> Like sex with guys, can't for life of me fall in love with a guy
> Have fallen in love with girls, can't for the life of me get the motivation to actually try to date them
>Generally prefer being alone, always long for the closer company of other people, even though I shy away from it whenever I do get it
I'm broken inside. How do you anons deal with feeling incapable of longterm happiness?
>How do you anons deal with feeling incapable of longterm happiness?
Heavy drinking and chronic masturbation
A bullet to the dome
I hold my resentment in and fantasize about killing people I don't like
Are you a guy or girl?
And if you don't drink, double chronic masturbation.
Guy.
This guy's asking the real questions
I'm drunk right now. It just removes the little barrier that makes it easy to avoid thinking about how unhappy I am in my life.
hmm i wuld recommend packing things and going on long trip without much thinking. Also some psychadellic drugs mght help you change your perspective a bit.
So you have banged dudes but fall in love with chicks?
Banged dudes, yes. Fallen in love with chicks... not even so sure of that, but I've felt emotionally enthralled by girls in a way no man has ever been able to make me feel. I dunno-- just feels like as soon as I blow my load witha guy, I'm don't feel anything for them afterwards.
Do you feel that way after sex with a woman?
sucking cock
getting fucked?
cause I can and have sucked cock..
I don't actually like it yet could do it again to get it again.. girls are too much of a hassle.. especially when you broke and like it.. beer n porn
Never really even tried to have sex with girls-- I mostly bottom with guys, and while I have some sexual interest with girls it's never really been enough for me to seriously try.
Go to a psychiatrist and get on antipsychotics and lithium. Your life will improve significantly
Give it a try. If fucking a girl turns you off, try letting one peg you.
I mean, from what I've seen you can't just fish for casual sex from girls as easily as you can with guys. There's this straight couple who seem interested in a third, male party. Might take that up, that way i can give it a try. But I've never liked topping guys, can't see how that'll change with girls.
Razor wire necktie. Or quit being a puss puss and go for it.
Go for what? I don't even know what I want.
Just fuck em all piss pot!
But that doesn't really make me happy. It's fun, but I just feel like I have to go away from people and be alone after its all done.
Describes me perfectly.
Except I've never had sex with guy(just fantasy) and I had a fiancee for 2 years.
The situation with my fiancee was that it was a time in my life where I was really confident so she fell in love with me but then she had to go back to her home country and I lost confidence. So when we reunited she could tell I was worried about pleasing her instead of being confident and she grew unattractive to me.
People change, that's the one hard thing about relationships and why a relationship should never be based around impermanent fickle aspects of life like attractiveness, sex, love, or personality.
The best relationships I've seen where people celebrated their 8th wedding aniversery were born out of necessity not love.
80th*
I don't feel confident, though. I'm not confident about anything-- I'm a naturally uncertain, hesitant person who worries about things.