Good evening, user. How are things? Feeling down? Need a hug?
Let's talk.
Good evening, user. How are things? Feeling down? Need a hug?
Luis Johnson
Other urls found in this thread:
youtube.com
youtube.com
twitter.com
Cooper Flores
Bump
Matthew Peterson
Looks like nobody needs a blowjob today.
Hudson Ramirez
Hello Fenn!
Good to see your thread again!
Ian Howard
can't get her out of my head. I think she can see my thoughts. All I want to do is melt into negativity but I don't want to risk feeding her demons as well.
also I am prolly crazy
Isaiah Nguyen
Seems like it.
Hey Mantis, good to see you here. Thanks for coming.
How long has it been since you saw her last?
Crazy is a possibility.
William Gray
How long has it been since the breakup?
Christopher Roberts
>How long has it been since you saw her last?
couple days ago on the bus didn't say anything was literally afraid of her
I hurt her bad a long time ago my guilt keeps coming at me. I just want to give in but I can't cause I am afraid she will melt too.
Evan Brown
It's possible that she's moved on, user. Have you ever talked to her about it?
Ayden Hughes
How did you hurt her?
James Martin
no I really want to but she left my life along time ago
I have no way of contacting her. The bus was just luck on my part. Not sure what to do.
Levi Davis
I raped her
Charles Powell
Ahh, if you no longer have contact then there's not much you can do. It's good that you feel remorse, but unless you think you'll meet here again and could get in close enough to apologize for real, you'd best move on. Don't forget, don't do it again, but don't let it destroy your mind.
Liam Murphy
Eh, I guess things could be worse. I'm thinking of baking some blondies, but just when I thought I'd achieved some degree of true equanimity about and acceptance of my loneliness, someone new hired in down the hall who seems too good to be true. She's probably just being friendly (anything that seems too good to be true almost certainly is), but it's still messing with my head. Also, one of my cats probably needs some expensive medical care; I can afford it, but not if I want to leave any room in the budget for dating. Obviously, my cat comes first. At least I can bake delicious things, so I'm trying very hard to hang onto that as a way of avoiding toppling entirely over into despair.
Hunter Hill
Pets are sometimes the best treatment for depression.
Josiah Carter
Bump for Nice Thread
Aiden Hughes
I love my cats. Too bad they don't like cuddling.
Jace Gomez
Gotta take care of the family. Blondies are awesome, and I'm sure she'd appreciate some. You can date frugally for a while. You can handle this, user.
Thank you, user.
David Miller
That's ok. Just knowing they are there. That you have someone to come home to, can be just the right thing.
Jaxon Brown
So after being divorced for 5 years, I got a girlfriend, having realized that I really wanted one only to find out that I really don't because being in a relationship requires me to give up what I want in favor of some broad telling me what I should do. I'm 40 years old and if I want to just spend the weekend gaming, that's what I fuckin want to do. Also, I may want to do it every weekend. If the only reason to have a girlfriend is sex, I prefer masturbation.
Hunter Campbell
When was the last time you pooped?
Ryan Edwards
Hey, that's okay user. If you're not lonely and all that's important to you is the sex, then maybe it isn't worth all the trouble. You do your thing, man.
Nathan Wood
Feeling down and lonely. Gf left me a week or two ago in an uncertain way. Seemed like it was just a bump in the road but things have been dwindling. Now we only talk once a day or once every two days and it’s not fun talk it’s just about whatever. There is no more love apparently. She broke it off because of distance and lack of time spent together we would get maybe 2-3 times a week if lucky to hang out depending on schedules. Just seemed like the negatives outweighed the efforts.
Today i deleted her number. Still got a message from her phone number i answered but will continue deleting the number after, i can only imagine it will be another day or two of messages and then silence. It’s the way it has to be. Every time i talk to her i remember how good it is to talk to her and i get into this depressive funk feeling.
She was my only gf not even sure what to do or how to start over never felt more lonely in my life
Matthew Nguyen
I dunno, a few hours ago? When did you last do it, user?
That sucks, user. You're just going to feel sad for a while. That's how it is. Your sense of direction will come back eventually. Just ride out the emotions.
Ian Ross
Well, you are not alone here. Mt hats for sure.
The best way to get over the ex is to find a new gf.
John Morgan
That's true. They do greet me at the door, and then insist that they didn't. So there's that. Thank you.
Well, I'll be damned if I don't at least try. Thank you, I appreciate that.
I'm 41. I agree with you that if all you want is sex, there's honestly no point in a relationship. But is that really all you want? A healthy relationship doesn't involve either party dictating to each other. Self-knowledge is important, and knowing your priorities is part of that. But I imagine there must be a girl out there who has her own interests for her own weekends.
Distance is a killer. Different people need different things to feel loved, and if cuddling is one of them, a long-distance relationship just won't work. Stringing someone along like that is cruel, though -- painful though it'll be, going cold-turkey no-contact really is the best approach. Look out for yourself first.
Also, just to bring this full circle, a cat or a dog really can improve your life.
Joshua Fisher
Good luck man. You know what's up. I obviously need a dog.
David Mitchell
Time to go to work.
Goodnight, Anonymous, wherever you are!
Henry Thomas
>I dunno, a few hours ago?
What was it like?
Jordan Morgan
I'm a cat person myself, but I've met some good dogs. Connections are always anchors: they limit your freedom to be sure, but they also give you stability and grounding. All life is tradeoffs. Good luck.
Benjamin Rivera
Good luck.
Andrew Foster
Thanks again, Mantis.
I don't care to describe it, user. Is it important to you?
I'll need plenty of that. Thanks.
Nathaniel Cox
I'm watching Black Hawk Down right now. Unironically one of my favorite movies.
Austin Peterson
>Is it important to you?
Very. I'm quite curious.
Kayden King
feelin pretty out of place
Matthew Young
Ah, I haven't seen that one. Do you like it as much watching it again, or was it better the first time?
You shall continue to be in suspense.
Why's that, user?
Owen Lee
Yeah that’s what it felt like strung along we didn’t leave on a bad note just a sad one so there’s no resentment still love talking to her but we used to talk all day long and it was happy now it is just like talking to anyone else. Kinda bland. And if we keep this up it’s going to be marginally harder to pass this whole thing.
And yes i have been looking at dogs. Figure that’s a way to meet new people as well there are loads of parks around. Only issue is i just moved to a new place and money is tight and i would feel like a dick if i got a dog and couldn’t afford to give it a great life. Also work up to ten hours a week, sometimes Saturday coming up in a month or so and im not sure how to not just leave the dog home all day which sucks. It’s in the cards for sure though
Adrian Gutierrez
Bump
Kayden Reyes
>Why's that, user?
well recently i fell into a depressive episode and have since recovered to a degree, but over that period many of my friends just got too tired of hearing "ive had a shitty day"
lately my company has been my poly addiction and unmedicated bipolar disorder .
Elijah Gray
That's not so good. Can you afford to talk to a therapist, or might your insurance cover some kind of treatment? Do you have any friends left?
Alexander Harris
i'm going to drift away into sleep now
Logan Taylor
>Ah, I haven't seen that one.
You definitely should if you like in war movies or modern American history and foreign policy. It's probably one of the best modern war films in terms of accuracy. The soundtrack was also composed by the musical genius, Hans Zimmer.
youtube.com
youtube.com
The film depicts the 1993 failed United States/United Nations intervention in the Somali Civil War, specifically Operation Gothic Serpent, when America's elite soldiers, Delta Force, Army Rangers, and the 160th SOAR were sent to remove Muhammad Farrah Aidid, a warlord who come into conflict with the UN and started attacking US personnel. This ultimately led to the disastrous Battle of Mogadishu where 18 Americans were killed and their bodies dragged through the streets, leading to President Clinton withdrawing US forces in humilation.
>Do you like it as much watching it again, or was it better the first time?
I've lost track of the number times I've watched it.
David Allen
Sounds like a good idea to me, user. Sleep well.
That's awesome. I'll try to make time for it. Directed by Ridley Scott too? Even better. Thanks user.
Grayson Walker
>That's not so good
well ive already gone through a bunch therapy sessions and a couple different meds, unfortunately those haven't really came to much.
> Do you have any friends left?
not really as of now, its become rather lonely.
Colton Long
>Directed by Ridley Scott too?
Yep, that's it. It's based on the book of the same name by journalist Mark Bowden which I've also read.
Jeremiah Gomez
Tried it kill myself saturday, didn't work, maybe next time.
William Kelly
Try harder
Noah Garcia
Tried pretty hard, mixed I don't know how many sleeping pills (poured them out of the bottle in to my mouth) with 750 ml of vodka, I slept all through saturday, sunday, and until just 4 hours ago today
Carter Cooper
listen, if you're going to kill yourself, try posting how you feel and accepting that people are going to jump on you mercilessly for admitting that.
that kind of emotion is going to trigger people.
All emotion will.
the only answer is to become numb to other peoples feelings so that you can learn to filter in the right ones when they matter.
It'll make sense later.
Nolan Gomez
I don't give a shit about people jumping on me, I tried to do it because I'm terminally ill anyway and I suffer chronic pain, nausea, and fatigue all day every day, I don't want to keep living like this just to die in 6 months or a year anyway.
Ayden Kelly
unlucky
Hudson Miller
>addicted to porn
>room is messy
>no friends
>waifu isnt real
>grades are slipping
>lifting doesn't help anymore
>my only escape is fucking memes
even if I turn my life completely around and 'sort myself out' its still going to go downhill
>5 years from now
>average wagecuck
>hate job but it pays bills
>job leaves no time or energy for hobbies
>abusing cough syrup and alchohol constantly
>no wife or kids or any family or friends
and the worst part is knowing that it is 100% my fault. There is no excuse for this level of laziness and negativity, and I hate myself all the more for having it. Even this post is just narcissistic self pittance disguised as sadness and depression. I hope so anyway, self pity is an easier problem to fix than fucked brain chemicals.
The noose is looking friendlier every day.
Dylan Reed
so start making a change now. if you let it go, it'll look even worse than the future you're picturing.