What is that one thing in your life that you would love to undo Sup Forums?

what is that one thing in your life that you would love to undo Sup Forums?

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my circumcision

posting in this thread

Not get molested by that school teacher.

Story?

my birth

Hey everyone. Thoughts on my mind and might need some answers.

I exsist for merely 20 years and I never had a special attatchment to anyone. Growing up with ADHD and autism (What I was diagnosed with an an early age) I found it difficult to fit in anywhere with anyone. Only people as weird as myself I tend to communicate better with while growing up and at one point I was attatched to one person of interest.

No one else I feel the need to ask out except this one person and that was in the past. Years gone by and I never felt attracted to anyone enough to ask out by its the opposite effect. Once again the same person of interest had come along again and I feel the same way. Is there such thing as an eternal feeling. Its conflicting and I have to liking to it.

i know how you feel for the most part. it's understandable.

selling 24k bitcoins. everything else i have done that i regret could be mitigated using that kind of money

Sorry for my grammer errors and bad spelling. I missed out a couple of words that was meant to be there

Being born.

ALL THE GIRLS THAT WANTED MY DICK IN MIDDLE SCHOOL THAT I WAS SOMEHOW COMPLETELY OBLIVIOUS TO I COULD HAVE BEEN THE GRAND DEFLOWERER FOR FUCKS SAKES

Drugs

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Being a cunt at school
13 years down the road and now here I am, neet and living under mom&dad and jerking off all day

basically, if you dont interact with people for a long time, all your previous stances towards people dont fade, they just kinda stay as they were before you paused social interaction.

for most adhd people. who forcibly interact with people during school/uni and then not so much any more, this happens and they get super surprised that other people changed in the meantime.

thing is though, as long as you dont show the neagtive sides of your psyhcological problems, it will even help you with maintaining a romantic relatinship.
if you are a mess, but a consistent one, he/she will like it. being dependable is a huge thing in these unstable times, and people who just dont change their attitudes towards other people can offer it.

unconditional love is rare, and autism occasionally guarantees it, for the better or worse.

I was in his class for a year and he'd always grope my genitalia.

A few months back I had a reoccurring dream about a conversation with a friend of mine where he asked me if the same thing had happened to him; I lied and said no and cried in the school bathroom.

The teacher died when I was 16 and I went to his funeral because he was friends with my grandmother.

ignore hot girls and save all their pictures

>grope my genitalia
i knew it
tits or gtfo

I'm a dude you tard.

Here's a funny pic to cheer you up

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boipucci or gtfo
how cute do you rate yourself?

Story behind this?

Downloading CP. I ended up getting V& and it has destroyed my life. 20 years later and it is still hard to get jobs, hard to get girlfriends, and as much as I want a family I think that won’t happen. :(

I see through your statement. Its understandble and makes sense. A while ago when I asked one of my friends about the current circumstances. He/she assumed I was attracted to said person but in response I assumed it was unconditional love. Not long after I was asked if I had feelings for said person as she noticed the things I do or say. In the same response I said "It was unconditional love" she was worried of myself being attracted to her because "anyone that has in the past gets obssesd and changes their ways thus losing a friendship" she didnt want to persue the conversation so it was ended with a "Thanks for being you"

/thread/

How did they catch you?

I posted it on facebook

Man 20 years ago on facebook, crazy

What are you trying to say?

Star Citizen is a scam.

existing.

Being born.

More details please.

>How did they catch you?

THis was before the dark web. They found my ip, traced it back to me, and inked on my door.

Basically, the cyberpolice backtracked my IP and consequences were never the same.

Do you have screwed up teeth?

>More details please.

Not sure what else you want to know.

>Be me
>Be college student
>Dislike body hair and pubes
>1990s porn all has massive bush
>Discover CP on internet
>pussy is hairless
>ORGASM.bmp
>download lots more CP for a few years
>Knock on door
>“We have a warrant”
>OHFUCK.AVI
>Hire attorney
>Ficght case
>Convicted by jury
>prisoner.pdf
>be released
>2decades pass
>still a registered sex offender, still difficult to get jobs
>when I tell women About my past I get friendzoned.

>Do you have screwed up teeth?

No my teeth are actually pretty good. But I could stand to lose 15lbs or so.

Was it pics or daisy's desctr kinda shit?

Tl:Dr

I would be your friend as well if you say you're also a pedo

Lol dont lie no woman wants to be friends with sex offenders

>Was it pics or daisy's desctr kinda shit?
It was almost all pics. This was the late 90s and video was very rare. Haven’t seen daisy but reports are it’s torture I’m not a sadist, and in all the pics I had the girls looked like they were enjoying it.

>I would be your friend as well if you say you're also a pedo

Of course I’m a pedo, I wouldn’t have downloaded CP otherwise.

Of course. You are used to short sentences. Maybe if I used single letters and symbols followed by a meme you'll find it easier to read.

Telling her how I feel.

that makes you a friend of mine.

Going back in time to kill Hitler.

Story?

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>Lol dont lie no woman wants to be friends with sex offenders

When I got V& I figured nobody of either gender would want to be friends with me. I was wrong, people are very forgiving when they learn that I regret my actions.

I’ve got three women friends who would marry me tomorrow. But one is infertile, one doesn’t want kids, and the third wants me to move to China. (Still considering the last one. It’s hard cause I own my own business in the US and hate the thought of starting again )

The last 10 years, as long as I can retain my memory.

>Still considering the last one.
rofl you aint going nowhere if you're a sex offender.

I ask because the backtracing consequences guy had horrible teeth.

>Be a few years ago I fall for a girl I knew,but she was with another friend.
>I repressed m feelings in order to remain friends with her.
>Few months ago they break up.
>Few weeks ago Im drinking with her and all of the feeling I had repressed come hitting like a train.
>After a few dates were cuddling in my room listening to music and talking and she asks "How do you truly feel about me"
>Idiot me tells her the truth ...
>Next day I get a text from her saying that she could never care about me because she's still madly in love with her ex.

>rofl you aint going nowhere if you're a sex offender.

LOL wrong. I have spent a total of a couple of years in Asia since I was released from prison. Lots of 2-week to 2-month jobs. That how I met this Chinese woman. She knows about my conviction and doesn’t care.

LOL I don’t remember his teeth but I’ll trust you on that.

I'd worry more about his asshole, not his teeth. Prison rape you know. Ask him that.

What the fuck is that thing?

yup. obsession is the enemy of healthy relationships.

the last like 2 years

Leaving university and now working shit job trying to save money to enroll again

FUCK YOU NIGGER APE

No no, they fucked him

There's ALWAYS one person whose eyes light up when prison rape is brought up. It makes you wonder what their real attractions are.

I dont understand. You told her your feelings twice and she dumped you after 2nd one? Also why would you wanna undo that? Now you know she's a stupid bitch.

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>Chinese woman. She knows about my conviction and doesn’t care.
Thats because they are not human

I just wish I could spend another night being able to hold her. I've never felt this strongly about anyone and I'm shit down almost immediately. Just wish I could take the pain away

Have you guys met?

I'd like my dick to meet your butthole daddy

What kind of idiot would wanna fuck his dad?

A tie between not getting enough sleep and gaining weight.

2nd place would be wishing I had gotten some sort of degree. Going on dates as an older guy and talking to women that have degrees is cool until they ask what I do (which is a simple, menial job), regardless of whether I enjoy it or if it's important. I can feel the judgment.

Smoking.

How old are you and what do you do? If they are jusging you based on your job title, you dont want them anyway. Also there's a strong chance you're projecting. You're insecure about your education so you assume they're jusging you when they are not

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Fucking checked
Triple dubs in order

>is pdeo
>thinking about moving to china

hummm. oh how i do wonder what could be the motive for a pedo to want to go to a place where you can diddle kiddies and get out of any jail time by paying a little dosh.

You're retarded. Why would you want emotional torture like that? Plus she letting you cuddle her is just her way of using you as an emotional crutch. You 11 or something?

Visiting ur shitty ass thread nigger, sage

thanks

I would have decided not to drink and drive that night and never have gotten that DWI.

Are you on again dextroamphetamine based ADHD drugs? Couples with your life experience those drugs really create a sense of emotional blunting. Might not be the exclusive cars but definitely a large contributing factor.

I'm not on any drug. Used to be though through early schooling, but becoming sad was a side effect and around that time I believed I wouldn't need the pills anymore.

Never wouldve let myself get out of shape
Getting /fit/ again. But damn if it isnt a long, uphill battle

Reaching the egg.

Drinking. I wish I never started to drink at 15years old, and with that sabotage my entire future.

selling btc,
not checking the "i plan to attend college next year" box at the start of my finals (nobody fucking told me that meant they might give me a scholarship),
and returning back home at 20 after running away at 16 (family was still manipulative crackheads)

Getting married and having kids with her.

Fucking my aunt.

What was prison like?

Details please

Discovering Sup Forums

Fuck. I had a kid but I am too afraid to marry. She is not pleased that I will not marry her, but my worst fear is regretting. She has a Master's degree and is really smart, but she's ELEVEN years older than me. It was hot at first, but now I see all these college girls at school and wish I had some of that instead.

being a whiney bitch

I got hooked on alcohol at age 23 and squandered my potential for 20 years after. I finally quit 100% and though my life is great, everything would be even better if I had been sober all those years.

My 5 year Cocaine and alcohol addiction I had in my early 20's, Lost alot of good friends and support and half my family through some of my actions and the knock on effects in terms of my quality of life are still with me, fuck I was so stupid.

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These kinda help me thank you

So how are your lives these days? What is your job? Do you have a family/partner? I'm a 22yo struggling with alcohol addiction and I would appreciate to read a bit of your experiences.

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I would undo my middle school and high school years. I was the "weird" dude and I do mean weird. I was that metalhead guy, but in all black, long hair in face, gory band t-shirts, and "hated" the world so I was dick to everyone I met. Because of that, I did not have many friends and I feel like I missed out on a lot experiences and this also caused me to be a "late bloomer". Even my teachers thought I was a fucking weirdo and I eventually dropped out of school. I realized how dumb I was to be so rude to everyone so I changed and now go to Uni and am trying to re-do what I messed up in grade school. Oh, I also remember paper cutting my lip and using the blood to paint upside-down crosses on my folders, in the middle of class. Fucking hell, I make myself cringe.

Same

Any pics of yourself from that era?

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really regret it.

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same tbh

I kind of wish. I had a lot on my old desktop computer, but when I moved out of my dad's place he kept the computer and had someone re-install the Operating System on it and everything I had on there was gone. I was soooo pissed off that he did that. So many things I wish I had back from that computer