feel good once you reach a level of focus that you no longer feel the need of reading shit for an hour.

If you wanna go full hippie, do some yoga. That really helps. It's not about the "muh meditation lol" meme, it's about just focusing on your body and giving your mind a rest.

no

i honestly feel the same, op

I do this all the time. I think about shit and think about how it works no matter if im right or not. And then i look it up nd realize that i was completely wrong.

I used to feel like that too. I started doing lsd and it opened my mind and lifted the fog. Try it a few times, it'll change your life for the better.

theres a meditation meme?

i did it more than a few times and honestly i didn't have an experience where a curtain was lifted, things clicked that made me go, "bingo. I got it". I just ended up getting mesmerized by fractals and my increased field of vision, but that's about it. One time I cried like a bitch to a song, but that's about it.

Then maybe you need to start over in whatever it is you're interested in? Self-education is easy as long as you can be specific about what it is you want to learn, and resist the urge to skip to the exciting parts at the top.

If you work hard, start from the bottom, and don't skip anything then you should see improvement. Otherwise you might just be dumb.

I was able to see myself in 3rd person. It was fucking cool

jesus christ! lol how many tabs must i take to get to that level??

Just do it.
The more you make a habit of it, the easier it becomes.

no BS but massage.....accupressure the palm of the hand you dont wank with, the area right behind the two long fingers by your thumb.....srs

I took 400ug. It took alot of concentration. It was awesome tho.

the what part now?

How can I become more engaged in what I'm doing?

SMOKE CRYSTAL METH.

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You are in a terrible spot In life. And you seriously need to reconsider every decision you have ever made. You are fucking up big time. Every one disappointed in you.

But i wank with both hands. What do i do in this case?

nah, bro, that's not gonna work for me. See, here's the thing, I'm pretty sure that I act out my compulsiveness when I do drugs. For example, I'm prescribed adderall, but I refuse to take it, because no matter how many times I tried to convince myself that this time will be different, I end up yanking on my dick for 12+ hours to porn that starts off vanilla and ends up this deranged shit that floods me with shame bordering on suicidal thoughts after I get my nut. So, yeah, I don't think smoking meth is a good idea.

yeah, that too. Not a day goes by where I don't think about the past and how I should've fucked some of the girls I didn't and how I should've been less of a degenerate by not hanging out with the wrong crowds and fucking with dumb sluts who got me nowhere. I'm full of regret, my man.