Wanna play therapist?

Wanna play therapist?
I live alone with a cat and have done so for the past 7 years
Im a nurse and I work night shifts so I dont have to do as much or meet as many people.
I have very few emotions, im never sad or depressed but I cant say I love anyone, not even my parents or siblings.
I fit the bill pretty well for schizoid personality disorder but I do feel joy and I enjoy spending time with my friends online.
Not a virgin but I havent had sex since I was in high school and even back then I was never in any relationships.
I dont search for a relationship, the thought of sharing my life and having to make decisions based on another persons needs or wants makes me really not want to live with anyone.
I have a sex drive but I just jerk off about once a day and I feel fine, like I dont feel like it would be worth the time and energy to find someone to have sex with.
My main goal in life is to play video games and for the past 7 years I have done so and im feeling happy, at least I think I am.

What do you think Sup Forums should I talk to a professional or am I fine?

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No one can help you OP.

what do you want to talk about?

There can be someone you can find and enjoy companionship with, time is very long, maybe you can go your whole life without any intimate relationship, maybe in 1 or 2 or 5 or 7 or 9 or 20 or 40 years you will have the craving for more relationships, and no big deal, you can likely find them

For anyone that doesn't seak Russian the text roughly means "Good morning, from your butt-prositute"

You should buy a gun or have a doctor prescribe you mind altering drugs or both.

Is there anything that could occur that would make you love your parents or siblings? Did you ever? We dont have to imagine love like 0 or 1 either. there can be a changing complex subtle difficult to define gradient.. is it possible you have 0.000001 love for your parents, or 10, or 20 amount of love? if they did or do something nice for you? Is it any or thee bad things or negative ways they have effected you that make you say you dont have love for them?

As maybe a man can love his wife, and then she cheats on him, and then he does not love her.

Did your parents ground you, or shame or embaress you, give you a hard time, that made you say 'fuck yall'.. or just too much effort and energy to have positive feelings, then you would have to care about them if something happened, or exert worry, etc. so it is an efficiency and self protecton thing partially maybe.. good on your doing a noble job though

thats not russian, its danish, norweigian or sweedish or german

I have no ill feelings towards my parents, they raised me well I suppose. Very stable environment. I feel a sense of obligation towards them thou, like I owe them for raising me as a child so as they grow old I will take care of them but it doesnt really go further than that.

Goodmorning from the analwhore* It's Swedish.

Honestly I don’t see anything wrong with your situation. Some people just aren’t meant to share their lives with another being. At some point, you might feel a strong desire to get your dick wet, and at that point I’d suggest tinder or hiring an escort if tinder doesn’t work out. Other than that, enjoy your life alone. I have a two month old son and I envy you. My baby mama is out of her god damn mind. I love my son, but I could do without his mother in my life.

Why are you telling us you don’t care that your basically happy alone? Are actually NOT happy? It seems like you have your life in order from what your posting. Are you looking for validation? If that’s the case, you’re not doing bad in life. If you like being alone, then be alone.

Also, how was nursing school? I’m
Just starting. Do you like the field your in?

Flirt with a hot doctor at work... I know there is one you have your eye on... then pull the trigger when the time is right.

Would have to ask about your family while growing up. Did you have both parents in your life? It sounds like You are jaded or shy. Without any acomplashments in life it seems like you are dead inside.

Im not sure why, I guess validation or maybe to find someone else who feels/lives this way.

Nursing school was ok, so many women thou it gets really annoying, but the medical field is dominated by women aswell so it was good training for the workplace. I work in the urology department mostly but they move night staff around quite a bit. I get to see most parts of the hospital and its basically the same when you are working nights, big expection is the ER, normally nights are pretty chill but not in the ER, always short on staff/rooms/time there.

Both parents are still alive and still together. My sister suffers from a weird bipolar disorder with a touch of psychotic episodes aswell as manic and depressed ones. This didnt get diagnosed until she was around 24, I was 20 at the time. Didnt think much about it, dont really have feelings for her either.

There arent that many female doctors where I work, and the few female ones are not that attractive.

its really fquite amusing no offense, with your 'tame situation' like, 'anyone think anything is wrong with me?', surrounded on a site of people into pedophilia, scat, rekt, sincere kys folks, futa, puta, shota, anime addicts, cutters, drug addicts etc. ...would almost make your OP a subtle troll, but if you are sincere seriously no offense, you seem like a good person, and you have a noble career. so save your money, enjoy your life, and if and when you crave companionship find it, and call your parents every once in a while even if you dont love them, because they probably would like hearing from you, and it would make them feel very good to think you care about them and checking in

How’s the pay? If you don’t mind me asking g, where are you? States side? If so what state? I have a lot of family in the medical field (mostly nursing) but the reason Why I’m getting in the field
Is the pay check and the stability.

I feel you. In a way I’m the same way. I kinda grew up alone. Not really alone, but just didn’t really fit 100% with the family. I was always there, but just more in an observation roll, if that makes sense. Been a loner for the most part ever since. I’ve since found a girlfriend which in honesty I’ll probably marry I guess. She’s like minded in everything but socialization. And I’ve had one good friend my entire life and that’s about it. All I desire really.

I live in sweden and we get paid fairly poorly compared to other fields that demands a 3 year college degree but you can definitely make a living and have a good life finacially as a nurse. And it has really good job security aswell as flexibility, you can work anywhere at any rate.

Rings familiar...

This is true. True for just about anywhere in the world. People will forever get sick and need medical attention.

Op I wish you luck, and happiness. If you feel happy where you’re at, then keep doing what you’re doing. If someone is meant to come into your life and stay then it will happen. Live your life.

Thanks for the insight on nursing as well.

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>I fit the bill pretty well for schizoid personality disorder
Nice try, but no.

Similar position. Dream life.

you have no idea.
this is exactly what I want to do. I'm studying to be a nurse and mostly live alone. cat or dog, doesn't matter. smoke weed or dxm, play vidya, and live a minimalist lifestyle.
nurses make a very decent salary where I live and all I want to do with the excess cash is invest portions of it and use the rest for traveling.

no kids
no dependent woman
and if I do finally meet someone worth a damn, she has to work. I'm tired of females orbiting me because they see potential dollar signs.

You're fine. My aunt is an accountant.
Never married probably never dated or fucked. She's around 40.
My brother got it too. Hey prefers comfort to women. Relationships are too stressful.

(1) neither desires nor enjoys close relationships, including being part of a family
(2) almost always chooses solitary activities
(3) has little, if any, interest in having sexual experiences with another person
(4) takes pleasure in few, if any, activities
(5) lacks close friends or confidants other than first-degree relatives
(6) appears indifferent to the praise or criticism of others
(7) shows emotional coldness, detachment, or flattened affectivity

The only thing I dont really fit into here is solitary activities, I love spending time with other people online, and I do experience joy whenever I do spend time online with my friends.

wow op feels like you just described my reality when i read this. It was just a week ago this same thought crossed my mind on how i view my current situation...................... mine tis just as worthless none the less. Only things that i enjoy doing is rapping and making music to outlet my emotions to keep me from truely acting on some of the fucked up things that i have thought of doing but deep down i know i shouldn't so i vent my emotions though this and free time playing video games . I wish for a relationship but to further my goals a relationship would basically be the final push into me giving up my Dream DReam from no time to do anything but work and provide. so i stay in a lonely state or push relationships at least you ant a shet soundcloud youtube rapper drug felon on paper addictided to perscription pillz and meth workin a food job at 30 tryin to "make" it....like my worthless ass shit can allways be worse go fuckin do you till you die and stop fucking around with yo life like me

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Sounds like to me you're pretty content. Don't think I would change anything.

>or am I fine?
Nothing wrong with being a little weird.

I'm 45, my brother is 37 and my sister 35.
None of us have been married. No children, claimed or unclaimed.
Not everyone needs to nest and breed.

You need some professional help.
Go to an actual therapist please.


(or... what about some dicc?)

well if you don't see it as a problem then its not a problem user :)

nope. Non of them.

Link your soundcloud bro I'm curious

Do you ''want'' to talk to a professional?

Chronic apathy ''can'' be a sigh of depression or some other health issue (mental or physical), but it can also just be how you naturally are.
If you think you're happy and are content with how your life is, then that's fine. You do you, man. But if you feel distressed or troubled by your apparent apathy, then it couldn't hurt to talk to someone. You work at a hospital, right? Do you know anyone in the psych ward? Maybe see what they think?

Anyways thanks for some interesting opinions and talks, good night people, here's another pic of the same girl.

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Are you literally me, you fuck? Minus the nurse bit

Your are basically me, however I would never waste my time working as a nurse, I don't feel close enough to society to do that, I don't connect with society irl or online, I wouldn't even want to take care of a pet. I spend my days playing vidya and drawing, painting, music and movies, I read sometimes if the book is interesting enough.
Over the decades I've realized that I'm probably going to always be alone, I don't feel the least bit bad about it, I don't let society feel sorry for me or fuck with me about it either, so live your life the way you do, what you're comfortable with what you're ok with, your life is perfect if you accept it the way it is.

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