I don't want to die, Sup Forums
I chose to live but I hate everyone, everything bothers me and nothing interests me
what do i do
I don't want to die, Sup Forums
I chose to live but I hate everyone, everything bothers me and nothing interests me
what do i do
you have a mental illness, go to the doctor
There must be something that interests or entertain you. If not keep trying new things.
if u like eating, eat until u die, if u like sleeping, sleep and eat until you die, if u dont care about anything, just go fkn shoot some people for fun
i like music and writing
but i'm shit at both
i'm just lost. i go out and have friends. i drink and shit. girls like me. but i don't want to live like that. i don't know what's wrong with me
i wanna try medication but i dont know if that's going to work or not
I'll join you in death
Nvm u are depressed and not suicidal
You suck at both because you haven't copied people that are good. But if you tried and you still failed then you haven't stuck with it long enough.
If you still suck it just means you aren't seeing it in your own perspective.
If all else fails then something is truly wrong.
Try spending 2000 hours on one thing and see how far that gets you.
And what I mean about 2000 hours, is likely going to be a year or so depending on much you reinforce the habit.
bro i used to be suicidal but i feel like it's a waste of time. idk why but something inside me makes me wanna live and i hate that
i am trying. i feel like i'm improving and one day and i will be happy with myself. i don't want to fail
This, also you have to realize life is not about other people expectations is your life OP whatever you do is your life, like the said says "If It Brings You Joy, It's Not “Wasting Time”
>i'm shit at both
You're shit because you haven't practiced enough. No one is born with a gift or talent they just make an effort to improve more then the rest.
>i don't want to live like that
Then don't, change the things you don't like in your life.
>i don't know what's wrong with me
What's wrong with you is you're young looking for something to give you meaning in your life. you will grow out of it and find something.
Ironically, failing is the main ingredient to get good. You just need reevaluation after failure which SOCIETY fails to see.
Find something that interest you.
i know, you are right. it is hard but i am slowly trying. its easy to get discouraged. thank you.
I know you hate people but you should also make friends that are into what you are trying to do. It creates a healthy competition.
>i am slowly trying
Then stop worrying about it. you're at least making an effort and that's more then most. if you want something is life work for it never wait, it will never be delivered to you.
i dont want to hate people. cliche and all but i hate myself more than other people so i will try to get a healthier mindset
Start to do hard drugs
Individual success is an illusion, yes, there are minds more bright than others but there is no success at all if there is no society
i consider that but like. i dont know where to access them if i ever need them lol. i am retarded
LET ME SEE YOU GRIT THOSE TEETH!!!
Simon, listen.
Life is like a drill, it may seem like you're just going in circles, but if you keep pushing you'll always move forward.
Some of us push further than others, some of us don't get to push as long.
We're all in the same hole Simon, so any time one of us makes a breakthrough, we ALL move forward.
So I don't want to hear about nothing mattering to you Simon, that's nonsense.
You're worth something to me Simon, and don't you forget that.
And if there ever comes a day when I'm not here digging beside you, I want you to look back at the tunnel we've dug so far.
This isn't just your tunnel, or my tunnel.
This is humanities tunnel, and we've all been drilling further and further, hoping to find the other side.
For all we know, the other side may just be a single turn away.
i need a kamina in my life rn
Who the hell do you THINK YOU ARE?
You ARE the Kamina of your life!