Part 1 of my feels story, Sup Forums I just kinda need a place to put this out there I never Really told anyone this but here we go hopefully it helps with the pain...
>be me 18 y/o average looking dude >have 19 y/o Fillipino gf, super sweet, super funny, really smart, beautiful eyes, great sex >Date her for about 6 years >Would always make an hour commute to her house to see her because no car and parents didn’t really allow her to get out of the house to see me (had to sneak into her house for sex) >Always has this feeling about her best friend, Mark >They were really close and really...really touchy >They’d always be touching each other when they talked >told her that it made me uncomfortable >She flips out on me and tells me not to worry about because “He’s my #1 bitch” >Being madly in love I let it slide and moved on >Didn’t bother me since >Years of me sneaking to her place just to see her, sneaking out together to go on dates, doing after school activities together just to spend time together, sacrifice a lot of time, money, and friendships to be with her >She goes to med school and gets apartment in area >move in together >Everything is great >We make it our own place and start calling it home >I get steady job to pay bills >She gets small part time to help out >I shop for Groceries while she’s out in school >haven’t heard of Mark since >life seems really fucking great >soon after Mark makes contact with gf >says he’s in area and asks if we all wanna go out to eat >begrudgingly say “Ok” >go to eat in this nice little Italian place >he’s already sitting there waiting for us >One chair next to his and one other chair across the table >Mark gets up and hugs gf >really long hug but blow it off because they haven’t seen each other in a long time >she sits next to him >oh.... >They talk and are still touchy as normal >she hits his shoulder >he becomes a fucking comedian all of a sudden
Pt2 >Everything he does is funny >my heart starts to hurt >can’t finish meal >gf asks me if I’m okay >say I just feel kinda nauseous >first thing she’s said to me during the dinner >they continue talking >heart hurts like a fuck but too pussy to say something >excuse myself to the bathroom >splash water in my face and tell myself to suck it up and that he’ll disappear after tonight and you’ll be happy again >leave bathroom and walk back towards the table >his arm is across her chair and she’s leaning into him as they talk >”this is gonna be a long night” I tell myself >after about an hour finally leave >my gf asked me if I was ok >I just reply yes I just feel really sick >she kisses my cheek and tells me to feel better or she’ll be sad >fuck she always did that when I was upset or sick >We go to bed early >I wake up before her in the morning >I just kinda Look at her and think about the night before >I sigh and Head off to work >fast forward a couple months >gf’s classes are getting harder so she’s spending more time in school library >all’s fine and haven’t heard about Mark >decide it’s been long enough and want to tie the knot >Go through her jewlery box and find the ring I gave her after we graduated high school >after all these years... >bring it to local jewler and ask to make an engagement ring with a pastel blue diamond >she told me pastel blue was her favorite color the first time we met and I havent Forgotten since >shit was fucking expensive >a little while later I finally get the ring >RIP bank account >she’s gonna be out late again and I’m off of work >say to myself that this is the day >set up our bed room with flowers and candles and romantic cliché shit because she likes cheesy things >Get dressec up and put on a cologne she’s loved since high school >wait anxiously for her to come home >our home >Around 1-2:00 SHES finally Home >I hear her talking
Tyler Young
>gf Couldn't fucking care less
Henry Richardson
Awe shit... Here we go
Josiah Martinez
Pt 3/3
>she’s probably on the phone >”I dont Think he’s home yet” >hear bags hit the floor >my heart is racing >hear clothes hit the floor >oh fuck sex? >hear a belt hit the floor >”was she wearing a belt?” I didnt remember >foot steps closer to door >I get down On one knee I’m fucking shaking >door knob turns really slowly >it’s time >door opens > my heart fucking drops
>She’s naked >holding the hand of another naked person >a man >Mark >rage, heartbreak, and absolute wrath fill me >But don’t have the heart to do anything to hurt either of them >I get up >Everything Fucking hurts >they’re both just frozen and pale as ghosts >”I..” she says but can’t finish >I just get up and say >My voice shaking >Why did you have to ruin such a perfectly good thing... >I walk out
I hope Both of you are fucking happy I dont Wish this pain on my worst fucking enemy Fuck you Mark Katelyn I still love you but fuck you ...fuck you
Nathaniel Garcia
Hey.. is the ring up for grabs?
Ryder Mitchell
OP here Goodnight Sup Forums I hope None of you bastards go through something like this Its been months since and I still cry myself to sleep I’m back at my parents place and have all my stuff back Just Honestly Trust your gut Sup Forums it doesn’t lie...
Jace Nelson
gave it to a friend who proposed to his gf It didn’t fit her but they got it fixed They’re happy I wish I had A picture of it
Easton Richardson
fuuuuuuuuuck...
Cameron Rogers
Well this is definitely not what I needed tonight.
You're gonna carry that weight OP.
Jace Price
brother
if you're still here, listen.
hardship is the fire that forges us, when scar tissue forms it protects what was once wounded. What doesn't kills us makes us stronger. I've been in your position and the only thing that saved me was educating myself on the nature of women, love and what i was doing wrong.
Go to reddit r/redpill consume all the knowledge you can and it will be your salvation. In my 10 years on this site i've only posted a handful of times, please heed my advice.
Jeremiah Torres
Thank you, user I really needed this I sacrificed a lot of friendships so I didnt really have anyone to turn to you have no idea how much this means to me You give me hope.
Jacob Parker
I think the redpill shit is a bit delusional, as bad as OP's experience is, it doesn't mean all women are like that, he's just gotta look for someone better and know when to walk out if there's any fuckery afoot.
Justin Williams
He's right in the healing from the hurt, but don't take the redpill stuff to heart, it's just women hating shit, they're not all like that, have faith in entering a better relationship and be well in the meantime.
Liam Martinez
>One chair next to his and one other chair across the table
stuff like this blows my mind lol... how are you so beta you dont just grab another chair from a nearby table, or ask the waiter for another chair? or better yet, tell that guy to sit in the single chair?
thats why she cheated on you, sadly. you have to keep them in their place, which they love, or else they look elsewhere
Lucas Diaz
also fake ass story, faggot
Joseph Ortiz
the redpill isnt about hating women. its about understanding the differences between women and men, the differences that are as undeniable and immutable as the physical differences between women and men. The redpill is about reclaiming masculinity not for the detriment of women but for the empowerment of men.
as for you OP, consider my kind words the least i can do. we're brothers in pain, it is my pleasure to be able to help my brother.
theres a greate stoic quote that just says "this too shall pass" its pretty self explanatory but remember that time heals all wounds. In the future you will look back on this and rejoice because of the lessons you learned and the man that it has made you.
Elijah Torres
I was just about to thank you for your honesty too... oh well
Zachary Rivera
OP im the guy who wrote the other stuff, and i just want you to remember this.
It was your fault, and when it happened to me it was my fault. It is always our faults. This is not because we live in a cruel world. It would be a cruel world if the pain we endured wasn't our fault.
But it is, and you won't understand what i mean by this yet. But it is because what happened to us was our faults, that we should rejoice. Because it means we were blessed with the privilege of responsibility. You can't learn from your mistakes until you choose to recognize them.
Leo Price
First feels thread I've seen in awhile. I needed the weep. Godspeed OP I hope you get another waifu.
