What makes you keep yourself alive Sup Forums?

What makes you keep yourself alive Sup Forums?

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The thought of knowing that my mere existence pisses my enemies off to no end.

Other than that....

Internet porn and video games.

NOT A WHOLE LOT TBH

Vodka

The fact that I can suck cock better than any of those gay grills

If I'm being honest, the only thing is the promise I made to a woman who was dying of cancer after I survived my suicide attempt.

I'm basically trapped because I always keep my word.

RIP, Jeannie.

Made me laugh harder than I have in a while, thanks user

Alcohol, but then again some days it also makes me want to end it all. Also my family and my friends at work, i really like this girl at the grocery store i work at but i know she'd never go out with me, i'm 24 and shes like 28 or 29. Oh well, it is what it is ya know?

Mostly frog girl porn and scp secret laboratory

Op here, I lost my job yesterday, I haven't loved doing anything more in my life, it was a local store in my town that is a one of a kind thing, now I have no source of income and I don't know how to keep myself functioning

My father and some friends, if I didn't have them, I would've offed myself a long time ago.

vidya and other mindless indulgences

Only the thought that if I did i would be an edgy teen.

i lost a friend who commited suicide, and i dont want to cause the same pain to the few people i still care, thats pretty much why

My gf. That's it. I got a job yesterday though so that will give me something to do to distract myself. Haven't been happier in quite a while.

Yeah, I lost my job and a bunch of friends recently due to schizophrenia. Functioning is a relative term.

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I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder and mild anxiety (bullshit), I did so well for a while there that I stopped taking my medicine. I was fine until yesterday, I can barely type, I can feel myself checking out

I just told my girlfriend that under no circumstances do I want to be resisitated. I don't want to hurt myself but if something naturally happens I'm want to just be let go

how old are you? I'd stick it out to see how crazy you can REALLY go, you never know. You might catch some real weird shit.
I had my sub-terranean/inner-earth daemon child's soul rattling my whole body while I lay in bed a month back. It was that, or I was holding down a violent seizure (which isn't something I've had before).

Drugs. That's pretty much it.

Mind, neither are tectonic mirror-soul possessions, but that's what the voices said it was. I think.

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The fact that i will join the army to shoot blacks in africa

The suffering of People especially normies keeps me alive

Lolis

Because suicide indicates you are a failed speciment based on natural selection, and I aint that. I will live on and make a child.

my suicidal feelings are very brief

it always seems like I just need to reset emotionally then the feelings are gone

What if you just dick some girl and then off yourself

Family and normies with positive mindsets surrounding me

Tetrisfriends.com

It's something to do with a curse I got back on 23/05/2015 on my 25th with 2 drops of acid. It was the same day John Forbes Nash died with his wife on the New Jersey Turnpike, which took 23 months to complete between 1950-52. 23 was nash's favourite prime number.
But anyway, I took this kid through a river - don't know where his parents were, but something tried to pull his foot under the stones at the bottom. I managed to pull it out but I lost the kid after that and it pretty much sent me on a permo bad trip ever since.
Hail discordia.

Because I'm too much of a pussy to end it.

My crippling fear of death

What caused you to lose your job man?

That queen song "keep yourself alive"

You gonna live until baby pops out her, and see if that kid also pops a child successfully.

Could have been sleep paralysis dude, that shits a nightmare, except youre awake

the sex, faggot

Was that a Forrest Gump reference?

Op here, it was just a lot of shit to learn dude, I had to learn about crystals, Chakra, essential oils, kratom, production of goods, and stuff relating to bongs, wax, vapes, juuls, and everything of that sort.

I'm a middle class white guy who smokes the occasional bowl or two just to make myself feel anything other than human for a couple of hours

I just didn't know what the fuck I was doing, but I can't say I didn't have a blast doing it

I think I'm a reasonable person, death is too definitive, and things can change really fast.

I know things generally suck, but even in pain you can find beauty. So far I'm enjoying finding all the beauty life can have, even the "umpleasant kind of beauty".
When the time comes I will control my own death, but for now, curiosity of what I might still discover keeps me going.

After reading that, I think you should kill yourself

Waiting for this to sell

Soon as it's sold I'm livestreaming my suicide after buying games for my sister with the money. steamcommunity.com/market/listings/440/Unusual Flower Power Scattergun (Minimal Wear)

The future.
You don't want the normies to win, do you??

We must break the cycle.

Nah, full awake. Couldn't fall asleep with the head chatter that night. Shit's for real.
Not that dreams aren't. Dreams are a parallel reality where our brain compute issues we can't resolve in our waking bodies. One of the problems might be that my dream body is often male. I think the male and female sides of my brain made a pact that we could watch the tape in reverse upon my death and it would make more sense.
I have a couple of memory gaps from around my 23rd year, and I think that's when we made the pact at a new year party in a masonic lodge. He's got the keys to some memories that would fuck everything up if I could remember them and she's fucking raging about it.

Fuck that's actually pretty impressive, you unbox that?

For me, It's the fact that I still have 2 years if college left, but after that I'm just not 100% sure

Video games, morphine pills and alcohol.

First pyroland weapon case I opened

Right now, weed.

The consequences that I shall face in the afterlife if I decide to go through with it. Literally only reason I haven't done it.

Litterarly only overwatch.

You know it's probably my little brother, he's the closest thing I have to a friend, I don't have any friends, I'm pretty sure everyone thinks I'm gay, and my parents see me as a disappointment.

Don’t know how to buy a thick rope without arousing suspicion
Still live at home and can’t drive

because I keep failing to end it

Waiting for my family to pass away naturally, cry on them and then kill myself

Lack of quick and painless method.

Yes sir

Like youre legit fucked up huh?

All my organs work just fine, bretty good job, working on my career, the occasional drink, no kids. Why would I not keep myself alive?

The fact that out of all the chances in the universe, i was born. Its a fucking waste of time and form to kill oneself. Its fucking astonishing being alive.

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Yeah, but you can legit break reality.

Honestly, for the most part, almost certainly my ex. Recently I told her to cut me off then I asked for her forgiveness and reconciliation. I love her. We were barely together for any time at all, but have known each other for nearly a year now, and I know I’m the guy who’s done the most for her. She’s shy. Doesn’t hang with anyone but girls. She’s so pretty. Her beauty never stops inspiring me.

My beautiful Moe

I used to look like a movie star, now I look like shit because of meds.

Kill me.

The unknown.

To infect other humans with AIDS, as the negro does

I used to look like an adorable trap supermodel with no hormones

Now my parents ruined my body by getting the government to force me to take meds

I used to have multiple sugar daddies

Now I have none and I have to work, and I'm 100 lbs overweight and men/women won't even look at me.

Shoot me now.

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You're just a pussy.

The 5th element is alive and intact but you only have 120 years left because Bennu is chaffing three times before then, unfortunately odds are good that it will hit on the 4th.
> sol.
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kek retard

I'm clinging to an ever shrinking hope that I will one day lose my virginity

I don't know. The lack of wanting to die.

RETARD RETARD RETARD

>landing in water

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Hope that life gets better, and fear of no afterlife.

Love life good and you won’t need to worry

Gym

I dont want to hurt family/close ones

Laziness

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Well fuck dude a jobs a job and im really sorry you lost yours. Try a grocery store like i do, grocery department is nice cause theres not a whole lot you gotta learn besides knowing where products are and recieving trucks. Grocery night shift would be good too but i hear its brutal. Cashier sucks, seafood sucks, produce sucks, bakery sucks. Other than that maybe try like a hardware store like home depot or something unless you have a problem with physical labor

>Sup Forums

Moore’s law. That technology doubles every two years. So it ten years or so I’m going to have porn devices that will give the most unbelievable orgasm

I want to play elder scrolls 6

being scared of long term commitment

The fact that I have the option to quit my job and last a year unemployed before killing myself if I want too.

Always remember that as dark as life gets a year spent having philipino whores eat your ass will put a new perspective on things.

i know this